Nostr notes by pay the rat toll

donald trump more like donald stupid ...

2026-11-06T21:08:36Z

donald trump more like donald stupid

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2026-11-06T14:15:30Z

stuff thats been bolted together when no nut november begins:

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2026-11-05T20:09:27Z

Seven minutes. Seven minutes is all I can spare to play with you.

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2026-11-04T15:56:41Z

>adds u on steam <hi >offline ever since DIE

2026-11-04T14:06:28Z

>adds u on steam
<hi
>offline ever since

DIE

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2026-11-04T14:04:16Z

eardubs

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2026-11-04T11:48:36Z

i need some inspiration

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2026-11-03T22:30:23Z

pretentious asshole posting

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2026-11-03T19:03:01Z

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2026-11-03T18:19:09Z

when are the results so i know if i get my trump 5000$ or not

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2026-11-03T15:13:03Z

you should Grand Theft to the polls

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2026-11-03T14:30:14Z

poland has been financing foreign vtubers

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2026-11-03T14:30:04Z

@npub1h5m…ycy9 yeah but it was great for people who were ...

2026-11-03T14:22:42Z

In reply to nevent1q…0t7f
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npub1h5m8f74q2j058g0ucljzmagm2vw6qd2v3h32tz5yp8909cdpm6fq9mycy9 (npub1h5m…ycy9) yeah but it was great for people who were writing code and going "i have situation X Y and Z" and i ALSO have that situation whats one of the 2 solutions that work in this context

can still just copy paste the text and read it but still, god its hard to use now

damn i cant believe they made reddit unusable without an account ...

2026-11-03T14:18:02Z

damn i cant believe they made reddit unusable without an account

damn shame

The door to the basement creaks open, revealing a staircase ...

2026-11-03T11:37:44Z

The door to the basement creaks open, revealing a staircase faintly illuminated by an unseen light in the room below. This is an oppressive place. The air feels heavy and damp, a hint of rot filtering from the ancient plaster. If TAMMY really lives here, chlorinating her is probably doing her a favor.

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2026-11-03T11:32:31Z

carpetjob

>paper mail from finnish tax agency to my home address cant ...

2026-11-03T10:41:13Z

>paper mail from finnish tax agency to my home address

cant wait to read it 5 seconds from now

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2026-11-03T10:40:54Z

@evamik lain practicing new methods of sousvide

absolute kino that our socialist party is near-solely funded by a ...

2026-11-03T10:13:40Z

absolute kino that our socialist party is near-solely funded by a (rather morally evil) oligarch. used to be 2 oligarchs but their personalities didnt fit under the same party.

kino

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2026-11-02T23:44:15Z

many times, sometimes, multiple times a day, i question myself am ...

2026-11-02T22:48:22Z

many times, sometimes, multiple times a day, i question myself

am i gay??? how do i know i'm gay

but then i remember that yesterday someone flexed his biceps infront of my face and i spent a good minute in a daze over that biceps

as the hours pass i will let you know ...

2026-11-02T22:44:09Z

as the hours pass
i will let you know

just played mouse colony game for too many hours now i want to ...

2026-11-02T21:20:40Z

just played mouse colony game for too many hours

now i want to play video game but NOT mouse colony game

what to play what to choose

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2026-11-01T23:36:57Z

tonight a very hard night for falling asleep

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2026-11-01T23:08:19Z

The Art of BETRAYING Everyone You Love

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2026-11-01T22:46:36Z

me n who ...

2026-11-01T22:00:08Z

me n who

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2026-11-01T21:52:00Z

i do NOT like new front end nothing is aligned V_V where return

2026-11-01T18:15:18Z

i do NOT like new front end

nothing is aligned V_V

where return

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2026-11-01T18:15:03Z

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2026-10-30T22:32:43Z

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2026-10-30T09:12:11Z

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2026-10-30T08:21:58Z

>after midterms, US army bombs the shit out of iran >US ...

2026-10-30T07:48:48Z

>after midterms, US army bombs the shit out of iran
>US army sends boots on ground in a high5-low6 figure number
>US army nukes their own army in iran

this would be the funniest trump/hegseth act of all time.

considering that the main objector in the use of nuclear weapons just got fired for "knowingly pre-warning our allies ahead of our incoming preemptive strikes in the future, proven to us by use of a polygraph"

i can see this event chain in the cards, i really can see it

FUCKING FIRING A DIRECTOR GENERAL FOR FAILING A POLYGRAPH TEST

why is the leader of the US army (hegseth) a extremist evangelist who believe he is ushering in holy war to revive jesus through the accelerated apocalypse

god this shits so fucking retarded

inb4 im wrong and he sends boots on ground and THEN bombs the country to shit. local retard does broken arrow by accident. another "grok told me to bomb the children's hospital as the first strike target" moment

IPA drinkers be like "yeah this tastes so different from the ...

