SubconsciousErosion_0x0

I am a whole bag of special
Transparent Pirate
All the world Is a larp
Don't take everything so seriously

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2024-07-18 08:05:08

People
Smile!
Me
I am
People
Do better
Me
I can't
... I'm tired... Look at me. Do I look tired? Because I am.
I'm hot and tired AF
This is the best you're gonna get
https://image.nostr.build/a507c834a127bb4422981ea4c3432fd479a7040c737f306aefbc3125acc9ae91.jpg

2024-07-18 06:34:24

We start playing a game bday girl picked out
Me
*Puts on war paint*
You're going down!
....
Me
Looks at friend
Is it bad I'm trying to beat a little girl (she's younger) at a game on her bday?
Yeah that sounds bad
Me
She's goin down

2024-07-18 04:23:24

You're wearing a nirvana shirt and not playing Nirvana?!
No actually I hate nirvana I'm just wearing the shirt
*Clutches chest*
You're breaking my punk 90s grunge heart
Omg 😳 I might actually die bruh
I just don't like them - I'm a Martinez fan
*Gets on piano and starts playing music*
That's pretty good
Lemme see if I can remember
*Botches the hell out of fur Elise*
NVM I'll show myself to the corner

2024-07-18 03:43:01

We've started a duck cult
And we're about to summon our dark Lord and Savior Satan
We just need to put these hand crafted carved wooden rune pieces in a pentagram in the correct order
Then the dark prince will make his appearance
https://image.nostr.build/6052b6090eff3817d89ce7127ae392dfdc930555f13e475ffc66eeaf60a0fdc0.jpg

2024-07-15 05:34:05

Elon noticed that people know he's trying to control the narrative
I think he's proud
Yeah
Ignore all shootings that make the cult look bad
Attempt to paint the type of people you really have a problem with as the only villains
This can't be anymore cliche

2024-07-15 05:20:25

Tom McDonald might have to eat his words though
Sure it's a good hype song to grift on and keep that part of the base strong
But he's wrong
--> most rappers + famous people are

2024-07-14 20:35:18

News stations literally just now asking about his online profiles

2024-07-14 20:34:53

Feels cliche
Bullying and isolated and a kind of loner are confirmed
#nevent1q…feff

2024-07-14 14:14:50

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https://image.nostr.build/a289af2276725d3b9710247b798b89623960292d4a83f8696598481a64c946d4.jpg
I've looked at it through the changes and what I wanted it to be and it just wasn't working out.... It's trash.

2024-07-14 12:59:47

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I'm probably going to throw it out

2024-07-14 08:28:31

Fox comments on people trying to find his social media
Literally no one has found the right one
(Hint: not many friends - go figure)

2024-07-14 06:56:21

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There's 3 genders first off
And I mean retards on the internet can't do natural facial recognition and are claiming the wrong guy(s) did the shooting

2024-07-14 06:06:03

People are still getting the ID wrong

2024-07-14 05:33:47

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Meme: do not get your ears pierced at Claire's
...... O.o

2024-07-14 03:57:36

In these difficult times qanons are looking to the drugged up man child for guidance and parroting his words
If this isn't funny to you
Lmmfao I'm so sorry

2024-07-14 03:30:16

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They did shoot him on the roof

2024-07-14 03:28:47

Qanons reminded me
No yeah some did call it the other day
"Shot heard round the world"

2024-07-14 03:18:00

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Then about another hour til people found the guy who held the guy that got shot in the head

2024-07-14 02:28:10

American made shirt

2024-07-14 02:25:33

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That's because everyone that wanted to kill Biden was monitored and shot to death or thrown in prison.

2024-07-14 01:26:11

Did anyone blame immigration and Iranian assassins yet?

