rae

https://bio.cutiegarden.org/@akarin#

simplex: https://simplex.chat/contact#/?v=2-5&smp=smp%3A%2F%2F6iIcWT_dF2zN_w5xzZEY7HI2Prbh3ldP07YTyDexPjE%3D%40smp10.simplex.im%2FRhK--nslXiCZTTtKt4_JhP5S6OlLJjgp%23%2F%3Fv%3D1-2%26dh%3DMCowBQYDK2VuAyEAFbhPMzYdcg7_SAd3uUOfclab4kqgCtByx4R2q-2yzmU%253D%26srv%3Drb2pbttocvnbrngnwziclp2f4ckjq65kebafws6g4hy22cdaiv5dwjqd.onion
pgp fingerprint: 0DCB 35D7 7501 390F 104E 76EF A6DC 043E 986E 43F9
matrix: ask ^^
session: 0524f6310caaf08c9b2f220f02c42e8b2d52e41b7aefad25e9d2770f054563353d
pronouns: https://pronouns.rape.pet/@rae

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npub10pg4jwl0ykfnr2u7q2yxkuxmv2rgcw9nmxs0puqa665l6dfrzhyqy9a73p

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nos.lol

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2025-01-19 11:18:03 GMT

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I don't think you understand those users are also spreading those rumors to non-pedi instances and creating targets on my back. They also scare people off and make them paranoid.
Your timeline wasn't really "diverse", pedi just was never that big.

2025-01-19 11:11:03 GMT

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I'm just doing that for a bit and seeing how it goes. I've defedded a couple instances for a week or two and no one really noticed. I don't think our communities overlap that much

2025-01-19 11:09:50 GMT

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yeah and I just feel like it's stunting our potential on making communities. I've just seen pedi implode so many times and it's always just not separating groups of people. The past "map" communities I've been in have been closer to cutiegarden and I relate to those people. I never encountered people with "biasto" fantasies before, but I do think it's cute and fun to hear people express that.
I don't want you guys to do anything you don't want to do, but gvent and simp are just what I am used to community wise and most people on pedi don't like such things.

2025-01-19 11:04:46 GMT

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yeah you have been good about that ty ^^

2025-01-19 11:04:18 GMT

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We did on rape.pet and it was just past each other. I just think people can't fathom me thinking that I find non-nude and even nude pretty morally neutral and I don't really consider 14 and up "children" so I'm just never having much of a moral dilemma about anything while people feel like they are on the verge of hell fire.
I don't want people to *force* themselves to believe X or Y on my account. I just want people who want to be on my instances to be there and everyone else just do what they want to do.

2025-01-19 11:00:30 GMT

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"maybe rae is right, maybe this is just how maps are hahahaha" <- seems like a mental break.

2025-01-19 10:59:05 GMT

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Well this instance is going to be gone pretty soon, in an hour.

2025-01-19 10:58:25 GMT

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She just seems like she is on the verge of having a mental break about my views on stuff.

2025-01-19 10:55:33 GMT

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Yeah but if someone is repressing anger over "normal map stuff" then I think maybe my instances aren't the best for people like that to be around

2025-01-19 10:53:55 GMT

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you just started being annoying to Zeke and I don't really have any conversation with you that is pleasant

2025-01-19 10:52:37 GMT

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I mean even Choccy I was always nice to and apparently some convo I had with them made them have a mental breakdown and become an anti for a week. I just feel like maybe we don't have much in common so we need distance.

2025-01-19 10:50:42 GMT

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What's wrong with using "you guys"? It's a clearly defined group of people.
I just want to hang out with friendly people and a group of people who are always talking about me and others when I check up on them aren't friendly. I've been really kind and nice to you guys. I remember when I first met Degen I gave her a vpn slot so they could download a game and then they started hating me for some reason. Even OP in this thread I was extremely nice to and then they started hating me bc I apparently didn't spend enough time with them.
It's exhausting when most people in the world are just pleasant to be around.

2025-01-19 10:38:27 GMT

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I think it's important to look at the history though. It doesn't seem like you guys don't really read what I write so it's impossible to have a productive conversation. I wish you guys the best though.

2025-01-19 09:34:21 GMT

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I just wish rather than complaining about this or that, that "old guard true pedi" would just make instances to show everyone "what pedi is supposed to be like". I'm obviously not going to make instances you guys like just like how I don't expect Fuyu or Zeke to make instances just for me and my friends. It's weird people expect me to buy servers just for a group of 30 people when there are hundreds that enjoy my instances.
Just make your own instance if you think pedi isn't to your liking. I don't even care if my instances are "officially pedi" or not. I don't really care about being associated with "true pedi".