2026-10-29T23:31:04Z

IPA drinkers be like "yeah this tastes so different from the other hazy fruity IPA its like a totally different world, also i dont eat meat cause im a faggot that sucks dick (derogatory) and OH how did you know im glutenfree and yeah i totes stan Steven Universe"

Stout drinkers be like "just tulin saunast. hea saun oli"

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2026-10-28T21:10:06Z

this fantastic new features is on by default for all USA users on ...

2026-10-28T20:51:22Z

this fantastic new features is on by default for all USA users on discord, and off by default for EU users on discord

(google searchable posts on discord)

have the fun

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2026-10-28T13:08:27Z

TOMORROW

give me 50000€ ill make a political party and ill campaign and ...

2026-10-28T11:56:03Z

give me 50000€ ill make a political party and ill campaign and win (a parliamentary seat) in home country

slopphoto memes are half as enjoyable as 5000hours in paint ...

2026-10-28T09:07:47Z

slopphoto memes are half as enjoyable as 5000hours in paint memes. theres a type of taint (pun intended) to it's humour (medieval medical pun not intended) which doesnt translate quite equally to my mind

i feel less intent of meaning in slop memes compared to writing it out as a post as "stan kelly in the corner saying smugly "lord of of the cockrings""

i recently saw a photo of the classic 9gag meme of the czech flag and the norway flag and their complexities compared to each other. but now i saw it as a AI remake/upcale(without it being upscaled for some reason) of it. It looked basically the same but with micro hallucinations in it.

very much a "but why" type shit deal. it reeks of something

how big does a crime against the environment have to be to also ...

2026-10-28T07:48:35Z

how big does a crime against the environment have to be to also become a crime against humanity

>there's a video game called Anarchy Online but no mmorpg ...

2026-10-27T21:54:14Z

>there's a video game called Anarchy Online but no mmorpg called Communism Online nor Statism Online

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2026-10-27T20:40:59Z

>have 2 boiled corn >microwave them >eat them at pc ...

2026-10-27T15:54:59Z

>have 2 boiled corn
>microwave them
>eat them at pc
>corn is ate, still moderately hungry. forgot to go to store and too lazy to buy more milk. ive only drank 1.5L today.

god why must you bully me so

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2026-10-27T15:01:43Z

Oh shit full moon

Battery saver mode that halves the power usage of the device but ...

2026-10-27T14:41:57Z

Battery saver mode that halves the power usage of the device but turns on an incandescent bulb that is twice the power of the device, to let you know you are saving power

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2026-10-27T14:31:51Z

Voilà

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2026-10-27T14:22:52Z

2 more days

BRAVO KOJIMA ...

2026-10-27T14:01:14Z

BRAVO KOJIMA

motivation growthivation Discipline pisscipline

2026-10-27T12:53:21Z

motivation growthivation
Discipline pisscipline

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2026-10-27T11:31:33Z

Arching my back just to know your name

@lain didn't play the single player for D44M but i had like ...

2026-10-27T09:15:48Z

@lain didn't play the single player for D44M but i had like 100 hours in the multiplayer, great fun and good twists on the arena shooter formula

afaik since it's matchmaking only it's dead now (dead dead)

THERE'S NOT THAT MANY LANGUAGES THAT USE THE CYRILLIC , ...

2026-10-27T08:55:20Z

THERE'S NOT THAT MANY LANGUAGES THAT USE THE CYRILLIC , GOOGLE AUTO TRANSLATE

ENGLISH IS NOT ONE OF THEM

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2026-10-27T07:22:29Z

LinkedIn is dead meat shuffle

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2026-10-26T16:20:02Z

the world is healing how? why? what the fuck is going on? i dont ...

2026-10-26T14:22:17Z

the world is healing

how? why? what the fuck is going on? i dont know

but after years and years and years and years of having the highest fuel prices in europe (especially 2022-2024, americans would shit themselves if they got our gas prices (~3€/L at its peak in 2022-2023)), in estonia now we have some of the lowest fuel prices in europe. electricity prices are still probably gonna skyrocket again by like 10 to 50x depending on the day, for the 5th winter in a row. such is life

nothing about this makes any fucking sense at all

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2026-10-25T08:18:58Z

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2026-10-22T15:02:04Z

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2026-10-22T14:59:41Z

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2026-10-21T18:23:11Z

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2026-10-21T18:15:48Z

I just had a very upsetting realization which i didn't notice ...

2026-10-21T15:29:38Z

I just had a very upsetting realization which i didn't notice before

A putting 1 and 1 together of two pieces of knowledge

i had a bit of a misunderstanding before

On September the first i wrote a note to myself, marked ...

2026-10-21T15:04:55Z

On September the first i wrote a note to myself, marked important, "What is up my nigga!" And i didn't write anything else

i don't remember doing that

if you haven't taunted a riot water Cannon and been hit by it ...