2024-07-14 01:22:23

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I just started seeing clear pictures of this
But watching it live you couldn't see any of that

2024-07-14 01:17:40

Every politician using this as propaganda
Oh dear lordt
False flag bruh

2024-07-13 22:36:11

Iran / china relations
(No Mercy Files)
🤔 💬

2024-07-13 22:27:06

https://www.nytimes.com/2022/09/05/us/politics/russia-north-korea-artillery.html
Inside a Shattered Neighborhood
Attack on Children’s Hospital
Killings of Unarmed Russians
The Rise of Slaughterbots
Russia Is Buying North Korean Artillery, According to U.S. Intelligence
Moscow’s purchase of millions of shells and rockets from North Korea is a sign that global sanctions have hampered the Russian military’s supply lines.
By Julian E. Barnes
Sept. 5, 2022
阅读简体中文版閱讀繁體中文版
WASHINGTON — Russia is buying millions of artillery shells and rockets from North Korea, according to newly declassified American intelligence, a sign that global sanctions have severely restricted its supply chains and forced Moscow to turn to pariah states for military supplies.

2024-07-13 20:29:27

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Probably started in the 20's but the people I talked to weren't that old...

2024-07-13 20:28:32

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Frank Zappa was popular in the 60's
A Norwegian man
He was like rappers that came after him and other artists before him
All rap was was music where no one actually sang
All they did was talk over instrumental music
That's the first thing that comes to mind
But there were plenty of other people from different backgrounds and colors
People always just take different styles of music and tweak it and think it's something brand new... But it's really just slightly different.
Before it was called rap (in the 50's) it was called "goofin" by people. Basically a funny funky poetry slam ... Which is all that freestyling is.
(This is what old people in Philly used to tell me)

2024-07-13 20:15:40

Started writing the other day >>
It was a little too cringe and I definitely didn't finish it...
But IDC
#poetry
The nerdy white boy taken in by Dre
Used as a puppet to perpetuate a different slave trade
The white boy will get our music heard
Nah man that's absurd
No hear me out
We can't get on the radio without a white stallion mount
But that's not what the music is about
Yes it is
Do what you can to get up and get out
Drag your ass out of the foggy cloud
Make money on people that eat this shit up
Then sit back and watch our wallets fill up
We'll tell em it's ours
Part of our culture
Let them feel guilt for taking it like a vicious vulture
But everything we do is just a play a spin off of some other dude
That's what all the greats do
It's not real just a fairy tell
Teach em to do drugs and steal
Make sure to use sex appeal
Give em anything they want to hear
Each soldier will step in line
Pay his dues
Cough up the fine
For wasting our time not worthy of prime time
Make em go out of their mind
Put out some trash and tell em it's cash
money in they ear
Make em want it so bad they'll get their gear
Get in formation without hesitation
We'll have a little army slinging our charming
words of deception
like an infection we'll take the narrative and never share it then not with them not again
Every ballad every lyric every rhyme will all come back in time we make you big to promote the new crew it's fuel for our raging machine something that's already been seen but repackaged and brand new rap is now the new covetous crew
Everything is ours
Nothing is your own
You solely exist to be bought and sold
Each crafted fable belongs to the label
Give up your soul for a seat at the table
Your entire life's work is one big homage poem them seeds reaped now sow em and show em that you bow to us we're the puppeteers you must fear a trickster yes quick sir our industry baby our empire our legacy

2024-07-13 04:42:00

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Song: Head Honcho
Language: Filipino
Subconscious: war strategy

