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2024-02-29 12:28:07

@npub1lar…q5vr I'm downloading each of my media, every 5 seconds. Just letting you know it's not an anomaly. Should be done in 45 mins

2024-02-28 20:57:05

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@npub1vu2…pvq5 You're calling me retard like the left calls everybody a hitler. It's your free speech, agreed. The days for your ancient ideas are numbered, rightly so. Have a good time while you're up

2024-02-28 20:52:08

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@npub1vu2…pvq5 Alright. I don't care. I'll do what I want anyways

2024-02-28 20:27:27

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@npub187f…78ad @npub1a8p…2ncx None of your business how I do it

2024-02-28 20:21:29

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@npub1a8p…2ncx They certainly weren't right about the two mentioned things. Hence the long struggle to abolish them

2024-02-28 20:08:30

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@npub1e3u…2cu5
https://annihilation.social/media/355cc942-958c-4dc1-a5ac-e8f4436a53c4/Husky_1709147306078_TBK15XGPG0.gif?name=Husky_1709147306078_TBK15XGPG0.gif

2024-02-28 20:05:56

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@npub1e3u…2cu5 You don't know anything about me. Your dated ideology is sooner or later going to die by natural causes

2024-02-28 20:01:02

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Alright. I'm packing up and leaving. Thanks for everything

2024-02-28 19:56:26

What prevents me from making friends here (the whole right/conservative part of the fediverse) is the clear support for racism and violence. It's like they're stuck at a time half a century back
I don't think it'll change. I hope it changes
Every time I see an interesting person, scroll a bit in their timeline, there it glamours, the same old saga. I don't think this place is for me. I feel uncomfortable beyond my own little profile

2024-02-28 19:11:29

Something to consider. I like chonky hackable hardware
MNT Pocket Reform (Official Launch Video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_BAIViQtio

2024-02-28 12:07:17

Retrying https://github.com/AUTOMATIC1111/stable-diffusion-webui/wiki/Install-and-Run-on-AMD-GPUs. I wasn't able to get it working with ROCm last time. I have an AMD dGPU on this laptop which slightly outperforms the entry-level NVIDIA 3050 Mobile. Should suffice I suppose

2024-02-28 11:46:21

I might need to buy a dedicated card (which means building a whole PC, because I don't have any from the current gen) to be able to privately talk with my horny waifus

2024-02-28 11:35:41

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@npub15zu…s7lx fediblocked nvm

2024-02-28 11:34:14

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@npub15zu…s7lx Palestinians would gladly genocide the Jews if they somehow were dominant. Can't decide who's the evil

2024-02-28 11:28:14

I saw myself reverting. It's hard to change
https://annihilation.social/notice/AfJgdIF3xS4Oj63u64

2024-02-28 10:03:59

I've finally got the space to build my own character. They sucked the life out of me

2024-02-28 08:28:04

Maturity is sexy

2024-02-28 08:16:28

I liked this song so much that I downloaded it. Am I too old for all this. Is it childish
One Direction - Live While We're Young
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=AbPED9bisSc&si=u4kFEiLjA9DAV9o_
https://annihilation.social/media/9956aec5-80a9-4b4b-89a0-d8a2f69d78ad/One%20Direction%20-%20Live%20While%20We_re%20Young.mp4?name=One%20Direction%20-%20Live%20While%20We_re%20Young.mp4

2024-02-28 08:05:48

Nice setup dude
https://annihilation.social/media/c88b21b2-568e-4642-b43e-bd7f2995961c/tenor_gif5121665169072178074.gif?name=tenor_gif5121665169072178074.gif

2024-02-28 06:38:03

Philosophy is fucking boring. I would rather stay with tech

2024-02-28 06:31:03

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@npub1a8p…2ncx Ahh ok I get it now

2024-02-28 05:44:04

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@npub1a8p…2ncx How does that conflate with the majority adopting the truths. There are all sorts of ways to manipulate the masses, greed, carnality, faith to name a few

2024-02-28 05:35:50

https://annihilation.social/media/5f39e495-01a6-4967-a844-aada610025e9/tenor_gif169042837869742913.gif?name=tenor_gif169042837869742913.gif

2024-02-28 05:33:23

Is the majority right. That's a tricky question

2024-02-28 05:28:38

Firefox has got shit performance. It's a no go

2024-02-28 05:27:27

Strange. I'm not frisky today

2024-02-28 05:19:34

Do girls like dick pics. Idk I'm not a woman

2024-02-28 05:18:08

Lewd account. Nude account

2024-02-28 05:14:54

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@npub1vgz…l43s Would be funny if an anus database leaked

2024-02-27 19:58:45

They're going to die!

