If I were to give my self a good advice for my older self it would be that to never date someone who is addicted to any kind of drugs and to take a leave when one of your relative passes away, do not force a company above all at any costs. Should have said no when I should have.
The main betrayal otherwise was though done to me in Lugano at Lugano Plan B Forum when I was forcefully removed from the conference for wearing a privacy mask on site. I was extremely upset that back at home I was the problem, not the treatment that I have received at the conference, instead of holding my side, they protected those who dragged me out for absolutely no reason.
Still consider to have a beef over this, that I never managed to settle, that nobody literally held my side at home over my removal from the conference for absolutely no reason at all and it was referred to as a "disgrace" rather then a disaster for privacy at a conference.
Did years of consistency and representation of privacy meant nothing at this point? I have seriously considered laying off the mask and not attending any more conferences due to this experience. And I think I have ultimately did that in the end.
But the ultimate betrayal came after a payroll dispute I had with
Max over a leave period I needed to recover from the past months of stress, loss and other issues I had after going to the conferences. Don't understand me wrong, the problem here weren't the guys, I still consider Rafe and Max great guys and good leaders for Wasabi ultimately.