tillian (#1 pj harvey fan)

tillian/karim/artemida

biracial asian from a country you probs don't know

bi, enby, genderfluid, polyam. otherkin, and possibly AuDHD

artist, writer, filmmaker, gamedev, musician, photographer

anarcho-communist, antifa

ussr/russia/china/nk fans, incels, racists, TERFs, zionists, nazis, capitalists eat shit

furry hoe. weed and kink/sex work positive

if i don't follow you back/accept follow, don't take it personal

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2026-04-15 16:56:20 GMT

#nevent1q…0kff

2026-04-01 16:14:44 GMT

i just don't understand how people can believe all shit that they see on tv or that their politicians say out loud. grown ass people. my parents used to tell me "what, if everyone will start jumping outta windows, you're gonna do that too?" as a hyperbole about how i shouldn't do something just because other kids do it. but apparently some people *would* do that

2026-04-01 09:46:23 GMT

OUR ARMY IS GROWING. GATHER, MY TILLIAN BRETHREN.
@nprofile…pdvc @nprofile…ag3r

2026-03-31 13:37:35 GMT

fedi techbro starter pack:
- white man
- Name Surname, face as profile picture
- flag of any major global north entity in nickname, but usually eu or usa
- Writes like this.
- "we gotta do better as the community. anyway, *racial slur*"
- thinks he can undo decades of systemic oppression with a fancy app
- calls anybody he dislikes hysterical
- "oh, <bad thing done to minorities> happens? huh. I DID NOT SEE IT THOUGH."
- if you use windows, to him you're worse than hitler

2026-03-31 08:24:10 GMT

hey everyone, my friend @nprofile…ju6l needs 70 bucks for her daily needs. can you all send her some, please?
thank you.
she asked me to do this, so here's her detes:
ko-fi.com/solelychloe
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/SapphoSys
#mutualaid #mutualaidRequest @nprofile…j040

2026-03-30 16:37:18 GMT

we're charlie wok
we carry the pan

2026-03-27 23:25:14 GMT

nowadays half the triple A games are so big they can't fit on this shit
#nevent1q…973l

2026-03-26 21:28:43 GMT

hey, asking a question to the furries in the audience, particularly the ones who have been around in the fandom longer than i am (i am 22 and have been in the culture for 7 years)
are there any works of art, stories/books, games, comics, and other pieces of art that are considered "the classics" or must-read/see/play for anybody who is a furry, or that were influential on furry culture or history? i want to check them out.
thank you.
boosts ok
#askfedi #furry #furryart #furryfandom

2026-03-26 11:18:51 GMT

a thing i don't understand is why can't they just do olympics in one place or several rotating places. it's such a waste to constantly have people build stadiums and no one is happy

2026-03-25 21:12:05 GMT

are we really self aware or are just highly complex animals who are convinced they are

2026-03-23 16:41:19 GMT

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genuinely feel so fucking sorry for my grandgrandfather who was a soviet sniper in ww2 and another grandgrandfather who was a tank operator, because they literally put their lives on the line to make sure nazis don't destroy the world, only for fuckers like these to sit there and toy around with whether or not nazis were "not wrong" for killing civillians

2026-03-23 16:38:53 GMT

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"but that's just war, we killed civillians in vietnam too" then how is your country any better than nazi germany at this point
"that's just war" my ass
i'd look at you if you were in Kharkiv or Khan Younis motherfucker

2026-03-23 16:36:57 GMT

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those were high ranking officials who wanted power. fukkem. fucking nuke them for all i care.
but even if you were just an ordinary soldier and you were ordered to gun down or incinerate hundreds of civillians you have a moral duty to desert or refuse to carry it out
i don't give a fuck what the repercussions are. i don't even care if you get killed for disobeying

2026-03-23 16:35:19 GMT

saw someone online say that "nuremberg defense isn't that bad actually"
and then when someone told him it's responsibility dodging for people who kill civillians, they said "but it was an order"
in the words of Aamer Rahman, "listen why the fuck are you a nazi safety advocate?"

