2026-02-21T03:24:35Z https://njump.me Revoluciana https://njump.me/npub1psr8zw3s0m4z3qztsew5hfmy7qjg28ekfpqd058mx2lcnwqd8p7syuufr4 https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/accounts/avatars/109/938/554/118/475/532/original/508597f94a629d96.png https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/accounts/avatars/109/938/554/118/475/532/original/508597f94a629d96.png https://njump.me/nevent1qqsx24gpf6pmvkjlfsfnylfjg7wla5kd4vl98lzhnedjst4f48qljlszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86mtlvkt For those of you that read or buy zines, especially #queer, #radical, and #anarchist #zines, can you recommend a specific book shop or other type of location you&#39;ve visited that carries them? I&#39;m trying to compile a list of places all over. Doesn&#39;t just have to be in the US, though that&#39;s where I&#39;m currently located.<br/><br/>*Boosts much appreciated* 2026-07-08T18:09:57Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsdem5pc2xslw3zll37zl9xjydg244u8zfsw2u0w3ddj6ss6mc8q6qzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ek24hf No one who prioritizes their religious dogma over your medical wellbeing should ever be allowed to practice medicine. 2025-12-04T02:43:54Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsfepalr3dhh0kz89g250z3s6d2lnesdgyz0tnuhr7p8ge5n3sza6gzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u860dmyqg History will mostly forget Clay Higgins, but for all time, his name will be associated as a footnote declaring him the solitary person to vote *against* releasing the Epstein files. <br/><br/>What a wild legacy to create for yourself. 2025-11-18T20:44:12Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsf45jhugsfst0clmc80c6h502d6xpxwypwdap3e64ny248n494c7czyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86wgwkg9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs80ck8tnxqsw8c7klzx73qq445ejqx6z3qenrhd79krd66x27y3gsvxn5zx'>nevent1q…n5zx</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Last time I remember spending time with my grandparents, it was before I came out. They told me that gay marriage is a farce that cheapens *real* marriage. <br/><br/>I asked my grandfather if he felt any *less* married to my grandmother after 60 or so years because gay people can get married. <br/><br/>Yes, he said. No hesitation. <br/><br/>I looked to my grandmother, right next to him. <br/><br/>Face of hardened stone. She agreed with him. 2025-11-17T20:17:23Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs80ck8tnxqsw8c7klzx73qq445ejqx6z3qenrhd79krd66x27y3gszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86nt557d In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstgqe673grwxpc9mp6e7rwgx36t9yqvpmhe80c599ep0duq9mtpng95wek7'>nevent1q…wek7</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Better than my estranged grandfather, I suppose. That man would rather get angry and mean to anyone within earshot rather than make his own damned sandwich. Literally. <br/><br/>The number of sandwiches I&#39;ve made for that man so that he wouldn&#39;t erupt growing up is wild. Found it funny as a kid, but also, so stressful, and realizing as an adult the impact it must have had on my estranged and deceased grandmother is so depressing.<br/><br/>Whatever, they made their bed and they can lie in it. 2025-11-17T20:13:23Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqstgqe673grwxpc9mp6e7rwgx36t9yqvpmhe80c599ep0duq9mtpngzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ae8lr0 It&#39;s adorable when old men ask me for help interpreting what their wife needs from the grocery store or cleaning and bathroom areas of stores. <br/><br/>But also, man, you&#39;ve had a lifetime to figure out what your wife wants and how to shop at a grocery store. <br/><br/>The straights have never been okay. 2025-11-17T20:10:33Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqxwslk2g664lws8580mq4ap0nayjcgejw83wp4794hs58cnthrlqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86yd20dq I don&#39;t care what you say *Speed Racer* is one of the best #antifa films of all time and you can&#39;t change my mind. 2025-11-11T19:15:41Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsx7qs4defgmgxl6ga5aue3znudnhe8k9s4murcfusx059t9zccrmszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86vakqqr In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgjxphnzjgs0v4lx8pnqhq4vs6cdrk3gytrgr90ejtvcq0yw4dyysx2lv35'>nevent1q…lv35</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Excerpt:<br/><br/>&#34;As the #Marxist Antonio #Gramsci said, &#34;The old world is dying, and the new world struggles to be born: Now is the time of monsters.”<br/><br/>He wrote those words in his Prison Notebooks after the #fascists threw him in prison for his thoughts. &#34;For twenty years we must stop this brain from functioning,&#34; were the words of the prosecutor.&#34; 2025-11-01T00:02:16Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsgjxphnzjgs0v4lx8pnqhq4vs6cdrk3gytrgr90ejtvcq0yw4dyyszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86pmndst Today&#39;s newsletter:<br/><br/># Trick or Treating in the Time of Monsters<br/><br/><a href="https://www.revoluciana.net/trick-or-treating-in-the-time-of-monsters/">https://www.revoluciana.net/trick-or-treating-in-the-time-of-monsters/</a><br/><br/>... it&#39;s scary. It&#39;s easy to get swept away. The foundations of the liberal order of the world are shook, and in the case of the US and increasingly elsewhere as well, these foundations are already fractured and crumbling.<br/>#fascism #halloween #antifa 2025-10-31T23:38:54Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsw5tc5xqu80c5nxswv9qxjf2gsgudcq2nald9330m4knt4craya9szyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86j5guag In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2hefagd4zs3v3lmz8jaeed5sh6ze8e4vdzvrprm8tcuyuanqzhncn49pq6'>nevent1q…9pq6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>This includes my own family. We rely on #SNAP to feed our children and ourselves.<br/><br/>I grew up food insecure. I was responsible for paying for my own food and clothes from around the age of 10 or 11. I was living by myself at 15. I had to learn how to get food and feed myself when I couldn&#39;t pay for it. <br/><br/>I suppose I should consider myself lucky because this means I&#39;m afraid to have an empty pantry because all it takes is the loss of a job or an unexpected expense to make it difficult to afford food, which means I have some food stored. <br/><br/>My spouse and I have a tiny homestead which we historically grew over half the food to feed our family of six. However, we had to get rid of our sheep and goats in case we have to flee the country. I&#39;ve had multiple unplanned hospitalizations and surgeries this year, so we didn&#39;t plant a goddamned thing to eat. <br/><br/>Funny enough, I&#39;ve been working on healing my fear of food scarcity, and I&#39;ve been easing up on how much I store. I&#39;m not a hoarder or a prepper, but I felt that maybe I didn&#39;t need to have so much concern for keeping so much. <br/><br/>My point is that my family is going to struggle significantly to make up for the missing food assistance cost, even if it only lasts for November. And yet, we&#39;re one of the lucky families, because we do have experience with this. I am able to cook. We have some food stored. We know and have the means to do things other people can&#39;t or don&#39;t know how to do. We have access to enough community we can lean on that others don&#39;t have.