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Last Notes npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen you get the beneficence of jupiter with your venus. 🫶 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen woah!. mine is conjunct! npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen a strange turn of events for a flat lady. i suddenly understood why sports bras existed. i did not wear one, but i got it. my first pregnancy i told a friend i got a boob job 😂 because they grew before my belly. ah. forever one of my favorite moments. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen leave the cities. they are the most mentally deranged. #nevent1q…y4fq npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen for us it is building the community. our families are rather useless, which is unfortunate, but rather normal for the boomers of our hometown. we find ourselves paying for family more than historically would be true., but we are so value aligned with our people... it is slow work, but better for all of us in the long run. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it is my only, but i have always abhorred social media... it took me awhile to be convinced to try it. i am kind of amazed at how much i enjoy it. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen so sorry 😢🩷🫂 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen is this different human design? npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😂😭 next year... cukes next year. it is a learning curve. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen uh oh i hadn't considered this... i just thought warm and cuddly. but also opens the door for two kitties...... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i prefer "community building", 😂😭 but to each his own. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it is! my son picked the name out months ago and we can't drop it. just too good... been on that manifestation grind. apparently i needed a practical reason... likely the husband convincing. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen one of my favorite trends on nostr is the beautiful, simple sharing of a day in the life... i am pretty personally private, but i will try it out today. good morning, yummy coffee. i started a garden this year. last year we moved and had a baby, so i am really excited it exists now. it has been so much wonderful work... this morning i will go out and see if my tomatoes have taken off yet. the ground squirrels ate my cucumber plants... just. tore them from the ground. roots and all. it may be time for a cat... i will probably wait until camping season is over before committing to a kitten. but my husband is warming up to the idea. or my son and i are just breaking him down. will let you know at the end of summer... we would name it soup. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i've always thought a lot about spaces and how they should support the purpose of the room. i like this as an additional consideration. like easter eggs, but they feel natural. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen this is a neat concept npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen did this last week. felt gooooood. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen practical obsession, this one. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i have gotten much more comfortable with spiders. i like them for the most part, but here they are non lethal and not the size of my hand... so. smaller steps necessary. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😂 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen these pictures make me feel like such a wuss. i am terrified. i live in the north where the killer animals are the big ones. i prefer it. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the mormons always make it into the scifi future... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i haven't finished it because i have children and no couch potato time, but i've really enjoyed the studio. to cover some other genres and time spans some favorites are bojack horseman, community, travelers... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i add handfuls of spinach to many things. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen but are surrounded by it. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen life's too short to own shitty knives. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen love love love love love. 🥰 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen gm 🫶 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen bad ass npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen lovely and fitting that father's day is the solstice. may you light up the sky of your children no matter the time of year. thank you for all you do and all you are, papa. ✨☀️🏔️ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i have never been more offended by you npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen reading this brings me joy. 👏🩷 good for you taking your need for change seriously and seeing it through in spectacular fashion. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen they look stupid. i hate everything about them. why is the ratio so wonked? npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen they tried to convince me to schedule a c section with my second because my first was so big and labor was so long. i said gfy and had him on the couch at home hardly an hour after the midwife arrived. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen this goes with picking the proper partner in parenting. in my house we are both bitcoiners. my husband is top among fathers and still seeking to improve. 🩷✨ #nevent1q…0vc9 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the hospital narrative is so scary. my first was a real hard labor at a hospital birthing center... meant to be more naturally inclined... i had him without drugs, but... traumatically. at the first appointment for my second, the ob told me she would not let me do a birth center birth again. it had to be in a hospital room. and she preferred a scheduled c-section. all this - the. first. appointment... meant to be celebrating and she was fear mongering. i said, fuck you and i found a midwife who is simply.. everything to me. had baby two happily and easily on our living room couch. