Diyana on Nostr: True. Though, I feel more present to the subconscious patterns right now coming to be ...
True. Though, I feel more present to the subconscious patterns right now coming to be seen that are a part of the unconscious pull of wanting to be small and stay hidden, to not stand out or be seen because sooner or later I will end up messing up, doing/getting something "wrong", failing, falling flat on my face, embracing myself and having to deal with shame and the judgement...
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