<br/><br/>My spouse helped supervise a food pantry for 7 years. I&#39;ve worked as a humanitarian in disaster and crisis for longer than that and know what it&#39;s like to see people panicking over food in desperate environments. <br/><br/>One month without food assistance for poor and hungry people is going to be a crisis. So many poor people will have to leverage credit they can&#39;t afford, or they will have to take on obligations that will strain them to a breaking point, or they will have to take desperate measures. And that&#39;s only at one month without assistance. <br/><br/>42 million people who won&#39;t be receiving access to food assistance that each and every one of them depends on. 2025-10-22T16:34:51Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2hefagd4zs3v3lmz8jaeed5sh6ze8e4vdzvrprm8tcuyuanqzhnczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86yw7lpa What are your best #poverty meals and tips and tricks? 🍚🫘<br/><br/>*Boosts appreciated*<br/>With the loss of #foodassistance for over 42 million USians, difficult times are ahead. If you don&#39;t rely on #SNAP, it will put an overwhelming and potentially insurmountable strain on people you know and care about. 2025-10-22T16:16:22Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqst2na78l48mjl50254gwwpvq2nstpfv037l3z8cxhszknwv09lf2szyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86nv53yk In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswdn564rul65rzn26z6uykzqm0s3gvkxatn70nr8zy8tey5y0uxnccu49mj'>nevent1q…49mj</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Do you think 42 million hungry adults and children will just accept the fact that they won&#39;t be able to afford food anymore because their #SNAP benefits are gone?<br/><br/>Emma Goldman said ask for work. Most people receiving these benefits already work, or they otherwise can&#39;t. <br/><br/>She said if they don&#39;t give you work, ask for food. That&#39;s what SNAP is. They just took it away. <br/><br/>Emma said if they don&#39;t give you work and they don&#39;t give you food, take the food. <br/><br/>#fascism #antifascist #anarchist #shutdown 2025-10-21T21:41:55Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqswdn564rul65rzn26z6uykzqm0s3gvkxatn70nr8zy8tey5y0uxnczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86mytrz8 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsff05ykq095g347gr6z8sq2337fa9m6xpjqrrldcf95p8qy0zmzkc6qn749'>nevent1q…n749</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>What do you think will happen when there are 42 million hungry people in the US for at least one entire month because they&#39;ve all lost their #SNAP benefits? <br/><br/>What do you think hungry people will do? <br/><br/>What do you think desperate people will do when their children are hungry?<br/><br/>#fascism #antifascist #resist 2025-10-21T21:36:35Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsff05ykq095g347gr6z8sq2337fa9m6xpjqrrldcf95p8qy0zmzkczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86h8j2a2 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs946qtutlzcd5tgryss4nz5ql6cwahqvllwj8fjmlnyn5zvy09ucs9f4hyz'>nevent1q…4hyz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Historically, when people don&#39;t eat, they revolt.<br/><br/>What do you think will happen when you fund your personal extravagance while people watch with hunger in their stomachs and their children crying for food?<br/><br/>You don&#39;t even need to crack a history book. It happens constantly all over the place. It&#39;s happening right now and I don&#39;t even need to name the places because you already know them. <br/><br/>You think it can&#39;t happen here? <br/><br/>What do you think will happen?<br/><br/>#fascism #antifascist #SNAP #shutdown #resist 2025-10-21T21:19:21Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs946qtutlzcd5tgryss4nz5ql6cwahqvllwj8fjmlnyn5zvy09ucszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86s23k0j 169,812 people in #Maine will not receive #SNAP benefits for November. <br/><br/>Let me say that again. <br/><br/>169,812 people won&#39;t be able to afford to buy food in November in Maine. <br/><br/>Maine has a population &lt; 1.5M<br/><br/>Not just Maine, but 42 million people across *all* states will lose SNAP benefits during the #shutdown while they all watch the president building a personal ballroom.<br/><br/>#fascism #antifascist<br/><br/>[Edit: lowball estimate adjusted to the exact number of people who won&#39;t receive Maine SNAP benefits. Clarified that 42 million people will lose SNAP benefits in all states.] 2025-10-21T21:15:40Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0q94xv03z5vqpnfvj6pmgu770ytymvmkswmq5dgn8w554ngve6wszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86s7d2zm Who should I be following on #fedi lately? <br/>(Boosts appreciated)<br/><br/>I&#39;d appreciate some help finding more people to follow-- tags below give a sense of who I&#39;m looking to follow-- is this you or anyone you think I should be following?<br/><br/>Despite following almost 650 people over the last few years, my timeline feels increasingly empty and stale lately, a ghost town compared to a year ago or more, and I&#39;m looking at refreshing things a bit. A lot of people have left the platform or are (understandably) afraid to post so much, especially due to the chilling effect of rising #fascism. But I&#39;m still here, still posting. Still writing my #radical shit. Still trying to read and engage with others. <br/><br/>#trans #anarchist #antifascist #leftist #queer #resist #intro #introduction 2025-10-21T14:24:18Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszeq6jymsm8jkw5v2gzkdreyseawvxssthelquca745p9we55rqfgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86tyce9a We could have cities bathed in pink and purple neon light, painted in the sounds of synth, where we walk sharing our joints in friendship and love, with neon blue lighting up the ramen-ya where we drink and scheme, we could live between twilight and dawn in the ecstasy of light rain and living dreams. <br/><br/>But instead, we spend our waking moments to build this <br/><br/>*gestures to a world on fire* 2025-10-14T16:55:04Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsr2hy3lqx34ey7hkljryqv86ryeu5vpej8h79a52qgepenhua0dsgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86p7yn4t In any context, you can choose to welcome only nazis or no nazis at all. There&#39;s no mixed company when among nazis. 2025-10-12T15:53:51Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs20a9v00cxdlaxendz3wzevzkf2exarg69zn65f56ddehlsxctgugzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u865pvfs4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsph98ksld2gewfu7zx4808us9mduhwfhalxmte3lskadc47mx5hscy8f0yl'>nevent1q…f0yl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>You might be interested in *That Night I Got Dragged Home by a Werewolf* by Autumn Wolff<br/><br/>Fits the criteria and is also trans. I started it and it seems pretty good, but I haven&#39;t gotten far. <br/><br/><a href="https://iheartsapphfic.com/bookinfo/that-night-i-got-dragged-home-by-a-werewolf/">https://iheartsapphfic.com/bookinfo/that-night-i-got-dragged-home-by-a-werewolf/</a> 2025-10-09T04:01:16Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs8td09q7mzee3pfastcx80l3mr5qdzpmlqkfxt7tg54p73xxlk9mszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u862pdkqr In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz09940fg8mp0j58mrpr5rzcrd4d3ds5uccyk02gjqzw4td9q84pctpjpl2'>nevent1q…jpl2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Link to someone&#39;s blog that contains the rest of the story:<br/> <a href="https://inannadumuzi.wordpress.com/inanna-the-god-of-wisdom/">https://inannadumuzi.wordpress.com/inanna-the-god-of-wisdom/</a> 2025-10-08T13:39:07Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsz09940fg8mp0j58mrpr5rzcrd4d3ds5uccyk02gjqzw4td9q84pczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ca3jae Heading home from my surgery, my life affirming ceremony, and thinking of the beginning of this story:<br/><br/>&#34;Inanna placed the shugurra, the crown of the steppe, on her head. She went to the sheepfold, to the shepherd. She leaned back against the apple tree. When she leaned against the apple tree, her vulva was wondrous to behold. Rejoicing at her wondrous vulva, the young woman Inanna celebrated herself. She decided to make a journey.”