الحمد لله BigTech cult escapee who found a safe landing zone on Nostr. I combine my whimsy & rage here. Let's chat revolution, meet at the mosh, or if you’re really my friend catch an opossum.
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Last Notes npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Thank you for these points friend. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller tell me THE MOMENT you try them!!!! I brought them with me to Oslo because I am that attached. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller This sucks….im sorry 😒 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller This means I am absolutely insane. Thank you for confirming, this was important to me!!! #nevent1q…5vv7 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Yes, this is aligned with true teachings of Islam. Remember the discussion I was having about Muslim vs muslim. The Quran makes it very clear, we were meant to submit in peace as humans. Not come together in an organized religion that ended up following all the other failed colonized versions. Islam was never meant to an organized group of people pretending to be better. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller And we are off to Oslo Norway! Me and my team are on a mission to launch a censorship resistant freedom app for activists and humans around the world, facing violations against their rights. join us @@Team Soapboxbut more importantly, join us on the decentralized web where we fight, dictatorships and human suffering by building technology the government & billions don’t own or control. ##activism##humanrights##technology##fyp https://blossom.primal.net/c6150c7d0585379a673915df2d86c1480e6d7dd48a026baea2ccc96b92897c90.mp4 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Elyas agreed with you, only Pokémon he wanted a stuffie of npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Then you’ll have a lot of people who don’t understand marxism claim you’re the one who doesn’t understand what youre identifying as-every single time lol npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Everyone loves the idea of authentic people with big spirits and loud energy until they realize….its authentic. lol which means there is no actual controlling of or picking and choosing how and when that big spirit and loud energy is acceptable. It’s who they are, it happens when and how it happens-that’s authenticity we’ve just made it synonymous to cringe. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Exposing me AGAIN would be diabolical, Derek… npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Oh look AND it’s from corn, just throwing ALL the world at me today! Also-Whimstr Fairy approved npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Tip to my normie immigrants, If you’re chatting within the nostrville & someone’s discussing sandwiches and cashews? They are NOT offering a snack. Do not give them your favorite deli order. Oh and apparently Craig Wright isn’t satoshi so I’ll let yall know what the hell THAT means when I figure it out. #nevent1q…p46h npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I feel like I’m learning a new language, & in one language a very common normal word means like a food you enjoy while in the other it will get you 10 years in prison. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller lol I know you get me completely now because this really didn’t have context and the way I worded it is so unclear. YES. The way I speculate and match lore is ridiculous. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller You are PapaGleason THAT IS SOMEBODY npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Everyone has wild connections in my head & I think I started reading fantasy way too early npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller If you omit oil is it fluffier? npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I wanna make stamps now lol & stamp them to peoples wall npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller lol stop it I love stamps this is the best npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Oh habibi, he spent all his efforts finding a twisted enough sheikh to help him escape obligations to be worried with parenting. Something about the treating women well & with honor part of Islam that you two can’t quite grasp. I’m a “boss girl” though and my car has AC so don’t worry, my son sleeps fine through the night in there as I argue off the bakhil of the interwebz 😌 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Men raised with emotional intelligence is one of the most critical pieces missing in society. when you have women & men deconstruct & decenter conditioning to prioritize human well being, have massive shifts that disrupt the power systems further than they’ll allow us to. Men face horrible traumas and terrors too & I believe many women have the ability to acknowledge this. It’s the way they are pushed to resulting to overcome the outcome through re-perpetuating it rather than fighting it. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Much better. Good boy. