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Last Notes npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen having a really fun time contemplating toxic neutrality. everyone is equally stupid and gay, which makes life beautiful. not taking sides, but taking it so far it's toxic. only having toxic opinions on completely neutral grounds. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen smells soooo good. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i would pay it as a fuck you whatever fine if they just turned off the stupid beeper in the car that complains when i am not buckled. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i make a really good grilled cheese. it is decidedly not as straight forward as it seems. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen "almost literally" npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i do not think having kids is for everyone, but i certainly think it is for more than are currently choosing that path. the true purpose of all the psyops... you will have nothing and no one and think you chose that path of your own volition. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i truly hate that question as the basis for all new conversation. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen https://blossom.primal.net/a6ffa66b62bb154d41d388aafbd2cfa88e0437e13a304001fb15dec77cbe65c3.mp4 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen never tell a mother of young children you were too busy to do something. #nevent1q…2mtn npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen watched this on easter. they're so good. one of my favorite conversations is in holy grail in the fields talking about governments... geniuses. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen getting a new phone used to be exclusively exciting 😂😭 no longer. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i would have looked better than 99% of attendees. what a disappointing showing for such a rad theme. #nevent1q…ga3e npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i forget when or how i discovered her, but immediate obsession. she is otherworldly. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i would wear iris van herpen to the met gala this year. likely someone will. https://blossom.primal.net/e30a1e4cfb9e8b2761cba208bf0cfb1bfdab19a4238cec7462fe2f36125d13c8.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/8c647c41d28d0d81bae9bf5b247105e1004adc842d0e057fa7ee5199bc94c583.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/8f57516fd5d7817ff9caaa5059d78587b59adfc4ac8fb7d5b84f875d1cb74292.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/b121081698e98a91d7c56c2869319cda91d076cf96e9c97a4165f00b08bd37f1.jpg npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i love the met gala. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen as long as the garlic doesn't have to be beautiful, you cut the ends off each clove, put them in a container, and just. shake them. slowly but surely the skins just shed. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen every now and again i have a major before and after event in my kitchen: i recently learned to shake garlic cloves all together in a container to get the skins off... everything is different now. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i love the rain. good luck out there. ❤️ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen hooray, hooray! the first of may! outdoor screwing starts today! my granny would call us and announce this to my whole family every year. she was a real gem of a human. i am forever lucky to have had her and for so long. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i am more sorry that i am bothered to feel i am an interruption. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen probably not about my opinion in particular, but he does seem the type to care more than he ought to about what others think of him. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i don't care for michael saylor. never have. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen potty training is a humbling experience. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen learning the symbols is a good place to start. getting a reading of your own astrology chart starts to place it. then keeping up with current skies on youtube. as things pop up as interesting, you can find videos on the specifics and intricacies. also various websites will throw charts and interpret them for you. i quite like astro-seek. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i am living for the sake of it. for the joy and the experience. for authentic expression of self. what keeps me from that is learned behaviors. familial and cultural norms. and fear. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen good morning, i love you.
my journaling practice has reached one year old. i found a method that works for me. and holy moly, it works for me. it has been incredible and worthwhile. my thought patterns have improved - they are less meandering, they are more purposeful, and they more often return to a strong core after getting lost. my self understanding has exploded - i have been able to zoom out and see patterns of stuck points throughout life..., find themes that need holding or healing..., see the narratives i relive... my grace towards others has increased, as has my willingness to take time and space for my self and my psyche. compassion all around!. my thoughts, words, and actions are all more intentional. wild. invaluable. i cannot believe how much i have learned. i am ecstatic. i started a new year today with the added stat of minutes meditated. let’s fucking go. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen "do you know how hard you have to abuse a mammal to make them not have children?" npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen this is more or less what i have heard. i hadn't heard it in context of diet, but i could see that. personality swings as a precursor to dementia is what i've read., with dementia in this sense being a bit of a catchall for cognitive decline. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i don't see why he'd be so important. murder makes more sense to me. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen love. my first favorite pokemon. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen trash npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen love. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen calm and authentic and wholesome npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen most wonderful experience. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i think same. that sounds about right. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen my day on nostr was pretty great... i like it here. and i love you. i understand the outside internet is burning and hell is freezing over in real life. so. thanks for everything, frands. stay safe, sane, & free. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen will add it to my list. she wrote my fffffavorite fantasy series - earthsea. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen bunch of thugs. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen woah cool npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen woah bunch of thugs npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen beast games. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen what was wrong in your childhood will not be what's wrong with your children. don't try to fix your shit, listen to them and help your babies through their shit. