ninja8tyu

I do whatever I want.

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2024-08-20 10:40:13

well today i learned that doctors actually may sometimes try NOT to save you if you're an organ donor to harvest your organs
of course, i do imagine it happening even to those who weren't registered, and that was the point made against such worries to encourage being one
but i never really realized that it's a way for these criminals to have a slight legal comfort to harvest organs

2024-08-19 23:52:46

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jesus christ
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2024-08-19 23:47:36

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i got a cent discount if i buy it like this
https://varishangout.net/media/2d6cc6f0-2da2-49cb-80fe-4510a9047f6d/image.png

2024-08-19 09:42:10

what the fuck is going on
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2024-08-06 18:34:33

i was going through old stuff on old places
i wonder why, couldn't possibly be that it's right to be one :dis_nyagga:
https://varishangout.net/media/04eb7234-590d-4b29-bf14-7f437a8d47ac/image.png

2024-08-04 23:32:20

yeah these nunchucks are either a bad idea or i'm stupid
i whacked the fire alarm in my room because i wanted to practice a fast nutshot using them
maybe i should practice outside instead...

2024-08-04 06:03:24

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@npub1yw3…m2c2 whatever the website i'm using is using
i don't want to keep installing new episodes unless i have to

2024-08-04 05:10:02

i thought flash was dead
https://varishangout.net/media/9cc6a05c-e088-4f61-8bc3-6faafb9207fb/image.png

2024-08-03 22:53:27

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@npub130f…yqku @npub1rf0…gyed i really couldn't care less my guy, my scroll wheel is faster than my ability to engage with it

2024-07-31 18:28:52

kinda realized how if you can do something in six seconds that others would take six minutes on, you'd be sixty times faster than them, not ten times
i forget time is base 60 most of the time

2024-07-31 16:42:59

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@npub1jj5…3am4 if they advertised it as a goblin fantasy world, maybe the appearance would make sense

2024-07-31 07:20:26

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@npub1ecj…fchy @npub1q5d…70ad i fuckin' wish i got paid $20/hr
can't wait to work tomorrow

2024-07-31 01:26:36

I want to know how to get a white collar job.
I'll probably be the fucker everyone dumps their paper work on, but still, probably better than fast food.

2024-07-30 17:05:41

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@npub18jc…mskd part of screwattack, got merged with roosterteeth, that went out fo business sometime ago, now that video pops up on my feed
trying to separate from the plague, but they're still infected

2024-07-30 06:01:04

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2024-07-29 08:30:45

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2024-07-28 22:15:19

https://varishangout.net/media/22ce9f90-27f2-4b00-a771-8d4526e84ff1/RDT_20240402_1901406483815690979133243.webp

2024-07-28 19:30:03

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2024-07-28 17:52:11

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@npub1st2…2wu9 >"no politik here"
>"no politik here"
>"no politik here"
>"no politik here"
>"no politik here"
>"no politik here"
injected with the most irrelevant bullshit and got what he deserved

2024-07-28 17:42:58

didn't want to bother finding and updating the old tumblr hates kikes thread
https://varishangout.net/media/2c5cda9f-c768-43e5-be30-76f4b374c8e0/tumblr_shbryfrXEl1yigki0.mp4
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2024-07-26 20:16:01

do people slowly become simps the older they get
i didn't care so much about human interaction that much until i kept getting older and older
you wouldn't catch me thinking about a romantic relationship before i graduated, but it's like my body craves companionship now

2024-07-26 17:36:51

based on context clues, i guess i spelled "aqua" with a bunch of others now gone
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2024-07-26 03:15:17

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@npub1ajv…pmr7 the $10 doesn't even work either, from what i heard

2024-07-25 19:12:06

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2024-07-24 08:32:27

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even without knowing about john money, it was taught a decade ago as a horrible mental illness whose victims are social outcasts and desire self-mutilation to empathize
now somehow shit like body dysphoria is perfectly normal, acceptable, and encouraged

2024-07-24 08:03:24

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@npub1rf0…gyed well that's fun

2024-07-24 06:44:47

huh, i can't access baraag atm

2024-07-23 20:50:16

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@npub1tss…0a4m i thought about casting the banishment spell, but i'm not sure how the others would like me doing so

