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2026-04-01 22:38:35 GMT

Tired: "you're so mature for your age"
Wired: "Please promise me you won't put on a performance of maturity for my sake. Maturity means nothing to me. I value you for the person you are right now, your earnestness, the spark of life in your eyes, your untrammelled love of your interests. You're an admirable, smart, beautiful person exactly as you are, and I feel so honoured that I get to be in your life"

2026-04-01 22:05:30 GMT

When they call you a groomer but the "grooming" in question is just treating young people with kindness and respect

2026-04-01 20:40:33 GMT

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some say it's statutooooory
But I call it MANDATOOOOORY

2026-04-01 06:13:17 GMT

I took my first flesh gock in the ass yesterday! 🥳🥴

2026-03-30 22:42:19 GMT

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if you think about it, the brain never stops developing, which means that it is never legal to have sex

2026-03-30 01:54:54 GMT

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I hate both because I hate amerikkka and I'm not a stooge

2026-03-29 02:29:34 GMT

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I'm sorry

2026-03-26 20:11:27 GMT

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what's up with baise? Is it nazis?

2026-03-26 07:21:36 GMT

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like, literally what? They use a vibrator and have a great fkn time with no adult involvement? (Unless they want it and ask me.) Isn't that a good thing??? They sit on a bad dragon dildo and bulge their bellies? I bet they would think that shit is awesome. Why rain on their parade?

2026-03-26 06:34:51 GMT

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idgi because I'm very high. Is there context? Because I will use it if it's neat

2026-03-22 20:40:23 GMT

CLARISSA WAS HEAVEN SENT
KIM JONG-UN WAS HEAVEN SENT
@npub18u3…5k6y WAS HEAVEN SENT
KONY WAS HEAVEN SENT
PINOCHET WAS HEAVEN SENT
FREUD WAS HEAVEN SENT

2026-03-22 06:25:15 GMT

Wait, there is straight up no good reason for young people to be prohibited from purchasing sex toys. Like, for really tho, other than moral disgust, what is the actual reason? Is using a magic wand also somehow inherently rape if a kid uses it on themself? This shit makes no sense

2026-03-22 02:50:48 GMT

Queerness is an advantage evolutionarily not because gay apes might watch the kids or some stupid shit, but because, as a social species, sex is pleasurable and used for social cohesion. It's because being sociable is an advantage to our species. Duh

2026-03-15 08:58:47 GMT

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Lawn Dogs is my favourite map movie and would defo piss antis off

2026-03-14 01:25:07 GMT

Hot take: if your concept of consent isn't about mitigating real harm, then your concept of consent is fucking pointless. Young people get to decide what they do and do not consent to, period

2026-03-12 00:01:07 GMT

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I feel like it's just plain blaming the victims, tbh. Like, being in a gay relationship was illegal and would potentially lead to very real harm before the 60s. (And technically after, but y'know.) But that's the fault of the state and of homophobic society. Same here. It's just saying, "you'll regret having a relationship because of what I'm going to do to you." Cop logic. I don't want young people to be harmed for being in intergenerational relationships, obviously, but it's not at all their fault or their partner's if harm is inflicted on them from the state or bigots, particularly if they are trying to mitigate risk.
That all being said, I do think that patriarchal society needs to be destroyed in order for the systemic oppression and risk to be abolished. But it would be individualist to blame folks who are just trying to make lemonade out of some seriously sour lemons

2026-03-11 23:20:37 GMT

Idk what's in the water over at Tumblr, but you can't be anti-contact and pro-consent. You can't blanket deny consent and still claim to be for it

2026-03-11 06:58:20 GMT

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yeah, we were in the original gay power movement like everyone else

2026-03-07 22:29:07 GMT

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https://gog-games.to/game/rimworld

2026-03-06 02:19:54 GMT

https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/116/179/834/754/807/911/original/1c8bb126e1b6945c.png

2026-03-05 23:43:58 GMT

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it is. It refers to a window wiper with that kinda rubber flap

2026-02-22 07:48:57 GMT

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I wanna live in a universe where this is true

2026-02-20 10:36:06 GMT

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i don't really think it's auxiliary. I think it's necessary in its own right, simply as a Marxist feminist. Plus, idk, I'm also agequeer, so I do have a personal affinity for youthlib as well. Come to think of it, I think that's because reintegrating young people as full people would mean that agequeerness would be less loathed socially

