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LYRICS:
I’m 26 yet I’m feeling like I’m 68
life is moving too fast I’m having trouble keepin’ pace
haunted by a past that’s waiting to be erased
troubled by environment that I call a disgrace
I know these bad thoughts I feel like they are getting me
lately I’ve been feeling empty with no trace of energy
you cannot give me shit I am my greatest enemy
just try to keep it positive, this is what they’re telling me
how am I ‘posed to be positive when I don’t see shit positive?
all I see is what I could and who I gotta be
feeling like I’m Em back in 1999
nothing to lose if you wanna fight me fight me fight me now!
fuck your whole clique and your happy go lucky shit
you think you the shit but you really a fucking bitch
I am the one you can never be fucking with
becoming a beast crossed off my bucket list
You pop another bottle, you pop another pill
you know I can’t be bothered, you know I keep it real
I don’t pop pills and I don’t sip lean
and all this alcohol, get that shit away from me
i drank enough when i was young when i was just a kid
never said no to shit, that’s just what i did
as I’m getting older moves getting more calculated
heart is getting colder but I’m feeling like I’m bout to make it
finish this track, maybe my last one
restart my life like I never ever had one
holding my guardian angels for some ransom
if Nas is god’s son then I’m the grandson
i can see the light can you please let me have some
before I walk out to the porch with my dad’s gun
yeah life’s a bitch that’s how it happens
and if you lived it wrong forget about compassion
I’m 26 yet I’m feeling like I’m 68
life is moving too fast I’m having trouble keepin’ pace
haunted by a past that’s waiting to be erased
troubled by environment that I call a disgrace
I know these bad thoughts I feel like they are getting me
lately I’ve been feeling empty with no trace of energy
you cannot give me shit I am my greatest enemy
just try to keep it positive, this is what they’re telling me
how am I ‘posed to be positive when I don’t see shit positive?
all I see is what I could and who I gotta be
feeling like I’m Em back in 1999
nothing to lose if you wanna fight me fight me fight me now!
fuck your whole clique and your happy go lucky shit
you think you the shit but you really a fucking bitch
I am the one you can never be fucking with
becoming a beast crossed off my bucket list
You pop another bottle, you pop another pill
you know I can’t be bothered, you know I keep it real
I don’t pop pills and I don’t sip lean
and all this alcohol, get that shit away from me
i drank enough when i was young when i was just a kid
never said no to shit, that’s just what i did
as I’m getting older moves getting more calculated
heart is getting colder but I’m feeling like I’m bout to make it
finish this track, maybe my last one
restart my life like I never ever had one
holding my guardian angels for some ransom
if Nas is god’s son then I’m the grandson
i can see the light can you please let me have some
before I walk out to the porch with my dad’s gun
yeah life’s a bitch that’s how it happens
and if you lived it wrong forget about compassion