2024-07-23 20:36:15

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...i'm not sure how to explain everyone outside of china really doesn't like their entire country being an effective dictatorship with massive thought policing
https://varishangout.net/media/2ffe48b8-99f6-42c2-81f1-fd0ddf502290/image.png

2024-07-23 20:32:22

what
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2024-07-23 08:11:37

a fifth of humanity needs to die
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2024-07-23 03:37:36

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@npub1hrg…pwe9 :Aris_Shrug:

2024-07-23 03:13:26

https://nitter.net/umar_langit/status/1815332861110841448
https://varishangout.net/media/0d13bfba-fac4-4931-a67f-709a2d9e0aa8/GTFbnaBbMAEV1Yv.jpg

2024-07-21 07:59:29

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haven't finished the video or editing, but this will be my projected finishing date
if i don't end up finishing it, i can always stream the shit, though i really don't want to
https://varishangout.net/media/3b805453-19df-4fa0-9bbe-3864464c3964/debutnotif.png

2024-07-20 18:12:27

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started recording my debut shit
might have to re-do the model reveal, because i'm growing tired and random shit house shit interrupts my flow
https://varishangout.net/media/17276bbf-08a8-4eb6-9517-984c9a69933d/image.png

2024-07-20 07:06:14

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all i have to do to prepare the date is see what my work schedule's like next week, then see when i'm free to moderate my own chat

2024-07-20 06:14:19

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alright, i guess i'm done with the final part of my vtuber bullshit!
all i have to do now is record everything, edit everything, and set a debut date!
https://varishangout.net/media/de2a7a88-e286-46fa-be37-c66c8fce82aa/image.png

2024-07-20 04:19:54

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@npub1p4h…2q5v @npub144s…8kjg
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2024-07-19 17:03:45

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yay, it works in live2d studio without much modification
https://varishangout.net/media/9f25fd3e-676e-4435-bf46-7eb2643f4571/2024-07-19%2010-01-21.mov

2024-07-19 15:34:46

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well, managed to get a very basic short story working...
i guess debut's coming soon, just need to work on the very final few things and then post the ad, and prepare to handle the two people who's gonna attend stream

2024-07-19 02:59:14

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i remember back in 2014, marrying your waifus was a joke and anyone who actually was seriously disturbed enough to try it were nutjobs
at some point, they became more sane than the normies, not through self-improvement, but societal degradation
honestly i wonder if i even have improved as a person, when the standard of normal keeps falling

2024-07-19 00:47:02

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@npub17l8…62d2 been rewatching/marathoning ninjago since i never finished it as a kid
began season 3 and the love interest girl effectively swaps bfs because a computer says her "best match" isn't her seasons 1 thru 2 bf

2024-07-17 22:16:20

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@npub120l…pquj i forgot i was a chink for a moment
i literally went "best deer, would inject with my white gene- wait."

2024-07-17 18:07:30

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can i just toss out this entire fucking story/lore part of my bloody debut and just prepare the video for the debut.
i fucking hate writing. even when i limit myself to basic short stories and not taking it too seriously, it sucks.
https://varishangout.net/media/93abaaf4-7017-4a49-a2d1-a273d883412f/image.png

2024-07-17 00:58:16

lmao what
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2024-07-16 22:47:31

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@npub1gw8…4k6k @npub1jkg…sn2x fellow 75
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2024-07-16 19:35:06

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@npub1kas…w2th there's always been a law where the most fucked up fetish artists in the world will always have significantly higher quality art than others

2024-07-16 04:25:48

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@npub1kas…w2th people with good taste buds

2024-07-16 04:02:49

a lot of food porn is getting uploaded
https://varishangout.net/media/f20a8e8c-b73a-4abe-b686-23bff4f87705/image.png

2024-07-15 15:49:45

https://varishangout.net/media/a5787cbc-fbe3-4ef7-a2bf-0c1276e62536/GSeGlZDWEAAvMtj.jpg

2024-07-14 04:35:05

it's been a while since i've drawn anything, so honestly this looks off
need anatomy help pls
https://varishangout.net/media/2ff1566f-ae52-4d6c-83f6-b5d10d7490e4/rabbit34_worldfirst.png

2024-07-13 16:03:01

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2024-07-12 13:53:14

total furry death
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2024-07-12 13:48:19

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@npub1st2…2wu9 idle moon rabbit rpg
it's a gacha game unfort, though you don't roll for skins or characters

2024-07-12 12:23:56

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2024-07-12 01:17:30

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all i have left for my debut is maybe working on the story and a few more drawings, or just skip that entirely, then recording everything, editing the footage, and finally planning the debut date
even for a bloody pre-recorded video debut... it's such a fucking pain for what is going to be literally twenty bucks per year at very hopeful best...