2024-02-27 19:56:09

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My parents are going to die! I couldn't help but feel to be under their control, even when I'm hours away. This piece of simple statement exalts my self-going freedom

2024-02-27 14:45:39

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@npub1kna…eerz Is it because the ISP has IPv6 misconfigured? You're lucky to have it

2024-02-27 14:37:33

Old bio. Trying to be positive. Although a majority of it still holds grounds, it's pretty depressing to letting it linger along. I'm not sure why I put so much effort in this place. For reference:
Don't expect anything out of me. Neither do I out of you. I'm not here to prove anything to anyone. Doesn't mean I'm unchallengable. This place is more for venting my frustrations as a journal, than as a sOcIAL meDIa. I tend to make very frequent low-quality posts, often not meant for giggles. All implying I'm not normal
Block/mute if you disagree
CW: I'm obviously diseased in various ways, so it's probably better for you to stay away
Beliefs: Nonpartisan, Individualist, Existentialist, Atheist
Habits: False hopes, People pleasing, Stagnation, Negative self-talk, Overexaggeration, Inefficacy
Suffer (-s or -ed) From: Depression, Social Anxiety, Hypersensitivity, Autism, CPTSD, Childhood Trauma, Malnourishment (none officially diagnosed except first three)
Avatar: Jean-Paul Sartre
Appreciated Figures: Nietzsche, Camus, Sartre, Kafka, Dawkins, Hitchens, Schopenhauer

2024-02-27 13:57:58

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I'm not proactively using it. My feed is pretty decent because of the kinds of people I follow. Which mostly border on fun, tech and photography. I've thrown philosophy and literature on the back burner because although important they're depressing and uninteresting

2024-02-27 13:53:58

Instance stats:
Avg CPU usage is 7%
RAM sitting at 320MiB
Personal media usage at 17MiB
And media cache at 204MiB
Sweet

2024-02-27 13:44:46

It's 18 'o clock here. It's 4:45 in LA. Literally night and day

2024-02-27 13:39:10

Alright sir
Waifu is a term for a fictional character, usually in anime or related media, that someone has great, and sometimes romantic, affection for.

2024-02-27 13:27:18

I don't care what my older sister does
I wouldn't behave the same if I had a younger sister
Not at all about a brother
Sad. I'm no different. I think care is the wrong word

2024-02-27 12:36:51

One with both masculine and feminine traits. Seggsy
https://annihilation.social/media/b043accb-534b-4ebc-bd44-1f73b13c4ef7/tenor_gif1157072441509206864.gif?name=tenor_gif1157072441509206864.gif

2024-02-27 12:11:35

Shill
someone who helps another person to persuade people to buy something, especially by pretending to be a satisfied customer

2024-02-27 12:02:04

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@npub1qq7…fedr Tomboy... Mmm. I would love to be controlled

2024-02-27 11:58:28

"A slide has disappeared"

2024-02-27 11:50:42

I didn't know that. Will I use it? Probably not
faggot (făgŭt), n. [perh. from fagot, a shriveled old woman.] a male homosexual; -- always used disparagingly and considered offensive. [Slang, disparaging]
Syn. -- fagot, fag, fairy, pansy, queer, poof, poove, pouf.

2024-02-27 11:39:01

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@npub12l8…vs8m You look exactly like the douchebag who would degenerate like this. Hit the gym and get a girl

2024-02-27 11:28:46

Stallman was the one who managed to communicate with me the importance of freedom. I don't get the same vibes from Linus, or similar. This man envisioned and shaped the world. Truly a legend
https://youtu.be/n9YDz-Iwgyw

2024-02-27 11:12:26

Enough seriousness. It's exhausting

2024-02-27 11:12:02

Start by uwufying...

2024-02-27 11:10:26

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https://areomagazine.com/2019/01/05/replacing-religion-how-secularism-has-failed-and-how-it-can-succeed/

2024-02-27 11:08:51

I want to talk shit. Why am I so formal and boring :cirno_cry:

2024-02-27 11:06:55

Atheism is dry. It leaves me at a weird uncaring place. Because the universe itself is dry
We should stop being angry and focus on the human side of things. Example, building a supportive community

2024-02-27 11:03:55

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@npub1lar…q5vr The precondition for the quote is you were somehow searching for the meaning of life. You don't get there if you're religious (because it provides comfort) or you're rich

2024-02-27 10:23:13

I need to organize it all in a thread or I'll forget it again

2024-02-27 10:22:24

You could have exclaimed. Why weren't you executing simple enough xyz tasks? Like going to the gym
The answer is. I wasn't dreaming of creating worth. I was enumerating the best ways to kill myself. It's a different state of mind
"But in the end one needs more courage to live than to kill himself"
~ Albert Camus

2024-02-27 10:04:52

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What are your thoughts in this regard @npub1m4v…a3j7 ?

