2024-06-22T17:57:04Z https://njump.me Orca https://njump.me/npub19dfdudpedt02tknykh6kj8wx6g69qjvectewakx972vkswjnekds8asugj https://cdn.zebedee.io/uploads/cb1e9335-955f-471f-a86d-a5d8f6a13c86_ab27e72d-201b-48ac-8148-acfadfc4d9a9.jpeg https://cdn.zebedee.io/uploads/cb1e9335-955f-471f-a86d-a5d8f6a13c86_ab27e72d-201b-48ac-8148-acfadfc4d9a9.jpeg https://njump.me/nevent1qqszwr3kucycchs8pycgpgk9ty7z5wg90vdgtjwlnutffcp3ge9w8cqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekpz8u98 So I&#39;m back after taking a long break from social media and digital detox. Spent most of the time in the countryside away from big cities and crowds of people. Nature really heals! <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/e4e6960a-1719744380571.jpeg"> 2024-06-30T10:46:22Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2txm5fr6q2rre3jznw0gse7yr4lj094n5edlqr2ey930gyx0gzpczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek0qqvyf I&#39;m very depressed today. Past memories are killing me. I have nightmares. I&#39;m seeing my friends who passed away. I do feel lonely... especially now...<br/>GN or GM to everyone depending on the timezone you are now. 2024-05-11T20:56:42Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsykxcyc3586s372t0rlfeccvxlufzkgyyxzadm2c7grhgl42zfmkqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekk493cf In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgwel9k3zf6znx8twhtjvyl829m0c4ypht08588k2cwxchmnmcwngpp4mhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mqmczeme'>nevent1q…zeme</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;m sending all the sats I have to you.<br/>I have a little compared to other people.I have a gut feeling that you are a nice person with a good heart.<br/>I want to get off of samsara. I have a lot of dark past... I&#39;m trying to figure out how to finish life old school Japanese way myself. I&#39;m just want to be honest. 2024-05-11T01:34:44Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqstc3dyf4v88xy2l2v5py3m75lwm7np5c6s7qk55zweh42fp9adawgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek2e7jer In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspf4sjtts2zqrdz6yjdxqepv3tffl57wvqltgg95m360kql0yh0pcpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68ytnzv9hxgdjt3j5'>nevent1q…t3j5</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/><a href="https://youtu.be/Hj9NwTDRg6g?si=CZK72T4Z8r9HxYRc">https://youtu.be/Hj9NwTDRg6g?si=CZK72T4Z8r9HxYRc</a> 2024-05-11T01:28:42Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0er69yeqjtmffxe4028r3z6knrjt4psl428jrm6gp8yrzcdknp4szyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekcdlaht It&#39;s Maōri saying. I don&#39;t know if you know who Maōri are. I had a beautiful relationship with Maōri girl yrs ago. That&#39;s why I learnt the Maōri language. It&#39;s a very easy language to learn tbh. She teaches me heaps about nature and how connected we are with it. We have been separated for a long time. I&#39;ve learned heaps from her. I&#39;m very thankful to her for everything. We don&#39;t communicate anymore since the Pandemic messed everything up. NZ was closed for me. We decided to stop our relationship. Very long story short on #ZBD rn. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/2518e598-1715374760077.jpeg"> 2024-05-10T20:59:20Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsq88e7t2eye4l6pl3fe0ywwqf4z8f6wln78t20lwmljslnuc2ggugzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekmns6we GN or GM to everyone depending on the time zone you are in now. I had a good day. I didn&#39;t make money. But I&#39;m following my 21 day challenge. It&#39;s the 4th day. I would like to write more but tbh I&#39;m too tired. I wish all good people beautiful and at the same time a meaningful weekend. Take care of yourselves and your loved ones...<br/>PS Just a simple question to everyone who reads that. How many languages you speak and/or understand?<br/>I speak and understand approx 9-11 languages at different levels. My native language is Latvian. <br/>As I promised I will write more about myself on #ZBD in the near future... 2024-05-10T20:37:00Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqstraxswmsym5usxw80763ejlsfrdjjmtng78dhmthwqt3h73e9ylqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekc3mqmy I prioritize living in the present moment because it is the only time we truly possess.<br/><br/>No one can fully anticipate or prepare for the future due to its inherent unpredictability. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/e01deb31-1715339239637.jpeg"> 2024-05-10T11:07:20Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsz7peezaldw8ex80x75t8ud93eagnyt7afyn9j33kflgpljdql9aczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek6y49f5 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs938fzdwf9fyy7p7f5ra4nh03n8z2axr4tay8nv44aryf8qxmn4jgjw2nkf'>nevent1q…2nkf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It&#39;s a huge amount. Congratulations! 🧡 I have almost 17k lol 2024-05-09T23:16:22Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsw6arlpgyh582j8jq2nv8rk2ejgl888fvxt5z62hykjkfaaqmexcszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek9umd9q GN and/or GM to everyone reading this depending on timezone you are now. Thanks to everyone who zapped some sats for me. Thanks #ZBD #Nostr platform. I have a feeling I have to share about my life. Many people already yrs ago told me that I should write a book about my life. I feel safe here thanks to #ZBD. Not like other social media platforms.<br/>I&#39;m thinking about how to write a book in English as my English language is not perfect (fluent). I can write quite well in my native language (I have 2 Master&#39;s degrees in Law lol).<br/>But due to what I know about my native country... corruption etc I don&#39;t see a point. I&#39;m not safe here tbh. And there are too many ppl who watch after me understanding that I know too much about them. That&#39;s why I&#39;m limited to finding a normal job according to my qualifications and experience in this country. My very best wishes to all good people all around the world. I&#39;ve seen quite a lot of the world. But I will tell you more later. Yup I was living in China and a bit in Tibet. I&#39;m lately again keeping in mind that Tibetan tradition. It&#39;s important from my current point of view. I was a fool when I was at the age of 35-40. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/0d4188ae-1715292160862.jpeg"> 2024-05-09T22:02:41Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs09akuj26pn92mytjtmqs9nnyhjxe092dqxl36u20jgcaq8deta7czyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xeks3u7t7 2nd day of 21.