I was a kid when I first started seeing your symptoms. I was interested and paid attention and it didn't take long to understand that you were a really sick. It was not a seasonal flu, but a serious illness. A child's mind is interesting because I started to adapt to a sick world. I couldn't resist the truth that there is a lot wrong in this place and human destiny can be really ugly and terrible. The adults around me felt that I was the one with the symptoms, and partly they were right. I brought up the problem by being fascinated by the culture that brought it up. I idolize freedom fighters, those brave ones who dared to speak the truth and oppose the force that wants the world to stay sick. I broke the law because morality didn't mean anything, the whole talk about justice and values was bullshit to keep the sheep in their fold, it was ether my joyment or giving up my toughts. I drowned my mind in drugs to relieve the pain and i lost my self.
Now I see it differently. The world is still sick and so am I. I am severely depressed, I experience strong social anxiety and states of fear. However, I and the world are sick in a different way. I place morality, justice and equality above all else. I believe that my task here is to learn to live every day more according to my own values, because I know that I am with good intentions. Im part of medicine. And even if im not, i could be part of the illness. I see world as it is, pain and suffer, but beauty too. Im like most of us, human soul.
Still no one listens to me. The same people still wish that I would rather not see it or at least keep quiet. And they don't have to listen, because I know that so many in their hearts think the same and finally I can communicate with them by channeling my existing energy towards the truth that I can see when I close my eyes and dream of a world that is no longer sick.
No wars, no hate. Just peaceful human interactions, where truth is guiding us towards our destinity. Where future is brighter.
Im still sick and most likely will be, but im sure that if i live right and do my best to get well, then truthful world is better for me than this where you can always blame others, becouse everything is a based on made up lie. Truth will give peoples reason to follow their belives, and in my belives I'm standing on my own feets.
#bitcoin 🧡
other option is just go bäng bäng, becouse why not if me fixing my shit != (more for me || you working harder)
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