Nostr notes by skitzo rat

Guys, real talk now. Considering, that it's 7:15 and it's ...

2026-06-22T05:16:58Z

Guys, real talk now.

Considering, that it's 7:15 and it's already unbearably hot, what is the plan?

I mean, how do we, as human beings, plan to adapt to such heat? I don't really expect the temperatures to ever go down, only up.

What's the plan?

#ClimateChange

it's the tyranny of the clock in the purest sense.

2026-05-27T05:34:01Z

In reply to nevent1q…mkuq
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it's the tyranny of the clock in the purest sense.

Szczur is alive and well and recovering. The surgery was ...

2026-05-10T17:01:41Z

In reply to nevent1q…j6at
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Szczur is alive and well and recovering. The surgery was difficult and took 2 hours to finish. But the doctors succeeded.

Update: the cat is currently on the operating table and ready. ...

2026-05-10T14:24:43Z

In reply to nevent1q…tst6
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Update: the cat is currently on the operating table and ready. Even before the surgery, he's in a pretty bad spot and he's going to be hospitalised afterwards.

🛟 LIFE SAVING SURGERY FOR A CAT I have adopted Szczur in ...

2026-05-09T16:46:23Z

🛟 LIFE SAVING SURGERY FOR A CAT

I have adopted Szczur in December. He’s not even 10 months old yet. Today (May 9), he has already vomited 6 times, is lethargic, won’t eat, and has been having tremors.

UPDATE:

The cat needs an urgent surgery to save it's life because of an obstruction in it's digestive system and it alone was priced at 2500-3000PLN (I make 3600PLN a month full time job) + the costs of a surgeon and everything else. I need aid NOW, because all of the costs of recovery and every other bill is now on the line.

I had financial problems before. Now it's a life saver.

- - -

Brief story:

Our first emergency vet visit included blood tests, an ultrasound, IV fluids, and anti-nausea medication, but the cause is still unclear. The vet suspects gastritis, but they also can’t rule out a foreign object that may require surgery.

I’m asking for help because I don’t want to have to choose between treating my cat and paying for necessities.
I’m also uncertain whether my work contract will be extended next month, which makes the situation even more treacherous.

Any help means a lot. Any extra funds will be saved for future emergencies like this one.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=0
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

#MutualAid

I think I've posted it already, but I also made some changes ...

2025-12-08T16:41:38Z

I think I've posted it already, but I also made some changes to the editing of this photo. Funny thing, it was. Because taking it required me to jump over the fence to an abandoned wing of the factory, which resulted in me being escorted out by the police.

It was worth it, however. I love this photo so much.

#photography

Urgent Mutual Aid! [170/600] I'm currently broke and ...

2025-10-07T10:00:12Z

Urgent Mutual Aid! [170/600]
I'm currently broke and unemployed.

Two months ago, I lost my job, and despite constant searching, I haven’t been able to find another one yet. I’ve burned through all my savings and had to move out of my previous place because I simply couldn’t afford the rent anymore. I’ve managed to find a cheaper room, but now I’m down to something like $100 and have no income coming in right now.

I’m asking for help to cover food and basic needs while I keep applying for jobs. I live in Poland, where even small donations in dollars or euros go a long way.

Any support truly makes a difference. Thank you.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=0
paypal: radnow@tutanota.com

#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest

PiS podobno wniósł o uznanie Antify (z dużej:)) jak ...

2025-09-30T09:33:12Z

In reply to nevent1q…0fzc
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PiS podobno wniósł o uznanie Antify (z dużej:)) jak organizacji terrorystycznej, więc masz rację co do braku zrozumienia świata dookoła nich.

Ale no, żeby być turbopatriotą, który jednocześnie z pianą w ustach broni systemu prowadzącego do erozji kultury i turbo-globalizacji trzeba nie posiadać zdolności krytycznego myślenia. Co nie dziwi po stronie konserwatystów.

Hey, I've got two days left.

2025-09-22T14:24:26Z

In reply to nevent1q…tvv8
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Hey, I've got two days left.

2 days left! $380 to go for security deposit & rent! Hey, I ...

2025-09-20T10:10:19Z

2 days left! $380 to go for security deposit & rent!

Hey,

I still require ($380/470) to stay afloat and secure a new place to stay. My current rent contract is ending on 24th and I cannot afford to stay there after having lost my job. I'm not getting paid in October, too. I'm in deep shit.

I really need help. Thank you.

There's only two days left. I need to put down a month's rent and a security placement. I'm $400 short, please!

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=0
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

https://todon.eu/@rad/1152083850485463

#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest

🚨 Mutual Aid Request 🚨 I’ve got 4 days left to secure a ...