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Nice! I believe in being open and honest about wealth. Helps maintain balance, don’t wanna have to eat my bosses 😌 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller girl lol may the odds be ever in your favor. I went down standing in a taco stand line once at 5 months, it’s not even for the strong ok😭😂 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Ya brother this isn’t it. Curious as to what you think the prophet saw would respond with, to women discussing their real experiences with an issue he was so passionately fighting against? Especially as part of his last speech publicly & even in his last documented words he specifies repeatedly to “take care of women”. I am certain even if what the person had said was reprehensible, it wouldn’t be responding with pettiness much less insulting almost the entire population of apparently mediocre women? You disagreeing with what was said doesn’t negate your obligation to kindness, protection & respect. I hope to find muslim men on here not acting the way they do on mainstreams & who do better at representing the way we are meant to act towards others, but I digress. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller @npub18am…p424 opinions, advice, your existence oh legend npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Looks like your wallet is receiving! Just sent you BTC directly. You should be able to pull up your wallet in your menu bar to verify it’s there. 1. Go to menu bar on the left 2. Scroll to bottom to edit the menu bar if you do not see “wallet” already 3. +wallet it should be there after that! npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller This is the content I need 🧚🏼♀️😌🦋 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller iOS won’t let me make it an option that I can find but I am nerb npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Oh that’s a fantastic idea team… @npub1scv…68d8 @npub1hee…rsv6 @npub1jvn…89sc #nevent1q…k3my npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I’d just like to say it took @npub18am…p424 like 2 days on signal calls to help me get set up months ago & if I hadn’t been literally hired at that point to keep trying I would have not kept trying. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Ok I’m really sad because I can’t find the main one I wanted to share with you, I actually won some silly competition with it in 2005 LOL a stunning shot of a mama bird landing on the nest and all the babies necks shooting up beaks open for food. Insane shot I sat in a tree for days in high school to get it lol but I found one of the photos from that nest. https://blossom.ditto.pub/8d64ef1ac6c6350b323db5d077ed01a257a94989de19eaa2bc92c273b3aa7e51.jpeg npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller It’s really clean and accessible for iOS and android through AppStore or PlayStore, you also can use your browser through ditt.pub if you prefer non app based. Just sign in with your nsec to bridge over & start customizing. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller well to be honest....i would hate to force you to be a WIZRD....this is Ditto and your whimsy is your own so. LOL either way, come try it out. Make your profile/theme, hatch a Blobbi & see if you have any ideas to increase our whimsy. We like feedback. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller *The Whimstr Fairy of Nostr has been summoned* Tis' I dear Nostr Starlet, I sense the spark in you is strong and it must be fanned a'flame here in the land of Ditto! Join us in the whimsical journey to reclaim your inner child's cringe, YER'A'WIZRD https://blossom.ditto.pub/40c7cf1ce0783889a649c028c3ff4b1b24340be7a7b52fc5f64bb34f23377985.qt #nevent1q…mn86 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Omg I have to find a photo for you that I took a solid 16 years ago I’ll try tomorrow npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Literally the best that’s why I’m trying to get all the normies in on it 🤪😌 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I simply cannot 😂 https://blossom.ditto.pub/0d2a392fae4962208258ae451b2eb9bc8bcb5019ffb3a66f72426d322d444f5a.gif npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller https://blossom.ditto.pub/03475077fd98e3130a6b32c09484ce37efa8ec6a6d25e7acca27f70dc752dd48.gif #nevent1q…77yh npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller As someone who’s platform has been monitored multiple times & penalized with temporary banning as well as entirely censored & with half a million followers there… definitely on a list somewhere lol- yes this became heavy on my mind. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Knowledge elites is absolutely how I would put it hahahaha mashallah npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I’m glad you ask, I have a lot of thoughts actually about this now that I’ve had time to be in this space a few weeks paying attention to the community & comparing. The more I’m here as someone who wants to understand, who wants to navigate over & start to take back my life in ways I did not know I could; the more I begin to think it’s not something crazy new WOW that I want. It’s not something mind blowing that is supposed to rock me out of my mainstream socks & keep me here. I want fun yes, I want creative yes, I want to socialize and I want community. But more than anything I want all of that available to me in a way that is accessible & manageable & safe. That I can squeeze it into the chaos of my