Don't want to invade on your privacy so here goes:
If you want a kid & are overthinking it, just stop & go for it. You're a bitcoiner, babies are meant for bitcoiners.
If you don't want a kid, respect. Nobody should decide for you.
If the situation is complicated, I'll let myself out now.
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