2025-09-19T06:26:45Z

🚨 Mutual Aid Request 🚨

I’ve got 4 days left to secure a new place and I’m $470 short.

After losing my job last month, I’ve been scrambling, and this move is a chance to get some stability back. I still also haven't found a job, which means I won't be getting paid in October.

Every bit helps, but I really need donations. I'm grateful for any support, though.

ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=0
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

https://todon.eu/@rad/115208385048546390

#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest

Thanks a lot. I kinda hate how easy it is to like, lose a grip ...

2025-09-13T09:13:23Z

In reply to nevent1q…zegd
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Thanks a lot. I kinda hate how easy it is to like, lose a grip and go sliding on the whim of some asshole landlord and employer cutting you off. It's a bonafide existential threat.

I kinda like how some of my friends never heard of Charlie Kirk ...

2025-09-13T06:26:30Z

I kinda like how some of my friends never heard of Charlie Kirk before and only learned of him when I typed "good riddance he died," and they started researching and... well, they're also pretty glad the shitlord is biting the dust.

Urgent! 🛟 Lost My Job + Need to Move Hey everyone, I'm ...

2025-09-12T12:58:31Z

Urgent! 🛟 Lost My Job + Need to Move

Hey everyone,

I'm reaching out because things have taken a sudden turn, and I urgently need support.

I was unexpectedly let go from my job in the middle of the month, after weeks of reduced hours. I didn’t have time to prepare, and now I’m left with a final paycheck that barely covers anything. Since then, I’ve been applying for jobs constantly - sending out over 100 applications every week - but so far, no offers have come through and all I face is rejection.

On top of this, I’m being forced to move because I simply can’t afford to stay where I am without a steady income. The stress of trying to find work while organieing a move has been draining - both emotionally and financially.

I live in Poland, where both dollars and euros go a long way - even small donations make a big difference here. My goal is to raise $1500, which would cover my basic survival costs through this crisis. If I manage to reach that amount, I’d be in a stable place and wouldn’t have to stress as much about money while job hunting.

If you’re able to help or share, it truly means a lot. Thank you for being the kind of community I can turn to and for your continued support.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=0
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest [@mutualaid](https://a.gup.pe/u/mutualaid )

Job Loss + Forced Move 🛟 $616 of $1250 raised 🚨 ...

2025-08-25T07:55:12Z

Job Loss + Forced Move

🛟 $616 of $1250 raised 🚨
https://ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=41
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

Hey friends,
I really hate having to ask, but I’m in a tight spot right now and could use some help.

I recently lost my job - suddenly, with no warning and no safety net - and I’m now being forced to move because I can’t afford my current place anymore. I’m deep in the job hunt (sending out dozens of applications every week), but so far it’s been mostly silence and rejections. The market here in Poland is rough, and things feel more discouraging by the day.

On top of the stress of job hunting, moving comes with its own costs - rent deposits, basic supplies, transportation - and it’s all adding up faster than I can keep up with.

Right now, I’m trying to raise $1250, and I’ve already got $616 thanks to some incredibly generous people. If you’re able to chip in - even $5 or $10 - it would go straight toward essentials: housing, food, transit, and staying afloat while I get back on my feet. Every bit helps.

I’ve got a small final paycheck coming in soon, but after that, I’m out of income. I’m doing everything I can, but I could really use a bit of support to get through this rough patch.

Thank you so much to everyone who’s already helped.

mutualaid group (npub1fl2…yn62) #mutualaid

From where I stand - Poland - it feels like people have just... ...

2025-08-24T08:35:42Z

From where I stand - Poland - it feels like people have just... forgotten Palestine exists.
Not because they don’t know. Everyone knows. Everyone’s seen the images. The rubble. The bodies. The headlines that say "again" and "still." We’re witnessing a genocide in real time - and somehow, life just goes on.

And it's so goddamn depressing. It's difficult not to feel powerless when historical events are unfolding before our eyes, and we're just some guys.

And I think that’s the point.
To make it all feel so endless, so unbearable, so hopeless... that people stop talking about it.
That we numb ourselves.
That we look away.
Not to feel powerless, I guess. Living in a capitalist dystopia is too much to take already.

But don’t.
Don’t let them make you tired.
Don’t let them make you quiet.
Don’t let them convince you it’s “too complicated” or “too far” or “too depressing.”

Silence is what the genociders and their heartless lackeys want.
And those people - murdered by the Ethnostate of Zion - deserve more than silence. And if you don't have it in you to shout, you may scream instead. Or you can cry.