2026-02-17 02:23:51 GMT

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I bet the way to get around it is to tell it to make pictures of adults who happen to look exactly like children

2026-02-10 09:51:00 GMT

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I'm willing to bet money I could beat every one of those accounts in a fight

2026-02-05 09:43:10 GMT

You have a tumblr blog about how gay you are. I have a sexuality that will get me kicked off of all major social media sites if I'm open about it. We are not the same

2026-01-31 20:58:12 GMT

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most of us are most likely to die extremely poor and miserable

2026-01-30 01:06:43 GMT

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this is considered best practice in effective communist parties/orgs. An org I was in literally had a "how to think" course designed to teach people dialectical logic and materialist investigation. It was slightly retooled from the STO's original course:
https://www.marxists.org/history/usa/pubs/sojournertruth/htt.html

2026-01-27 06:29:22 GMT

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oh, you're *right* handed? Okay, fascist

2026-01-15 02:11:47 GMT

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thank yoooooooou!

2026-01-08 10:32:28 GMT

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*your

2026-01-07 21:54:17 GMT

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ye there's not actually a typo in it. I think they think it's the last "you" that needs fixing, but it doesn't. It's grammatically correct

2026-01-03 01:08:30 GMT

I give people so much goddamn space to have bad takes and they still wanna be a bitch about it so I gotta crash out on 'em

2026-01-03 01:01:48 GMT

@ellbedo is a reactionary dipshit masquerading as a communist. They have no evidence for any of their beliefs and their beliefs actually contribute to harm against women and young people. Just another radfem fascist

2026-01-01 00:30:10 GMT

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at the end of the day, they don't have a sound, scientific basis for being antis, so they try to bulldoze the question by just moralizing everything. And they expect you to obey because you aren't infected by mapness. (Though you are injected by map regularly)

2025-12-31 23:58:29 GMT

"I realized later on that I actually wasn't ready for it, even though I liked it at the time."
Or you were shamed by adults, the state, and some of your peers over and over again until you internalized the notion that you're a broken victim even though you really did have an enjoyable, beautiful relationship with someone who treated you like a person capable of making decisions for yourself

2025-12-31 23:39:28 GMT

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it is indeed possible that a glowie would talk about needing Daddy's dick as much as you. What a job tho

2025-12-31 23:17:33 GMT

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sounds like something a glowie would say *squints*

2025-12-31 22:43:21 GMT

I feel like if you somehow found pedi but you seem totally clueless about the culture around these parts, that's glowie behaviour. I had to go through so many portals before I got here. Like, this is my fourth or fifth evolution as a map, y'know?
Idk, maybe this is xitter's fault, but I don't trust it

2025-12-30 00:33:38 GMT

People be like "their brains are developing so they can't do anything!" and then don't let them do anything so their brains don't develop

2025-12-29 23:53:39 GMT

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I would post the torrent link instead, but idk where tf luwa is anymore and they had the original link since it was their project

2025-12-29 23:51:39 GMT

I'm pinning a torrent of map and youthlib resources for everyone who wants to study and get more involved with our struggles politically. It's curated with the specific intent of containing only legal documents, but be sure to comb through it just in case. Different countries have different standards:
https://mega.nz/folder/p5hAjTKS#MPyPihPNRAD4FT-rmDkaiA

2025-12-20 09:25:01 GMT

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https://open.umn.edu/opentextbooks/

2025-12-19 05:49:16 GMT

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children should be allowed to learn combat training so they can quickly and efficiently neutralize the adult enemy

2025-12-13 07:02:41 GMT

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i think it should be talked about. That's why I used the term psyop. I'm not saying ignore it. The psyop has been successful. I'm saying that anti-c ideology is reactionary and serves the right. If anything, I'm saying we need to synthesize and spread pro-c theory through collective critique, toward the end of pummeling the militant anti-c contingent into submission

2025-12-13 04:02:26 GMT

The reason I say that contact discourse seems like a psyop is not because it is unimportant. It's clearly an important line of demarcation now. But "now" is the operative word. It really doesn't seem to me that the notion of anti-c gains an ideological status until incredibly recently. I could be wrong, but at least the overwhelming majority of map activism has been pro-c, and that only in function because "pro-c" was the frankly obvious position to maps and to young people involved in the movement.
Charting this course, it seems like anti-c comes about around much the same time as the reactionary, overdetermined, sex-negative version of consent. A version of consent that, coincidentally, happens to reinforce the young person's status as property of adults and the state. I'm not out here saying it's a traditional conspiracy, but I at least think anti-c ideology is an organic consequence of uncritically and irrationally accepting the state's definition of consent and, therefore, of paedophilia. Because really, who needs feds when you have puritans?

