npub1jh…8xj6y on Nostr: Gm y'all! Idk what's going on, just feeling like there's so much energy trapped ...

Gm y'all!

Idk what's going on, just feeling like there's so much energy trapped inside of me and feeling irritated. Want to scream or run nonstop until I can't.

Maybe it's a hormone thing.
Maybe I'm frustrated with certain aspects of my life or my fears. Idk.
Maybe because I didn't get to explore yesterday.
Maybe I haven't had new people in my life for a while.
Maybe I still don't have somebody I can just pick up the phone and call for dinner.
Maybe because I still had to drive far to join a meetup at a set time to have some human interactions and no real in-person friendship has manifested from all that efforts of a year and half.
Maybe getting "human interactions" only through this little screen is bullsh*t to me at this time!!!

Idk.

Either way, I'm up to get into some shizzles now.
Frustration level: red alert high.

I kinda just want to get in my car and drive off somewhere. And maybe I'll do just that.

Hope y'all have a better Saturday than me!! 💖💖