life, use it for the chaos of my life, grow from it or earn from it but not that makes my life so much more chaotic & intimidating & stressful. The convos I’m having & the feelings I’m relating to from non nostrs is surprising me but also not, we want stability. When we do see there’s another option out there other than what big tech is doing, it’s not a matter of just walking out the door. We don’t go back/stick to mainstreams because we love being controlled, we go back because uprooting our “lives” (and let’s be real socials/online/tech is our lives) to go somewhere we don’t even understand, to people who don’t seem to like us & think we are cringe & ignorant is a big ask when the world is burning around you already. So far I gather 1. We want community/existing safety nets, so if we come there…we want to feel seen/welcome there 2. We want enough ease to make the transition possible aka user experience allows for us to not feel stupid & overwhelmed just thinking about trying something new. 3. We want to stop bouncing around to a bunch of random sources needing a million different credentials from us (web fatigue/social platform disillusionment) having to restart & relearn every time. 4. We want to feel like ourselves again doing it 5. Our inner child is fucking dead and buried somewhere we don’t even know. We wanna find it, and bring it back. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I’m not gonna lie I can’t help but giggle just a little bit because as I browse through here, I see a lot of Nostr/BTC and advanced tech people making all these comments about “mainstream users don’t want this from devs and Nostr!!! They want this instead!!” and me, a mainstream user/big time newb being like “actually…that’s exactly what we want and we don’t want what you said like at all…?” and it makes me realize every time how HUUUUUGE the gap is. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Well….i made a reproductive and menstrual cycle logging app with Shakespeare so that I don’t have to worry about others tracking that personal info that lots of books and shows have given me reason to not want that data in the wrong hands lol. That COULD be a social thing I guess, women make it social all the time 😂😭 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I came across some of the team personally through Nextdoor community apps. lol no joke when I responded to an ad for a personal assistant. I didn’t know when we were chatting that I was ranting about my hatred for what big tech has done to people/communities/my journey of being a content creator and online figure with META & TikTok to the lunatics who are actively trying to dismantle the entire thing LOL. I was introduced into decentralized tech, open source software & Nostr. From there I joined team soapbox & their mission which brought me to Ditto. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Me either, I still don’t fully have my wallet figured out or funds in there but it’s a goal lol I’m gonna be tipping and zapping and unicorning (whatever tf we call it now) all over Nostr npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller You know how you can start by breaking a dopamine addiction to something?! Hehehe showing where there’s dopamine elsewhere, that’s better. lol. It’s true we build our tech for people to use not for our tech to use the people, so breaking the very serious and real cycle these mainstream platforms have people on is not easy when you literally are trying to do the right thing. I’m not arguing that these points I see so many on Nostr making aren’t valid or that it isn’t daunting. I’m just saying if we want it let’s stop talking about how hard it is. Let’s go get it, risk is there no matter what choice we make. With hardship comes ease. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I don’t think the argument is even at the point to “make a living” on its own, most can not even realistically do that on mainstream without supplemental income. It’s usually a second stream of support more than anything and that’s IF you can breakthrough and even meet the requirements to be considered eligible for monetization-and then when you are eligible for monetization rights that doesn’t mean your content will be. People who are making a living off mainstreams are not doing it just off the platform. they’ve had to collaborate with tons of different companies, sell out in a lot of ways & they are not pushing their passions or creations lol they’re still living and working and selling for someone else. Half a million followers, thousands of people watching my lives on TikTok gifting me money for my efforts & I would maybe make $5 after 2 hours and still needed to pay to transfer that and pay taxes lmfao. OH and I couldn’t touch it as my money till I reached a certain amount of money for them to let me take it. Then I usually would be banned for weeks cause I said something the overlords didn’t want me to. Most mainstream users won’t be crushed to hear they can’t make a living here yet, that’s the standard. They’ve been pretty thrilled when I’ve shown them I got $0.15 with no following just for sharing my opinion about snails, though! npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller We could, you said yourself. Many here have become disillusioned, those who make big things happen have