<br/>It was a good day. I&#39;ve accomplished tasks I had for today. It&#39;s too late at night here and I won&#39;t write much now. I&#39;m doing what I can within my current circle of influence. Mostly focusing on living in the present moment. Not thinking about the past. Not worrying about the future. I&#39;m trying. As memories pop up as well as worries about the future. I&#39;m not making long term plans now. The 21 day challenge is what I want to accomplish now. Today there was a moment when I was smiling for the first time in a long time. I can&#39;t explain why. I don&#39;t know the reason I smiled.<br/>Nothing extra special happened. I just noticed myself smiling. I was alone like it is lately. Still trying to figure out how to earn money at least to cover my simple living expenses. I have to leave the flat (it&#39;s one little room, kitchen and bathroom (WC and shower). I can&#39;t afford to pay rent. It&#39;s 250€ a month. I will have to find a cheaper place to live for max 150€ a month. If I will be lucky I will find. As it&#39;s a little countryside town. I&#39;m not good at writing now as I am tired and need to get sleep. In future I would like to write more about my past life.<br/>I have a good education, had a good career (from society&#39;s point of view not mine). I was a criminal defence lawyer for almost 2 decades defending in courts various criminals (it long story). Until I get enemies among them and local corrupted politicians. I survived an attack in 2018. They tried to kill me. I know too much about them <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/37503818-1715290334810.jpeg"> 2024-05-09T21:32:15Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0whev9wkakh4stecvpn6zgqprvv894ut4tem74kafdkulgrh77ngzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekq3l42d Day 1st of 21 days challenge.<br/>Accomplished everything according to plan. Worked on my plan on how to get a more paid job, earn enough money for the future (as I know it&#39;ll be good to stay here after summer as I&#39;m alone here and dark autumn and winter time makes me depressed). In the late afternoon I did a solo MuayThai workout (as I can&#39;t afford a gym with a heavy bag and other equipment it is 30 EUR a month (if not using a sauna and other extras)without equipment at the nearby lake. Stretching. And approx 1 hour walk in the forest. <br/>I was feeling happy at the end of the day. <br/>Tbh in the evening I got quite stressed as I started to think again about my current life and financial situation (I&#39;m eating once a day lately... dinner. I prepare it myself. In the morning and during the day I drink a lot of green tea). That&#39;s my short story about today. I want to follow my new daily routine as I&#39;m sure it will improve my mental, physical etc wellbeing and who knows maybe a miracle will happen and I will find a better paid job. Thanks to everyone reading this. Good Morning or Good Night depending on the time zone you are in now. For me it is time to sleep. <br/>PS Picture unrelated taken approx 10 years ago when I was living nearby the Baltic sea (the brother of my grandfather lived there. He was sent to Gulag after WW2 when our country was occupied by the USSR. He returned after 25 years from Siberia. But it&#39;s another story. I will try to write more about my own past etc later. GN <br/>#ZBD <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/4f0ac552-1715199950696.jpeg"> 2024-05-08T20:25:51Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9ca3rvztsz4dgw2srj3wpk64yk5u6zdwd5dvk67sysnycl6lnmqgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekl69lex Starting a New Daily Routine for the Next 21 Days: A Challenge to Overcome My Current Life Situation<br/>I have decided to embark on a new daily routine for the next 21 days, which I hope will help me overcome my current life situation. My primary focus will be on clearing my mind of unnecessary thoughts, overthinking, and worries, as well as addressing financial difficulties. Only time will tell if this new routine will bring positive results.<br/>As I&#39;ve mentioned before, I need to find a way to improve my current life situation and earn enough money to move away from this place. Despite being 55, I still have dreams and goals that I aim to achieve.<br/>If anyone has advice on how to earn approximately 500-600 EUR per month using #ZBD, I would greatly appreciate it. I wish everyone a good and meaningful day.<br/>#Bitcoin<br/>I currently do not have any Bitcoin, but I have approximately 2,000 sats. I would be happy to earn more if possible.<br/> <img src="https://media0.giphy.com/media/jReNBx0RUPD8ysIz1Y/200w.gif?cid=586b07f0kefcwrg73e6bny0npvg43az50czdi0hdqdjqxblr&amp;ep=v1_gifs_search&amp;rid=200w.gif&amp;ct=g"> 2024-05-08T10:28:12Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsd09jxu6nayzxt4dj93ghdmx3nxlsv4zgjuxltq0zmek303hzu0jszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek7a6qv0 <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/f3f9eca1-1715160816819.jpeg"> 2024-05-08T09:33:37Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsz4qwg27jxf5683suaxf7w9vws3m5a0d3mun2nyplw865qpxgm37gzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekjk0s2r Join Ember with my referral link and we&#39;ll both earn #Bitcoin daily!<br/><br/>Referral Code: MNGO7D7NBVN<br/><br/><a href="https://emberfund.onelink.me/ljTI/bce33290/?mining_referrer_id=MNGO7D7NBVN">https://emberfund.onelink.me/ljTI/bce33290/?mining_referrer_id=MNGO7D7NBVN</a> 2024-05-08T09:06:52Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszgp6u4p2cekc6m4xg0n9hqhc6lhhrzdcfqzt9lp96xv094rrcq9gzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek97klvf Baltic sea. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/013b66ed-1715143479324.jpeg"> 2024-05-08T04:44:40Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsy6y3tk002vg2gxlm84gztd6enz2pxjhzjck265uhm53fpv8az49czyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek28yu6r Every saint has a past. <br/>Every sinner has a future. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/2a84fcb8-1715142950816.jpeg"> 2024-05-08T04:35:51Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqyz4raw2wrnj4mneyeyama4594eyemfh95yf40m6wzuwejhu6c0gzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek6n9phu I don&#39;t want to stay and die here alone as a stone. I don&#39;t have family, kids. My last few true friends passed away. I do need to move away from here. To move forward. But I have to earn enough money for this.