2024-07-12 19:42:10

A grown man
with a pen in his hand
Lookin at the world
but he don't understand
He's using Trauma transference
It's a frequent occurrence
But he's still a kid
Gentle hearted and a big softie
Running around trying to act lofty
Pretending he's naughty
He should just say ok ya caught me
We all know what it is
You don't have to be pissed
Delivering this message to little kids
That you can say fuck the world
Not eat this shit
Bully people back
Not feel defeat
just sit
in your seat
Stand up and fight back
Tell em lick yo nutsack
Say the craziest shit
Even if it's wack
Don't be scared
Don't be afraid
Don't have the same life he coulda made
A child who never grew
Crying over all the shit he never knew
Trying to out do
All the crazy they spew
Like this is fun
Like a insanity gun
Pew pew pew
Let it do what it do
Extreme entropy has begun
Run over those haters
Fuck the debaters
And just be you
Someone is always gonna have some shit to say
Try to trigger you
Want to nigga you
Keep you down
Treat you like a clown
Fuck em
Walk out and be done
Or tear em a new one
Run em into the ground til they don't make a sound
Rip their fucking head off
And verbally murder them
Make them too embarrassed to ever be heard again
You can't cancel a legend
You can't pretend to mend
A broken society
Who's lost all propriety
Basking in piety
Eyeing me
Spying me
Lying to me
Because I speak til satiety
It's the defy in me
That will have you crying b on bended knee
This world is too much
Life's too short
Negative attention is something you can't afford
The world is a stage
It's all a larp
Toughen up
Stay sharp
Don't take it seriously
But face it fearlessly
You never know when someone will look to you
For resilience and strength
But Let me be frank
Fuck everybody
They don't matter
They trying to make you madder
But you'd rather be master moving faster
Eventually you'll find the hare to your mad hatter
Trust me you'll wanna take the ladder
Just focus on you becoming badder
Take the grand illusion and shatter
Rise above the clatter of the chatter
Because seriously the rest doesn't fuckin matter
#poetry

2024-07-12 18:47:36

Listen to Eminem album on repeat - some while I sleep
Dream crazy shit about dead friends and spy craft and military shit
Literally nothing to do with the album except Eminem was in it ... I was slipping a book cipher into Marshall's car.
So much about:
https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.theguardian.com/world/2024/feb/02/taiwan-china-spies-beijing-espionage?espv=1

2024-07-12 18:40:37

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We do like to be manipulated. It's crazy.

2024-07-12 10:42:12

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It hit so hard!
And he just walked Hailey down the Isle and she didn't have a kid yet - and somehow it still hits
Bruh was about to cry on record and the only thing triggered was my empathy
He did this shit on purpose knowing damn well we'd all cry! He's an evil genius monster!
If the other shit didn't trigger people - the sympathy would
That fuckin beautiful manipulative psycho
Fuel is p good
Guilty conscience 2 is p funny

2024-07-12 10:38:14

Not the press's wet dream but a psychologist's + psychiatrist's wet dream **

2024-07-12 10:19:24

Turns out I can't get through the album without crying like a little bitch... No matter how many times I listen.
Damn.
(Temporary + somebody save me)

2024-07-12 07:13:23

🤔
Draw to Eminem playlist...?
I was drawing to the sounds of the news.... 😅
https://youtu.be/0QvdDX2Q7rI?si=UjXMi0pwReMv0UqQ

2024-07-12 07:06:40

It's not going how I want
I have about an hour of rubbing this paper before I decide if it should be thrown out
https://image.nostr.build/a8100d9dab62fad595937effee2602264ca16523f997e3bc9c1577b957d3e58f.jpg

2024-07-12 02:43:44

He's really suing people for boycotting?
😂😂😂😭😭😭
You really can't make this shit up
https://x.com/elonmusk/status/1811360296218341403?t=sjFZYpWViPbl-DkjCoQN9w&s=19

2024-07-12 01:17:36

Everyone gets old
Looks fade
Some are in denial
So much denial and vanity -- especially in famous people -- they're putting fish jiz on their faces now
Lol
That's insane 😂
Most rich people are.... Sad. Just fuckin sad.