to push past that point for the things to happen. Key words are “yet”. I started using twitter in 2011 & it was the dumbest most boring shit I’d ever seen. I had no one within 30 miles of me who knew what it was. It launched in 2006 didn’t it? I don’t remember giving it much more thought until over a year later in college when I saw more people using it. Then it was still ugly and boring to me coming from MySpace days but at least my friends were there, so therefore I came back. Now I fully recognize that Twitter might have taken off faster by the third or fourth year with users, but it was also completely brand new at its time and we were much easier to impress and far less brainwashed/stupid/stuck. We are not just trying to impress people enough to make them “stay” on our side of the Internet. we are trying to undo about 2 decades of big tech propaganda, human psychology & conditioning while we’re at it. That takes a very different & combined approach, and a lot of whimsy! npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller This is my stance. I am NOT a pro here but I do know mainstream users cause I still am one trying to escape lol. There is so much skill/talent that can be brought here. we’d be shocked at what value they bring. My friend is writing a book & dedicates all to this, she doesn’t want to go mainstream-what if she had a community here who saw the worth. How about artists who spend months creating something that resonates deeply with you, or a musician who didn’t sell out mainstream & you genuinely support their new album. What about someone who comes to Nostr & dedicated their time/account to activism/raising money to send through their wallet & Nostr is how they got started. I’m not disagreeing with concerns or validity that often people lick boots but that can be their business. Others ARE worth it and they would come here to escape the trash they survive in on META if they understood it. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Lemon lives for the drama https://blossom.ditto.pub/0e9d351c0a765e8e0e17c74f3b3ccc3b80e49197d8286b2f06b630202141fef9.jpeg npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I knew my boss was gonna blow up the internet with something soon, I just didn’t realize it would be THE Nostr BTC drama of the season like this. Queen Charolette would be DELIGHTED. https://blossom.ditto.pub/2d313ecca2c1e9d597381bfd79cb537039a09ffc9eaf73a068b0d37fe54f87b1.jpeg npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I didn’t understand pain until I was taking my first full body shower for the first time in two weeks because I’m finally alone to try and care for myself without doing 1 million other tasks, and the shower is interrupted by my ex-husband calling with my five-year-old son sobbing in the background asking to come home. I didn’t understand how badly things could hurt inside of me, until I was yelling in my shower with soap dripping into my eyes at the man who convinced me he would be the safest place for me and the life that came from me- to just be NICE to him and take his emotions seriously. To just be KIND to my baby and SHOW him in the 2 hours a week you see him that he’s loved by you. I did not understand pain until my shower became suffocating as I once again found myself feeling desperate to make someone understand how to love us. Little boys become the men we make them. He just wanted some fucking ice cream and I just wanted a fucking shower. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I have a lot to say on this actually and really value your response, it's just a little too chaotic for me to be able to sit down and properly articulate it to you haha. inshallah tonight I'll get back to this npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I quite literally cant imagine I ever would have learned any of the things I have the last few months, unlocked the creativity & skills and broken the doom loop on mainstreams if I had not found Nostr (specifically Ditto). I have found so much value all over Nostrs community, but the way Ditto has me playing productively again + exploring my own self through goofy and uncensored expression. I never thought I'd find this lil part of me again at 32 with online game play and cute community connectors....it feels like if the world kept going how I thought it was going to in 2005 when I was 11 with the Profile Id as "ManEat3r" and trying to use Eminem's "FACK" as my profile song. One day I was literally coding and hacking my own little world on a friends home desktop, then we skipped about 20 years from 2005 to 2010. All of a sudden I'm blue or beige like everyone else, have no idea wtf is going on other than what the "algo" approved for me & was using the word GRAPE to discuss mine and millions of other women's horrifying life experiences to avoid hurting the sensitive men who wanna keep doing it...just like..without us TALKING about it. Anyways, I just learned how to get Barbie Horse Adventures Race & Ride that I would have DIED for in 2002, Baldurs Gate, Animal Crossing AND Sonic on my computer to play. Then I got rewarded a special badge that shows on my Ditto lmao cause Nostr recognized the achievement. Nerdy af, Nostalgic af, and I never would have challenged myself to figure it out if I were on TikTok watching a curated "life in motion" ad trying to get me to buy a plastic $14 bowl for my ramen. I love it here. Yuck a yum all you want, but this shit is WAY more fun. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I saw the iOS option for nym, I'm still figuring it all out though. I just remembered I DM on primal, if I can find you on there I'll send you my link to signal? npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I signed into Nym but have no clue what I’m doing lol I will pay you back in duas for you n families Barakah if you’ll just find me on there plz😂 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller @npub175n…g6w0 salam alaikum to you both, I actually wanted to see if both of you could give me the best way you contact you direct with some Nostr focused/muslim community questions? npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller LOL financing markup. That’s incredible. I’ve been saying for years the financing system they claim to purchase homes in the US is “halal” is a total bullshit workaround to just get the same money for the Muslims running it. “We will buy the home, you pay us for it and if you want to own it in your name- PLUS a “markup” amount” or something lol so…..interest…? You’re charging additional amount on top of what it cost that each payment requires or you don’t get the home you’re buying? It’s confusing, and just a way to do the same thing but pocket off of it. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller STORMS A COMIN’!!!!!! npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller My ex husband took the lawn equipment in the divorce….weird I know. Anyways. Thanks to my neighbors for always lending me theirs! https://blossom.ditto.pub/90888cfcbd5a150257338e92e4aee5114c6d8c08edc45358b6562acb3b709b94.qt npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Personality Hires United 🤘🏼 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Get the sample pack of these, you won’t fuck with Paula ANYMOOOORE npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller We have not. Hello, Paul! Now we have. Thanks, Alex! npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller https://blossom.ditto.pub/16c83a2ac83a0fb70d71a0c27a23e783983b2432e9438f6c16131f00555724d3.qt #nevent1q…grhf npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I guess not EVERYONE needs their humanity to achieve creativity. I’ve been proven wrong. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller My initial response is still so Musa AS coded with rage lol, it’s been a few hours & I still want to catch them outside. So you’re right, recenter with dhikr & redirect the energy. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I’ve always done really well about intentionally not seeking out online gossip or opinions about me & I avoid looking at the vitriol as much as possible….but I accidentally clicked on this bid to have me blown up this morning & I don’t know it put me in a really inspired mood. Hope you find me, Paul. I’m way more fun in person, Greg. https://blossom.dreamith.to/99b6f46952300e250e54163f0060ef73026d0e6ccd8041282888d6621dc097a1.jpeg https://blossom.ditto.pub/a6f84c767a82e99849e69cb366530bb7e0283ea20b6ebbd7da18aab5991a20d0.jpeg npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I am dog wiff shtick npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller My twin really killed it with this one npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Welcome sis🧚🏼♀️🫶🏼 #nevent1q…vx4z npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I can’t stop thinking about how addicted to difficulty the average American is. This conditioned idea in us that we must CAUSE some one or thing to suffer in order for there to be success, is so confusing to me. The reality of the world pairs struggle with joy, the universe POURS hardship into ease, nature is cruel and beautiful, already and we will suffer with it. Yet when you try to convince majority of us that we could lessen the unavoidable suffering for all & achieve a prosperous society through the free will we possess, it’s not an argument about “how”. It’s a debate as to “who”. “Who” then will suffer, if not someone who’s being made to in order for my luxury? “Who” will get to live in luxury, if someone is not suffering for it? Then this leads me to nature vs nurture which drives me NUTS cause why, is noumenon not included in the debate? Which then reminds me I should take my meds cause I’m supposed to be thinking about video editing, NOT the average Americans addiction to difficulty & the majority accepted idea we must cause additional suffering to lessen our difficulty. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller …….why would they do this to a Tudor 😭 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Good for you!!! Reading is SUCH a critical part of our humanity. I know I'm struggling if I'm not reading for fun or able to lock in, that I need to slow down & figure out whats going on. I read such a wide variety of genres, so if you have any suggestions please dont hesitate to share! npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Finally getting a little time to carve out hobby reading again & this is getting pretty decent for the simplicity of it. It has taken quite a bit to get somewhere I think, but damn now that we are here....we are HERE lol. I'm getting: -Enemies to lovers -FMC=Revolutionary Fae -MC= Powerful Dragon shifter (is he revolutionary undercover?) isbn:9789198904277 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Appreciate you good sir npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller hey friend, can I use this in our teams socials because @npub18am…p424 simply can not be bothered to work on his own photography & content creation skills? npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller *sigh* Derek. You don't get a thrill out of making my job easier do you? npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Either my hair is unhealthy and un cared for so I look normal, or it’s healthy and I look like Hagrid. there is no in between https://blossom.primal.net/8da2fd73a519ab55ea77da2e462619b6048caeba9aa0607665ff5e46455b10ea.mov npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Lol even better! Possums and raccoons are trying to be domesticated so just get a towel & a bowl of cat food they’ll be thrilled 😂😌 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller One of my favorites. Sulayman & Isa AlayhuAssalam, both loved & respected by masons & muslims haha. Alhamdullilah npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller this is as I had been taught as well npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I was about to tell you that this had ruined my morning but I saw this update first so it’s fine, I’m fine, chipmunk is fine. Name him Theodore. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller To be honest I don’t ask him about it or discuss with him, he showed me his ring but he does not wear it out & he did confirm for me about 10 years ago he was a member but that was really the end of it. He’s a kind man, does a lot of charity, but doesn’t seem to be involved in deeper ways & certainly nothing of darker intent. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Well I can ask for you lol my step father is one. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I had always understood that the illuminati entirely opposed religion & its influence in any kind of public sphere?! npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Noted: Illuminati membership not kufir ✍🏼😂 npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Will I be able to edit/adjust my media settings within ditto when I listen to the podcast…..that is my question npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller How we feel every time this damn place censors us & minimizes my platform simply for saying facts about internet and tech lol. Insane. @npub1nl8…f9d0 https://blossom.ditto.pub/c7a4fc8e91ced71704e5af23b4e85d57f4069d7d90586a820d7e99c3a3af50dc.jpeg npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller @npub18am…p424 im gonna flick bleach on your purple suit so you have Barney spots https://blossom.dreamith.to/cb73eb3fc221f52c5d18fa5f57d7fe702c61e1e86880408c353936be7be866e8.jpeg npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller The way they handle our ADHD medications is so disturbing, there is not a doubt in my mind that there has been SOME kind of nonconsensual/not communicated change in my Vyvanse prescription this month and its absolutely wrecking me. Based on my cycle tracking I should be at a peak in my productivity, brain clarity, etc. but I genuinely can not properly function lol I hate it. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Gee thanks @npub1nl8…f9d0 i let you get a few words in & boom my platforms restricted😭😂https://blossom.dreamith.to/fcc642b5dcf13021356a21986710b5b57c3fa0082e9d6ad7c50f2816fad648b6.jpeg npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller LOOK AT HER!!!! npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller SubhanAllah girl look at this one!!! This is a “babakina anadoni” or rainbow sea slug. They are the most rare of the nudibranch & they say the most vibrant of known sea life!!! https://blossom.ditto.pub/ad48dc25fc00cb47ea428f4f1658544d6e8705feeb6506b3b1ace1dd22fe2ceb.jpeg npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller I am SO glad you asked & would be thrilled to answer!!!! They are a species of sea slug. They’re particularly fascinating to me because they are made up of these insane, vibrant patterns without any protective structure like a shell. Some steal stinging cells to store on their appendages, others store the toxins from what they eat & use it. Some are covered in rainbow feathers (super rare)!!! Here’s a pic with some of the most common. https://blossom.ditto.pub/43da2d0208a1d418517d0c276c7cbcf0198c5d3c0a8ef91ba9c2b23d5ad7d3e8.webp npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Happy morning Dittlor Dabblors, I’m begging SOMEONE, anyone, to ask me about nudibranchs. npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller https://blossom.ditto.pub/24bf2e98b8e4d89df27b787a207c69626ddbae7714cd766c4e5de9fd8effa653.webp npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller Yess, lol I’m tired of being censored about dumb shit npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller BEYOND DISGUSTED AT YOUR BEHAVIOR IN BLATANTLY AND PUBLICLY CONSUMING THIS PRODUCT WITHOUT INVITING ME npub13afhst5xj05g47m3pdkksxp2m9eew0ygyt92ydamvq5gkyjkw09q33hxdh Morgan Maksoud-Miller this felt like a subtle way of saying me and heather were option thing 2 and option thing 3......