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the expanse npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen peep show. seriously weird. seriously unique. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i'm in for lady leading everything up to that point, but i enjoyed being wildly surprised. so. guess i would say no. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen @nprofile…4gzk npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the conversations so good you just can't go to bed about them even though you should have hours ago. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the stars. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen especially the first book npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i just learned he's a them!! npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i'll be interested to go back to it with the deeper understanding. i don't remember everything from the show. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😂 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen "these people hate you." - @nprofile…22n0 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😍 firefly!... i don't really get to watch anymore, but that's totally running to the top of my list when i have the moment to. it's been awhile... i am still enjoying it. i really feel like i'm burning through. it is one of the few times i watched before reading and i mostly love the casting. especially amos. and will likely watch them when i finish. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen abaddon's gate. james s. a. corey. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i think they get away with saying this because they know the ladies will insist. and in my case, it was the opposite. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen going on my list npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen won't do that 😂❤️ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen right? i do not know when last i wanted everyone i know to see something. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen thank you npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen do not remember the last time the internet gave me such a gift npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen gross. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i scrolled by this video three or four times before watching it. don't make the same mistake. #nevent1q…vsrv npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen he's such a gem. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen pancakes npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen just burning through these. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen caliban's war. james s. a. corey. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i think i saw you had read it multiple times and thought i might put dune at the end of my current reading list. and i will add the bad place. i am deep into the expanse and happy to be reading something well written again. but there are very few books i read more than once. daemon was long enough ago... i feel it is prescient now and deserves it in this moment. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen seeing it there makes me think it may be time to read it again. ahh, enjoy! npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen daemon a forever favorite npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i meant my quote of the year. like i'll just keep coming back to it., but true enough. 😂❤️ npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen quote of the year. #nevent1q…ahwq npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen my huskys are decidedly unhappy about the lack of snow. or at least i am. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen uhhhhhhhhhh npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 😂 i loved this movie so much growing up. one time my mom insisted i solo perform this scene for her friends. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen uhhhhhhh npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the highly sensitive person. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i do not have the personality for your level of argumentative. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen this bears repeating: #nevent1q…uka0 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen yikes. i was writing a thought out response thanking you for your citing of the theory of gay nazis, but questioning your premise based on "objective"... this outburst means idgaf. xoxo npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen you really lost any legs you were standing on at gay nazi... npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen same. it's so odd to me. but. bath time is sacred, so we do as he says. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen thoughts not a crime yet. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen yeah i take the point as a mindset rather than a backing from the state. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen 🙌🫂 npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen "My daughter asked me what it means to be an American and I told her it means you can do whatever the fuck you feel like as long as you’re not harming another person. That’s America." #nevent1q…wu3t npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen leviathan wakes. james s. a. corey. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen no, not yet. though sadly trending such. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen relies on, likely freedom. if it goes to everyone simply invested, then i would say investment. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen my opinion on the matter is you don't have to have an opinion on everything. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen thank you for sharing npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen “it’s not about me” in my mind is an allowance that there are subconscious defense mechanisms at work for them. they may lack the awareness to put the work in to get past them, but they do not lack the capability. so the under current of “it’s not about me” is - “it’s about them”, not who they are, but who they have learned to be to feel safe. because i have spent so much time unwinding my mental processes and thought loops, it makes me feel better., because i know how much work it is to get to awareness and then to the underlying narratives. let alone to start dismantling them... but it still hurts. especially when it's family. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen depends if you define bitcoiner as anyone who owns bitcoin npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen i had the mantra "it's not about me, it's not about me" running, but the narrative released that deeper level. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it is a very interesting concept. entirely unique to me. i truly enjoyed them. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen gotta shoot your shot npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen it was super helpful for me. i read the highly sensitive person last year which really was heart opening., so a lot of the clearing and clarity work i had done. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen the strength of the few. james islington. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen adult children of emotionally immature parents. lindsay gibson. npub1k647j89337vk6wstenvtjlev94g2nf8cqccwdr5gsx558jujwzfqfqnekl helen tip of the iceberg, really.