Taking your medicine every day is hard. I wonder why this is?
Like, I have this wonderful drug that keeps me alive and minimizes the number of hours I lose per day to obsessive thought spirals, and yet .... it is not easy to take. I do take it, but it's work. It should not be work! I should be delighted this pill exists and keeps me alive. Of course there are side effects, but the biggest side effect is Being Here, which is a very welcome one.
It's so weird to be a mammal with consciousness.