SimplySarah on Nostr: patience is the key word, i realized how patient i was....in three years, i only ...

patience is the key word, i realized how patient i was....in three years, i only caught myself once going so far where i had to check myself. (i didn't do anything but the thoughts, man).......my grandmother was very responsible, so when she was stuck in her loop, i would answer the same question allllllllll day long. "Sarah, did I pay my rent?" "Yes, Grandma, you did".....I tried everything to get her out of that loop. But we did it, and she felt safe with me. I was completely burnt out by year three, and my most mentally stressing time, its a challenge. The best advice I can offer is once she doesn pass, you will look back and go this was an experience, I did the best I could, and I did it with patience. (side note: have you ever thought about the people in your life and if they would do that for you in that state? that was a big wake up call for who was in my life)