2026-03-20 21:05:54 GMT

https://cdn.masto.host/plush/media_attachments/files/116/263/531/708/287/998/original/fb2c0c26ff3fa67a.jpg

2026-03-05 18:45:04 GMT

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reminds me of how many capitalists and landlords in gaza charge downright absymal prices for food and rent even when the people are getting slaughtered, lose homes and are starved to death. bourgeoisie is always our enemy, even in times of crisis

2026-03-05 18:43:25 GMT

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really fucking sad that even when we ourselves know what occupation is like, our government pulls up the ladder away from palestinians. even when mass murder and dictatorship and genocide happen people still think they can one-up someone once they're not in danger

2026-03-05 18:41:43 GMT

100% sure that the entire reason kazakhstan hasn't been invaded by russia or usa or china yet is because tokayev is in a fucking foursome with all these jingo dictators (and with netanyahu too). if we ever said no to giving away our oil and metals there would be icbms over astana by now

2026-03-04 18:45:21 GMT

russia has officially introduced a website that checks whether or not a word is foreign and thus illegal to use on the territory of russia in commercial settings.
the 1984 jokes aren't even cutting it anymore

2026-03-03 22:28:32 GMT

banging on the same nailhead again. just gonna say that while i understand a lot of people don't do this out of outright malice, i find it very side-eye worthy how so many people on here are very comfortable adopting aesthetics and aligning themselves with a regime that called itself socialist and yet has killed, exploited and assimilated kazakh people.
i talk about this and there's always at least one person who is mad at me about it

2026-03-02 10:23:57 GMT

it's really impossible to separate antivaxx rhetoric from ableism because what do you mean you would rather let yourself/your kid suffer and die than be autistic
not that vaccines cause autism; of course not. such complex neurodivergence doesn't suddenly appear because of a small injection. but even if they did... why is that such a tragedy to you

2026-02-28 16:44:05 GMT

"what do you envision your future to be like?" class war next question

2026-02-28 10:41:44 GMT

today's the last day. super urgent. please help.
#mutualaid #mutualaidRequest @nprofile…j040
#nevent1q…99wq

2026-02-26 15:00:52 GMT

two days left. this is extremely urgent. we are not moving fast enough to meet the goal at this rate.
#mutualaid #mutualaidRequest @nprofile…j040
#nevent1q…99wq

2026-02-20 15:10:34 GMT

"trump is outrageous. back when obama was president, we deported MORE people and sent MORE people to anti-immigrant death camps, and without killing anybody (citation needed)"
man liberals are just beyond hope sometimes
deportation is violence. especially when it is done against people who are fleeing war or famine or oppression. especially if those people are people of color

2026-02-06 07:43:03 GMT

youth liberation now

2026-02-05 20:18:55 GMT

i want to be the tooth fairy but in reverse. i want to rob people and leave teeth all over their apartment

2026-02-02 18:10:58 GMT

i saw a nazi comment made on youtube under a trans animated short. i check the user profile. the subscriptions are full to the brim with minecraft and roblox youtubers alongside rightwing monarchist and nazi shit. so what, we have nazi kids now?

2026-01-31 13:02:46 GMT

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a person can be perfectly clinically fine and still be evil. a person can have a million PhDs and still choose evil. because it's not intelligence or genetics or health that decide someone's actions. it's their morals

2026-01-31 13:01:29 GMT

can people stop calling fascists and billionaires insane or schizophrenic or demented or maniacs or any other terms that describe mental illnesses or disabilities pls. they're not evil because they have a mental illness, they're evil because they're greedy, selfish, bloodthirsty, ignorant and arrogant. can we not lump people with intellectual disabilities or mental problems with them

2026-01-26 13:37:01 GMT

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@nprofile…hyg0 ???

