The ego is taking longer to die than I had hoped
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Last Notes npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I used to be an athlete at international level. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Sitting in silent withdrawl. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I'm enjoying the silence of not following anyone. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Words are laughably bad at describing reality. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I haven't got the time to get into it u fortunately. Would forward all zaps to whoever builds this though. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Would love tosee this. ZombieTrackerGPS is what I use (FOSS) npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho OK. Bye. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Not with that attitude it doesn't. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Natural laws still apply. Resources aggregate and distribute. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I can't even get my friends off WhatsApp. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho German journalism? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho What do you call it when the denominator is zero? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho They think they learnt a lesson once. That may have been they got outsmarted by someone or bullied. Something caused them pain they could not deal with. The coping mechanism is to go out into the world and prove themselves smart and "more than" by cheating "idiots" who by definition must be "less than" npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho There's nothing outside of your senses. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Today slipping into the deep relaxation before the drop. The sudden opening. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho For the right amount of bitcoin, there are options. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho That's an unpleasant way to see other human beings. Take a look in the mirror the next time you feel the need to point the finger at "retards" npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Look at the pain in those eyes. She's demented. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I'd rather not have even more of my wealth stolen. Any solution that achieves long lasting peace must involve the defending of those who seek to start and maintain wars. Under that scenario, long term it doesn't matter who has the land now. Russia, Ukraine, EU... All ideas, none real. All falsehoods shall fall before the truth that is we are not separate. Stop war now by any means. There are no winners. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Bitcoin, you lovely person. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Loving the oofs. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Its cool to hate. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho If that humble, no-self will permeate being and of you there shall be nothing. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Ah right, yeah well, yeah tgen im with you. Mind identification is the problem. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Well, luckily I don't have to. Apparently I'm a gnostic according to some guy who doesn't understand what no thought means. So there you go. Burn me because I touched the face of god without a book. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I studied physics. All it does is try to describe what things do and categorise them accordingly. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Such as? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I found myself in an argument with someone who seems to have unresolved emotional issues. Turns out, it was me. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Charming. https://image.nostr.build/11140569a44b45ab58c67036724938813294391ad71ba0e69ca65688c3097988.jpg npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho There is no creed, there is no differentiation, there are no books and no paths to it. At the end of the road it comes to no-self and the realisation of not ever having existed, but being eternal in nature being the universe observing itself. It being as obvious as a slap in the face but always at the edges of the ego's perception. It's not spirituality because it has no name. It's not in relation to anything. And when you wake up and read the words of Jesus you realise you never knew what he meant until now. There is oneness and god is it all. All you have to do is stop thought and you will see it too. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Nah. There's nothing to learn. There are no logical conclusions. Knowledge is revealed in the experience. It can't be described. You can't tell anyone what the apple tastes like. You must bite it. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I consider the lillies. Call it what you like. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho It doesn't need imagination. In fact, any mind bases view cannot see what he means when he said that. If you find your heart, you find Christ. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I'd have agreed 100% with you, Lyn for the first 40 years of my life. That is until I accidentally awoke from the dream of separation. The purpose of human life is to awaken. You work for ego death capital. I recommend you work on ego death itself. It's literally impossible to imagine the wonder at how things truly are. It's real. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Kant, Jesus, Buddha, Rumi... All non-dual teachers as best as they could be. In fact, when you see it -like things go all 2D and shiny and ultra HD and you lose the sense of your eyes being the things that are doing the seeing or that you exist at all... You see that everything is screaming at you to wake up. A tree is a better teacher than anyone. Your spouse can bring you to the answer. Forget Kant. Forget books and knowledge and getting there. Its now. Its not you. You never existed. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Peter struggles with the illusory because he hasn't taken the idea to it's logical conclusion. It's all illusion. It's dead because it was never born. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I wouldn't worry about that. No thought is true. Including the word pure. Everything is as it is. The mind labels things like a fool thinking it can know what a thing is by naming it. It does not. Its impossible to know. Start there. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I'm so sorry, your brother seems to be an unhappy man, hiding behind laughing at others' pain. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho "Problem with humanity..." npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Bellend (Deutsch) = barking npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho The playbook is easy. Allow the shitcoins to explode, lose a lot of pension money, then come in with the regulation battering ram npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho My wife wants to buy a house. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho No a single media mogul available to bankroll Julian? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho My wife is a bitcoiner and she buys the dip, sir. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Statism starts when you believe with all your heart that your partner doesn't fill the dishwasher correctly. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho If you like All, listen to Friday Night in San Francisco. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Kenshō npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Can you point to it? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho And this "law", is it in the room with us right now? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Tell that to the Aurignation peoples. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Im not reading all that. I'm sorry that's happening to the nocoiners, or happy for them. Whatever they think is winning or losing. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho If you'd have said "40 bitcoin, ecash hackers" I'd have been in. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho ... Notice, no thought is truth npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho What is a flag? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Yeah. I have it on docker on my synology but the infrastructure to get it from my synology to my phone doesn't work. I've tried tailscale, ddns, nginx with an external website... It just doesn't connect. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho How did you get it to work on your phone? I feel like I've tried everything. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho your country and mine are run by the same families, brother. There are no borders. I didn't choose "my flag" and neither did you. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho When in doubt, do something that requires nudity. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho The open camera app significantly improves the photos. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Only in the US. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho No you aren't, and no you don't. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Have you gone through the part in the awakening process where things go 2D and there's no distance and time is an intense torrent of NOW screaming at you even though you're looking at a cup? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Hedonist npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I suspect Grant doesn't really love himself. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho ~~ = strike through in mark-up... So I thought npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Population up, infrastructure to make bitcoin ubiquitous up, cheaper energy up, wealth distribution up... npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Not too familiar with NJ... All nat gas and nuclear there if I recall correctly. Power outages would be odd with that mix. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Curious. I'm in the power industry. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Where are you? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I saw a print. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Dress up in a cool murder suit. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho 500 euros per year isn't bad where we are. Slavery costs more elsewhere, therefore we're lucky tax slaves. I'm grateful to our masters. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Help! They won't let me stop dancing. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Going all in was wild. Selling stocks in huge chuncks to fuel the DCA machine. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Graphene because it works great and isn't spyware. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho 1) what? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I met God for the first time in my living room. I walked in and there He was. Not a hallucination, an experience of the infinite nothingness of now. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho https://image.nostr.build/90c93bba537e86391f509d7ec23007af9aba1fa2a27a12ee738a6b8c35e1f0b5.jpg npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I see too much hopium about Apple on this platform. No idea why, MacOS is BSD with a shit version of Gnome and stupid UI with zero ability to change it. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho How in earth can anyone be kicked out of their religion? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Facts are a scam. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Shill me your set up. I want a nice camera. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Awakening npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho In Japan, if you're considered too fat you are assigned a random citizen who gets you back on track. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Health and safety would like a word. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho It's a Nutria npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Nice legs npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho How dare you! npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho But they can make my phone pretend it's battery is dying. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Third guy on the right looks like he needs to go back in time in a delorian to get his parents to meet or he'll fade out completely. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho The number of dick picks I send to my wife will increase from zero to one per day if this law passes. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho My friends ghost anything I send about bitcoin. They wait a few days then send a pic of their kids or something. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho FYI no words actually describe anything and no thought is true. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Graphical. I've got two small kids and a life. I haven't got time to screw around on forums trying to remember what I set up 6 months ago on fucking ClamAV or tailscale or rsync or whatever. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I think I'll like it more with every bitcoin halving. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho *Semantics ;-) npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho 1) what? npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Hate to break it to you, but banks are run by people. npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho Self hatred is a national sport npub1x3u8hugdclzkfgtr5vr39ftpfd9qrvzch2lrj3pem9v5n6ljnh8qjxuj00 Kensho I have that terrible ability to empathise with those who struggle with finding answers to apparent problems. My family thinks I therefore am AfD. Nuance.