Just #DontStopTalkingAboutPalestine

Urgent Mutual Aid - lost a job & forced to move I was ...

2025-08-20T20:49:44Z

Urgent Mutual Aid - lost a job & forced to move

I was recently fired from my job - suddenly, unexpectedly, and without a safety net. Right now, I’m deep in the trenches of job hunting, sending out dozens of applications daily, and facing rejection after rejection in an economy that feels like it’s actively trying to spit me out. Hundreds of job offers! Nobody is calling! Things are working as intended!

To make matters worse, I’m also being forced to move. I can no longer afford my current place, and I’m scrambling to find somewhere cheaper and fiscally safer to live, which - surprise! - also costs money I barely have. Fuck yeah!

I’m exhausted. Emotionally, mentally, financially. The system is fucked and we all know that - the rent is skyrocketing, the jobs pay fuck-all and expect you to sacrifice all personal time to it.

If you have anything to spare — $5, $10, $20, maybe a $100 or just a boost - it would mean the world to me. It would go directly toward keeping me afloat: rent, food, transit, and all the hidden costs of surviving capitalism while jobless and displaced. I'm based in Poland, so your money is worth a lot here.

I'm sorry for being a burden. I never asked for this.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

mutualaid group (npub1fl2…yn62) #mutualaid #MutualAidRequest

URGENT mutual aid I've lost my job recently. It happened ...

2025-08-18T00:04:39Z

URGENT mutual aid

I've lost my job recently. It happened after having my hours nearly cut in half, which meant only half the money last month.

I honestly thought it was just my boss having a scheduling trouble because a lot had happened a month prior, and it was chaotic, but no, they just fired me. Bastards. It was a standard layoff, too. Just because they felt like it. No notice, too. Just learnt I don't have a job one day.

So, I'm looking for a new room to rent, so I spend less to house myself and I'm searching for a new job -- any job, really -- to keep me afloat during this. But I'm having terrible luck, or maybe the job market is just scuffed? Can't tell for sure. The room searching isn't good, either. All the guys want to rent it for a full year, which is like, crazy.

And the real culprit is, you know, that the payday is on the 8th of the month, and right now, I've got something like 320 PLN, which is an equivalent of roughly $90. So it's not good.

It's not that I'm panicking -- I can't afford to -- but the situation could be much better. If you helped. So please, help if you can. Because that would make a difference.

Right now, I woke up at night and can't fall back asleep because all this.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=3
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

mutualaid group (npub1fl2…yn62) #MutualAid

Hey. Yesterday night I said goodbye to the last of my rats. Kiara ...

2025-05-31T08:54:45Z

Hey. Yesterday night I said goodbye to the last of my rats. Kiara was 3 years and 4 months old, which is a huge accomplishment looking at the average lifespan of a pet rat. Over the years she provided a lot of stress, nerves, smelly things, bitten things but most of all joy. I will remember her very well and hope she's finally happy and reunited with her sisters beyond the rainbow bridge.

Unfortunately, I'm now in a predicament. I'm struggling financially, and all the necessary things (diagnosis, 2 days of treatment and finally euthanasia) cost me PLN 950, which is roughly 1/4 of what I'm expected to earn each month. This now leaves me with practically nothing, and the payday is at least a week away. I didn't want the pet to suffer, so I had to act quick. Cancer is a bitch. It turned out that the rat had an abscess and underneath it a tumor in the jaw area, one that presses on the skull and brain, gradually paralyzing it. It was a sudden and unexpected expense at a very unfortunate moment for me.

I need help and am asking for it. I am attaching the receipts, but also photos of the late rat.

I will appreciate the boosts and help. At the time of writing this I've got an equivalent of roughly $6 to my name.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

mutualaid group (npub1fl2…yn62) #mutualaid

Hey, First of all, thank you ALL for your amazing support over ...

2025-04-29T11:11:49Z

Hey,
First of all, thank you ALL for your amazing support over the last month. As usual, I have faced a lot of hardships, and you made it a whole lot better. I appreciate it.

It's not sunshine and rainbows just yet. I've still got a lot of work in front of me to finally stand on the two of my feet and finally pay the debt that's eating my finances each month. A slow affliction. Other than that, there's still the issue of rent; one that costs me nearly 60% of what I earn per month of work.

And I'm still a student. I'm trying to finish my thesis paper so that I finally graduate and perhaps pursue education further. But as you probably know, it's difficult to focus on studying while working 200+ hours just to pay for the place you mostly sleep in.

Of course, I'm still trying to grow as a person and not just give in to grind, and for that, I need your help. You can make my financial anxiety easier to deal with and allow me to take fewer hours at work so that I can actually pursue my dreams and aspirations.