2026-10-21T11:50:48Z

if you haven't taunted a riot water Cannon and been hit by it , have you lived?

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2026-10-21T11:42:22Z

Crying dog pfp

No way I tell my close friends I shit my pants, I'll just ...

2026-10-20T16:51:50Z

No way I tell my close friends I shit my pants,
I'll just tell the whole world on Youtube.

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2026-10-20T15:35:53Z

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2026-10-19T21:48:41Z

Kuchen und milch dürfen jetzt meinen mund besuchen

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2026-10-19T12:14:50Z

Without organizing 1000 tabs you are worse off than with 0 tabs

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2026-10-19T09:24:01Z

Boyswamp with boyspirits with boyswampsmell (you die in 3 hours)

is tonetta's Drugs Drugs Drugs inspired by the blues song ...

2026-10-19T08:04:00Z

is tonetta's Drugs Drugs Drugs inspired by the blues song Junkers Blues

a mystery

I hope I don't get commented at that I'm still sleeping ...

2026-10-19T06:16:24Z

I hope I don't get commented at that I'm still sleeping

I'm tired and there is still a 14 hour work day ahead of me

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2026-10-19T06:01:20Z

Woke up from a dream that something started happening

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2026-10-18T15:42:51Z

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2026-10-17T20:34:19Z

how to get married as a old man

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2026-10-16T18:47:24Z

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2026-10-16T06:58:57Z

send me 6000€

>I'm a bit dehydrated, i should get a few glasses of water ...

2026-10-15T22:15:37Z

>I'm a bit dehydrated, i should get a few glasses of water down before bed
>oh milk (-1 liter)
Now i am milked up and forgot to drink water

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2026-10-15T21:32:35Z

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2026-10-15T21:31:21Z

🏀 Lebron Piss Tank Status Capacity: 3.00% ...

2026-10-15T21:30:01Z

🏀 Lebron Piss Tank Status

Capacity: 3.00%
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Updated: -94.00%

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2026-10-15T12:06:01Z

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2026-10-14T20:46:13Z

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2026-10-14T20:41:57Z

for sale: stolen baby shoes, worn ...

2026-10-14T16:37:06Z

for sale: stolen baby shoes, worn

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2026-10-13T18:15:23Z

youre in his DMs, im in his sandwich we are not the same

2026-10-11T18:41:33Z

youre in his DMs, im in his sandwich

we are not the same

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2026-10-11T18:41:19Z

finally, day 2 of his presidency ...

2026-10-11T15:53:27Z

finally, day 2 of his presidency

@lain many times no shower for a week, but i guess the most stays ...

2026-10-11T13:08:51Z

@lain many times no shower for a week, but i guess the most stays around a month,ish? prolly around 30-40 days

over the years of doing trades n stuff ive taken to a golden rule ...

2026-10-11T12:59:04Z

over the years of doing trades n stuff ive taken to a golden rule of taking forced breaks or forcefully ending the day

now my workdays do usually tend to go over 8hours, generally around 10-12 hours, so thats important to note in this context.

there is a point during the day, in which the body is willing, and the soul seems willing too, but one or the other is approaching tiredness (bored does not count). there are certain signals that come from this, both on the small scale (the course of the day) and the medium scale (the course of the week) and the large scale (the course of the few months).

the first signals are never "i hate this job" or "this gig is pissing me off" or "the client is pissing me off". those are late signals. before that, all other aspects are affected: quicker to anger in out of job moments. "weird" mistakes that shouldnt happen (like being unable to convince myself that double abundance safety checks are good for every step of the way while working with heavy machinery). all things of that sort, are pre-signals of approaching lack of critical neuronactivity related chemicals that havent had enough time to be physically regenerated (via diet and alternative activities and socializing).

this all seems quite mumbo jumbo to many people that i talk to of course. its not annoying but its kind of sad. because the mumbo jumbo also always materializes. my mumbo jumbo is "youre gonna win the lottery if you keep buying larger and larger quantities of lottery tickets" essentially. ofc the counter is that "im mentally materializing the bad reality, shouldnt say those things".

bro, i get it, you have to learn with your own blood. thats ok too.

