Okay, so today's suffering is leading me to once again wonder what the fuck is going on with me.
My physical symptoms today have included a couple of rounds of vomiting but mostly have involved shaking. Like, those times when you get too cold and your body shakes? Yeah, that's me, lying in bed because I'm helpless to do much else, waiting for whatever the fuck is going on has passed.
As far as I have been able to tell so far, this is all a presentation of trauma, there's nothing actually physical wrong with me. I've had tests for a zillion neurological issues and all of them come up negative.
So there's a thing where it's like a physical panic response, like that feeling when you've gotten off a rollercoaster... but it lasts for hours and can build up into debilitating shakes where I have to go lie down.
IF ANYONE OUT THERE HAS THESE SYMPTOMS AND HAS A DIAGNOSIS AND IS RECEIVING HELPFUL TREATMENT PLEASE GET IN TOUCH.
I'm unemployed, losing hope, and needing some change.
ErgonWolf /
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