<br/>At least to be able to save 500-600 EUR per month within the next max 6 months. Any ideas and/or useful advice would be kindly appreciated. <br/>It&#39;s so very different in ex-USSR countries like the Baltic states especially in my age at 55 yrs. Thanks in advance. Tbh I need help. It&#39;s very difficult to ask for help. I&#39;m not lazy. I&#39;m not a beggar. I don&#39;t know what else to say. #ZBD <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/7b027477-1715140822821.jpeg"> 2024-05-08T04:00:23Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsxdzle4zn426zl4meya2sf0jjegdjktm6dhhu9g7p636w4shl2wagzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekuk594g I don&#39;t want to be anyone else, but the best version of myself. <br/>#ZBD 2024-05-08T03:46:33Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs8w56au2cpwdmjpyjgysl2w28ku2pe95zjas7zru75gkfapth55vqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek6rn6zz We live in a rainbow of chaos.<br/>- Paul Cézanne<br/><br/>Thanks for this app #ZBD <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/958a5899-1715130935731.jpeg"> 2024-05-08T01:15:36Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9rru4nmvsqdl6s59z2czejzcmy7vf9935hs5h3hn6tct6g0cy5pczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekdyc8yr In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstratw5sswzf5g750w8znact2ka38xap3nc3wfg4mulhfjl7ncrrgpzemhxue69uhkvet9v3ejumn0wd68ytnzv9hxg8kzyqp'>nevent1q…zyqp</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thanks 2024-05-08T00:13:09Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs8mw7fsm0n2lh24rrhtygvnvg25hdxd2xu6hne5pyw2ey663wvpfgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek3mfesj Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky.<br/>- Rabindranath Tagore <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/b7e3fe99-1715114495821.jpeg"> 2024-05-07T20:41:36Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsdnrx0ttdq0lqvv6gy86rhmvckl4g8zuw5ldy08t282a9rmwxtk4qzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekh38f74 Discipline outlasts motivation in the journey towards achievement. 2024-05-07T13:51:40Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqstyzt0chhdhx6l3k05vv0y4zau6er4qrmt7pxwkr2zmqeqehswgegzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xektdlgjs That&#39;s true. <br/><br/>Need to cut out all the distractions.<br/>And focus on a few &#34;things&#34; that will allow me to move forward. Step by step. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/298b4497-1715038558688.jpeg"> 2024-05-06T23:35:59Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsq7aazakknku2dd4xuck2r4vxdgtl6vntm3n7pdlwnfz09s6czx0qzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekpgl8tw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszyj2fz6x3x3avntfeq7cgsa668fderzu7g4qy2s8hs9nl9rjcrdqpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68ytnzv9hxgk39ewx'>nevent1q…9ewx</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Late GM from the other side of the world. <br/>Have a great week! 2024-05-06T18:54:56Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsp6yc3u8kg3f0fvtc3236m0p66rl9hsl3ax0hlkp8psfvrjcynfagzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek397aff Country side. Evening. May. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/911db7c8-1715021545700.jpeg"> 2024-05-06T18:52:26Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9y8d7fxy00zshyftkz09chyt7vfst33jlqc6qrv6fs55d7zhm67szyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekdt22wt In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw43gwytny30wyepd7dexx68yc3a404jpehkg3zn9g5nedne5vx9gpzpmhxue69uhkummnw3ezuamfdejs87eva8'>nevent1q…eva8</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>“When anxious, uneasy and bad thoughts come, I go to the sea, and the sea drowns them out with its great wide sounds, cleanses me with its noise, and imposes a rhythm upon everything in me that is bewildered and confused.”<br/>— Rainer Maria Rilke <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/ad19c41d-1715013367638.jpeg"> 2024-05-06T16:36:08Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0qz4afplwyfxupzxrncwdsd3pgcmh7wst8f38agadfwgtd2ksk9qzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek9k808k Remembering times when I was happy. I do admit all my mistakes. I was successful from society&#39;s point of view. But being too long in the environment I was before was against my heart or inner true self. I was earning money neglecting true relationship with woman I was together. It was my fault. As a result I lost everything. I don&#39;t blame anyone. It was my responsibility. Family is more important than everything. I do regret I don&#39;t have kids. Being poor changes/affects your mindset. I&#39;m struggling heaps. I know I&#39;m different as I was born and raised in ex-USSR. I am struggling and praying for miracle. I don&#39;t have a clue who reads that. I&#39;m just writing in my imperfect English.<br/> I am trying to find a way to earn 500 Euro this month... I&#39;m working in forest cutting trees... They pay me 2.5 EUR an hour. It all goes to covering my simple living expenses and there&#39;s no job every day. It&#39;s a miserable feeling I&#39;m facing. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/956722c4-1714506317718.jpeg"> 2024-04-30T19:45:18Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2c33gp2va2gkysguty4yvnvhlzz6n7x2pj66nj0e7w9upe43r7dczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekg63fw4 Environment matters. #nostr #ZBD #zap <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/c4cf1c3a-1714490206445.jpeg"> 2024-04-30T15:16:47Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsr424xymas3ynzywvey3r0fyf3zmv5ln330eedzqrkxkwvsmzqe3gzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekw2uwce Yes, I&#39;ve changed. Pain does that to people. 2024-04-30T10:27:50Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0aszwtfzl46zff4z7lkcfpdql4q39dx7zv3jmd5uufjm8ry56njczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xeksyewd5 &#34;We all have inner demons to fight. We call these demons &#39;fear&#39;, and &#39;hatred&#39;, and &#39;anger&#39;. If you don&#39;t conquer them, then a life of a hundred years... is a tragedy. If you do, a life of a single day can be a triumph.&#34;<br/>- Yip Man 2024-04-29T21:35:51Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsvmpegruu4699valjj57z86auj5r8vppxfzgmx9gs63a6qxnp9upszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekut3wlv That&#39;s the way.<br/>As I&#39;m alone there&#39;ll be no support from outside. The situation is quite miserable. Grateful that I am alive.<br/>Time for change. Country is poor. The majority of ppl I meet are poor. Need massive changes in life. Have to earn at least 500€ to be able to move out of there. I earn 2.5 € in hour. That&#39;s hardly covers simple living costs. <br/>Still trying to figure out what to do step by step. Have no proper environment and/or network whom ask for advice. I need to make positive changes asap. Summer will be short here. Really don&#39;t want to be at the same place I&#39;m not when winterBaltic countries. Rich are getting richer poor poorer. F...ing corrupted politicians running this country.