<br/><br/>#trans #inanna #ishtar 2025-10-08T13:36:18Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsgufqdgjgjuh4c26557kjx4l3gc8kyt5r0ghkx307g2tg5la53mnszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86z3es4d In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq36f8ad278s0mxjdl7229wzmnq4ztrcnkz06nscprzarhkdsxvggwf6hzz'>nevent1q…6hzz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>666 of them? 2025-10-06T23:18:42Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsxrfx8pz5ykqgcgezev5np3ug7jx0ky9spq07v4kf5r8v7e6e0u6czyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u8650v2yw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrrgfpm24eh9ar6jqwm07hcfaga73vtsn0u93yp7eh9ds80vruvesyt56em'>nevent1q…56em</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>One of the most uplifting things you can do for your mental health when you&#39;re feeling down is go to a dyke bar bathroom and read the graffiti. You&#39;ll feel beautiful/handsome/mystical, and also fill your stamina for the struggle and the fight. 2025-10-06T16:18:15Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2vmdx8fct5ftjhshdf27d2wml869wwqa0ezytlaxfvkuwrlj45wszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86xwlwl7 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2fuq8md4eq8eha9wpr74jqc7dcmn94fwjepjkq840ceyv5n7tkcqk9jppa'>nevent1q…jppa</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>proud of you! 2025-10-06T15:02:30Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsf6t8f0kzlqm2wxv3r4zm3n9r3l8j8xf3z8npen5rnwxzpfmezxsgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86xlrtm0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsg2zzjvz7m8m2zqvpjj3tew8ladlrmwxfgq7ekyewrq36ctunad3cmderf9'>nevent1q…erf9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>oh cool! Thanks for the recommendation! 2025-10-06T14:37:09Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs24yjhcyldnjvdvnqyqthc4q3sazcz2nan68zldvmagvz7s6l0w7gzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86qpt7rc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw5ykrncc70r5xl468kg66c8anaamrr8wapuclvdf9jzjfd5jrtws9me9qv'>nevent1q…e9qv</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>the thanks are all mine. I&#39;m so grateful to you, and all the magic, healing, and joy were felt by me, too, and not just because I was the one who had surgery! <br/><br/>Love you, too, girl! Thank you so much, friend 💖✨ 2025-10-06T00:45:27Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqrat6k5xwmhu0w7wuerpvkl28v94hgwyh2n98ej27v9rjcanyx9szyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86f5lhsa In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrg2g0qxapk4adqkudt7hvxdwxk0j9eyx6az638sxx8qg6jkex6kcrsn5hz'>nevent1q…n5hz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>💯<br/>Fight<br/>Flight<br/>Freeze<br/>Fawn 2025-10-05T12:32:15Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsylmhvy8nccs3qt3nltdgsm6l2n8zd3thelqcksgfutl7y8k2tzgczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86h4g52f In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9rpqhqqy2hlp0n8f0yqwekappzzkmt87kxftfmndq2jljhjm44ysrzfl26'>nevent1q…fl26</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>⚒️😍⚒️ 2025-10-04T22:47:24Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs8d7a8usrp0c3fm4f4n8v26ukknjlzcr6kkwny3d8y8tytvcfzqtqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u865m2htf I will never be cooler than I look in this selfie.<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/115/316/190/010/599/637/original/a863e99ab774a6b5.jpg"> <br/> 2025-10-04T13:47:19Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsrrgfpm24eh9ar6jqwm07hcfaga73vtsn0u93yp7eh9ds80vruveszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86pce73d One of my favorite genders is the graffiti on the walls of a dyke bar 2025-10-04T02:35:49Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs82dqvu4n8pm6al8qyrdaz9f2qk8zcd8zwct5wgjgyv9y5w9hql8qzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86h4xejw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrpjn3vdpc2c356jxjxekvq0e6edctpxsscn8j5avxpdx2az05skg8zx4tz'>nevent1q…x4tz</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I fucking love being a dyke, too<br/><br/>Fucking. Love. 2025-10-04T01:48:35Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsrpjn3vdpc2c356jxjxekvq0e6edctpxsscn8j5avxpdx2az05skgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u8645gl5z Fuck, I love being queer so goddamned much<br/><br/>🥰💖💜💕✨ 2025-10-04T01:07:08Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsdxt9pkxdpnktas739tvc498y4erh0z75jxrdt98pj30xmvrc6vqqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u868v5c7c In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswkxpt6yzl9kwxyupmst345juh4pntsuk88uw25mym9euf3rhj5tqwacl90'>nevent1q…cl90</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I would also skip the inkjet and do a b&amp;w laser printer 2025-10-03T16:33:54Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9eecs2gume6dazlms4nr6ha46n5s795jq6sazlx20q0eq50lkp6qzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u8690m54g In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswwu6gs85j7ta9fgj3jcff780ntm42pup57maqpljmd9wke6fhkxgarjcdl'>nevent1q…jcdl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yes, but it&#39;s not really feasible, generally speaking. Not saying impossible, just. <br/><br/>But also, while the yellow ink thing is still a thing, that&#39;s still decades old method. There are newer methods that are definitely possible and may be implemented to track users 2025-10-03T14:16:29Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsrukdp7vsxf24xu83paslnmdcrenws7zdmlww26s273v5ahy9rdcgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86mxx6qy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswkrgemrzsqjug6cgkexv8893pltv5kjs2ez70l6yps7h009kh8dszm5a6m'>nevent1q…5a6m</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I have a vaginaaaaa and I love her!!!!!!!<br/><br/>Goodnight! 💕✨ 2025-10-03T02:48:15Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqswkrgemrzsqjug6cgkexv8893pltv5kjs2ez70l6yps7h009kh8dszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86qqcfzq In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyw0pntm4g5azrtkpz79gh596kq7u0c66dzv7d4szfnm4ufs6updg9kwqce'>nevent1q…wqce</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Y&#39;all, I think I broke Nikki lol 🤪<br/><br/>I had too much energy for her, and now the three of us are headed back to the bnb to relax and eat cheesy popcorn. <br/><br/>Oh, and yeah, got to do my last dilation! 