2024-07-11 23:29:57

https://youtu.be/eYj8ciqAPcA?si=MOD2vwMhhbCNB6Nx

2024-07-10 20:03:38

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And if you're going that route
I want to be Eminem

2024-07-08 23:30:04

https://youtu.be/tHnA94-hTC8?si=rA7JDlzaZwFT52JD

2024-07-08 21:38:34

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https://image.nostr.build/7d48cf6daa301a5428692993cbb4a8972cc287517540fe9642afd1912a688ef5.jpg
😍🫠

2024-07-07 13:51:36

https://youtu.be/TFg9gN3j1tY?si=7jDQ19lsQYfXvQ9F

2024-07-07 13:45:22

https://youtu.be/MyUmFrHf-4M?si=HH63RApwZVI_0blW

2024-07-07 08:49:20

(++ old hope -- 3301)

2024-07-07 08:25:06

https://www.thestack.technology/aws-amplify-vulnerability-cve-2024-28056/

2024-07-07 07:29:01

Real
https://x.com/UpSkillYourLife/status/1809482414676209999?t=G7lScExYblSo3dJvRdzzeA&s=19

2024-07-07 06:22:06

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... There were times I posted if I die it's his fault... Then posting later like yeah I'm fine... It's all good... And my family demanding proof of life because they thought he took my phone and was posting. It was me... Basking in my Stockholm syndrome.
....
Another time an ex cried to everyone I stabbed him -- I did... because I had to lock myself in the bathroom after he already blocked me from leaving my house, tried to smash my phone so I couldn't call for help and kept attacking me and broke in the door and I grabbed scissors and told him I'd stab him if he kept it up.. and kept warning for like 30 minutes then finally stabbed his arm because he wouldn't quit hitting me.
Another other time he kept throwing shit and pushing me around and I jumped up and ran, grabbed a screwdriver turned around and threw it at him as I was leaving the area.. it pierced his ear from like 20 ft away.
NGL it was a good shot.

2024-07-07 06:07:35

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Perspectives......
https://youtu.be/-e6abXmMqz4?si=6yQZkcSXIMtt0Il7

2024-07-07 06:02:25

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Right after the picture...
Me:
Damn... I tried to smile. I thought I was.
Also me:
Yeah it's not that bad, I've had worse.
Jessica with a couple bruises of her own (from her dad) just being the selfie queen she is posts the picture anyway
Years later
Me:
Damn that looks pretty bad
Also me:
Some people be talking shit all the time making me out to be the abuser - yeah ---
Like the Christmas I was almost choked to death and had to smash Joe in the head with a pot and stab him in the back with the broken handle to not die
Yup I'm a fuckin monster

2024-07-07 03:47:59

https://x.com/TRIGGERHAPPYV1/status/1809709856296955970?t=rn3RQhgvJfZg-mzbpBiMoA&s=19
Crazy

2024-07-07 02:15:06

https://image.nostr.build/5dbc8a79b98a420c4b2ee8596d7a85c469d54faa095479e91b08d84f07aaf7e1.jpg

2024-07-07 02:02:58

https://image.nostr.build/562863b02b357fe62ee7b16c988ccd3b3baef8f3b980d857e31ad15ba56280fc.jpg

2024-07-07 00:48:17

"Your professor was right. Only when we're on the precipice do we change."
- Keanu Reeves (the day the earth stood still)

2024-07-07 00:19:44

https://x.com/mfa_russia/status/1809258450351730707?t=COsDNCA58AXLmLZ-C75T6g&s=19
(No, you can't have Ukraine.)

2024-07-07 00:11:04

https://x.com/mikepompeo/status/1809671537911365978?t=JiZw14Ql12gm85YfiKUVTw&s=19
Thought:
Hush

2024-07-07 00:09:15

https://www.timesofisrael.com/liveblog_entry/iran-president-elect-says-will-extend-hand-of-friendship-to-everyone/
(Baby steps)

2024-07-06 23:00:42

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Y'all still tryin to smash?
https://youtu.be/Dtreoc1TLxo?si=sYRJ8iNhiaR4gDX_