2026-01-21 18:33:47 GMT

this mf said switzerland would be speaking german if not for usa. i can't believe that shit

2026-01-20 11:20:39 GMT

hey, #askFedi
if anybody know how to fix #windows computers, please help me.
i have an issue due to my laptop repeatedly bluescreening without any discernible reason why.
the amount of information i have is too much to fit into one toot so i posted a question on a Superuser forum, you can read everything there, and all my responses to comments and fix ideas
i rly need my laptop and i don't know what to do. please. help
https://superuser.com/questions/1933857/why-am-i-getting-windows-10-bsods-over-and-over
#tech

2026-01-19 20:52:06 GMT

if you're an ice agent you should die. genuinely

2026-01-19 13:18:27 GMT

found this blogpost written by a blind author Robert Kingett @nprofile…awd8 about why AI actually sucks for disability (and in general) and it made me think a lot. i suggest people read it.
https://robertkingett.com/posts/6593/

2026-01-19 10:28:31 GMT

wish people stopped equating veganism with nazis and use the nature fallacy to paint people who practice it as some kinda tinfoils.

2026-01-19 10:03:27 GMT

LMAO TRUMP INVITED TOKAYEV TO BE ON HIS "BOARD OF PEACE IN GAZA". bro is such a fucking slimy ass worm.
the peace in gaza is probably gonna be another real estate gentrification project and fucking casino or some shit

2026-01-19 08:34:47 GMT

so trump now has a grudge against denmark because they didn't give him a nobel peace prize, so he wants to invade greenland and says "denmark can't protect it from anyone, why does it even have it". also asks why greenland is owned by denmark, and that "a boat landed there hundreds of years ago, but we had boats landing there, also."
oddly reminiscent of how russian government talk about ukraine and kazakhstan, this historical revisionism that none of them are real people anyway

2026-01-19 08:29:58 GMT

they want to ban internet in iran now. i am not joking. they want to isolate it north korea/china style and only let it be a privilege, while the citizens can only use local stuff.
russia said something similar about its own internet sphere.
i have a feeling that all the fash have realized that internet being free and borderless is a threat to their freedom, so they want to fracture it and divide it by national borders.

2026-01-17 20:23:10 GMT

forced military service is slavery send toot

2026-01-17 13:37:45 GMT

how do people expect immigrants from global south to immigrate legally while they ban their visas and passports from entry or make them jump through financial and bureaucratic hoops to get help
not to mention how many of them live in repressive governments or warzones

2026-01-15 19:15:06 GMT

a cab

2026-01-15 17:03:08 GMT

they're doing to them what our government did to us in 2022

2026-01-15 11:56:47 GMT

no other game toyed with my feelings as much as alien: isolation did when i found the revolver and felt like i can defend myself and then finding out that it barely does anything in this game

2026-01-14 21:48:54 GMT

im so boring all i do all day is be gay and post about how i hate capitalism idkman

2026-01-14 20:43:10 GMT

ACAB doesn't mean every single cop on an individual level is a morally bankrupt shithead. (a lot of them are, but that's beside the point).
even if you are the kindest samaritan cop in the world who never hurt a fly, being a cop means that you are a part of the system that is designed for violence, for oppression and inequality and has a long bigoted history that spans to this day. you choose to associate with it, even if you don't realize the implications.

2026-01-14 20:25:06 GMT

you know shit is bad when a person with 🇪🇺 in their nickname starts saying anything about the police

2026-01-13 19:43:20 GMT

ngl the readiness with which so many white people are ready to cackle at renee good's death in america is something. i can't trust white USians anymore unless i explicitly know they're not nazis and probably will treat them as people to keep at a distance and with cold contempt until i learn more

2026-01-12 18:36:18 GMT

at least i snapped a cool picture of the skyline in astana while i was at it
(gonna add alt later in a few hours, sorry i just had a terrible devastating day and i need to regain spoons. if anybody can caption it for me you're welcome)
https://cdn.masto.host/plush/media_attachments/files/115/883/565/937/193/005/original/9fceab4a10d61ce7.jpg