2025-10-03T02:45:18Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsyw0pntm4g5azrtkpz79gh596kq7u0c66dzv7d4szfnm4ufs6updgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86wa2glt In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz88dsn2atjzgdc0h7uu75qtsdsuc837gn2en0jh8cg9tna856urqkl0lvu'>nevent1q…0lvu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>At Ginger&#39;s now and the bartender bought me a Sex on the Beach to celebrate my new vagina 🥰💕✨ 2025-10-03T00:31:54Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsvqmygtp9qdcxpdfd44ey0khvtw2c98ndd0nfsq3cs0j9c8u2hxtczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u867v54sn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsykv7tr8hmtrxwpw4269n8c6nvand0hlk8q0wseusdtqqcf6h2wfc4ueu4c'>nevent1q…eu4c</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>That would be amazing!! Wish you could! We&#39;re headed over right now!! 2025-10-02T23:25:25Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsz88dsn2atjzgdc0h7uu75qtsdsuc837gn2en0jh8cg9tna856urqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ws8pcl In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst5tq0plyskkfc6vlp3c0a9jcgq64y2t6rjvt0w8chr9ak2ym3clccac8x3'>nevent1q…c8x3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>We came back because the barkeeps wanted to see the piercings, and then we sang Erasure&#39;s *A Little Respect* for karaoke, and I shouted that we&#39;re there celebrating my new vagina and we got so many cheers and I got plenty of hugs from strangers who were so excited for sharing this joy 🥰✨ 2025-10-02T23:24:45Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs8e4pjy33vd2w538rq5lx8pqx4sns05t32l5kzptg6s5nnn53mxkszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86p2mp5d In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdly9t036h5eafg3ww6r5a9qrrky4h2ev4fuasr9eszcs8993y02qq8upk7'>nevent1q…upk7</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>lol I don&#39;t fully grasp how this works but I think it&#39;s hilarious 2025-10-02T23:18:16Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsvnzg2u9n0apgvh95r77mpssxanmzvgzrltfkvy7zs0295hh8jr8gzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u864ju3a9 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsychwnjv5gka0505mxvn0rd6ekde06d7v8mzdsfvwgy9d92at70zcjudj3v'>nevent1q…dj3v</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>also, vaginas are awesome. And you can just say the word. You don&#39;t have to be weird about it. 2025-10-02T22:10:24Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsychwnjv5gka0505mxvn0rd6ekde06d7v8mzdsfvwgy9d92at70zczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86vd006a In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsql03qpkhmcxzhzyasj93q23cjqw465p9zl3hdtdsykt08nlq0nksl2ay63'>nevent1q…ay63</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Huh? 2025-10-02T22:07:48Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqst5tq0plyskkfc6vlp3c0a9jcgq64y2t6rjvt0w8chr9ak2ym3clczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86vx3ddc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsga7lmf4dzjv22cknc0e94thlv7snjnhe6n4var6deqdy6llwrjssjj0gvs'>nevent1q…0gvs</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Now <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/npub12hhrt3ueyhvnhp6undjqh5zhzfpdu2zngjxqz4jyhzpltwdrdvus6v2ukk" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>Nicola Elle 🏳️‍⚧️</span> (<span class="italic">npub12hh…2ukk</span>)</a></span> and I are spontaneously bringing <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/npub1xdcezky8t9tltca4rxcpztu2tn30qvz806yy8epla0mnh4yflsasmc0d3c" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>Sara Hailee</span> (<span class="italic">npub1xdc…0d3c</span>)</a></span> to get her first ear piercings!! 😍💕✨<br/><br/>This is how you celebraaaaaate!!!!! ✨ 2025-10-02T22:07:27Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsga7lmf4dzjv22cknc0e94thlv7snjnhe6n4var6deqdy6llwrjsszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86e74vsh At Stonewall (and Ginger&#39;s later) with my friends <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/npub1xdcezky8t9tltca4rxcpztu2tn30qvz806yy8epla0mnh4yflsasmc0d3c" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>Sara Hailee</span> (<span class="italic">npub1xdc…0d3c</span>)</a></span> and <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/npub12hhrt3ueyhvnhp6undjqh5zhzfpdu2zngjxqz4jyhzpltwdrdvus6v2ukk" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>Nicola Elle 🏳️‍⚧️</span> (<span class="italic">npub12hh…2ukk</span>)</a></span> to celebrate my new vagina. Asked the barkeep what drink to celebrate my new vagina and he got excited and brought us all Pink Pony Clubs and the other barkeep brought shots and we all celebrated and this is everything 🥰💖✨😘💕<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/115/306/777/740/158/317/original/5a73a7380044d3be.jpg"> <br/> 2025-10-02T21:52:50Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsvgkprqleym7tallxnd4484u3kh2x4gue8p2nmru34qljrewfr95czyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u867askdv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxus859g6ffcvzaq86x4nsdl058xv9lh8dzp8e38f45483smf5nuqumzk8n'>nevent1q…zk8n</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I tried to give her a knowing look. She smiled at me. Idfk. 2025-10-02T20:25:20Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsxus859g6ffcvzaq86x4nsdl058xv9lh8dzp8e38f45483smf5nuqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86xd5wjy Damn. Listening to straights on a date is depressing, especially when the guy is mansplaining historical international politics in ways that make it clear he only knows buzzwords and the name &#34;Franco,&#34; and definitely doesn&#39;t understand any of what he&#39;s saying aaaaand he&#39;s pretending to not be a fascist because it&#39;s the only way to get laid. He&#39;d have been more convincing if he just shut his damn mouth.<br/><br/>Girl, do not sleep with this man. 2025-10-02T20:24:47Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsf4mfpqg59k52eha4235k2tletw8s47thyc0u53u9wrddd5kgz4lqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u868v5aha In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0yggnp0rl9apnl732ggjkhgfr8pyphvptgtlh68re8auxdfh56egdl2yk9'>nevent1q…2yk9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you for writing this and putting it into the world, my dear friend 💖✨ 2025-10-02T00:11:53Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsxz9h6n7pwnnedxmzga2exd9hnwhsk90kqnqmggs20xdd85fv47zszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86u6um0y In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs9th7vs7a44k555uacxeaugehg7h2easl0e8qqx87u9ph88nl75gqdmm22n'>nevent1q…m22n</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I haven&#39;t had White Castle since I was a 17yo straight-edge punk enby with long hair, pierced ear, and lesbian clothes after a Coheed and Cambria concert where I passed out in the crowd, and the crowd squeezed me tight enough to keep me afloat. I caught a drumstick from Underoath. I lost my watch with the studded wrist band and crashed at Galen&#39;s place, 6 hours from home along with his brother Kyle. I&#39;m realizing now that I think I might have had a hint of a crush on Michael, but I wouldn&#39;t have known. <br/><br/>Tonight, I&#39;m having White Castle again. But this time with weed. And lactose-free ice cream. And a vagina. I should probably listen to some Coheed. It&#39;s only right. <br/><br/>Side note: I already ordered and I&#39;m afraid to check to see if White Castle is complicit in genocide. If it is, forgive me and indulge me in this nostalgia just for tonight please. 