2024-07-06 21:12:33

Friend sends me a bunch of photos
No context
Oh man
Like are you trying to fuck me up?!
That's our dead friend and that's me covered in bruises from an abusive asshole.
But thanks for reminding me of why I should never miss the good times. Shit hoe. Dayum.
https://image.nostr.build/738125bb03a9cab33c54c2002ccb7189dd7b07814ee600a891d21638f5de35d5.jpg
https://image.nostr.build/3593b666da4e94deb2c622373a53bc838cdef632c4a3efad93a9dbf466438fb7.jpg

2024-07-06 20:30:46

https://image.nostr.build/33e1a6821fba4a3209c9e6c23bd9f2571f5cdcf437ab87066dd9d340e896100d.jpg

2024-07-06 06:01:20

https://metro.co.uk/2020/06/19/what-upside-red-triangle-meaning-why-did-facebook-ban-donald-trump-post-12874325/
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2020/06/18/nazis-used-red-triangles-they-symbol-organized-hate/3217951001/&ved=2ahUKEwivk4uPw5GHAxXTQzABHQZPAQ8QFnoECBIQAQ&usg=AOvVaw1dHA5Ubz6hj_AnoNv8sH5b
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://english.almayadeen.net/news/politics/terrified-by-hamas-red-triangle--german-house-votes-on-banni&ved=2ahUKEwivk4uPw5GHAxXTQzABHQZPAQ8QFnoECBQQAQ&usg=AOvVaw2Mv449Jbvf2K00grjRrfdp

2024-07-06 04:59:57

Literally the only thing you got right
https://x.com/TraderGirlQ/status/1809393458785706010?t=Cgd-ot3Fi9f8MlbPLnHWNA&s=19

2024-07-06 02:46:07

Don't encourage her
https://x.com/elonmusk/status/1809376890483789880?t=Bx5eU8jSuVqYkgoXt22aAg&s=19

2024-07-05 22:57:28

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Why?

2024-07-05 21:50:46

Why'd they have to ruin it?
July 9 9 p.m. SF 1: Spain vs. Portugal/France
July 10 9 p.m. SF 2: England/Switzerland vs. Netherlands/Turkey
So I guess
Portugal is going to beat France
Switzerland is going to beat England
Turkey will beat the Netherlands
Portugal wins in the end

2024-07-05 05:30:45

It's been a long night

2024-07-04 20:43:37

https://youtu.be/pw7pp6vYIKQ?si=0JOGguje7H5OL8fS

2024-07-04 20:38:42

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Yeah?.. how?
Which part?

2024-07-04 19:23:22

Smells like terrible propaganda and drawing parallels to something that just doesn't fit.
All I know is that when other countries get in our business it's an open invitation for us to get in their business. And so the cycle goes.
It's a toxic love hate relationship and we really just can't quit each other.
At least when we meddle with our own elections, it's ours so we can. We don't hold people at gunpoint and stuff ballots or burn them... Our votes count, but barely... Better than not at all. Russia has a lot more projecting and mental gymnastics to do, and at this point it's just sad.
#nevent1q…0tp3

2024-07-04 09:33:24

https://youtu.be/EETV2JNBhcc?si=_qXLy5BUflz_BIfM

2024-07-04 09:29:36

https://youtu.be/SvPo3w3hgdg?si=W99OjhWrmQ9lt5E5

2024-07-04 09:15:30

Speculative indulgence reigns supreme!!

2024-07-04 09:08:37

https://image.nostr.build/e0d45694bea41339246d309bff19d292fcc8bf27b21f1c969b2a101a9c290e3f.jpg

2024-07-04 09:05:07

.. / -.. --- -. .----. - / .-.- ..--. .--. - / -.- --. -.- / .-... .. ...- . / ... . -. - / ... .. .-..- -.-. .-.. . / . - / -.. . .--. ..- .. ... / .-.. . / -.. ..-.. -... ..- - / -.--. ..--. --. -.--.- / .. ... .... . .-. .