2024-07-11 23:38:53

wow, if these still are ai subs, then i genuinely prefer ai over localizers
easier to understand, no internet slang from whatever shitty corners of the net that i need to learn to understand them
https://varishangout.net/media/322b7897-df46-4cfc-96d5-7112cf0f3c92/image.png

2024-07-11 13:57:27

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huh.
apparently the guy was banned from omega strikers for some behavior and brought up the drama again
i'm curious and i'll probably look it up one day

2024-07-10 21:39:30

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fellas.
is it possible for your hand to become buff, or is the abductor muscle on my right hand inflamed

2024-07-10 21:35:22

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2024-07-10 19:08:32

i work after a while and my hand is numb as fuck

2024-07-08 18:14:22

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people have described me as being chaotic, and that being a good thing
this is why i hate these things, it feels like a self-jerk if it ain't already, but i need to make it clear what value i provide
https://varishangout.net/media/483082b2-6560-4dd7-aad9-ea957dc2c385/image.png

2024-07-08 15:17:13

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if there's anything i've learned from aiming to do 100 in a day, it's probably that doing what you can and doing a lot of it is the key to retard strength

2024-07-08 15:15:26

did 24 consecutive push-ups
gonna aim for 25 next time
probably could do 100 today if i wanted to

2024-07-07 15:00:36

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i ended up making a second track for my vtuber shit as bg music, because the first one was too energetic and wasn't chill
bUT I FUCKING COOKED TOO HARD AGAIN, MY SECOND TRACK WAS NERFED AND IT ***STILL*** SOUNDS ENERGETIC
IT SOUNDS GOOD, BUT IT'S NOT WHAT I WAS GOING FOR AAAAAAAAAAAA
https://varishangout.net/media/8fbfb5ba-771e-45ed-a11c-24ed9ffba7f9/a22.webp

2024-07-07 12:44:29

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i wrote this as a joke early on but it's basically going to be true in a few more days
https://varishangout.net/media/4aae0208-efd4-49f2-b4e8-141b223ca163/image.png

2024-07-07 11:39:30

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@npub1lgs…0jup i'm gonna move in her

2024-07-07 04:51:48

i love fireworks, pisses off evil demons
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2024-07-07 03:59:01

i can't help but think when i look at nunchucks how fun it seems to use them
i wasn't ever able to track the movements themselves, but i felt like the fact it always ended up in the same areas meant it wasn't too difficult than it was fast
surprisingly i can actually track the movements now, and honestly, for what's effectively two sticks on a chain, it might be a versatile tool you can bring anywhere
https://invidious.varis.social/watch?v=5cqzOo6B0Ic

2024-07-07 03:03:42

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i feel ashamed to have been so weak that i had to ever decide to rely on such a fucked up mechanism

2024-07-07 02:45:57

the more time goes by, the world kinda proves the only real reason why "mental health" is treated like a problem with specialists and professionals, is because it gives those in power to effectively strip away peoples' rights "for their own safety"
people could honestly go and kill themselves willy-nilly for anyone's fuck all concern back in the day until someone realized "if we pretend we care, we can have more power over them"
https://varishangout.net/media/9ed0b76a-af92-40a0-a2a7-16819af73aac/image.png

2024-07-07 02:40:26

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@npub1z06…7fpu @npub182h…04gr for some reason, i find the distinction of "my oshi" and "panko" funny
makes it sound like she's at best the third wheel

2024-07-06 16:36:16

i should stop eating chips, i just regained all my weight from 137lb to 145lb
shit is built to increase your weight
either that, or my muscles are growing and make up most of my weight, but i highly doubt that

2024-07-05 18:16:30

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@npub1af3…mrg7 i ended doing 23 consecutively
i'm also gonna call it quits now because i don't want to repeat those two days after

2024-07-05 17:32:49

yeah it's below average
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2024-07-05 16:06:25

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@npub1mdw…ddhd i don't want to go back to playing genshin, but i'd be damned if i don't breed those girls