2025-01-19 09:26:04 GMT

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I mean what is "pedi history". I've been in map spaces for well over a decade and it wasn't until what is called NNIA groomed my future girlfriend into posting map flags on twitter to commit social suicide that I knew what a "map" was. Lolicons and maps have been in various spaces since the beginning of the internet and that group of tumblr refugees getting a video from ShoeOnHead was really the "beginning". Those tumblr refugees on twitter with "NOMAP" and alienating people who went on to make NNIA "started pedi history".
People fighting with 15 year old "ironic lolicons" and telling them they were pedophiles started "pro-c" pedi. They went on to make youjo. During this time, there are "maps" all over the internet in little pockets. There was a sizable group of maps that dwarf the population on "pedi" in all sorts of spaces.
"Pedi" was a very small group of people and they don't have a monopoly over being "a map". I don't get why they are so focused on being snide and condescending to people because they started posting map flags 2 year earlier than someone else.

2025-01-19 06:13:35 GMT

other video before we go ><
https://media.eepy.express/media/64bbe74761d262db348b5ad56e28e4f440fe56cf67339489cdb24d89b771e499.mp4

2025-01-18 20:30:47 GMT

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oof sorry yim they got on

2025-01-18 18:33:12 GMT

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um just make an alt, but I have 4 ideas for an eepy like instance and zeke is working on a thing too so it won't be too long.

2025-01-18 18:24:22 GMT

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Yeah I mean Dave became houseless anyway so I doubt it would have mattered, but I did kind of want to hear someone else's side of the story. I kind of feel like hy was bound to get canceled regardless for something bc Ezra thought hy was bad pr. They just needed some justification.

2025-01-18 18:18:53 GMT

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I have no clue, you never returned my session request. I have some theories, but this was nearly a year ago and like obviously that is kind of past that point now. Iirc, you wanted to talk to Lecter and as someone who was outside of standard pedi (my instance was suspended) I wanted to see if people were just throwing Dave under the bus for no reason. I don't really care now though bc I realized "pro-cs" are kind of spineless on here and just throw people under the bus and obviously I was more worried about your parent situation.

2025-01-18 18:11:09 GMT

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I know you as the key to the Dave drama, but you never returned my session request then your parents got mad and it was worrying, but then we talked and I *didn't* send you self harm and suicide videos so I found out you were okay and then you kind of just come here every once in a while bc your parents watch over you a lot.

2025-01-18 18:08:36 GMT

"oh no people are too horny"
"oh no it makes maps look bad if people are horny"
"the thing people hate about maps is they are horny too much, it's literally not the fact they want to fuck children"
"oh no we can see her media"
"oh no we can't see her media"
"wah she posted a kid"
"wah she posted an adult cutting themselves"
"I'm a necrosadist zoomap btw. That means I'm a respectable person who wants to torture kittens to death before raping their corpse. I don't want to be associated with people posting map captions or candy dolls. That would make me look bad!"
https://media.eepy.express/media/307e8962b455a5fe5176fe4eb892d16547b26816d284d2a2b650f4d7b9aad169.mp4

2025-01-18 17:23:25 GMT

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I'm sorry seeing children traumatizes you. You can mute accounts/instances in pleroma's settings. Please have a nice day.
https://media.eepy.express/media/401ff9209f77bc04cc8f32d36363cb649c48f867fcfd8d5693da995421c04b12.mp4

2025-01-18 17:10:22 GMT

https://media.eepy.express/media/2a145d62b3a51c60b6b8735e099414d041db96a3cffc16a26f5aca86cd941496.mp4

2025-01-18 00:27:07 GMT

Haiiiii
https://media.eepy.express/media/405db55a558964c2de7ba4173a86d030be53d48a5b29fde33d0830f1997c943c.mp4

2025-01-18 00:16:40 GMT

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hiii

2025-01-14 06:16:31 GMT

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you could probably make this with just Lucky's instances now lmao.

2025-01-13 23:50:48 GMT

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yeah, let me compile them later

2025-01-13 23:47:56 GMT

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wouldn't*

2025-01-13 23:47:29 GMT

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Just the case of it "missing those factors" was a spycam case where a coach put a hidden camera in a locker room and they argued he didn't produce because the girls weren't acting sexually. In this case I would intuitively think this is child porn, but only a couple factors were missing. A case in 2008 was a dad who stripped his daughter and photographed her genitalia. This is also something I would think is obviously child porn, but they argued not all the criteria were met. I think if we were hosted in the US no provider would want to take a chance without a huge legal team, but I think the response would be way different if "sexual acts" were posted.