2025-12-04 05:46:11 GMT

You know who else was persecuted for having a radical vision of love? Jesus

2025-11-26 02:38:42 GMT

All maps are naturally hotter than other people. It's true

2025-11-25 02:46:45 GMT

I'm becoming a pedo scientist. Like a hotep, but for pedos. We have a rich spiritual and political history of being lovers, guides, healers, radicals, and so much more for ourselves and young people, but also for society. We have played positive roles for society both when we were integrated into it and now as outsiders to it.
Our pedo libidos are erotically advanced, especially compared to the withered, dry, stifled lie of straightness. We are carriers of the flame of liminality. We know an entire dimension of sensual love cut off from others. We have a shared wisdom lost to this forsaken society.
Oscar Wilde, paedophile; Augustine, paedophile; Muhammad, paedophile; Sappho, paedophile; Kate Millett, paedophile.

2025-11-25 02:16:46 GMT

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oof, I hope your mum is doing okay

2025-11-25 01:20:59 GMT

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did you just get pounded for hours or is it just from work or something boring?

2025-11-25 01:19:10 GMT

High and depressed. How are y'all doin'?

2025-11-24 00:49:35 GMT

Ramble ahead:
These are only half-formed thoughts, but like, some of the books and essays I've been reading speak to a point that I don't think gets clarified enough in conversations about mapness and youth sexuality. The authors deliberately use "the erotic (dimension)" to refocus the conversation on the broader matrix of denial going on. Maps don't just want to have sex with kids. We want the option of having erotic relationships with young people, period. That can be romantic, it can be physically and/or emotionally intimate, and it *can* also be sexual. (We aren't here to shame desiring sex.) But more to the point, it's about being able to express the same, natural range of desire, of social closeness, of love, that we afford adults. It's about not reducing the fullness of what young people can be.
I love that they understand the erotic the way I do, the way Audre Lorde does, because that cursed fucking mindset of immediately cutting Eros down to heteronormative fucking is so pervasive even among queers. No, I want to be a LESBO with young people. I want to serenade them and nuzzle them in the sunlight and pour over how beautiful they are to gas them up while we lay on a hilltop with flowers. Bitch

2025-11-23 08:54:44 GMT

"So some of what I have learned so far is that hard candy possession laws actually made contact offences go up and that there is substantial evidence to suggest that people engage with such content as an outlet, rather than such content motivating them to commit irl crimes. The data used to support possession laws were so spurious as to be intentionally misleading, including using "confessions" from a prison programme wherein RSOs were made to "recall" contact offences on an ongoing basis in order to not be expelled from the programme, which could affect their paroles. When interviewed later, several confessed to making up offences that never happened in order to not be expelled.
In terms of intergenerational eroticism, harm is generally a product of coercion and/or force, of violating autonomy, essentially. People who were not coerced or forced as the younger party generally report neutral or positive feelings about intergenerational relationships engaged in. Historically, and even in our criminalized present, young people even establish their own cultural strategies for engaging in such relationships. They often report that not only did they not feel dominated, but they often understood the power they had over adults, particularly those who showed genuine care and longing.
In fact, it seems to me that the poorly constructed argument about power imbalances meaning that all eroticism with young people is "rape" is itself am expression of adult supremacy designed to remove young people's autonomy. Particularly since there is no good evidence that maps in particular actually do have meaningful power over young people. We have power over young people as adults, but young people contest that power with the state and society more broadly. A young person can end a map's life in an instant because pedos are the sacrificial lamb of the bourgeois nuclear family. We reveal the fact that young people do have agency as well as valuable inner lives worth taking seriously. And since young'ns are property of parents and the state, their consent cannot mean anything.
Their yes or no are both invalid because their will is irrelevant. The decision has already been made. And when we get to decide how they really feel, how they are *allowed* to feel, then it's hardly surprising that real sexual abuse of youths is such a problem. Adults have already agreed to consider love as rape. That's why maps aren't allowed to love youths, but step-fathers and priests are allowed to rape them. Rape is an intentional assertion of supremacy over another, an abuse of power. Love is an assertion of equality and mutual care. Youths would have to not be property for love to make any sense"
-me, earlier; I was spitting fire

