Lamp on Nostr: why does creativity spontaneously erupt like vomit? I'd be mindless and aimless for ...

why does creativity spontaneously erupt like vomit? I'd be mindless and aimless for the longest time until a random night I can't sleep cause my mind is fucking exploding with novel ideas and aspirations and excitement... tomorrow I'll wake up feeling like a mindless zombie again and it'll be all gone and I will never achieve anything