2025-01-13 23:40:38 GMT

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Yeah if it shows camel toes it does make sense that it could be applied, but I just don't know of that ever happening. It seems like an issue with the test if bikini pictures from a family outing of a beach could be included.

2025-01-13 23:39:31 GMT

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I just haven't seen a case where the focal point *wasn't* that and contained nudity in that region. I don't think the law would apply otherwise.

2025-01-13 23:29:05 GMT

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But if the picture in question isn't of the "genitalia or anus" it isn't really in consideration. For the dost test to be applicable one or two of those things must be present in some way.

2025-01-13 23:24:05 GMT

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It's one of those things I don't think you would *want* to be caught with and I know if you were caught with 50gb Candy Dolls + 1 gb of CSAM then you were caught with 51gb of CSAM. I think it's fair to treat it and lolicon as potentially illegal to have on your person as an individual, but after looking for a year I just haven't found any evidence that most things are "illegal" in of itself.

2025-01-13 23:21:09 GMT

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There really isn't any evidence Candy Dolls is "illegal" under US federal laws. The Dost test is an attempt to define a ""lascivious exhibition of the genitals or pubic area". The original case involved nudity and most cases I can find where people made the legal argument "X isn't legally child porn" were spy cams in locker rooms/bathrooms and stripping children in their sleep then taking a picture of their genitalia. Kind of something most people would intuitively think is child porn.

2025-01-13 22:41:10 GMT

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Nah I don't really mind that. Just Norvilt likes random posts that contradict each other and I always found that weird. I thought they were a bot for a while.

2025-01-13 13:17:33 GMT

Eepy is such a colourful instance. Brightens up my day every time I log in.
https://media.eepy.express/media/0519a6b9fdba3a6fe64a4fc520a123bd795c5efb24f251335f99fa1f9f63e5ec.png

2025-01-13 12:38:25 GMT

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People minds are blown when you can just google zoo porn and sites show up too.

2025-01-13 12:13:16 GMT

>someone likes a thing
<it's illegal
>I don't see any law that states that
<doesn't matter
>no court cases either?
<I just know okay??

2025-01-13 11:59:55 GMT

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Yeah judicial review sets court precedence for interpreting the constitution. It's what Supreme Court decisions are. It violated the 4th amendment to ban abortions after Roe v. Wade.

2025-01-13 01:44:13 GMT

People who call themselves map just to "trigger the normies" and then flip out over tiktok videos will never not make me laugh.

2025-01-12 18:56:28 GMT

https://media.eepy.express/media/a18ae2b877e182c8f25aec34388efcd8d18e5c1a61570bb2c282665ed79f4f40.mp4

2025-01-12 18:07:10 GMT

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I dunno it gave me weird permission errors and I don't have root acesss to that server + it didn't have encryption.

2025-01-12 18:05:52 GMT

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Jellyfin sucks

2025-01-11 22:19:42 GMT

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Well I'm glad you are doing fairly alr, but yeah it's probably better to take a break.

2025-01-11 21:35:55 GMT

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next time I'm on ^^

2025-01-11 16:16:56 GMT

https://media.eepy.express/media/490f52a7ec99fca352797058057952a81b1cd512fddae7cbdc7251adfb462fe7.png

2025-01-11 14:55:35 GMT

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My friend (who I think left pedi) uses aliexpress https://www.aliexpress.us/item/3256801270546293.html

2025-01-11 04:24:10 GMT

https://media.eepy.express/media/67a36c5338960f862cfde84511bac46b07eda475595f677d2621243b3561dce8.mp4

2025-01-11 02:33:15 GMT

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nothing I'm just making fun of someone's logic

2025-01-11 02:24:42 GMT

>18 year old in a thong
<cp I need to leave
>girl masturbating
<hardcore cp, let me link it
>girl being fucked
<erm? borderline? let me boost

2025-01-11 02:16:03 GMT

Masturbation falls under "softcore" btw

2025-01-11 02:13:01 GMT

Just a reminder, there is a report function if you see a post from another instance that violates the rules.

2025-01-11 02:03:20 GMT

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wow she is dumb lmao

2025-01-11 01:53:27 GMT

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yeah looks like it violates it
https://media.eepy.express/media/d2d844b37bc1a1aeb0bac4ca24aa426d4997ab9cd52c67c1327af952cd83392d.png

2025-01-11 01:51:42 GMT

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that nostr account is banned too from primal, it's just in their cache still lmao. Ig it's their relay that still has it?

2025-01-11 01:47:18 GMT

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The cp you linked doesn't look encrypted.

