satoroca on Nostr: And another key element in asking for a retribution is myself. I invest time, energy ...

And another key element in asking for a retribution is myself.
I invest time, energy and knowledge in it.
And I have to be away from my family for the night. And leave other obligations for the day.
The fact that some of that reciprocity is energy coming to me also tunes me into the value for value frequency in which I will go and deposit there something I am and I truly value. Which is my service to the people.

I organize and work. I prepare myself. I gather the things and I talk to the people. They fundamentally trust me. I built that trust in that value for value direction.
I guide them and advise them based on my experiences and knowledge. And I guard them while they are vulnerable in their journeys. I guard the fire and the smokes and the altar. And I make sure they have the most safe and significant experience.

If I don't receive something in exchange for that I deplete myself and my family and I don't give value to those actions and knowledge myself. So I don't value myself, so I don't have appreciation for what I do. So in a negative loop I deliver a poor thing. I deliver that energy.