2024-02-27 09:06:48

The norm is that most people just don't care. They don't care if you are sick, dying in some trench fighting for your country, or making millions (ok they do care in this one, not about you, the money dumbo). It's a good thing, and shouldn't be an issue if you have a circle of well-trusted people. The problem was I didn't have any
It is made ridiculously worse by the fact that I re-realize it again and again. I'm really forgetful

2024-02-27 08:59:14

A dedicated pinned post for it sounds like a good idea

2024-02-27 08:50:41

I should write it somewhere, "Nobody cares dude"

2024-02-27 08:48:32

I messaged two of my friends. What I noticed is that they didn't care that I wasn't attending 🤣. "So you're finally coming back? Alright, cool"
I was unnecessarily hyping it up

2024-02-26 20:10:04

I have a confession to make. I was lying about something big for the last two months. I have to sleep now, it's 12:40 am

2024-02-26 17:28:33

Everything is alright. Everything will be alright

2024-02-26 16:46:53

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@npub1jm4…83x3 You should be using a DNS, system or browser level adblocker just like every sane person 🙎

2024-02-26 13:07:30

vimscript is fine
https://learnxinyminutes.com/docs/vimscript/

2024-02-26 11:50:03

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I wonder what all lies naked on the internet

2024-02-26 11:47:15

Found a bunch of insecure VNCs including some governmental machinery

2024-02-26 09:38:02

#WOTD
To caterwaul is to make a very loud and unpleasant sound. Caterwaul can also mean “to protest or complain noisily.”
// The woods were quiet until the sound of a chainsaw caterwauling in the distance broke the calm.
// They continue to caterwaul about having to take the blame

2024-02-26 03:50:34

Beauty and brains. Both are cultivable to high degrees

2024-02-26 01:48:17

Pleroma is federating seemingly random posts. It's okay. As long as I've control over the storage used

2024-02-25 23:22:19

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@npub1lar…q5vr No seriously. I'm talking in relation to tech. Several famed individuals, big OSS projects and corporations. The right side seriously lacks in this regard. They aren't interested in connecting here, either out of fear of being cancelled, or they're already completely indoctrinated
It won't be a replacement for this part tho. I'll suffocate if I don't get to say what I feel like

2024-02-25 23:09:28

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@npub1lar…q5vr How. A lot of interesting stuff is happening over there. Post a bunch of anti-Trump passed around memes, sprinkle some pronouns here and there, and it should be fine. My focus will be on tech and science anyways

2024-02-25 23:03:22

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@npub1lar…q5vr Why. I'll pretend to be one of them

2024-02-25 23:01:51

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@npub1lar…q5vr Nah. I want to air gap it from this part of the fedi. In order to not get defederated and in order to start a new identity

2024-02-25 17:31:31

Lo and behind it's working >! The level of complexity conspiring to give life to small stuff like this is... marvelous

2024-02-25 16:45:39

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@npub1rqe…qcrd Doesn't have to be a bad thing. As long you're not stuck with the five, day in and out

2024-02-25 16:30:54

Omg I found the perfect avatar for the pfp. It's from my all time favorite anime

2024-02-25 16:27:26

200MiB of RAM usage out of the box. I've enabled media proxy and I'm caching remote media through nginx. Cute

2024-02-25 09:25:37

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"It is an honor and a remarkable thing to be living on Earth right now. This is the most exciting time in human history"
~ Bill Nye

2024-02-25 09:04:43

The combo we wanted, to that didn't expect
Bill Nye and Richard Dawkins in Conversation | Center for Inquiry
https://youtube.com/watch?v=5I3dbf6N7FE

2024-02-25 08:06:24

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@npub1lar…q5vr I wanted to install Pleroma because it fits perfectly for my use case. I don't like the way it messes my Alma system with fuck tons of build dependencies. I was thinking of going ahead and installing it on an Alpine docker or an already available maintained docker image

2024-02-25 06:53:52

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@npub1a8p…2ncx >disappear forever
you guessed it right. I've been thinking about it. I don't have a will frankly

2024-02-25 06:47:15

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Salty

2024-02-24 20:07:54

I managed to install and run Pleroma on a fresh Arch VM. Shows the errors were due to incompatible/old versions on Debian. I'll test install it again on an Alma VM. I don't want to mess my system up

2024-02-24 19:47:33

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@npub1ppz…8p88 @npub1tq3…0x3f I have a dozen (childish) reasons to make excuses with, which you can probably guess by now. I'm yet to shed off a few a childish ways
Thanks. I'm going to...