Thank you for putting your trust in me. Boosts appreciated.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=0
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com
IBAN: I will provide if asked

mutualaid group (npub1fl2…yn62) #MutualAid #MutualAidRequest

Hey. I'm still alive, doing marginally better, actually. Life ...

2025-04-08T08:08:32Z

Hey.
I'm still alive, doing marginally better, actually. Life is still a bit of a headache, since I had to basically pay double the rent in March and all the moving costs and security deposits and whatnot. Mentally and physically I'm doing much better, but I still require some financial aid to get my life straight.

As of right now, I'm sitting on something in the ballpark of ~200€ and there's a month until the next payday. Moving out was really expensive and I can't really rely on any other support and financial anxiety, as always, is pretty terrible while going further in debt isn't really a way forward.

So please, if you have the means to support someone in need, please conskder supporting mr. I took the step to make my life better but unfortunately overestimated my financial capabilities. You can actually make my life a little better.

Thank you, kindly.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=20
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

#mutualaid #MutualAidRequest mutualaid group (npub1fl2…yn62)

Hey, I am once again forced to ask for your financial support. I ...

2025-03-24T08:39:33Z

Hey,
I am once again forced to ask for your financial support. I am well aware I'm barely here for my own little reasons and I'll come back once I've got shit figured out.

I'm out of a relationship of 5 years, was forced to change jobs and places to live. The rent on the fucking studio apartments, even with other tenants is so high I can't really handle it.

I had to pay the security deposit and rent for basically two places in March, I also had to pay for all the costs necessary to move out. This, combined with changing my job for something that pays less proved really difficult for me.

But I needed this to step forward and leave one part of my life behind and, hopefully, heal. I was really miserable these past two years.

So if you want to support me in this treacherous time, please do. I'll appreciate it. Because right now I'm left with something like 25€ to my name and the payday is on the 9th of April.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky/goal?g=0
PayPal: radnow@tutanota.com

mutualaid group (npub1fl2…yn62) #MutualAid #MutualAidRequest

I mean, I don't think there was the time in which majority of ...

2024-11-15T21:35:59Z

In reply to nevent1q…sa0q
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I mean, I don't think there was the time in which majority of rulers weren't scum.

It's good to see you back, man. I'm also pissed off. But ...

2024-11-10T09:47:34Z

In reply to nevent1q…6yd6
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It's good to see you back, man. I'm also pissed off. But the fight is on and there's much work to do.

I admire you a lot. Cheers.

not to mention that knowing field medicine and saving lives is ...

2024-11-08T05:13:15Z

In reply to nevent1q…3swp
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not to mention that knowing field medicine and saving lives is punk as fuck.

Because you know, the fact Arabs are being slaughtered is a fact ...

2024-10-14T02:23:40Z

In reply to nevent1q…kvgp
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Because you know, the fact Arabs are being slaughtered is a fact of life. It just happens since forever. They die, that's what they do. My parents, for example, don't even know why these nations are at war with each other. They can't grasp it or comprehend it.

People in general don't care, so why should leaders? It's our job to spread awareness and never shut up about how wrong that is. To ignore such atrocity, I mean.

Because Arabic people are also people. And it's terrible that I feel the need to type this, as if it wasn't obvious.

#UntilAllAreFree

Can't have one without the other. So whenever you shift blame ...

2024-10-07T08:17:11Z

In reply to nevent1q…4a4h
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Can't have one without the other. So whenever you shift blame to the resistance, keep in mind they do resist against something.

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2024-10-07T08:16:38Z

Daily reminder, that resistance requires an oppressor.

Because when Israel does something it's ...

2024-10-06T04:52:07Z

In reply to nevent1q…7f07
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Because when Israel does something it's "self-defence" or "fight for survival" and when Arab does the same, it's "terrorism".

Simple as. Western perception of things seem to mostly differentiate the two, painting one as a clear bad guy.

Of course, Hezbollah or Hamas have to go, but still. Civilians have nothing to do with it.

I'm saying this like a mantra by now but it's so fucked ...

2024-10-02T07:44:46Z

In reply to nevent1q…a3ne
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I'm saying this like a mantra by now but it's so fucked up to think that we're ruining this beautiful lush paradise of the world that shaped itself over billions of years just to support life - the only place in an endless void of dead rocks around us - just for the profit of the few. It's depressing, really. Not even mentioning the people unfortunate enough to be born in places with less privilege than I have, tasked with facing and accepting consequences of said greed.

Makes me wanna vomit.

What's shocking is I'm not even surprised at this point. ...