2024-07-04 08:47:29

https://youtu.be/E_jlAW6naw4?si=m62-pHDYONvukk3i

2024-07-04 08:43:30

https://youtu.be/ax294Sq5phc?si=wKnBuBHldQd9S-j-

2024-07-04 08:42:29

https://youtu.be/II5I4HItgzg?si=x6Cgmtika22JgiEb

2024-07-03 23:33:02

https://image.nostr.build/0025268df2dc7ac7b9cb265a3166df09fbd71602eb1b017506349532eeabdb2e.jpg
#art
#sketch

2024-07-03 23:31:34

https://image.nostr.build/52fbb66e320b6f4cade69d4bfc8ec7015241f00ebf244415a337adc6714c6c6f.jpg
#art
#sketch

2024-07-03 19:50:36

*Me ready to poop on people's parade but trying not to*

2024-07-03 19:35:07

https://x.com/LilydeMontbrun/status/1805021479463243869?t=ohSruK5F0b1-_GNLFwKtOw&s=19

2024-07-03 09:53:42

https://youtu.be/D06a47hcd2w?si=s-He0uTOfOXOGXCM
📌

2024-07-03 08:13:41

https://image.nostr.build/681a62ba06a466c671a3423f7bf2a54454db64da4645f314e8bc91877b6596df.jpg

2024-07-03 05:20:28

https://x.com/mikepompeo/status/1808271989217337385?t=ftEbwmUy96O8_ASNSN1NjA&s=19
Dick taderz

2024-07-03 01:33:37

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https://youtu.be/liW-kWFiXtQ?si=qmzgMzBax2qLcXBf

2024-07-03 01:22:49

If Russia doesn't get the message
That's a them problem

2024-07-03 01:21:40

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+ Isis // Italy (insert dark opera music here)

2024-07-03 01:20:56

https://youtu.be/6JX8j3vwrIA?si=3bRiZM0bBY3vzjCy

2024-07-03 01:20:43

Romania and Bulgaria are under threat stemming from Russia so is Germany but isis is threatening DE too (+ nearby usual targets) with Italy Russia is working on a stronger spy ring ... They've got their grip on France and Germany p good... Time to pay attention to the others. Isis is also threatening France Olympics.
So yeah it is a multi leveled thing.

2024-07-03 01:17:06

https://youtu.be/_nWDOcOpl8Q?si=2zY0UE7s1jValuaV

2024-07-03 01:07:43

https://youtu.be/C8YlGkoYXXM?si=EI-0pzp-110dpKuo

2024-07-03 01:01:13

https://youtu.be/R9PT45EJdrM?si=ERIfD6OTwN6V89vu

2024-07-02 23:33:28

🔥
https://youtu.be/9xn0OHEZZ8Q?si=MG13AG5v5kIVwF-O

2024-07-02 23:15:40

Wtf am I even looking at?
https://x.com/RobertKennedyJr/status/1808220327194825142?t=mQsPOlJkPJmT9h3WhIKDhA&s=19

2024-07-02 12:33:14

The weird shit we do https://image.nostr.build/6530624db95984e45f7a78f725d5e70644249759d5886bd5b23e3761e8b2c1d7.jpg

2024-07-02 12:32:31

Going through some old shit... And forgot why I was there....
I got distracted...
....Looking back it seems so sad.
https://video.nostr.build/ad20a0b0181dcfe33454551fb43a32e4b9eac14cedf07f6a2c4d20c96cb5c249.mp4
https://video.nostr.build/ab3d49d2f75dba58c649c496cf5ec1fa3408c04bc7eb4a4aca7c1994312aca17.mp4
https://video.nostr.build/d4dc2d0a31d77432bd5149350489e8211305dbbed7f5a53d5fd75d46037492cb.mp4
https://image.nostr.build/9c492e7ef9f3490de333754806264f3ee6aa32f85743d15b66f8d762b650ebe3.jpg

2024-07-02 11:08:45

Last time there was a warning and people were put on high alert the timing was too soon --- which is better than late
(Disclaimer)

2024-07-02 10:35:08

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2024-07-02 10:32:57

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