<br/>comes. It&#39;s really different here in <br/> <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/8376746e-1714404241786.jpeg"> 2024-04-29T15:24:02Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0p4vnt9ld7y3jpzgyt906g49lmcee44s8ejfr5dx73ut2w94h4kqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekcz6e6j Day 4.<br/>Need to get out of this small country side town. Too many months in this place. Restarted to train myself solo. Never imagined before I won&#39;t be able to afford 60€ a month for training in gym (MuayThai). The ppl here mostly are poor I&#39;m one of them since December last year. Working simple job. Have to make massive changes taking a risk. Financial situation doesn&#39;t allow to move forward. Need to figure out how. Need a plan. Tbh trying but mind feels stuck and can&#39;t plan accordingly. Being totally alone for months has consequences. <br/>Tbh I still have not figured out how to post on #Nostr properly. Can not figure out how to earn money to improve my financial situation. I&#39;m not lazy. Have a great week everyone. 2024-04-29T12:13:58Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsz9kl7l49rrhm674x8d7ruw6kmh6khp3e33xd3pfzssyuccg3h5rgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xeklex2km Have a great weekend everyone!<br/>I&#39;m working today...<br/>Unrelated picture from sunset at Baltic sea yrs ago...<br/>Dreaming to be able to go to the gym again... when it&#39;ll be possible...60€ a month is a lot in my current situation can&#39;t afford yet hopefully after few months health is getting better step by step. Working in forest cutting trees on the one hand is job but being in nature heals. #Nostr #ZBD #zap Thanks for your kind attention. Enjoy your weekend whoever reads that... <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/9b5fe26b-1714213561399.jpeg"> 2024-04-27T10:26:02Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsgvqfzxjhxn8gpl9zz673z0g25c8ehpxu866zj3ncrrjt8eqmq0jczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekcpkmya Day 2. It was ok Friday. I feel nicely tired tonight. Not as stressful as last days. Tomorrow will have to work in forest. To cut trees. It&#39;s physically demanding work but I like to be in nature. In fresh air. Quite wild nature. At least I will earn a bit. Not much but I will be able to buy some food. Hopefully it won&#39;t be raining tomorrow. I&#39;m quite pissed off of so many people talking that sooner or later there will be war in Baltic countries as Russia won&#39;t stop with Ukraine..<br/>I wish I could have a possibility to earn enough money and move away from Europe. Tbh I even praying for miracle. I&#39;m restarting training myself solo as I don&#39;t have enough money to pay for gym it costs 60€ a month. When Im training I feel myself in present moment. And very peaceful and more confident. After these winter months when I was not good at health and spend all the time in flat alone I&#39;m not so self confident as year ago. I wish everyone nice weekend...<br/>I will write more about myself within next days. I need to get enough sleep now. Thanks if any one is reading this. I don&#39;t know what else to say now. Probably I&#39;m too tired. I will attach pictures of Baltic sea. It&#39;s about 50km from the place I am now. I was thinking about being at sea today. Tbh I do like being at sea at seaside. It&#39;s not like in Southern countries. It&#39;s not warm yet. I like the sound of sea of waves I feel very peaceful at the sea. I never thought that at the age of 55 I will be alone. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/39a0d4a9-1714165423139.jpeg"> 2024-04-26T21:03:44Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqjuzme2ntrppdjmxyddnjtpa6xhckc02asdhr9jhual8cyyxrfcszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekvnss0j Find out what a person fears most and that is where he will develop next.<br/>- Carl Jung<br/>#fear #growth 2024-04-26T02:57:47Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs87zkt2h36fwjlym7mc7267s6ftmyvcs24njmfte8897eud0whlyqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekguptcs In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsphfn6sd0u3stxsnlspchgrcn0zqc2x37ajshxne5vjsf7enejf6spzdmhxue69uhhyetvv9ukzcnvv5hx7un8s9ajnr'>nevent1q…ajnr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you so very much. I was not ok latest months due to my health. I&#39;m getting better step by step. Tbh I was in quite deep depression this time. I was also shocked that the last few ppl I had good relationship have in country I live passed away. So I met my 55th birthday alone. I wasn&#39;t celebrating. I had weird feeling. I don&#39;t know how to explain more deeply as my English isn&#39;t good enough. My father passed away when he was 56. Yup, I&#39;m alone irl already long months. It&#39;s very different when you don&#39;t have ppl irl to talk with. Sometimes it&#39;s feeling that mind goes crazy. It&#39;s difficult to explain. I I&#39;m step by step getting my health back. I was on bed almost 3 months due to health. I do need to sort out my life situation in nearest months. To start physical activities, training step by step. I&#39;m in difficulties to find job in Latvia due to my age. They say I&#39;m too old. It&#39;s stressful tbh. If you can advice some way how to earn money online I would be very thankful. I&#39;m not a beggar. I want and do need a possibility to earn at least 1300€ a month during summer months and till the end of the year. Then I will be able to relocate. I&#39;m sorry for such a reply. I&#39;m now trying to get familiar with nostr.