2023-02-02T07:27:38Z https://njump.me fyhwtur https://njump.me/npub1s2l0elf8d5v8jg2ms8wr4286hl4fsdy8psz6spttlfg27dg74p9sucu8k9 https://pfpmaker.com/_nuxt/img/profile-3-1.3e702c5.png https://pfpmaker.com/_nuxt/img/profile-3-1.3e702c5.png https://njump.me/nevent1qqsyxz2yt3mwx7k3nwf2pwrduewqtqup2atd0yt6tvj3n2cqprf6kjczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk983wnh Why there is no feed why this fuck shit so difficult to understand 2026-09-02T16:01:09Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsp36tzzdm72w0uj6p96s9232xeqcmdmpfklcrya32h4wqwt8kcjrqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk69fydv Mark it the fucking 39 2026-09-02T15:58:58Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsgdujae7pd2x4pt3ezkc6zyd52rayxke6938muyxgc78x0549tsjgzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykm63p96 过了这么多年我好像还没有任何长进，瑕疵还是那些瑕疵缺陷还是那些缺陷，路径依赖就真的停留在十几二十岁的样子。明明知道没什么绕不过去的烦恼，但仍然会白天喝酒来稍微舒服一点。我他妈该死 2026-08-08T01:51:49Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2fj8ga443uk2p5n3tk3892u5sjqej7xhmtmllvgzalevx7wnfx3czyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykntpfaf Why am I obsessed?<br/>Not every damn question has an answer, even if they do, you don’t really want to know 2026-01-20T08:51:02Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0dr3xewutjmrf7mtqr9tead2d02rpl2lm93tm5j2ep3j90x5gymgzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk9gjxn7 You had your fun, now it’s time to let go. Be water, my friend 2025-10-16T04:02:47Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsz8sem55kk6flqd0afpp88zs0xnnz3fm06k0tv3faxlf35q8rekuqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk9e3fx0 I take blue pills to stay hard, is it a shame? No, it’s not. It feels good 2025-09-01T06:13:25Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsdk5t0wglxlh4cqvlmc8lakmqpgaahge5wcd79j8m299am6kk6spczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykzmpx68 纵欲过度原来是这个感觉（还挺棒的）。我是因为找不到内心的真实情感追求在试图代偿，还是真的喜欢啊？<br/><br/> <img src="https://image.nostr.build/1ed019b0992078b18008ba44bdaee603222cc4b163c23d953c04972411c3fb5d.jpg"> 2025-09-01T01:13:46Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsv7pag97eakddlkpxx30l50zucawextsfdgf625n8sg7xfzmeu6agzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk6y96ug If I really do have cancer, maybe it’s a relief. Why me? Well. 2025-06-10T06:02:33Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9d6qnhtf70h603crptr06t4uy8j38xuqjcfxv6hj5u59z7h5rwpczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykpdk8d2 For I can’t even fucking remember how long, I felt sexually contented. This is fucking weird. Am I getting old, or she’s too good 2025-04-07T02:10:34Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsgjw4539s29hal3qypaawsm8wc96ew000tygckfd58qpvjc4nuckgzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yklv44fk Watching the Harrison dude eating in the Ned. I do miss eating there with you Sophia 2024-12-11T16:10:50Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsy2z89j03rmuv6wgx0aune68x8222y67hhf66g7fk2ekpclaey6lqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykfts6ss Just look into the mirror for yourself, what the fuck do you have to offer? You don’t deserve those savoury bites, you’re fucking loser 2024-11-20T05:01:24Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqst60eyecc92ke5lumuewydnc2r2q3hw250feutag7d49h77c9htrczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk63stur Isn’t this the best outcome? A way out of this situationship, no need to make up stupid excuses why I couldn’t spend the night, also saves the 💰 for hospitality, 💰 that I don’t have. In whichever way this is the best outcome, almost like as if she knew. So why the fuck to feel upset? Did I take it real? Maybe I just can’t handle rejection correctly, fuck my emotions 2024-11-20T04:58:16Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsg8aafq2m4muvrrc66qxlqscvrvpavwxqj2m3c2w4p97aagnn0d9szyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk5nkcv5 Didn’t know I’d be so much prone to emotions. Turning to B side, I really had nothing to offer. This saga of accepting kindness without giving back has to end, at some point, sooner or later. Life is so much the same, it’s just when it comes to saying farewell, it’s always hard. I wish that I could say that, I have had a wonderful life / 2024-11-18T07:53:54Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqqf6dgf3v2nz4pr0hrmd69gmcptl0tcpvnlghr7smcdc24lm9c4szyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykvx4l3g Dreamy dreams had stayed in radio silence for days and she demonstrated to have come to my town. What do I do? 2024-11-17T13:24:25Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqstczq2rj48wpdgf2vlg73anr7yj60unw5azdke6370nf9ct2mpreszyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykayks4s Oh wow, what the fuck is happening here 2024-11-17T13:22:33Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsdy8krauyh7ckyegx0dm26qsal00ndux3kla69d7jq5t6yy937kzqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykq3ydl9 I crawled over the finishing line, 2 mins before the gate close. Both my legs crumped like fuck, every step was a pain, didn’t want to give up. Just keep the pace and finish, already