2026-01-10 11:41:02 GMT

the world if immigration visas actually elaborated on what each point actually means and how to file it correctly: *futuristic landscape.jpeg*
there's an impression assembling in my head that they're intentionally making them confusing so they can deal with less foreigners or some shit

2026-01-10 10:29:39 GMT

#askfedi hey, people who have had experiences with filing up visas in europe, or czech republic:
how do you enter your postcode if in your country postcodes are six characters long but the visa form only has space for five because they're five in czech republic?
i am really afraid of messing up and getting a visa denial over small crap like that, and my visa coordinator is offline BC it's saturday
so please help or :boost_ok:

2026-01-08 19:06:40 GMT

im a tillian dollar baby

2026-01-08 19:00:02 GMT

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL TILLIAN DAY!!!!
I AM TWENTY TWO!!!

2026-01-07 16:27:38 GMT

the fact that back when feudalism was a thing there were peasants who were in favor of it is wild. will people look at pro capitalist workers like this 500 years from now or something

2026-01-07 13:20:40 GMT

we ***URGENTLY*** need money, shi needs to pay for hir bills within the next several days
#nevent1q…smma

2026-01-05 13:37:00 GMT

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@nprofile…j040 UPD: we still need help
check post above pls
https://cdn.masto.host/plush/media_attachments/files/115/842/753/227/097/967/original/b1e2088708bae5f4.png

2026-01-03 21:27:48 GMT

something is not right. how could they kidnap him so fast?

2025-12-31 06:11:46 GMT

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@nprofile…wx6g wildest group photo yet

2025-12-30 21:57:27 GMT

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the reason i like nirvana so much is because the gen x angst shit they wrote about hasn't changed at all ever since the 90s, being young and poor sucks and the world is going down the shitter

2025-12-30 21:55:40 GMT

idgaf if people say me listening to 90s grunge and punk is old shit their songs are more relevant than ever

2025-12-29 11:14:42 GMT

https://fxbsky.app/profile/sailorrooscout.bsky.social/post/3mb2scafco22g
holy shit they might have found cure for Alzheimer's
edit: posting for those who can't log in
bsky post by sailorrooscout:
GOOD NEWS! Researchers have shown Alzheimer’s disease can be REVERSED- not just prevented. Using a potent neuroprotective compound called P7C3-A20, they found RESTORING balance to a central cellular energy molecule (NAD+) not only PREVENTED disease features but REVERSED them, EVEN at late stages.

2025-12-28 20:06:43 GMT

YOU ALL PRONOUNCE YAOI AS YAWEE??? GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE 😭😭😭

2025-12-28 18:43:15 GMT

real tired of people trying to say that violence or imperialism is inescapable "humans are the virus" or "it's in our DNA"
gah.
ecofascist nonsense

2025-12-28 12:17:32 GMT

what's really bizarre to me is that in eastern european and post-ussr countries tangerines and mandarins are considered the staple new year celebration food, which is strange. if anything, tangerine is not even growing in eastern europe or russia or central asia. what's up with that

2025-12-27 19:15:42 GMT

i wonder what it would be like to be a guitarist with polydactyly variant where you get one more finger on each hand
would it make it easier

2025-12-27 17:05:22 GMT

my goat fell off 💔💔💔
#nevent1q…2g88

2025-12-26 16:32:44 GMT

hey yall does anybody know any czech media or art i can watch so i can train the language while i am applying to study
#cz #czechia #askfedi

2025-12-26 16:23:09 GMT

a priest, a rabbit and an imam walk into a blood bank. the rabbit says "i think i am a type o"

2025-12-24 19:05:00 GMT

do you think yinglet kids just chase you around in a horde like pukeko chicks

2025-12-24 16:29:00 GMT

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@nprofile…4zgr around 600-800 usd. but even if i retake during the summer, my czechia study plan will be dead in the water and we will lose even more money as a result