<br/>My very best wishes to you. Yup. I suffer from insomnia heaps. My past memories visit me in my dreams. My friends who passed away. I&#39;m trying to live and be in the present moment but it&#39;s easier to say than in reality. Thanks once more for happy Birthday wishes 🙏 2024-04-26T01:08:30Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsq7zt20hekxysh8mu9xjwpkwzuxp094ar8nruygw6rmt3tx08fawgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekmqggng #Nostr #ZBD #Zap <br/>After a long time of not being ok I&#39;m taking my 1st 36 days challenge to write something like short diary and or reflections of the day of what I accomplished, how I&#39;m doing etc. I will be honest about my life. I was facing deep depression last months. I live alone very simple life. I&#39;m from Baltic states. I&#39;m struggling for life. As I don&#39;t have family kids due to my past mistakes. I&#39;ve seen a thing or two in my life. I was very close to give this winter many times. I&#39;m 55 yrs old, poor, having health issues. I was oriented on career and neglected family importance. I was postponing it thinking I need to earn money at first. Result was I&#39;ve earned money but then lost it due to corruption in the country I&#39;m from. I believe in #Bitcoin. I don&#39;t want to give up. I&#39;m not familiar with #nostr yet. Due to my health now every day counts. Yesterday was a day I first felt calm after long months. What will be will be. There&#39;s birth and death. Life is short. Money is very essential but from my experience it doesn&#39;t bring happiness however it&#39;s important to have at least some #freedom. I will try to stack sats. Any support will be appreciated. I&#39;m not a beggar. Welcome to my journey. I want to be able to write at least 36 days about my life. Thanks everyone reading that for your kind understanding and attention. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/6f390294-1714088319620.jpeg"> 2024-04-25T23:38:40Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqswlnnn9wwlr43qtdapzm68esjjlgdeg3chtj3stgz73e8jhx02fmqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekkaq4ld I&#39;m not okay lately. It&#39;ll be my 55 birthday on April 19th. It&#39;s easy to say never give up. I&#39;ve been on bed due to my health last months. I starting to walk again. Thanks to everyone for being with me. It was cold winter here. It&#39;s very different when you understand that you are alone. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/61b223f5-1712872069850.jpeg"> 2024-04-11T21:47:51Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqspurugmhq0tplmklp6ezwlr65d4r5xsqm8shdng07sda5c6y2gcfszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekxpcvdv I&#39;m not ok these last months due to my health. I wish I will have willpower to post daily. Something like diary. I&#39;m fed up with Twitter. I will just try to post how I&#39;m. I don&#39;t expect ppl to follow me. I just want to be honest. I will be 55 yrs old in April 19th. I don&#39;t have family and friends passed away. I&#39;m alone in this world. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/13ae3844-1712690250048.jpeg"> 2024-04-09T19:17:31Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsypzfa9yyghq7gplvmp2hyjgmag3d7xkkge6rrpvfcx62lql59ymszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekp0hlq6 That idea was on my mind already time ago. I&#39;m back to it again. I&#39;ll try to make something like 36 days challenge of writing something like diary or my reflections or just thoughts about things or two I&#39;ve experienced in my life. What do you think about it? Please know that English isn&#39;t my native language and it is only 3rd or 4th language I&#39;ve learnt and I am using it rarely lately. So my English language grammar and style won&#39;t be perfect. I have not figured out yet hashtags used here<br/>#nostr #zap. Sure I would appreciate to be able to earn or to stack sats. I don&#39;t like playing games for stacking SATs as I see it as waste of time.<br/>Any good advice or opinion with respect to the above would be appreciated very much #Bitcoin only<br/>I&#39;m just writing now what comes out of my mind. In real life I&#39;m quite serious. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/34757416-1702346883599.jpeg"> 2023-12-12T02:08:05Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsz95cs6ge05hzkq7nxmunk4su75snwyxxld9ks3usfrsmtg4wzspszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekuvd9cp It was good Sunday. There&#39;s already a bit of snow as temperature is going below zero degrees Celsius at nights.<br/>In countryside I&#39;m living now roads are covered with black ice ( I don&#39;t know if you know what it means tbh).<br/>I&#39;m running again every single day. On the weekdays in the morning 10-15km. After running usual routine is #MuayThai solo workout outside in the nature, then at home stretching etc. Afterwards work whole day. At the evening again #MuayThai but indoors again solo training as there&#39;s no #MuayThai gym. At least I have heavy bag. Haven&#39;t been training with other #MuayThai practitioners already for months as there is no one who practise martial arts. I guess people think I am a bit crazy as I&#39;m not communicating much asI don&#39;t have common interests with people here, not using alcohol etc. just living alone as I don&#39;t have family, kids, relatives and my few true friends passed away yrs ago. I hope one day I will be able to afford (I&#39;m too poor to afford it now)to move away from here. My today&#39;s run below. I understand it&#39;s not smart post. Just talking myself out a bit. What else...<br/>#study #Bitcoin #NeverGiveUp.<br/>My very best wishes to all good people here on #ZBD #Nostr<br/>PS As I&#39;ve mentioned before I am from Baltic states (ex-USSR country) and it is not easy to earn/save enough money to move forward as it&#39;s necessary at least 3-4 thousand USD.<br/>It&#39;s impossible to save extra money here as all goes to covering my living expenses. And I live very simple working hard. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/9ac6c2f1-1698619948292.jpeg"> 2023-10-29T22:52:29Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqst7zfzxcy2mn8zkmasz3cg3q95f4yt47taf3zp3rlnwed52ps40fqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekaslv6w In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrrxgurklgk5tskrvs2469cuexck45zl0fz5jky98wq8ra2r3m4jqpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68y6trdqhxgegn74rtm'>nevent1q…4rtm</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you for your kind reply 🙏 2023-10-28T02:27:38Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9u8lv73lrduu7gv6wa8n7psd8xwvwrxdult8wc79kv7w5fv449aszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek3cdh9v In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8te0v6h5vm7a70j2cwarrtx88wg9wfzs9yuplvazeqwsgc6ugf0cpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68y6trdqhxgeg3rsy8m'>nevent1q…sy8m</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you. 2023-10-28T02:13:36Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqswwy07693aq9mzvycvqssv0pl06xezcjalme6xkacz7tv8kacjqhszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xeka9cs9c In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsygh9m0hxeuppcr90day9h680n2z33kn2xxys8ete0kuf3m54haksppamhxue69uhkummnw3ezumt0d5atqjzz'>nevent1q…qjzz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you. 2023-10-28T02:12:47Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqstf6sqv9etd4hcjpffpuuuppdgdguh0j44kneg6j929kkkqe77yaczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekqy9tqz Thank you #zbd #stacksats #Bitcoin <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/9be509cc-1698459040943.jpeg"> 2023-10-28T02:10:41Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsyjl4f4qrhq4etuxtedkyzya6umayle5v4nslhc3ck9khjy5n65sszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek088r6u Can someone on #Nostr #ZBD give me some information with respect side hustles related to #Bitcoin where I could earn at least a bit of sats regularly. I&#39;m old school. I don&#39;t know programming and related stuff but I would really appreciate to work for #Bitcoin and also earn a bit. I&#39;m from Baltic states. I speak several languages. At my age it is difficult to find job here. Thank you in advance for your kind understanding. 