2024-09-18T07:18:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…d9qw
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What's shocking is I'm not even surprised at this point. I'm mad as fuck, I feel terrible and I can't sleep thinking about all the awful things I've seen over the last few months.

And yet, nothing surprises me anymore. It feels like Israel is literally capable of doing anything. Anything.

Odwołując się do obecnego ogłoszenia miłościwie panującego ...

2024-09-17T20:20:09Z

Odwołując się do obecnego ogłoszenia miłościwie panującego nam rządu z największym demokratą™ na czele o zerwaniu gruszki w postaci Jurka Owsiaka z politycznej wierzby urojeń sprawczości tego skrajnie spierdolonego rządu, który ściga się cały czas z innym skrajnie spierdolonym rządem...

Chciałbym przypomnieć, że WOŚP i Owsiak robią dużo dobrych rzeczy. I fajnie, że ta organizacja istnieje i realnie pomaga ludziom. Jednak jak zwykle dzieje się to wyłącznie w postaci protezy i jokera, którego rząd wyciąga z talii za każdym razem, gdy musi ogarnąć sytuację którą dałoby się zrobić bez pomocy wolontariuszy, jeśli podatki obywateli nie szły na bzdury, a realną sieć ubezpieczeń społecznych. Zamiast tego rząd może rzucać kredytami i się cieszyć.

Pomyślcie o Polsce, w której Owsiak i WOŚP nie są potrzebni. To byłoby możliwe, ale nie jest - właśnie z powodu tego, że są. I rządzące nami neoliby zawsze mogą podetrzeć sobie nimi dupę.

Dziękuję. Proszę teraz wrzucić mnie do wulkanu za hejtowanie dwóch czerwonych serduszek w jednym poście.

I had an interesting debate about the nature of #violence today. ...

2024-09-10T19:15:01Z

I had an interesting debate about the nature of #violence today. I genuinely believe that the best definition of it is when the powerful coerce the weaker agent into doing something they don't want to do or act against their interest. That also means the weak cannot turn violent against the strong - because it's not violence, when the coerced fight back.

And that brings us to the nature of #law, because it usually comes up when discussing the nature of violence. Usually, you'll see people say that law actually prevents violence because it's codified in a way that makes it "fair". I do not believe in such thing, either.

The primary goal of law is to control. If you break the law - no matter how arbitrary it is - you'll get punished. Usually by the institutions such as companies or the state.

And let me remind you that all the worst things in the world happened not because of disobedience, but obedience of the law.
I'm not asking you to become ungovernable like a shit libertarian next door waving "don't tread on me" flag, but please, for the love of anything that's good, question the reality you inhabit. I know it's difficult. But all the things worth doing are difficult.

Hey, I know it's a bit of a weird request, but I want you to ...

2024-09-10T14:16:34Z

Hey, I know it's a bit of a weird request, but I want you to know something. I'm in a need of #MutualAid, because I've been under the weather lately and haven't been able to work the hours I wanted and also faced some health difficulties with treatment that cost me a bit too much. Not to even mention other dumb stuff I've basically poured my savings over to in order to get by.

And I do need your help. Luckily, I'm Polish and our currency isn't as strong as the dollar, pound or euro and a lot of you can help me greatly without too much of a sacrifice. I don't really need much, anything helps. I'm eager to share with you my circumstances when asked.

So yeah, if you're feeling generous, feel free to throw me a dime or two. I'll appreciate it. Truth be told I'm sick and tired of constantly checking my bank account and wallet in fear of going 100% broke. It makes me anxious. I'm also sorry for begging like, constantly. And it wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't forced to pay ~65% of my monthly earnings for rent, without bills for electricity, water and gas. The cost of living is just so unbearably high.

You're all the best and you can make my life slightly easier. And if you decide to do that, thank you. Genuinely.

https://ko-fi.com/szczursky

#MutualAidRequest mutualaid group (npub1fl2…yn62)

Boosts welcome

Sex work is work Unlike being a landlord.

2024-08-24T16:42:44Z

In reply to nevent1q…ldzx
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Sex work is work

Unlike being a landlord.

Every word of critique towards Genocide Joe and Top Cop Kamala is ...

2024-08-23T15:41:50Z

Every word of critique towards Genocide Joe and Top Cop Kamala is apparently being an useful idiot for Trump.

Sure. Great dogma you have there.

While their effort is commendable, it's funny how out of all ...

2024-08-08T10:55:02Z

In reply to nevent1q…57nf
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While their effort is commendable, it's funny how out of all countries, it's them joining that case.

I don't think Türkiye has a place at this table while the Kurdish are mercilessly slaughtered, too.