Yes it was you 😊. "You are probably just an innocent idiot geek who thought you could build something to meet more women" is not the case. Oh sure, I'm innocent. And sure I'm a geek. But I am not trying to "meet more women". I quit trying to "meet more women" at age 35 when [REDACTED]. After that I have zero interest in meeting women. It wasn't just her, every relationship brought me more work and pain and suffering than it brought me good. They were always net-negatives for me. It took me far to long too recognize. I'm very happy now living alone, and looking back, seeking women and in particular being in a relationship with someone was always the most unhappy part of my life. Why would I fuck up my good life now? I wouldn't.
It is a personality thing. It seems that this is not true for most people. Most people do better with a partner. I'm one of the few people who doesn't.
And to quell rumors about what was redacted: no I don't have an STD, no I have never been violent towards anybody, no I have never had a drug or alcohol problem.
I wanted nostr to grow as much as possible and I didn't think a sausage party would be ameniable to growth.
M. Dilger /
npub1ac…9p35c
2024-04-02 01:46:43
in reply to nevent1q…g22w
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2024-04-02 01:46:43Event JSON
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