2025-10-02T00:09:51Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsp52m5c3w7xhfks78xdqls2t6032e7vnzfegn9sc6542ehwmv2wtqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u867ypcje In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst4er4rrl59lgf0yjy6raff3p062cvfycwmedsjtvvckhevwzmxagqu6wzd'>nevent1q…6wzd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yayyyyyyyyy!! 2025-10-01T23:41:48Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsrqms2lusa5vke5wgvcu758qyj2mvy65qgm5xxqrxdh6ke3n6w87gzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u860e7t4x In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2zewd6yudz0qqp2y9884y0kt8ekzg5tl6793h9t940lue90d7sfgk7vp74'>nevent1q…vp74</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yayayayayyyyyy!!! 2025-10-01T23:41:35Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9th7vs7a44k555uacxeaugehg7h2easl0e8qqx87u9ph88nl75gqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86z47ywk Blue is still intense but getting easier and I&#39;m getting more confident. Singing gets me through it when it&#39;s tense, especially during insertion. Breathing exercises are okay, but singing gets me through it. <br/><br/>And yeah, I took a rest day today, mostly for my feet and legs, but otherwise I just keep walking lots of miles every day. I feel amazing. 2025-10-01T23:09:49Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9gul5f0468z0azyq87axhs05kazjddeay5kvtdlq4l347hupxdjczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86du66e6 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsynvlc6c0n47j9x4xlhayjmvj49ms9p9emxsadjnlnuja8k2h3y7c8f5mk2'>nevent1q…5mk2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Link to book: <br/><a href="https://fernwoodpublishing.ca/book/the-gates-of-the-sea">https://fernwoodpublishing.ca/book/the-gates-of-the-sea</a> 2025-10-01T13:10:31Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsynvlc6c0n47j9x4xlhayjmvj49ms9p9emxsadjnlnuja8k2h3y7czyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ztd6sh It came! I&#39;m so excited to read this book!<br/><br/>Full disclosure, I am friends with the author, but one of the big reasons I became friends with the author is because I&#39;ve read her previous academic work on this subject and she&#39;s spot on, but to have a full and accessible book is amazing. Myself being someone who has been on the water, working in the &#34;Gates of the Sea&#34; doing migrant rescue in this place, hers is my most respected voice of research on this topic that I&#39;ve read. <br/><br/>The only sad part is I&#39;m out of town and my spouse sent me this picture, so I have to wait another week until I get to read it! Lol<br/><br/>Ahhhhh!! I&#39;m so excited! <br/><br/><span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/npub19gzr8r4f4tugjzlgz38ld2g98wwwkgcnycevnlkt07r8tc2jl9vqf7cyud" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>Luna Vives</span> (<span class="italic">npub19gz…cyud</span>)</a></span> I&#39;m so excited and so proud of you!<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/115/299/017/538/981/697/original/cae356764ec9b933.png"> <br/> 2025-10-01T13:09:20Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsw5wwje8pjhc20r5sgxh4cpqj8fuxrefmdazuwptrfnzeu22r4jkszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u863fz2my In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2f9etcjqndnrq2ugfkl8vydd089yx063r37av0hsldw4zw9mwvqg5frkt6'>nevent1q…rkt6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>ignorance is not the same as stupidity, especially as a result of indoctrination. I would say, though that blaming stupidity seems not only reductive and defeatist, but ableist. I think we can find more apt ways of critiquing this issue. <br/><br/>Regardless, USians are not the only ones cool with fascism, currently or previously. 2025-10-01T00:09:53Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqcqygk3we9ka06tu84855yrajwc7se3kmj4skwc6yep9zatrt8fszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u862dmdev I started on the blue dilator for 5 minutes after doing my regular purple. Achieved full depth, but oof. Wouldn&#39;t have been as big of a deal if we hadn&#39;t needed to mess with my sutures at my appointment yesterday, so it was angry, but I got through it. <br/><br/>But also, I&#39;m proud of myself. 2025-09-30T17:48:55Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsvcz97egex4t5w6uyfs3qk07408ya737l2gvlhl2t0psld28my0dszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86hyr570 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdqghh9zqpz9kjs9n538lujsx0dkhjask9m0gugt6pc3lnjkefascryeawe'>nevent1q…eawe</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>hahaha true 2025-09-29T22:55:11Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszglq63syny9gq058psmkfwnudaa4uu4m6xg4csmlwhm6tft8jy5qzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u8636fxdx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqste8kn6572ndsas3ssjevmcyjd5xd7rn2a78qvq3k5jvkm5ttnapggfhts6'>nevent1q…hts6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>💯 2025-09-29T22:52:27Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsdmpy7g8uddsarad5sms33vd3g4m4eg0pexthst2dfdlnvyfkmnzczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u864tswty In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswa76qdzhzfeet7wh4xzdwj0hh4f2gx6wphvn3t5vsljr8sca70kguunqmj'>nevent1q…nqmj</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>😮🥵🔥 2025-09-29T22:24:01Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2vcjvhmrtcu2uqrlg2uq7fq5uwzhcdh69kyf0e8g37p4eqj8pmlqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u869fxmpy Why are people so chill about fascism? 2025-09-29T14:55:52Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqspw7r9j6y732cn5el3879r749daldslk8d7wn9fmjn8hlq380my5czyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86elfzyz Remembering that time I got kicked off of LinkedIn for making anti-fascist posts lol 2025-09-29T14:55:07Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqstzm0x7tkz0yzfhfw8558l4xad5prlf0lzj2q673fs7mjd5whkv5czyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u868d3q8d In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszpuz6xq3rwzj5zy736g7w4dhn5xp9g4zn0n394vr3quevqftw49qs2s8mp'>nevent1q…s8mp</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>And for the record, if they want to call me antifa, I&#39;ll proudly wear that title, because I&#39;m a fucking anti-fascist. <br/><br/>So sick of people arguing there&#39;s no such thing as antifa when it&#39;s a waste of breath. Instead they should be shouting that there *should* be no such thing as fascism. 2025-09-29T14:51:56Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszpuz6xq3rwzj5zy736g7w4dhn5xp9g4zn0n394vr3quevqftw49qzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ky5n4n You can keep saying antifa doesn&#39;t exist as an organization, because it doesn&#39;t. But that&#39;s also a bullshit counter to what the fash are all about. <br/><br/>What you *should* be doing is standing against fascism. You *should* proudly and openly be explicitly anti-fascist. <br/><br/>Fuck the fash 2025-09-29T14:47:54Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsdqc379uqdtrl0amfmdp44m98vp39vlalaa5juxn0kdxrt37c48zqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u866tph0k Please stop using #Substack 2025-09-29T14:42:05Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsx2zfayfzhsw7nvfv6kj57rmyvdr5s4jnvlerj8svlds38yuzrp6czyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86uv75qm In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsthud5wujzgdvcds8vnw9k3392q5pelehvpx0d43zpnywcv939cqq8efh5u'>nevent1q…fh5u</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;m here for all of this. 