2023-10-20T23:36:47Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsd26tqlvgujzgxlz9fxp6zxfuz6hfpcuuluqffrvrrz8j3srcfl8qzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek7a9n8r In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0esz88slzgn07ql328s0m84juw8rs6luk4k2p6ak4wd0ll2df45spzfmhxue69uhkummnw3ezu7nzvshxwecwcakhr'>nevent1q…akhr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Congratulations! 2023-10-20T23:28:30Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsrlvj68fre7jrr02wjc7kzspx9zrs3ehg2tx2a5vx57zguy6cg3cgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek58v6ej Thanks #ZBD for creating really great all on #Nostr. I haven&#39;t figured out yet how everything works here as I&#39;m old school. But step by step I will learn. Not sure if I will be good content creator from point of view new (your) generation but hopefully I will be able to earn some stats here. #zap #stacksats #bitcoin is only fair money invented in human history. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/5404c9f4-1697844485038.jpeg"> 2023-10-20T23:28:06Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9npe5a5079pm4unvk7eyrnc5yfm76z7fszlmfwfld9mnyk5r06pgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekkulg67 I quietly wonder: When did all this craziness become my world?<br/>- Bear Grylls<br/><br/>PS I have not realised fully how to use #nostr yet. 2023-10-20T00:12:42Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsfzge4n6aqdqsatn24d2g06xtq70urdzgmw4vp4lyququ58hal5rqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekzs7984 I think, more than anything, Bitcoin presents an opportunity.<br/>- Francis X. Suarez<br/><br/>#opportunity #bitcoin #stacksats<br/><br/> <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/24e46b3e-1695579843672.jpeg"> 2023-09-24T18:24:05Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsg45rll59eut4s8zgwdsxyg4ch68jfmtqv4rnk046nft7frwyw4hgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekh52wty Sunset behind,<br/>Rain ahead,<br/>Rainbow above,<br/>Ahh, what a beautiful evening!<br/>Is there anything in this world that can beat the beauty of Nature?<br/><br/>Reshma C. Umesh <br/><br/>#sunset #rain #rainbow #hope<br/> <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/dc970ba6-1695493702900.jpeg"> 2023-09-23T18:28:24Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszmfl399xqjwxn98t8qw0jq97rzafwvrcslx52xyh76eg9zzkw9hszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekgjxd82 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyyunj5pncc7emsw668yt53lsdwj5nm5uw3e3dprjtlyy30rahklgpzfmhxue69uhkummnw3ezu7nzvshxwecnqksgw'>nevent1q…ksgw</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Good Morning EliZaa🌅<br/>Have a good and meaningful day! <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/c42a5197-1695143839375.jpeg"> 2023-09-19T17:17:20Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqswndyg58lnwechkj7czelzzfqdp7k58lgmcz80rrfyl6st27yfcaqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xeknhc8a8 The #photography taken in January 2020 before all that nightmare with pandemic restrictions started. I enjoyed just being nearby that river. I had plans then with respect next years. They were cancelled due to restrictions by local government. I&#39;ve sent through these times alone. It wasn&#39;t possible to train #martialarts as before. Because we weren&#39;t aloud to gather in groups as before. I&#39;m writing in mistaken English. I understand that. Is it ok if I will write something like diary or reflections on my life here. I don&#39;t have real people to talk in my life. As I&#39;ve mentioned before my few true friends passed away early. <br/>#nostr #zbd #zbdcitizen #memories <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/f6761ff8-1695143694348.jpeg"> 2023-09-19T17:14:55Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsplz8qfwce5mccac5h6dk79f275uqg0a2kxav37l9efj3eh56q9qszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekzv7z6c #bnwphotography #zbd #nostr #btc <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/36b47437-1695015875785.jpeg"> 2023-09-18T05:44:37Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsd27sknnusjv204yka3y6f38va5tq63zdhqtwq2ty3v9xrew5722szyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekmm3jp5 True beauty is something that attacks, overpowers, robs, and finally destroys.<br/>- Yukio Mishima<br/><br/>#beauty #love #bnwphotography<br/><br/> <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/9c9223c2-1694990194081.jpeg"> 2023-09-17T22:36:35Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0xdukvjrfsjmvcer4pgal5leqge4vd9n2klly7ql585eesstf0yczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekv23unr In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszy2np3pn5y3dutxylgaygn37arpyv8d3kdyu3p0ucdms90qse4fspzdmhxue69uhhyetvv9ukzcnvv5hx7un883deq8'>nevent1q…deq8</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Time will show. That&#39;s what we use to say. Every day can be our last one. It&#39;s important to keep it in mind.<br/>Have meaningful day everyone🧡<br/>#nostr #ZBD #ZBDcitizen<br/><br/>As for me I&#39;m worried today. That&#39;s long story why. <blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqszy2np3pn5y3dutxylgaygn37arpyv8d3kdyu3p0ucdms90qse4fspzdmhxue69uhhyetvv9ukzcnvv5hx7un883deq8" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…deq8</a></span> </div> To avoid any misunderstandings on #nostr I want you to know:<br/>I'm not #SatoshiNakamoto and I didn't invented #Bitcoin. I'm trying to joke... when I am far from smiling myself.<br/>I have my own story absolutely not related to #BTC. I stuck sats for my dream. At the same time I am not living with my head in the clouds. <br/>I understand it'll be difficult to achieve it. And I don't know if it will happen. But it makes sense for me to live. It's goal in my bio not just dream. But it's very expensive in my life situation and at my age and at the place I am. I believed in bright future when I was young and ambitious. I don't think I will be alive when #Bitcoin mass adoption will take place. I don't know if there is a life after death. I don't want to give up!