ethereal goddess olivia :olivia_flag: on Nostr: i'm trying super hard not to be as down on myself or hard on myself as i used to be ...
i'm trying super hard not to be as down on myself or hard on myself as i used to be but i still need to be honest about how i feel sometimes. i don't always feel like i deserve the love that i get, but idk if that's a bad thing. it's a consistent feeling i always have. it's not going away. but i'm trying not to let it consume me anymore. but i feel like it's only right to express it because it's just a part of who i am i guess
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