2025-12-24 13:57:48 GMT

i just found out that instead of an FX mark (which allows an automatic retake of the exam) i got an INCOMPLETE mark which means i have to fucking give the university a special reason why i missed the exam and then fucking PROVE IT somehow. and if i don't, i have to restudy the entire course all over again during summer for a gigantic sum
i want to die

2025-12-24 13:16:48 GMT

genuinely messed the fuck up there are people online who wholeheartedly listen to this dude. is this ragebait?
#nevent1q…d29m

2025-12-23 04:44:03 GMT

why are americans so obsessed with saying censorship every time you tell them to stop saying slurs. is saying slurs some kind of national heritage. is there a long long tradition of saying slurs that i am insulting by telling them to stop.

2025-12-22 20:23:03 GMT

it's night outside. clear sky. the light pollution makes it hard to make out the stars, but i still wanted to see them anyway. i dressed up, out on my winter coat and boots, took the keys, closed the door to my apartment and went outside. it was snowing. little icy stars floating in the wind. and above them, in the infinite, vast night sky, suddenly — i saw a small dot flying miles above me, orbiting the earth. that was jake paul's jaw

2025-12-22 13:02:05 GMT

my curator for the czech visa sent me a preparation kit that we will go through tomorrow
...the fucking potential visa interview questions are killing me.
what do you mean the people at the consulate are going to ask every single little detail about where i live and why i want to study in czechia and why and why not here and will ask me to name the address and the discipline and how many hairs petr pavel has on his ass
😭
am i a fucking murder suspect?? i am just a guy!

2025-12-22 10:05:03 GMT

why do you phrase it in such an ominous way. now i wonder if my shawarma is made by an alien
https://cdn.masto.host/plush/media_attachments/files/115/762/650/470/702/122/original/9eb7a8ec19faf10e.png

2025-12-21 18:46:43 GMT

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i am just kind of pushed into presenting as this model minority specimen that has to be infallible because that's the only rep someone is gonna get and if they have something to judge you for they will judge everyone else just like you the same

2025-12-21 18:44:12 GMT

being a foreigner and a poc from a country that is notoriously being stereotyped as backwards and primitive is just so pressuring.
like...i am proud of being kazakh and my culture but sometimes i feel ashamed to talk about how our government is a dictatorship, or how our culture is still so bigoted, and my disappointment in local academia, and how it's hard to create art here, because every single flaw and failing is seen as a validation of what racists believe about you.

2025-12-20 13:44:32 GMT

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@nprofile…e4ry 150 is such an enormous number jesus
this should be 50 max. MAX!!!
wtf is up w the education system 😭 omg now i know why my profs are so exhausted

2025-12-19 20:16:34 GMT

everytime someone mentions borat around me i feel like that asian girl in that meme where someone texted her on tinder and asked if she's korean, she said yes, and the other person was like "SQUID GAME!!!"

2025-12-19 12:17:39 GMT

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like... that's literally what skins and lootboxes are. it's a form of gambling. i don't engage in it because it's pointless but some people spend like, WILD amounts of money on it

2025-12-19 12:16:54 GMT

ngl I don't understand why people praise valve and say they're the only good game company when they make money off of gambling basically

2025-12-16 21:57:15 GMT

https://www.lgbtqnation.com/2025/12/pam-bondi-wants-the-government-to-create-cash-bounties-for-turning-in-trans-equality-activists/
i am sorry but i think only something really bold and drastic and forceful can save yall past this point cuz what the fuck

2025-12-15 08:31:33 GMT

wait if we are all charlie kirk does it mean that when i have sex with someone it's kirk selfcest or what

2025-12-14 20:01:14 GMT

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@nprofile…4zgr god that's just dark..