2025-11-21 00:38:07 GMT

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those are some suckable nips

2025-11-19 22:45:03 GMT

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some people, and maybe this is more of a TikTok thing, but some people will call people in their early 20s "children". All because they have a really dumb notion of brain development not being "complete" until 25. (Brain development is literally never complete. It just changes its primary mode of development from late 20s onward

2025-11-19 20:41:19 GMT

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I don't strictly speaking disagree, but it seems like this varies quite a lot. I tend toward "young people" a lot more these days, but if "kids" bothers you, then my bad. Although, I wonder, do you feel it's inappropriate in general or above a certain age?

2025-11-12 09:54:14 GMT

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I believe that children should be able to vote, especially on decisions that impact their lives. For example, all youth education should be democratic with student unions. I believe young people do matter as political agents and society should be restructured entirely in order to accommodate a comprehensive reintegration of kids into society. We should also socially allow young people to resolve disputes without the interference of adults.
Young people's education should be reintegrated into social production and reproduction, rather than acting as a de facto prison of academic abstraction and discipline. Revolutionary education should also include teaching young people self-defence and organizing principles. Residential living should be completely restructured in order to grant young people the readily accessible ability to leave their home if it has become inhospitable or undesirable and community care and interdependence should take priority over the immediate, biological family.
Young people should receive an income so they can have some amount of financial independence as long as money or token replacements are a thing. Third spaces should be rebuilt and spread far and wide. Young people should not have to hide at home because nowhere is accessible to them. This would include community centres, art collective spaces, parks with equipment and/or gear for activities. Young people should use their organizing abilities and unions and groups in order to facilitate their own community projects with full social support. Any space where young people find it useful to assert autonomy, they should be able to coordinate activities amongst themselves.
I do talk about these things. A lot. And so do many people in my circles on pedi.
Edit: AND young people should be given direct information about any medical procedures to be performed on them, the same way doctors tell the parents now

2025-11-11 02:13:32 GMT

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yer cute

2025-11-10 05:21:57 GMT

I'm reading old queer theory for myself in addition to my map research project, and I gotta say, a lot of the old queer theorists were kinda fab, honestly. I thought they might all be a bit gutless, but a lot of them address pedos and feelies very directly. It's a stark reminder that things didn't used to be quite so paranoid and hateful. It's never been easy for us, don't get me wrong, but it's a breath of fresh air to read Mario Miele, Gayle Rubin, and Foucault polari about us so candidly

2025-11-08 00:51:25 GMT

None of the following is about whether or not existing laws should change. This is purely a pet peeve of mine:
Straight up, there is a difference between intergenerational love and lovemaking on one side and SA on the other. The conflation comes from the bizarre Western idea that sex is inherently bad (despite adults clearly not feeling that way with one another), not from actual, scientific observation. Foucault pointed out that this shit goes as far back as the ancient Greek philosophers, who believed that erotic life is a corrupting force and that there is a threshold before which all eroticism is bad. This is nonsense, and we've known it is nonsense since at least fucking Freud.
What the data *do* show is that coerced and non-coercive erotic encounters, unsurprisingly to anybody not huffing fumes, have opposite outcomes in terms of harm and perceptions of harm. Who'da thunk it! On top of that, antis treat it like a forgone conclusion that young people can be coerced (and harmed) into seeing themselves as victims of loving encounters. Munchausen by proxy? Totally believable and understandable. Some parents just do that because they're unwell! Breaking a kid's confidence and contentment down until they crack and see themselves as broken for having experienced the wrong kind of love? Impossible! Balderdash! And how dare you victim blame the victim (of parental mental and emotional abuse)!
It's so fucking mind-numbing how anti-science people are when it comes to maps

2025-11-01 21:21:05 GMT

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idk what that is