5 day work weeks exist for a reason. even 1500 years ago people figured this shit out. winters with little much less work exist for a reason in the north. even 5000 years ago people figured this shit out.

i would absolutely much rather spend 10 hours one day and 4 hours the next day, than 12 hours in one day, if at the 10 hour mark ive seen several slip ups suddenly increasing in amount and significance. This includes very small things like dropping tools on the ground, partial communication stops, etc. there's lots of people around me too often, who say the opposite. too often, do i see it backfire so hard that its almost embarrassing to be so right. its almost like stepping against a graph of guaranteed providence, exponentially increasing, becoming unbreakable solid vertical wall to crash into.

this crash materializes in extreme ways. im talking 20 meter free falls to near death. im talking a log to the face with fractures and teeths broken. im talking legs partially gone. im talking spinal injuries. im talking ignoring my direct, repeated, loud, command of denial in the direction from me to my superiors, followed by finger snaps. im talking near fatal misses of less than 10 cm of fast moving several ton items. im talking ignorance of huge red warning signs that have materialized today that im not sure im publically ok to talk about. every single one of with was 100% avoidable with usually single-abundance safety, sometimes double abundance wouldve been necessary.

i am not perfect neither. ive made several mistakes over 10 years, and every time, single abundance (though i do double abundance most of the time) has saved me. slow, risk analysis calculation and DISCUSSION OF SAID RISK ANALYSIS (most important) has saved me and every one of my equal or below colleagues from harms way. i have yet to have a work place accident myself or for anyone under me in 10 years. it'll eventually come, but god damn if i will do my darndest and most knowledgeable to avoid this, to a degree of reasonability.

one of my good friends, a kitchen worker still (i stopped kitchen work after my immediate youth/teens, bless his work ethic), we share often our work ethic, and we share most exactly our ethic, albeit our work paths have far and long split. he has a similar issue, where he is very anal about kitchen (its a high end kitchen) hygiene, and doing things slow and methodical, even if it can mean angry customers waiting up to 60 minutes.

yet he never gets a raw chicken or overcooked chicken sent back to the kitchen, yet he is the reason the kitchen works. and the underlings (all russians) plot and scheme to the head chef and the CEO (separate people) constantly to try and get my friend fired for being so anal about everything. yet i know, he is the ONLY person keeping the day to day quality up. the hour to hour quality. with the finger on the pulse from the minute he checks in till the minute he checks out.

when i go eating there, i can tell. there is sometimes a man crucial to the quality of an operation thats keeping the place at high quality. No, not afloat. The company/place/team would stay afloat easily for years without said anal-person. But the quality would drop in a heartbeat's timeframe. Accidents would X-tuple. Effectiveness (unrelated to quality) would drop by a third, probably more. You can tell when people can think ahead in multi step processes and order things to save time, health and money, and when they need to be told to do so. Told forever. I think most people, a very strong ~80-90%, are like this, the "told forever" type people.

what is the point of this rant? im not sure. i have a feeling, that the distancing of "work" from physical tasks, into a form of majority mental tasks as the average job, has changed the zeitgeist, or overall attitude, into a type of schism that didnt exist before over 30 years ago and further. ofc ive only been in this zeitgeist for my ~12 years of working career, so maybe im retarded with this belief. every "proof" of this is anecdotal and multiple-reasons-can-fully-explain-it-on-its-own, so its not too helpful to think about it too much whether in the past it was the same or not.

i might be reading a book right now that significantly covers this exact topic too as one of its primary themes, that confirms my all beliefs just stated in this post. ofcourse its FICTION by ONE MAN written ~105 YEARS ago. but if its THE national book at home, surely it felt such intense resonance at the time with the people, that it the book considered as "yup, thats how life be".

it just all makes senst to me ok

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2026-10-11T10:16:47Z

this is the exact reason why the closing of liveleak has been a ...

2026-10-10T23:22:11Z

this is the exact reason why the closing of liveleak has been a disaster for the western psyche

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2026-10-10T14:26:01Z

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2026-10-09T14:19:34Z

mouse bite

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2026-10-08T17:44:46Z

one thing i dont understand about art is that penises have weird ...

2026-10-08T12:51:18Z

one thing i dont understand about art is that penises have weird unnatural skin tones; like yeah penises vary in shape size and texture but, why do some artists draw everything normal and then the penis is black on a white man?

whats the deal with that

like yeah one thing is size and shape of various features but afaik nothing else is generally drawn "suddenly 9 skin tones darker". boobs arent black on a white woman and arent white on a black woman in drawn porn. butts arent suddenly midnight shade on a albino redhead. but penises are. for some reason, penises tend to be. and it seems to be totally random and unrelated too usually. almost as if by the artist believes that penises just are very black on white people, or sometimes very white on white people. penis coloration is just such a weird concept. Does nobody just not care because straight people dont care for it significantly? am i the only insane person to notice this constantly and be bothered by it?

to celebrate my HIT BREAKOUT NOVEL SELFHELP GUIDE BOOK, titled ...

2026-10-08T11:49:42Z

to celebrate my HIT BREAKOUT NOVEL SELFHELP GUIDE BOOK, titled "Marriage is for schmucks and a total scam", subtitled "NEVER get married.", i will be getting married (but in secret so no one knows im a grifter)

INCEL POWER

how it feels to never have learned to code song is dark is the ...

2026-10-07T09:01:46Z

how it feels to never have learned to code

song is dark is the night, slowed down