A few things have transpired to send me down into the dark dungeon again of depression. I'm numb. I've surrendered to the drowning (I've been drowning for a long time. I've just stopped fighting for air now.) I've given up because I don't have the strength to fight anymore and really no support to help carry me through this time.
And yet, I am about to work on a print copy of my book, have done my chores for the last several days, and am pushing on, just a ghost.
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