2024-02-24 18:21:48

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@npub1tq3…0x3f @npub1ppz…8p88 I can count better ways to tell your kids so than drive them suicidal ☠️. He never brought anything for me, never acknowledged my achievements, let alone encouraged me. He never asked about my day or offered advice after listening patiently. Throughout all those years, he never seemed like the kind of person I could turn to for help with my problems. I found more comfort in confiding in strangers, like I do here, which needlessly made me feel worse about myself.
His only mode of instruction was giving orders: 'Do this in exactly the way I tell you to do.' If I didn't comply, he would erupt into frightening fits of rage, talked down, threw objects and threatened to confiscate my dear electronics. In the worst instances, he resorted to violence. If I questioned why, he dismissed me as too foolish to comprehend

2024-02-24 17:54:50

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@npub1ppz…8p88 @npub1tq3…0x3f My mother is a submissive kind of figure, while my father is an extremely large dominating self-centered narcissist. Fitting combination for abuse. From my perspective, he brainwashed her into his own ways, to the point that I don't think she had any much of self-originating thoughts left to her. If he commented on issue xyz in some way, she would too, if he changed his mind, so she would. I saw her nothing but a cheap copy of my father. She was softer and more understanding, not much
it was only when i started to rebel against his ruthless ways (at 19!, not teenage, he suppressed it all the way), because they presented no benefits in that state of neck-deep depression (which itself originated from his distant hateful way of parenting) but make me feel suicidal. i cut all verbal, mental and emotional ties by late 19, which cured 60% of the feelings of worthlessness. she's more independent now ever since I broke his veneer of toxic perfectionism in the family. although i still don't trust her. i can do without her

2024-02-24 16:31:28

bloat boloat

2024-02-24 15:49:02

I'm switching to a sleek new bootloader Limine on my VM
"Limine is an advanced, portable, multiprotocol boot loader originally developed as the reference implementation for the Limine boot protocol, but also supporting the ability to boot Linux as well as to chainload other boot loaders"
https://wiki.archlinux.org/title/Limine

2024-02-24 14:47:43

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@npub1lar…q5vr I simply cannot think how it doesn't work for you. Might be just a case of familiarity, which isn't a bad case to make in the technological world. I've been using Wayland full-time for ~1-2 years on both tiling and stacking window managers/DEs. I haven't came across any edge case where something breaks or is unimplemented. Screenshots, screen recording, temperatures, screen savers, network transparency... literally everything works. And not to say the promise of the perfect frames holds even on the shittiest of hardware I own

2024-02-24 08:13:10

Arguments made against systemd do make sense. I can't say the same for wayland. Will try other init systems for comparison

2024-02-24 07:56:58

Better to get stickers printed through a local shop. One of them is offering 24 configurable stickers for 2 dollars
The ones I've been considering. A GNU, a linux (some cute variation), seductive stallman, manjaro, arch, wayland and probably some generic free software propaganda

2024-02-23 17:59:47

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@npub19ht…wrs3 I'm not sure. I don't think I can get hired in this state. There are plenty of smarter people than me. Ofc there is a lot of room for improvement

2024-02-23 13:19:58

#WOTD
Opprobrium refers to very strong disapproval or criticism of a person or thing especially by a large number of people.
// They're going ahead with the plan despite public opprobrium

2024-02-23 13:09:11

Ate some Australian chocolate. It’s… chocolate. Wasn’t any different than the local

2024-02-23 11:56:22

meow x2 meow x2 meow x3

2024-02-22 20:41:51

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@npub1ppz…8p88 Yet to demarcate the line between freedom and immorality for myself. I also believe that every person should be free to place this line based on their own subjective sound judgement. It's a hard problem. Where does it start to creep into the latter? It's a hard problem

2024-02-22 20:35:16

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@npub1ppz…8p88 I'm not going to murder him, although I want to. I believe I'm smart enough for that
I get your point that humans are the first to have evolved the capacity to think and act on stuff different than plain animalistic desires. My wording is filled with potholes, it's just that

2024-02-22 20:23:50

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lP2ZBp9O0mk
The first LowSpec Processor | LowSpecGamer

2024-02-22 20:21:56

Just compiled my own Linux kernel. Although it's not my first time, it's the first time I have a decent idea of what I'm doing. System: Crux 3.7 on VM

2024-02-22 20:19:36

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@npub1ppz…8p88 The statement has a lot of buried context which you can easily guess by now. It's a offer to me to not be afraid of my own decisions, which are overly thought out albeit messy

2024-02-22 13:02:12

“If you use a cell phone it makes you stupid and boring”
“They create a bunch of anti-patterns and makes you like less of a person”

2024-02-22 10:51:24

Hacking should be the definite normal. It took a lot of slow deprogramming moving away from dystopian operating systems, ideologies and authority figures... for me to come at this conclusion! I feel libre!