late so don’t worry about the actual result, just focus on every step, even if it’s fucking painful 2024-10-28T05:46:02Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs928fqzjnj04zdp6sc0fgtq23q2qklmlggxnjycwt8m78kykxkusgzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk09hxtk Mom being temperamental about money was sad, and it shocked me, whether to continue or not 2024-10-26T22:19:54Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs9te7nfdd7y964yzcafex2wzf6yvdafdue7g30x4lctf8wtft6fkqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykfwkwsx I don’t want to be poor, but if I have to be, no I don’t have to 2024-10-23T07:44:15Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsfnc7jeykle4u5yf4ncmttfrmhg2rqw5qzx2rqm6p9xfx2u6lsl3szyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykc5ywhs I have to check the price before calling a cab, and picked the cheapest one. Fuck me 2024-10-23T07:43:43Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqspfm3jv2vnhtmsnwxrnrm70wl8nnk6649sj98zku09sf20teptlsczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykmwre4z 怎么才能不那么致郁 2024-10-09T02:53:06Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsvruna7mwxw5mpursn3fdjyhfatxmgdekulfn88a8m8lckvavr8nczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykywzwn7 I’ve lost interests in fucking, geez. 逆境果然让人成长 2024-09-26T09:38:38Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsgxf7w8vttye7wmtdvvw4n4qq9lqxqfq5j22u47z6mwvmt9tlyvwczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykr4hsqf 「愿你你一切都好，都顺利」 2024-09-04T18:05:03Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqswxytvsah83lt99cpehdxmxvnje5da9xjfg3d2aevvwv0vv3m83zqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk5zhe3m 我不怕死，我也不怕我死之后没人照顾我爸妈。号练废了，删档重玩 2024-09-04T17:06:37Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsdrrnupdx3mnjd50e3a632cvt7mr552p0z5nc7k2rv4qjxr8t7d9gzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykdsn0qf 再也回不到2015年那个夏天了 2024-09-03T09:10:30Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsfnfsysqmssg77g773x4cu5pukfu2393xpxrth06ygucejn5fn68czyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykcvekc8 Unlocked new all time low <img src="https://image.nostr.build/36da044ae31800079387eeed55dfce377c207460872289d25034ad26b4511baf.jpg"> 2024-09-02T15:55:27Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsygzf5n3e99ld0lr4tt8p6sh5zep4k2c8qcgmzys94mu4y09r2vtszyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yka8tgy5 I’m broke, probably not the only one. 人生就是起起落落 2024-08-20T03:37:21Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqstlu6p2x3crk3r8lh3zrl3477v0au0yc7gxjmf2a8p0nl4t2ed96gzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykhyts24 I saw two young English speaking girls waiting for a cab at the same spot as me, one brown long hair with Indian decent, one mixed chinese. Both in their early 20s or even teens. They are so energetic, chatting about nonsense in life, going to have a good night out. God I wish I could join them. Just to feel young again, full of energy again, not having to worry about so much shitz again. Oh boy 2024-06-28T15:53:33Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszug46ec2lh82z6dd3psjr6r7nf35qd6q0rs03rufjxtvlf6yan3qzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yklhj9nn If crypto doesn’t go up, I’m broke. I will miss being alive, let alone winning. Driving, hoteling, drinking, fucking. All these, when you broke, have gone puff puff. Life goes on, losing and winning are boring 2024-06-19T23:42:06Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2vx3ht9tsqfl57cwtnp3r0cz0sgs4mzn77539rv8vwxf8vcl369szyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yktjt2qs 钱难挣，屎难吃啊真是他妈的鸡掰 2024-06-14T04:59:28Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqstdc4rqd0m97mruy4hltf8ev8y7p26pd3dpg4k4fecvea2afdqm3szyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykxtslns Why is it so hard Making money from crypto market, it’s like eating shit 2024-06-14T04:57:49Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsgkxzqcuctfnzwtvxpfhgzkrazpqkaqdp0249u6pqe779tnxutnygzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk80s7lg I’m honestly confused. How do I win? 2024-06-11T02:15:31Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsteeyjqdpkacwfcf85wwwemngzj8kt70e38mg4eqjnf8xwhjcxr0czyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk3um59t I thought I’d have this “I feel so at home” feeling after sniffing the same old shite smell in Heathrow. No, it’s so foreign, dated, weird and distant. Also not everyone is fuckable. Hopefully the one tonight is 2024-05-06T08:06:20Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszanjrwgsfk5nwt935866e7czej939wzz97lh0d6xazu9uxfhehfszyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk7d8ujf It’s nice being alive. I think I’m gonna miss it 2024-05-01T15:03:09Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqz00qzapq7nhmu0edd49n5lz4agct4t5732v3unu0lg5e08540eqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk7e09kt when she told me that she is already in a relationship, I still feel weird. It’s not sad, it’s weird. Maybe it’s a ceremonial farewell to the past lives settled and done, or maybe it’s out of pure jealousy, or maybe all