💕 2025-09-27T18:31:36Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszmp885qpn6298gx7mynxkjtvjamqmxzrzx9hapmvtl4csz99px8gzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ll25pp In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs86r90jjux43dfsxvgvngey467wh7ucknhmmul08qrkn7lan8vejgkqsmjs'>nevent1q…smjs</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thanks for this one <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/npub12hhrt3ueyhvnhp6undjqh5zhzfpdu2zngjxqz4jyhzpltwdrdvus6v2ukk" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>Nicola Elle 🏳️‍⚧️</span> (<span class="italic">npub12hh…2ukk</span>)</a></span> lol<br/><br/>Everyone else, this is just a shitopost. I&#39;m actually doing great today. 💕 2025-09-27T18:03:20Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs86r90jjux43dfsxvgvngey467wh7ucknhmmul08qrkn7lan8vejgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u860p5t6f Mood<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/115/277/566/663/828/916/original/66af62de8149ccce.jpg"> <br/> 2025-09-27T18:02:29Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsvum43f0pau5uxkulrgusxrud6pmxvzx0wmlyf5eyk7g97e0jgj2szyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86fhv5kd In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8j63ve9v73z7edkljalq0x8pwng9fkp0yy5me0uruc0pvwswgreckg24g5'>nevent1q…24g5</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>thank you!! 2025-09-27T13:42:57Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsvj5p8u2czud8cvn0zydcdvxuea7lsgzgter6caxpnsaldzrc4q7szyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86l5nsdu In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvwy6ytph95flv4tw3qjjxh2cavzglasq2xef428me2ymvn0rvgxcjreczx'>nevent1q…eczx</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yayayyaysysysssssssssss!!!! 🥰💕 2025-09-27T13:42:28Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsyn24e94mqt86zwqc2k4fknd434fs0qrz28jendlddw6d8u5umzdczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86x4ahyn In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswa4k8mavaxluvzse86r9q780telpyn8tk9mhc9xghyyulf0lzdlgzkmkk6'>nevent1q…mkk6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you, Samantha!! 💕 2025-09-27T13:25:29Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsy6cfx8wd4ay0uvfqzfykfu2n8z2zf8u9w06ty6md23424v8fankczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u866nc06p In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxdxk6a0g4mtt573ml4ejzxjayg9m5rnquthejww8ma636gvyqlgcrqqk3w'>nevent1q…qk3w</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>So, aside from the one hiccup with dilation a couple days ago that I figured out and moved past, it&#39;s been weird. Great, but weird. <br/><br/>Today I walked 4 or 5 miles at least. My ankle hurts more from poor sandals than my vagina does. If it weren&#39;t for my ankle, I could walk another 4 or 5 miles easily. <br/><br/>Also, I had my first PT appointment today, and they said as long as my surgeon&#39;s team clears it, I&#39;m easily good to move up to the blue dilator. <br/><br/>What is happening. I&#39;m not complaining. <br/><br/>But omgoddess<br/><br/>My orchiectomy was so much worse than this because of my complications, internal bleeding, large hematoma. I wasn&#39;t even walking at a week after orchid because I was hospitalized. Then I had emergency gallbladder removal a couple months later. That was horrific. That&#39;s only a fraction of how bad all that stuff was. <br/><br/>I guess I deserve to have things go well this time? This is so weird. <br/><br/>But hey. I&#39;m happy. I&#39;ll take it. <br/><br/>Walking around NYC with a new vagina is fucking awesome. <br/><br/>Having a vagina is so awesome. 2025-09-26T23:13:36Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs8prtpxckd8w74gnsjfnag5smhd86vzq4dyjpqfhajrj2gfqtqgvszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86cy0tps In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsdlmclymzcnww9yl3286dy2jak236f3d90flmqdh2rk948tf7jeqshqdkwf'>nevent1q…dkwf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>🥰 it&#39;s a good one! 2025-09-25T22:42:23Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs8elnek0qy7um7u3pa84nnxt47nlz3z3zxf78erzwpmaesd9gtv2gzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ycxgvl In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxje2epgn8k3ze9hthsa8nn8x77s2dczmxffc263sfkvkguzjed8qyu2dgn'>nevent1q…2dgn</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Likewise. It&#39;s a rough journey. I&#39;m so much better for being on this side of it, and for that I&#39;m grateful, but none of us should have had to live it in the first place. Not you, not me, not anyone. ❤️‍🩹 2025-09-25T21:56:10Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszmnrs8uxc4n26ruqmzhxq7nwvglekeykghl985prjr63zgyh3e4szyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86l64pn2 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgfvtgxjfw5zkk2hzpkulnlfxl696fmluyt38y3z3j93254s70y6g24yhk3'>nevent1q…yhk3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I love so much of what you write, but this is one of my favorites if only because I feel it and have lived it through and through, and so many people need to hear it. 2025-09-25T21:48:54Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsrtmjk03jtjzz5q87a5s2u66hkatrja9cgf5w8vqec0k7pqz9h0vgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86h7a4r7 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszpcsgepyygt6nqy2v0uw25m6m0lgx78ujw22gwkw9udvgqdlpzhg3nqfyl'>nevent1q…qfyl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>🙏💖✨ 2025-09-25T21:41:46Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsta9mlq2rs5w72r40ddewdgjry5gtl6xlqul0nvcdeykld5hd38mczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ry35yc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsr9c5ps9z4cdh39tfawqtlevwkuav06pqf7k3ndyqkrada68yerfsvcfc6t'>nevent1q…fc6t</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>thank you!! 🙏🥰 I really appreciate all of this! 2025-09-25T21:39:01Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs23zcw8ykhdwsklfgencc0dz5yf3wlkvgw7xd7xfkv0xqn6l7a9hszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86l7r73q In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsyudpvp5guw65aftzxzenkg6y2yyxhyyf446cy8505rp2tttqx8jqdlgveu'>nevent1q…gveu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>thank you, I really appreciate it. I&#39;ve had some ups and downs emotionally, but I&#39;m getting through, and I think I&#39;m genuinely doing a really awesome job and that healing and progress and everything is going really well. <br/><br/>In other words, you&#39;re absolutely right about everything here and I really appreciate it 🥰✨ 2025-09-25T19:58:37Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsxdxk6a0g4mtt573ml4ejzxjayg9m5rnquthejww8ma636gvyqlgczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u8640wcua In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz88n0muwsgmhn9mf4dt9sraunp5vyvwldlu6hghe7eksj929a72gjnufr2'>nevent1q…ufr2</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Yesterday went great, until it didn&#39;t. Dilation was great in the hospital, not so great when I got to my recovery rental place. I broke. the fuck. down. <br/><br/>I also learned some things. <br/><br/>I couldn&#39;t finish dilation because the pain was unbearable. I have a *very* high tolerance for pain. For reference, I do my teeth cavity/fillings without lidocaine. I did my bottom electrolysis for up to two hours at a time, not even Tylenol or ibuprofen, definitely no lidocaine, and just spent the whole time chatting with my electrologist. <br/><br/>But damn, there was a burrrrrrning pain. And I would try to move the dilator away from it and it kept getting *worse*. <br/><br/>Today is so much better. I learned not to trust my fucking brain. <br/><br/>I thought the pain was at the top of the entrance, but it was the bottom. My nerve mapping was wayyy the fuck off. So, every time I thought I was pushing away, I was actually just digging in worse. <br/><br/>That being said, once I figured it out, within a few minutes, my brain had already remapped it in a way that made me think, how did I ever believe it was on top before? <br/><br/>Things are way better today. I&#39;m so relieved. And I&#39;m happy. Back to feeling confident.