［ｐｙｒａｔｅ］ on Nostr: I've certainly adopted a lot of this mentality and have had it for a while. Even when ...

I've certainly adopted a lot of this mentality and have had it for a while. Even when things were "normal" in respect to my perspective. I am slow to warm up and trust people. This is probably why things in my life are more difficult, and fewer doors open to me.