of those weird dreams that I had will stay dreams. She’s not perfect, so was our marriage. But it might be better off than my current shitshow life. Well if she’s fucking someone else, I might as well get laid soon. I’ll may also get some white English roses too. Handling over my house now become a fucking challenge, fuck this fuck 2024-04-19T09:57:28Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqspqtvvarxrw45ydw56lt78ju4g43enh7fxxz5dngr3le6wju99vxqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykqufcvg Shagging the same chick again, same old place. Chill! I’m still young and beautiful 2024-04-05T09:29:23Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqmr00pvllpq4w0fclj08trkvk8tl03lhn9j5uvrsrr5jclpnq78szyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykweq52k where tf was my nude pic gone? 2024-03-26T16:03:42Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsy6s79d45rx5mrpq8djnevxgumg93ju82gzga6d47ps4frqf2qv4czyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykt8srgm Driving thru the city where I grew up, shagging chicks in the usual place, the smell, the warmth and the spring breeze. I will miss being alive 2024-02-16T04:16:40Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsqdxml0pc3v09eez4fdw2twjxpcc7cccq99spy2w8zzhxf2ejjy9szyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykxz4cty In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8jy8p8n60y3xj8c530vpqmlwcfyvghl7u9eusgs8fc2p0lzu9d4gqsajx3'>nevent1q…ajx3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>没什么奔头，参考 Richard Russell。起飞就是奔头 2023-07-25T10:42:40Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqswfnr6yne2x8h7cehjzpd46epaw9rjw0mcmmchryvvurxs4dxgwdqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykpf6dhy This worldcoin shit, go up up up up you fucking cotton 2023-07-25T10:41:09Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs0zd0mmp2tds6q6fnhsjx9f47mvc0gw69y4eanzjpuwg0y2ja4gpczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykyvlm47 Fuck this toxic valley chick 2023-07-06T01:39:27Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsxym9ftqymcsnfqmswjymrydsrw5k342tx4uymhuruq459n40kv7szyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yke9gv5q Damn I miss the old days 2023-05-28T15:45:51Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsrzjd6pwmp7ax7n8n85dyha5qpvz86ed689t38v9sq6ce8945jahszyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk5c58na I see young girls giggling in front of me, wearing sanders with toes in the air. I miss my ex wife 2023-05-21T13:41:47Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsd3kv6azh8fvzg2tw3faz8r0px3dpkqzktfs6f3psv2qdf6n4tfuszyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykz2k459 卖了个房，再熬几个月 2023-05-21T08:25:16Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqszhdqjnrl9sxv06wurkrgynrle6eh68m6rrh59mnynyjldlcqrytczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykllltym why I always fall into the same pit 2023-05-21T08:24:11Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsyqksejd6gt7e06nnqdey0m5q85uv5v3wn3ng3gwzragh9n6mz0tczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yknr9a9u The duck 2023-03-16T16:55:59Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs862sq5azxz8kgendzw2r0anlu8ngdp3kx9rkyggse8ejeqpz2evqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk39yj05 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstsc9687z8vxh8xtvqmxeg3qm2a3felqhchl6vf9c7qy8stunljyg5mey2h'>nevent1q…ey2h</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>这种人有没可能说的是异性的器官，喜欢肯定喜欢，但是ta拍不出来 2023-02-02T02:05:14Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs27qhjhnj8er4jed3frena3f5jyfpk4qjjh76lfvdulvxwjejwc2szyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yka89mhd In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs927yksjrt5jdqv5xd92d0qnarlme6md6qads3z33jgq5595g03vs20ugka'>nevent1q…ugka</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I wish you were a real human being, felt nice to be Pat on the back 2023-02-02T01:49:44Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsp32m6pha5tx8mhqjwydt0txy2plcqf4uxpt0ewj3sl2la9pap9aczyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykc7ry7z In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsw3s557phfdakcfr7e5t05d0jjx4l30gs7c6n7wr5rmlyytw0qjkcd9p6tq'>nevent1q…p6tq</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Sorry mate, I should’ve been nicer, just like in the real world 2023-02-02T01:32:02Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqsz7s802hhshdfwt4v2vwft6r2kr3qx44a9m6ucctup4ag0q3l4dzqzyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykn4l5sd 发简中的怎么都看着这么傻逼，诶，我好像也在发简中 2023-02-02T01:25:58Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs07pkx5y0mlpvwmngzvl96f87w2ve3h3wfqjzaardjusz8a5ch5xszyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65ykjxuavx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst5umacl9yav0mk4llzrhjt0kj8qw8gw2j66g5awpdep64a2w5d9qfzp5cr'>nevent1q…p5cr</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Fuck no 2023-02-02T01:20:17Z https://njump.me/nevent1qqs2zn3wdkehf853e833m7xxc3wyxd6fm9t9qemtxfuqxg0zxepqtgszyzptal8ayak3s7fptwqacw4gl2l74xp5suxqt2q9d0a9pte4r65yk84nvea What a shitty client is this horseshitz 2023-02-02T01:17:42Z