<br/><br/>But also, that pain is still there and its something I can deal better with while the sutures heal, but it&#39;s really painful. <br/><br/>I made a joke in a support discord I belong to about wanting a shoehorn-- a vaghorn, if you will. Apparently, this exists. I&#39;ll learn at my PT tomorrow how to do it if I ask, they said (commenter had same surgeon). There&#39;s a method using aquacel. <br/><br/>So, fuck it, I guess this is what I&#39;m doing. Y&#39;all get to learn about my vagina trauma and joy now. Welcome to my vagina lol 2025-09-25T18:28:56Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs84mmpvrzm558m7mp6epmg8humgwxk87estrpqd8e288gqeryvwtszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86c8fkdl In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp2nqn97xgv5ntufuuc2vd0yt83wl5c7ns2frdh7kgge5mzasj7aqpxw4n9'>nevent1q…w4n9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Awww thank you! I really appreciate this. I hadn&#39;t planned to actually share anything about it, but then had a &#34;well, fuck it&#34; moment and went for it. I felt weird about it, but well, fuck it. 2025-09-25T09:53:22Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsq250qfe0rqfdpyal0335362luy9yd0cdc6gpg76x5cvxclz8h82szyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u868v4z0u In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsr0yztk69rrtlwtpwxsckhq3nw4rz3sxrq67ga3x9cexdumxyemag78kgrd'>nevent1q…kgrd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>so true 2025-09-24T17:41:42Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsz88n0muwsgmhn9mf4dt9sraunp5vyvwldlu6hghe7eksj929a72gzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u869787w6 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspghde3fgfl9ygpck3qceg44xzzth3378x9vk3uppk2u9lgwkp7wse8flql'>nevent1q…flql</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Cath and packing and dilation went great. The first two were painful but not very, just mostly weird and unpleasant. <br/><br/>I&#39;m *really* happy with how dilation went. 2025-09-24T16:55:55Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0qs7g7f83925dluefe3qnf0ygd8pqmnw4r94ck7rfpeez4y9hymszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86zdwhyc Y&#39;all, I&#39;m discharged from the hospitaaaaaal!<br/><br/>Now I&#39;m distracting myself from NY traffic with shitposts as I sit passenger princess on my waffles 2025-09-24T16:53:05Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsw98v27mfurp3fw3e36r8yh2vshvaz0h2q0gh4g2afsacx9fz0kdszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86j0umaw Disclaimer for the litigious folks: <br/><br/>I am *a* goddess, I am not *your* goddess, so take what I say with a grain of saltpeter, 2025-09-24T16:50:43Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsd56jxclw7smtq3mplhx5qy030x5lr7tcwpejnvnsxwm3hgpfg6dqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u866y8v4v In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsd3jxfruqylk7cncytyztqq4s4y8y23mruhvmprv5u595hyl7lshq5xry6s'>nevent1q…ry6s</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I believe!!! 😍✨ 2025-09-24T16:42:48Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsxcxgr7m5t62fpawyezavmq3efcl9r85fwel7qsesn3fd6st8mh0qzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86f9yucw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgm2g4c8ru80lzhk6fuh7ygczv6hddacaj5q4ynshnqyxhfk0sfns3hf5xc'>nevent1q…f5xc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yesssss 2025-09-24T16:40:48Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqvsr8h2c4xy4erap5t36mjldrp00pdacy6m0gj0p5f4dey49eejqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86fjn6sz Jello Dolly<br/><br/>It&#39;s Hello Dolly but with gelatin slime people. <br/><br/>Is this something? 2025-09-24T16:31:24Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszck3m44xeu2vxhunr0vnpuh5z58tljqew5tnwu5slxmk8f47dhhszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u8622jx6z In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsgu3vpa2r6hskcptpaank62j82d5dk26c2mlz0ar5mt25lqx38qqgg7mvlf'>nevent1q…mvlf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>:blobcatheart: 2025-09-24T06:07:41Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsw0galrfcmcpx936f4dyfzp844mj5a9wlcq83xju93gaq7jkggwaczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86vt0p5f In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2kww69dudj0p3e4j4vqe2qnstvnp9y5e6e89pmkapf0rutzgf57c9pak0x'>nevent1q…ak0x</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yay! Good to know. This is reassuring. Thank you!!!!! 🥰💖✨ 2025-09-23T21:19:59Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsp2cc9eegar0yclajt9tun7qqnfh2grh7ervtfnkkjm4etnt5us5qzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86u6hkd5 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx6esejxvexwvzu7g026ewqz4l2cn7jaqg8hm7kya85vm7gj4aaashvfwm9'>nevent1q…fwm9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>okay, thank you. I have a very high pain tolerance but I&#39;ve been lead to believe it&#39;s practically traumatizing. I don&#39;t normally worry about pain, but between being exhausted and the way it&#39;s spoken about, it&#39;s just been painted as this whole big terrifying thing. <br/><br/>But they also told me that about the wound dressing, and I actually enjoyed that being removed because it was making me itchy and blistered and tearing it off felt like the best scratch of an itch ever lol 2025-09-23T21:16:54Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqspghde3fgfl9ygpck3qceg44xzzth3378x9vk3uppk2u9lgwkp7wszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86g28zje In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsquxp5wkums09wsqf9cdx9n492ev3hzzdvw4patrjlmeeg5zw8zaq20kaj0'>nevent1q…kaj0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>And also, packing &amp; catheter are removed soon and I&#39;m very much afraid of that, but that&#39;s just a pain thing. Wish me luck. :) 2025-09-23T21:05:15Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsquxp5wkums09wsqf9cdx9n492ev3hzzdvw4patrjlmeeg5zw8zaqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u860hj4s0 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswaanftvac0a6jtk5n0zg45r3yuflplkgcqwdx3cckz0swhljdxuga5xdg0'>nevent1q…xdg0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I shouldn&#39;t have to give this disclaimer, but the world is on fire. This is my journey, and I&#39;ve been so fortunate. But it&#39;s not everyone&#39;s, and not all who deserve this are afforded it, and not all who are afforded it desire it. I don&#39;t want to imply by my own feelings that any of this is more valid or empowering than another&#39;s experience. I just wish to share my own, and my wish that everyone is afforded what is rightfully belonged to them, and my curse on anyone who seeks to prevent their rights from being bestowed. 