<br/>Good night🧡 <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/a4858908-1694886730554.jpeg"> </blockquote> 2023-09-17T13:43:47Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszy2np3pn5y3dutxylgaygn37arpyv8d3kdyu3p0ucdms90qse4fszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekfzeq6c To avoid any misunderstandings on #nostr I want you to know:<br/>I&#39;m not #SatoshiNakamoto and I didn&#39;t invented #Bitcoin. I&#39;m trying to joke... when I am far from smiling myself.<br/>I have my own story absolutely not related to #BTC. I stuck sats for my dream. At the same time I am not living with my head in the clouds. <br/>I understand it&#39;ll be difficult to achieve it. And I don&#39;t know if it will happen. But it makes sense for me to live. It&#39;s goal in my bio not just dream. But it&#39;s very expensive in my life situation and at my age and at the place I am. I believed in bright future when I was young and ambitious. I don&#39;t think I will be alive when #Bitcoin mass adoption will take place. I don&#39;t know if there is a life after death. I don&#39;t want to give up!<br/>Good night🧡 <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/a4858908-1694886730554.jpeg"> 2023-09-16T17:52:11Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsztsan492zshnsl9mj87s3v79v2zje67edfzytxzfsnsr8rxqt3uszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekk9fmql We all are afraid of something. Until it happens. It is a lie when someone says I&#39;m not afraid of anything. The saying &#34;You have to face your fears&#34; sounds banal. People tell that very often. We hear it a lot. In reality the meaning of this saying is much more deeper than cheap motivational quote. <br/>#thoughts #fear #mind #life #zbdcitizen #nostr #weekend <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/6d21e9ac-1694876924574.jpeg"> 2023-09-16T15:08:45Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0r2xk4gan2rsn2te9qhr3f8qzune985yypufhsmnm9nq5muuum7qzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekcflg07 The reason for evil in the world is that people are not able to tell their stories.<br/>- Carl Gustav Jung<br/><br/>#life #people #world #nostr #zbd <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/7c38da36-1694876269040.jpeg"> 2023-09-16T14:57:49Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0er6ad4zcxtmdegl2dts57felvfyy6nxfaxwazq4mpdjpnn5jy5czyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek6eckt9 Good Morning 🌅<br/>Have a nice weekend everyone🧡<br/>#nevergiveup #nostr #zbd #bitcoin <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/58c3c7f1-1694835339229.jpeg"> 2023-09-16T03:35:40Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqspzz86hfqfzu8xe4gd8ujgv5ypkr5m556j3h74hhnl72fyn6u7cpszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekvdj2qk #sunset #nostr #zbd #goodnight <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/31bfe8f1-1694812800537.jpeg"> 2023-09-15T21:20:01Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsf4sfyky5dvls7l3kzjwnyjx0kg4dsv08xhngjjeg58jatel2ddvqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xeknutm02 The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are.<br/>- Carl Gustav Jung<br/><br/>#authenticity<br/><br/> <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/22fafc78-1694810888989.jpeg"> 2023-09-15T20:48:10Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2dm4rjs565msc8uqv0e206yna0wtrpdpkze4vn8w0wjsv7c6s7fgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekeu2h8u How to delete posts on #zbd ?<br/>Asking for #advise?<br/>#help #thankyou #nostr 2023-09-15T20:19:31Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszwejg2856r9axkzgykvj3g3m7dkpl683jt3485dsumqnyrj682zczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekcp5vzu No one should be alone in their old age, he thought.<br/>- Ernest Hemingway, The Old Man and the Sea<br/>Ernest Hemingway committed suicide. Only he knew answer.<br/><br/>#loneliness #alone #depression #suicide 2023-09-15T20:17:21Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs997f40naxc6hlg83dvlwue49rz4h7rvqx853kjatwvthxg2ydgrczyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekd8y5sv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsv3ypfajes7xsyn8d7fzurkqffj89kmhwyx09l5m7qjc5yacrrdmgpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68y6trdqhxgeg93g4u2'>nevent1q…g4u2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Nice!<br/>Can you please advise how to earn sats? Thanks in advance. I want to stack sats. I don&#39;t have enough time to play games. And what means #zap ? 2023-09-15T06:17:30Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsydsammccxrpxanssjrlx8ll8wv6rkl3cx4z6nh2g999q4xr0q7kqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek08nzgh Good Morning! <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/32fdb26b-1694758448731.jpeg"> 2023-09-15T06:14:10Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsq5sykn4p73kmanfxlhdzfgfkxmy463jlsvnl07n25hxlz6g42drgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek7wh3qp In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx8u8c6dtk3r9hjjjd5uzy88wdlq7ahv2tjwjzap9u0qu54nqdffgpzdmhxue69uhhyetvv9ukzcnvv5hx7un8yh47as'>nevent1q…47as</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I need to find the way out of poverty.<br/>I&#39;ll be 55 next year. We (my generation) from Eastern Europe always were treated as lower class people. I think I will write diary here. I&#39;ve read on Twitter that <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/nprofile1qqsgydql3q4ka27d9wnlrmus4tvkrnc8ftc4h8h5fgyln54gl0a7dgspz3mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduq3xamnwvaz7tmjv4kxz7tpvfkx2tn0wfns7p8gnq" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>jack</span> (<span class="italic">nprofile…8gnq</span>)</a></span> said it is safe place. I don&#39;t want to give up!<br/>I&#39;ve never imagined years 20-30 ago that I will be where I am. <blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqsx8u8c6dtk3r9hjjjd5uzy88wdlq7ahv2tjwjzap9u0qu54nqdffgpzdmhxue69uhhyetvv9ukzcnvv5hx7un8yh47as" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…47as</a></span> </div> We each survive in our own way.<br/>- Sarah J. Maas<br/>#ThankYou <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/0f04c7e1-1694729464025.jpeg"> </blockquote> 2023-09-14T23:32:27Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqspumdx56zdssfukzrkxga9aus88qxgdjn5p7knafr6qxewved4rdqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekdgnqq6 What means #zap ?