2025-01-10 21:50:49 GMT

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https://eepy.express/registration/XfXolYyCwnNpzT4pVjjK1AOw0J6ECO3hpXlxSFDxbdY=

2025-01-10 03:04:01 GMT

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w-wha I thought you left :0

2025-01-09 22:09:53 GMT

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Any "real" story from the support forum has always made me go :AnyaShock:

2025-01-09 22:06:51 GMT

anti-c, pro-c, blah blah none of these are in any Nabokov novel or the film adaptions. It's some tumblr nonsense an algorithm fed you during the lock down. It probably was a 4chan psyop or something. I wouldn't know. I just think prepubescent children are cute.

2025-01-09 19:02:12 GMT

esl caption
https://media.eepy.express/media/a054810e8fea2e93ba1250110b024410f4ae7dab33313f4f0122b2686491cb43.png

2025-01-09 18:49:01 GMT

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also, NNIA can *see* pro-c views. It's not really "censored", you aren't allowed to have "@nnia.space" the same way I can't wear my company's logo on a shirt then rant about how kids can consent. I would def get fired

2025-01-09 18:47:26 GMT

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true, I don't think the analogy of admins/instances and parents/families holds up at all

2025-01-09 18:43:50 GMT

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iconic account

2025-01-09 18:42:22 GMT

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good to have you back

2025-01-09 15:38:29 GMT

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I haven't had an argument with NNIA people for a year and a half despite being seen as the epitome of "pro-c" for some reason. It's because we just defedded each other and moved on. I don't stalk NNIA and as far as I am aware they don't really stalk me. They aren't gathering evidence of my misdeeds like weirdos to make some weird callout thread. Lecter and I had a convo about child modeling and found our views are just incomplete and we have different goals.

2025-01-09 15:34:48 GMT

"Why did Zeke defed my instances"
Apparently bc he is some super genius that can sense weird bullshit from a mile away. It's really amazing how people criticize him for being "exclusionist" when he is arguably more inclusive than other instances. If it's not "X caption" or "Y child model" it's complaining about something else.
The idea Zeke and I are "best friends" is kind of silly too. I've known people *years* longer than I have known Zeke and we definitely argue about things. We are just diplomatic and don't do it in front of everyone. I greatly value his contributions, but I acknowledge Fuyu's, Leafus's, Uwawaawawa's (apparently that's Chocco I found out).
It's honestly just amazing to see such a huge conversation about Zeke and I when both eepy and baise are *much* different instances than cunnyfu.cc. If he silenced media from Eepy or Baise I would totally get that.
It's just annoying I have to figure out federation tricks to prevent people from seeing stuff they don't like because users refuse to block stuff they don't want to see. It's annoying how people keep making the smallest corner of fedi even more fragmented instead of just moving on.

2025-01-09 15:06:54 GMT

Well that's enough of the "serious" side of pedi for a lifetime. I think I just like cute things and people expressing themselves
https://media.eepy.express/media/3aa71ec94c6605180aff6ff0253bced51a9811096215b7cf543b5182170dea6c.jpg

2025-01-09 13:38:13 GMT

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I guess I have to get laser so pedi isn't mad ;-;

2025-01-09 13:36:14 GMT

Can't even cut myself without making them angry ><
https://media.eepy.express/media/23cab28d420ac6ac90a74facc2b5a935c02b61c336a984c7c60897f57c905ab3.png

2025-01-08 19:59:48 GMT

Freedom to LS-people!!!They produced high-quality erotic photos and videos of young girls. THIS IS NOT A CHILD PORNOGRAPHY! They didn't forced or raped the childs. American bloody videoblockbusters and war in Iraq are ugly pornography! Yeah, stoopid and idiotic FBI! Catch islamic terrorists! Hands off LS-Sites!!! Bastards! Why you, uncle sam, deside what I CAN DO or CANNOT DO? IT IS NO CRIME! CRIME ARE YUGOSLAVIA AND IRAQ. I HATE YOU, AMERICA!!! I HATE YOU, BIG BROTHER(remember George Orwell, 1984)!
t. angry Serb in the comment section

2025-01-08 17:15:30 GMT

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the more bots, the better

2025-01-08 13:22:31 GMT

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oh you stole my post from yesterday? weird >////<

2025-01-08 09:21:16 GMT

https://media.eepy.express/media/d8678b7c9a67aecd7dd9918112ebd2bf1976fad58a909ea99e906927d02d5f37.mp4

2025-01-07 21:35:54 GMT

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It is integrated with cryptowallets. Like you can donate money to people with it.