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen people are so down on motherhood. the culturally acceptable conversation pre-natally is offensive. i'm with you on baby count. lfg 🩷✨ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen yes... elite mom culture is very damaging and alienating. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen much of this is baby specific, in my opinion. a lot of the rest of it is parent specific. then circumstance... there's not one path. i think authenticity is the trait that matters most in parenting. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it's really hard to be a new mom 🫂 no one thing makes it a failure. your awareness sounds like you are great at it. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the hardest part of having children is finding the person to do it with. everything else is also really hard, but that's the hardest part. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i love this. gm. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i answered the top, but thinking about it, i think the luxuries scale... it can be perspective.; a really top cappuccino, a glass of wine with lunch, a trip to the gym with a sauna, a house plant... it's important to feel deserving of niceties. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen sometimes sleep training is necessary, but never cry it out. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen to me this was baby specific. baby led swaddling. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it was my unlock. it released the burden of revisiting, too - that i SHOULD. reread where i was a year ago... just doesn't ring true anymore. anything really lovely or moving or important, i copy out to a different document and delete everything else. i just keep my daily word count. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😂❤️ love that for you. while that sounds more fun, i must admit to my normal being i. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen curiosity is sort of the base of it all... i have not put self exploration into that frame before. as i try to consider what words i would have used before right now... drive, inherent motivation, change orientation... they lack the color offered by curiosity. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it' is easy to start, it is hard to do more than three days in a row?... i think figuring out what's maintainable. weekly? using prompts? discarding the words... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i find it difficult to maintain relationship with people who do not actively seek to improve. i have found it difficult to maintain relationship with most people. 😬 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i want as many children as possible. it is hard. but it is everything. written from morning cuddles. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen good night. xx sweet dreams. https://blossom.primal.net/2bbd42b142742ab39838959fb2b7e346eca4d46769c88bdbc551cab64241d69c.jpg npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen my dad and i are similar at the core of this. we do not have what i would consider ambition in a worldly sense. my mom was the opposite: she was extremely driven and which made her very successful in the business world. growing up i tried to be what my mom and what society wanted of me; i was basically a straight a student and incredibly competitive in sports. my sisters rebelled and were not traditionally successful in school or competitions. to me, this was the childhood dynamic of how to handle family expectations playing out. in adulthood, i have come back to my center and realized that that stuff just does not appeal to me.. i have children and i have a garden and i have a home... “driven” is not my word. i definitely burnt out in childhood. i saw that the route i was running was not fulfilling. the flame was artificial to me - from borrowed fuel... both my sisters are now traditionally successful - good jobs, continue to be promoted through the ranks, and take great pride in it... for one it is clear this is completely natural. this is her living her core out in adulthood. she likes what she does, she is good at what she does, and she wants to be the best. in the other, it is not so clear... is it learned and she is now trying to gain some mom points in adulthood? is it necessitated by lifestyle wants and the needs of existence? is this her natural state?... i think the core burns for what brings it purpose and for me - that is not drive or ambition... it is a quiet hearth in the center of my home... but based on my family, i see it as a blend of conditioning, genetics, and circumstance. there was a timeline where i continued to deny my core - my genetics - and fought through to be SUCCESFUL. and i believe that people do that, too. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen my take is it's a combination of genetics, childhood, and finding the thing that lights you up. my natural flame burns low and slow. it does not measure well in the normie world of success metrics. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen gm 🤘❤️ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen feel this so much. 🫶✨ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen great movie... one of my favorite. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen can speak to none of the rest of it, but shiva as destroyer is a telling that lacks. the full picture could still follow her narrative as it is destruction in the face of creation; except that it is not evil., it is simply indifferent.. as the shining sun. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen nah that is why it's a board npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen finding today people have a lot of opinions about other people's money and i thought the whole point of bitcoin was gfy? gfy. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen they kind of sound like a drag... i guess that's the toxicity. for fuckssake, justine! just care about one thing! the neutrality brings out the toxicity npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen having a really fun time contemplating toxic neutrality. everyone is equally stupid and gay, which makes life beautiful. not taking sides, but taking it so far it's toxic. only having toxic opinions on completely neutral grounds. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen smells soooo good. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😂🙌❤️ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen ah, neat. i love that framing of a line if thought i have often considered (identity). i will have to look into this writing he speaks of. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen genetics npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i have seen things that look like chem trails - just... criss cross mathematical looking residue left in the sky at regular intervals... and it blows my mind. but i think a lot of pictures people post of chem trails are just. airplanes. and moisture content in the air holding the exhaust for longer than usual. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i would pay it as a fuck you whatever fine if they just turned off the stupid beeper in the car that complains when i am not buckled. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen seeing this last night broke my heart npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i make a really good grilled cheese. it is decidedly not as straight forward as it seems. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen "almost literally" npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i do not think having kids is for everyone, but i certainly think it is for more than are currently choosing that path. the true purpose of all the psyops... you will have nothing and no one and think you chose that path of your own volition. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the fact that [what feels like] the entire protocol can get together and argue about something for a weekend is really special. this is a phase i will miss once it's gone. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen incredible. i have run it twice. love love love. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen when i was in my 20s i would tell people i was retired when they asked that question. they hated that. doesn't hit quite the same as i get older 😂 a bit more grumpy side eye rather than uncomfortable laughter. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i truly hate that question as the basis for all new conversation. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen a proudest part of my parenting is my pure bloods. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen https://blossom.primal.net/a6ffa66b62bb154d41d388aafbd2cfa88e0437e13a304001fb15dec77cbe65c3.mp4 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen never tell a mother of young children you were too busy to do something. #nevent1q…2mtn npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen in app naturally i check notifications, but i removed notifications about follows. that feels like i am then only paying attention to real interaction and not to a social media based reward system. out of app, absolutely not. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen we used to do silly walks on any family trip into the city when i was growing up npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen watched this on easter. they're so good. one of my favorite conversations is in holy grail in the fields talking about governments... geniuses. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen getting a new phone used to be exclusively exciting 😂😭 no longer. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i would have looked better than 99% of attendees. what a disappointing showing for such a rad theme. #nevent1q…ga3e npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i forget when or how i discovered her, but immediate obsession. she is otherworldly. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i would wear iris van herpen to the met gala this year. likely someone will. https://blossom.primal.net/e30a1e4cfb9e8b2761cba208bf0cfb1bfdab19a4238cec7462fe2f36125d13c8.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/8c647c41d28d0d81bae9bf5b247105e1004adc842d0e057fa7ee5199bc94c583.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/8f57516fd5d7817ff9caaa5059d78587b59adfc4ac8fb7d5b84f875d1cb74292.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/b121081698e98a91d7c56c2869319cda91d076cf96e9c97a4165f00b08bd37f1.jpg npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen been thinking about this all day... banksy isn't a bad direction... maybe going as his latest statue 😂 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i love the met gala. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen as long as the garlic doesn't have to be beautiful, you cut the ends off each clove, put them in a container, and just. shake them. slowly but surely the skins just shed. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen garlic used to really bum me out. get all sticky and frustrated... was never a source of joy 😂 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen truly something else.. i would like to try to write a character synopsis of her at some point.. i think it would be difficult, but very fun. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen every now and again i have a major before and after event in my kitchen: i recently learned to shake garlic cloves all together in a container to get the skins off... everything is different now. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i love the rain. good luck out there. ❤️ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen hooray, hooray! the first of may! outdoor screwing starts today! my granny would call us and announce this to my whole family every year. she was a real gem of a human. i am forever lucky to have had her and for so long. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen been trying this with the newer human and all futures. didn't know in time for this stubborn little honey. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i am more sorry that i am bothered to feel i am an interruption. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen probably not about my opinion in particular, but he does seem the type to care more than he ought to about what others think of him. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i don't care for michael saylor. never have. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen potty training is a humbling experience. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen learning the symbols is a good place to start. getting a reading of 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