<br/>I&#39;m #GenX. Trying to understand #nostr 2023-09-14T23:10:50Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsps6zjqtpp2ve9wzwxsdznz7yrt8jnx4damcrnpaqjufrffsgrwkgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek43ruym This photo I took at the times of Pandemic. It&#39;s in small Baltic country - Latvia. It was like nightmare when I remember all the brainwashing and restrictions we had. I spent this time alone. I don&#39;t have family, kids. My few true friends passed away early. I&#39;m used to be and live alone. I started to recover from depression only in summer 2022. Alone. Just started running like Forest Gump without purpose every single day. My home country is part of EU now. I feel like a lost generation. I was born when we were part of Soviet Union. We are so different from people who are so called GenZ now. Part of EU ... poorest countries as all ex-USSR countries. I don&#39;t see bright future. I don&#39;t know why I am writing all that.<br/>I need to find a way out of poverty. Working in Sweden simple jobs. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/9f3368db-1694732909864.jpeg"> 2023-09-14T23:08:31Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsx8u8c6dtk3r9hjjjd5uzy88wdlq7ahv2tjwjzap9u0qu54nqdffgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekqyclp6 We each survive in our own way.<br/>- Sarah J. Maas<br/>#ThankYou <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/0f04c7e1-1694729464025.jpeg"> 2023-09-14T22:11:05Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsvcms4p8uqk062kcsq7wz30fcnmmwmh6fqlspkaq2nuya5uelda0qzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekwd798r In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw65pcud9xug7tz32xq4c2jckqjqpnkfppmjat5d9g89zgl07u06gpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68y6trdqhxgeg5k2h6q'>nevent1q…2h6q</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you 🙏. I don&#39;t know who did it. I&#39;m new to this app. Thank you so very much 🧡 2023-09-14T20:34:02Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsw65pcud9xug7tz32xq4c2jckqjqpnkfppmjat5d9g89zgl07u06gzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xeketn8vh In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswdd4yd2kjn4unldy0uvtaul2pks9ldndwep6k2870rxtrhuuraqqpzfmhxue69uhkummnw3ezu7nzvshxweck7p0c5'>nevent1q…p0c5</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Man is not made for defeat.<br/>- Ernest Hemingway, The Old Man and the Sea<br/><br/>Please #repost or #zap I don&#39;t know how it works here to make a #network <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/999b9f3b-1694709843915.jpeg"> <blockquote class="border-l-05rem border-l-strongpink border-solid"><div class="-ml-4 bg-gradient-to-r from-gray-100 dark:from-zinc-800 to-transparent mr-0 mt-0 mb-4 pl-4 pr-2 py-2">quoting <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Article"><a itemprop="url" href="/nevent1qqswdd4yd2kjn4unldy0uvtaul2pks9ldndwep6k2870rxtrhuuraqqpzfmhxue69uhkummnw3ezu7nzvshxweck7p0c5" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1">nevent1q…p0c5</a></span> </div> We are all broken—that’s how the light gets in.<br/>- Ernest Hemingway<br/><br/>#life<br/> <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/e995ae00-1694364075361.jpeg"> </blockquote> 2023-09-14T16:44:05Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsdl57wf6s5f0qv3rekdygxe8ds5epfjcpw0apsnxxxk27dzyqv7uszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekz2gf62 To give up a difficult path means to give up the glory and honour that will be achieved by overcoming these difficulties!<br/>- Mehmet Murat Ildan<br/><br/>#NeverGiveUp <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/83899d5a-1694699388700.jpeg"> 2023-09-14T13:49:49Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsym0vhpu0qssswxk8qrvkmfxpq3xyu64ew2zy3y896u0t9l3upgugzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekfm6xzc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsykc5euryvfnj0gl85vygr8qaf7rrjngkkyxvnxdyln96s2edyuaspzfmhxue69uhkummnw3ezu7nzvshxwecp4nvjt'>nevent1q…nvjt</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Beautiful. 2023-09-13T18:20:56Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9wf7ytt6yk9m5408unn5rw22ylpupdt37esfx02mumklrdnqd0dszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekq9sjrg #Bitcoin is #Peace. <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/2e1c94f5-1694629214220.jpeg"> 2023-09-13T18:20:15Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqswdd4yd2kjn4unldy0uvtaul2pks9ldndwep6k2870rxtrhuuraqqzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek2ddag7 We are all broken—that’s how the light gets in.<br/>- Ernest Hemingway<br/><br/>#life<br/> <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/e995ae00-1694364075361.jpeg"> 2023-09-10T16:41:16Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqspnkt5cxmp2c4scvurkq85ucrv4rv0wfxsnny7v5g9edh8e7lcqqszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekmtdnw2 &#34;Sometimes it is more important to discover what one cannot do, than what one can do.&#34;<br/>~ Lin Yutang<br/><br/>#ability <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/b2c68660-1694015962178.jpeg"> 2023-09-06T15:59:23Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9hvunke5p39d6f5l57uv4mjjydn969txx8zqykqd2geksxfl6mwgzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xeku29904 “And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”<br/>- Haruki Murakami<br/>#life #doordie #growth <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/0c36f80f-1693968464253.jpeg"> 2023-09-06T02:47:45Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsw2w05dqllh0tqvg6jeg34l3jfdg8gdfvrjxcdzdew330n0j626qszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekacculz When you are lost in the dark, remember the darkness of the night, and how it helps to make the stars shine.<br/>- Michael Bassey Johnson, Night of a Thousand Thoughts<br/><br/> #life <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/8642a939-1693945819053.jpeg"> 2023-09-05T20:30:20Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs263ltgd5u3uk8cw29900sz89t2em003trga2dvu4ejx3r437k07qzyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xek2jskn5 I can&#39;t find a solution to how to move forward to achieve my goals this year. Already more than a month nothing works out. I need to move forward otherwise it won&#39;t end well. I know myself. 2023-09-05T10:56:22Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsyqp985xn2wgczyyvyuz0zzdyqgk04mhwypal0p3jnp5clwd59ppszyq449h35894dafw6vj6l26gacmfrg5zfn8p09mkcchefj6p620xekkadqya Just as the Sun brings light to the world, Bitcoin brings financial freedom. #Bitcoin #RisingSun <img src="https://cdn.zbd.gg/ugc-uploads/5e447fbb-1693837164544.jpeg"> 2023-09-04T14:19:25Z