pollyanna on Nostr: that's it. I mostly question my own thoughts and this conversation helped me see that ...

that's it. I mostly question my own thoughts and this conversation helped me see that I was holding something. I was afraid of expressing my thoughts because "I must question and be open" and everything I say seems closed. but it is true that all I say is closed if I'm not willing to be transformed by the conversation, if I'm afraid of losing all my beliefs haha so it brought me to experience letting go these beliefs of not believing as a way to experience.

I'm sorry, I'll send that even thinking it is confusing, but this really touched me.