2024-07-05 15:18:47

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god, plum's so cute
daga otoko da

2024-07-05 13:42:22

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@npub140w…su0k i wish there was a decent payment option everyone actually can use so i don't have to rely on paykike

2024-07-05 13:37:03

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@npub1enz…e904 sometimes they aren't tagged when i scroll though it without having one searched up
sometimes i like to see new things that aren't limited by tags (or shitty tags, poorly tagged, wrongly tagged, etc)

2024-07-05 13:24:57

there is really a lot of fucking nudes on gel recently
honestly for its quality checks, there's a lot of 4/10s at best on the site
for something mundane probably made in a bedroom in 20 seconds, it seems to be placed in with the art that takes months to finish

2024-07-05 08:24:50

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finished chapter one, swimsuits are promised
what a great book

2024-07-05 07:36:20

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god imagine having your spirit nerves get caressed by a loli trying to... "expell" the "discomfort" in your body

2024-07-05 07:12:01

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>"JUST HOW LONG DO THOSE TWO ROYAL SHITS INTEND TO PLAY HOOKY AT A TIME LIKE THIIIS?!!"
>"...Your Grace, I do sympathize, but I must question the extent to which the word *shit* befits a lady."
:kekw: man, steph's just the same and just as cute

2024-07-05 06:31:43

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kinda glad i spent most of my day just having fun and eating
these guys don't seem like they've had any joy in years

2024-07-05 06:30:42

ngl i suddenly understand why our military budget goes to the kikes
https://varishangout.net/media/aab2f5e8-d23a-4911-a707-65f7dcad0010/image.png

2024-07-05 01:15:42

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@npub1guf…3lkv the genius girl that milks you in 20 seconds

2024-07-04 23:35:16

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@npub1dpr…9kle yeah, saw a totally not mark short about how "why don't fans like dragon ball's fighting games with their 3d models?" but the models barely look dissimilar to the art

2024-07-04 23:28:29

i subbed to quite a few left-political trannels when i was younger
i honestly don't know what this is about but all this shit near election feels like propaganda bullshit
https://varishangout.net/media/8f1aafed-fd1f-4a9e-ae16-9617170ec278/image.png

2024-07-04 23:25:55

i'm surprised dragon ball fans have a problem with 3d dragon ball games because the model looks so different from the art style
if anything, toriyama, feels like to me, has one of the best artstyles to translate to 3d
but whatever

2024-07-04 17:52:58

i had a nice dream where a succubus and a mermaid were both trying to entice me and compete for me
got drained

2024-07-04 15:03:48

wrong flag day, faggots, pack it the fuck up
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2024-07-04 14:52:50

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working on my presentation that i started yesterday
need to work on some more of these slides
https://varishangout.net/media/f09f2e9a-d696-4f12-aa3f-9f5add606697/image.png

2024-07-04 13:21:52

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i decided to open up this book and actually read it so i don't let a book full of the best illustrations go to waste
i open up to read sora's going to jack off while everyone's asleep

2024-07-02 23:42:40

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>be evil
>report video for using your voice with ai
>doesn't matter if they marked it honestly or not, if it actually did or not
>take down entire channels you hate
>repeat because youtube sucks at designing its systems and the legal system sucks

2024-07-02 23:35:48

you know, if you wanted to, you could probably abuse this system and get peoples' videos taken down
https://varishangout.net/media/df38b775-0afa-483d-836e-5825ae2f4d74/image.png

2024-07-02 21:29:38

another reason why i never tried to become a corpo vtuber at any point in my life...
i genuinely don't think anyone else is competent enough to trust...
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2024-07-02 16:43:26

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@npub1jj5…3am4 @npub1gx5…teuu could be that undercooked pork and salmon i ate a few months ago

2024-07-02 16:25:21

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@npub1gx5…teuu infected with covid only once

2024-07-02 16:20:23

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@npub1gx5…teuu then it's either these burgers i'm eating, or i'm really still somehow in malnutrition

2024-07-02 16:14:17

i feel so weirdly sick and tired...
i wonder if the jab is designed to insta-kill anyone who touches grass or something by triggering when vitamin d levels are normal/high
i couldn't tell what's the correlation between those who did die from the jab and those who didn't because i'm too lazy to search and dig into every possible thing like that