2025-09-23T21:04:21Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqswaanftvac0a6jtk5n0zg45r3yuflplkgcqwdx3cckz0swhljdxugzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86k4hx4z In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2w80fqalt37udqdxu3r93e9ha5c9drsduht5jj5axyewaaat8llsth8vjl'>nevent1q…8vjl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Today, I had my bandages removed. <br/><br/>I cried last night in anticipation. Mostly I was just exhausted and overwhelmed, but there was a hint of just plain being scared. <br/><br/>Scared of decades of baggage that had built up. I even told my spouse that I didn&#39;t really know what I was scared of. Functionally, I could already feel that this was so right, and I had already cried this happy tears. Aesthetically, I have seen my surgeon&#39;s work and I know what they&#39;re capable of, and it&#39;s incredibly impressive. I knew that healing has been going wonderfully. No matter what I would look like, I was going to be happy, because I felt right, and I knew it would look good. <br/><br/>But until the bandages were removed, I was living in decades of desire, dreams, despair, potential, and possibility. Nothing was tangible, it all lived in the future, the unknown, and for far too long and all-too often, the impossible. <br/><br/>I don&#39;t often fear the unknown in this way. I crave the turning of the world, the change inherent in all things, the ephemeral, and the restructured experience our stardust experiences of itself in cycles and waves. <br/><br/>But I was scared. <br/><br/>But the moment passed. My bandages were removed this morning. And I&#39;m beautiful. And I am happy. And I feel invigorated.<br/><br/>This surgery, this ceremonial right, is so brutal, and it is so beautiful. There is beauty in the brutality itself. <br/><br/>When the goddess Inanna sat beneath a tree and truly took notice of her vulva for the first time, she was in awe of its beauty, of her beauty. And in that moment, she made a decision that it was time to take upon herself the power and strength that she felt rightly belonged to her. <br/><br/>I hoped to feel the same in that moment. <br/><br/>Maybe I was afraid that I wouldn&#39;t.<br/><br/>But I did and I do. 2025-09-23T20:56:59Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqspsapwzasvs8jpr987e20tkjvszplrnxzrjg3qsaphfrnyukvqs2gzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86zml8xf In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsd997qpqcqfjg3uxdh9jpkvkj5f0h3spfdk6jyeg57x6yedjhyuxq2k2gmw'>nevent1q…2gmw</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>thank you so much!! 🙏✨ 2025-09-22T23:14:53Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsrt8662gycdthvc6dqmu02xc52afwnaer3cmtrtfkzsxq4x5tpgmgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86s4hw3n In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsxpj7xsv2u9mphjeeljxke8zd74s9cms7nysfafuhl04w646x8fxgrez0qf'>nevent1q…z0qf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>such a wonderful time, Willow, and it meant so much to have y&#39;all stop by 💖✨ 2025-09-22T16:46:46Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9px56p6stvfr5x5jmu2x4hepzqxlchhz05um8928fzm7k8f0cvlczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u866q3gtx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst5jkhuysx3sh699qhxnxmcs3ep8htqxmujewzcmruu8chjmmmu7ctljxlg'>nevent1q…jxlg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>of course :) had them the day before, too! Best ones around, I&#39;m told! They were great! 2025-09-22T16:45:32Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsva4zmgnp2mynmeyxmzr6mxpvg6znclh6muvhvzd23q37mhuk33gczyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86ds7jcc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2w80fqalt37udqdxu3r93e9ha5c9drsduht5jj5axyewaaat8llsth8vjl'>nevent1q…8vjl</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Also, I had a couple visitors yesterday and I didn&#39;t ask if I could tag them (feel free to tag yourself, friends), but I was so happy to see them yesterday. So much joy. 🥰✨ 2025-09-22T16:41:15Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2w80fqalt37udqdxu3r93e9ha5c9drsduht5jj5axyewaaat8llszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86m62aj4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8ylvg99ketfxky9vrt83tcakchdmq3zetndyqp4w8easmk0tpdxq7ht7xq'>nevent1q…t7xq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I got my dilators today! But I don&#39;t use them till tomorrow after I get my wound dressing off. <br/><br/>They showed me the largest one and explained that that one had already been inside of me, because they need it there for spacing out and sewing up the vaginal canal, etc. Which is wild. The small dilator is intimidating enough, but the large one is scary when you&#39;re still healing-- not that you would use it until you&#39;re much more healed. But also it&#39;s very comforting to know that the large one was *already* there, and so I know what I&#39;ll be capable of. <br/><br/>I&#39;ve had some issues with my wound vac constantly through the night, but the surgical team isn&#39;t worried because it&#39;s basically already done its job and anything else is just extra. <br/><br/>I&#39;m hitting all my benchmarks really well. <br/><br/>I&#39;m physically uncomfortable, but it&#39;s just pain, and it&#39;s not always an issue. I take acetaminophen/paracetamol and gabapentin. That&#39;s it. I&#39;m offered more, but don&#39;t feel it to be necessary for me. <br/><br/>But mostly, I&#39;m just so very happy. I have such deep relief and profound happiness. I didn&#39;t think this was ever going to be possible for me, but here I am, and I just feel so lucky, so fortunate. <br/><br/>Okay, nap now. 😴 2025-09-22T16:39:02Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs8ylvg99ketfxky9vrt83tcakchdmq3zetndyqp4w8easmk0tpdxqzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86j87kd2 Walking laps. Feeling good. Healing well. Spouse is headed out to bring back tacos. 💖✨<br/><br/>Now I need a nap.<br/> <img src="https://chaosfemtw.files.fedi.monster/media_attachments/files/115/248/891/054/324/076/original/732bf0ed537bfa37.jpg"> <br/> 2025-09-22T16:30:39Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs8e4c7uf092yf7ya37sklhh3gf8t2fxetnlr8pvxt8g774pkatdqszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86tn4duc In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqt3cykllxdnpasnpk5r8cstglwdvzywqkyr233rnxvxzmed5mtfgakhn60'>nevent1q…hn60</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>no, I didn&#39;t. Show me! :) 2025-09-22T10:34:57Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsx07dk46eew57urmufd3xus7yvpmztfpqe002neyc4juzk02qmtlszyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86w58twy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsx56fk5uf0gwslpj2ccun8k92rkrydf3ns5vf95yzftyndsfwzjqsmsr4sm'>nevent1q…r4sm</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>this is wonderful, Luci. I want it in zine form! It&#39;s beautiful ✨ 2025-09-22T08:33:43Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsf0wewf44j8upenqaeeh5haeff7rmyzqk3rnuz7rvs80nwn5tfscgzyqxqvuf6xplw52yqfwr96ja8vnczfpglxeyyp47slvetlzdcp5u86q0uv42 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqhvtrdw26qt4p665z9vg760f76huqssts0n8qs5flmxlwr0k5rdc8wf323'>nevent1q…f323</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>🥰💖✨ 2025-09-21T17:53:45Z