2025-01-07 21:08:29 GMT

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And I think also, their protocol is similar to blusky where it's not an "instance with actors (i.e. users)", but a user that is independent of their "instances' (really like frontends it seems like, but they are also on specific "relays"). So they can be on one "instance" and relay, but then switch if they get banned. It's weird and I haven't read anything, this is just me deducing it by scrolling and seeing their elevator speech

2025-01-07 21:05:28 GMT

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So they aren't using "activitypub". From their PoV, they have normal names and we have weird names. They are using "nostr" which is a separate protocol and they use a "bridge" to see our posts and interact. This bridge converts their protocol into something activitypub (i.e. mastodon, pleroma, misskey, etc." can understand. It's long bc they want to generate a unique key for each AP instance and user.

2025-01-07 20:37:16 GMT

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It is wild to think, but we have known of each other for a good year and a half now. It's kind of amazing how time has flown.

2025-01-07 20:33:54 GMT

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nah you are fine it was sweet to read >///<
I'm doing a slight copy pasta of another post someone made lol

2025-01-07 20:24:36 GMT

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Oh wait, no I actually love pedi I'm a silly :CirnoTwerk:

2025-01-07 20:17:47 GMT

@[email protected] Goodbye pedi.
It’s been a long journey. This place does little but make me sad and anxious now. So much toxicity and stupid dumb choices constantly. Im done. Its horrible for my mental health to be here. Theres people I like but honestly, they get buried in my feeds under the shitty stuff. So many of my friends have left anyways. It feels barely used anymore
I hope you all do well and stay safe
#Map #pedi #pedo #aam #transpedo #clussy #Map #pedi #pedo #aam #transpedo #clussy

2025-01-07 17:39:27 GMT

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It's so our posts appear in it

2025-01-07 17:03:37 GMT

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real lmao

2025-01-05 15:25:37 GMT

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I can't believe they finally found pedi

2025-01-05 03:04:47 GMT

2015: spam non-nude at weird racists on 8chan
2020: spam non-nude at leftists on twitter
2025: spam non-nude at weird racist leftists on fedi

2025-01-05 00:02:33 GMT

Russian Captions
https://media.eepy.express/media/db11634dd98c7ca6582bc50394ec769d963a7528bd1ec116e8dcc28c87966d7f.png

2025-01-04 20:35:36 GMT

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https://media.eepy.express/media/bdb88f366c214f490ff255424acbb1805159190218c2831d1f3410854852b4f7.mp4

2025-01-04 06:25:20 GMT

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It used to be a "side job" thing where they would give you a random site to test.

2025-01-03 20:43:29 GMT

I still can't get over that an over 18 year old post that made someone delete their account. It's legit the funniest thing I've ever witnessed.

2025-01-03 20:37:44 GMT

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I mean he finished the review so I guess the reaction was better

2025-01-03 20:28:42 GMT

Normal pedi when an eepy post hits their timeline
https://media.eepy.express/media/3296cd1be84bed8286931d10ef341ec2993527da105ce9a41c35baf7f28116e6.mp4

2025-01-03 19:53:36 GMT

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The followers I think they mean "the people who follow him" and I think they just have to follow back? I have never done an account migration before.

2025-01-03 19:52:03 GMT

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uh yeah idk why he would do that? That's some serious personal space issues

2025-01-03 19:50:46 GMT

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Honestly, in defense of twitter, their reactions were more concerned about my friend's daughter Laura being dressed in latex for halloween and didn't really have a panic attack. I don't think anyone left twitter over it lmao.

2025-01-03 19:43:28 GMT

If you think clothed children are inherently sexual then who is the real pedophile? Oh wait, idk why you guys have the same reaction as conservatives on twitter after seeing a clip of Cuties.

2025-01-03 08:01:30 GMT

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It's one of those things, I completely sympathize for people upon seeing there isn't much evidence to suggest sex between minors and adults isn't inherently harmful. In fact, it could even subjectively a positive experience for many upon reflection years later. It feels like the rug has been pulled from underneath your feet and your tenuous grasp on sanity has been shattered. The best we can do is provide reassurance that this won't change societal norms overnight and that there are alternatives to taking your life.

2025-01-03 07:51:49 GMT

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Nah the owner insisted they provide evidence of their attempts and the group was very unsympathetic since they came from mostly war torn countries.

2025-01-03 07:46:53 GMT

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For context, the only one other person in an adjacent group managed to get someone attempt and they were actively encouraging it during the debate and were using slurs. Whereas I always recognize them and try to be the best therapist I can be while providing resources when I see in the course of a debate the topic has triggered someone.

2025-01-03 07:40:43 GMT

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Middle East/North Africa, it's a shorthand for greater Arabia where Sunni Islam is often practiced and Arabic is spoken, albiet in various dialects.