npub1sp89mqcudqkwjufst77p8vun8qwj5fcgw3vvzk4vt5nak59v8asqcqr6qm (npub1sp8…r6qm) My wife has said for years, if you are going to murder - suicide just reverse the order and do everyone a favor.
I actually know someone who jumped off a bridge rather than hurt/kill people like the voices were telling him to.