2025-12-14 19:55:03 GMT

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it's not only the fact that they prop up this inhumane massacre, it's also blatant dishonesty. this, like, insidious, painfully conspicuous attempt at hijacking *our* social justice language and dressing said genocide up in this language so that it appears more acceptable. like what kind of a fool do you take me for??? just cut the bullshit out, this was never about "our rights"

2025-12-14 19:47:02 GMT

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such a caustic, lowly, cheap sentiment only worthy of the muckiest bastards that this earth has ever has the misfortune to harbor.

2025-12-14 19:43:08 GMT

so tired of pro-israel ppl who are like "oh you're gay and trans, why are you supporting palestine"
it's such a cynical and dirty thing to support an extermination of a whole ethnic group and then claim that this atrocity is for benefit of people like me
never, not in my goddamn name
none of us asked for this genocide
i'll sooner die than let someone use the struggle of people like me to justify this fascist bloodbath

2025-12-14 17:17:47 GMT

hey yall.
my friend lugh needs help like yesterday. fae is trying to stay afloat in college and also to rebuild his life, but fae's struggling w paying rent. if lugh goes homeless everything fae has gathered so far will be rendered destroyed.
so please chip in.
https://spicycrust.pizza/@fairydoctor/115657600311145925

2025-12-14 11:51:29 GMT

i could come to a doctor with multiple gunshot wounds and they would be like "hmm, have you tried losing weight though"

2025-12-13 20:21:01 GMT

sucks to know i won't ever live to visit every country on earth at least once

2025-12-13 15:45:02 GMT

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-karams-family-escape-gazas-hardships
https://chuffed.org/project/124813-give-hassan-and-his-family-a-chance-at-survival
#mutualAidRequest #mutualAid @nprofile…q5vp
please share this, found them online

2025-12-13 13:17:28 GMT

it's so funny to read "humans are characterized by high intelligence" on wikipedia. like yeah sure dude, but a human wrote that. are you 100% certain there's not a conflict of interest? should we ask a sea slug maybe?

2025-12-13 12:39:02 GMT

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like how can you support liberation of people of color in america when you're trying to push out the language of *your own* people of color *here* and use their resources and drain their lakes and use their soil to test nukes. like ??? what in the shit bro

2025-12-13 12:38:12 GMT

the thing about soviet union that's so bizarre for me is that like, i saw how they were rallying for the rights of black people in usa and made antiracist cartoons and films and it's hard to square that with what ussr did to us, because the very existence of all that suggests like, awareness of what racism and colonialism looks like and its condemnation. but at the same time, like, us kazakhs and so many other people were under an assimilation program. so like??? what is up with that?

2025-12-13 09:06:51 GMT

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@nprofile…lepz i think this sentiment, the "boys will be boys" one, kind of assumes these people will somehow outgrow it, as if outsourcing raising a kid to a die roll of fate and random circumstances is somehow preferable to actually putting in the work. but moreover it even normalizes the behaviours that said "boys" do

2025-12-13 07:00:59 GMT

bored, decided to dig thru old photos and make a parody of the american football LP1 album cover
https://cdn.masto.host/plush/media_attachments/files/115/710/961/212/592/321/original/7ed12c6c8919e60e.jpg

2025-12-12 17:26:26 GMT

i quit a rock band because the guitarist was manipulative. he was stringing me along

2025-12-12 09:24:47 GMT

https://chuffed.org/project/153278a-new-beginning-for-lgbtq-refugees-help-us-prepare-for-safety-in-canada
#mutualAidRequest #mutualaid @nprofile…q5vp

2025-12-12 08:27:49 GMT

reposting from a friend of a friend
by natalieironside on tumblr
Hey listen everybody the Prairieland case is a real "all hands on deck" type of situation. they're gonna hang these folks out to dry and use that as further precedent for making protesters disappear. It's fucked. Like I can't stress how important it is to get as many eyes on this as possible. Tell everybody and their grandma.
https://www.keranews.org/criminal-justice/2025-09-10/protest-or-ambush-woman-arrested-in-alvarado-ice-facility-shooting-says-it-started-peacefully