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@npub12kq…f4j5 She has a gigantic self help book collection. Lots of books on curing anxiety and chakras. I think she looked to Jung for self help as well

2024-07-21 18:06:26

Looking through my grandmas stuff and she has a huge collection of Jung books..

2024-07-20 22:47:44

Saw a 3 inch wide bee

2024-07-20 08:50:02

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@npub1qfr…h2zd The impression I get is that esotericism tends to be sort of egotistical and self-centred/solipsistic, as well as overly focused on symbolism and symbolism as a method in a way that conflicts heavily with how I approach life (I hope these words make sense)

2024-07-19 19:46:08

Esotericism is retarded

2024-07-18 06:36:03

I think i need to change the way I approach life so that I only spend time with people who I don’t feel alone around

2024-07-17 22:13:23

I have a visitor at my house for a week and I have no idea how to possibly entertain them for an entire week

2024-07-16 09:36:27

I’m tired
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2024-07-13 19:12:04

Ontario Hydro used Agent Orange to clear power line corridors across the province — through city backyards and rural brush.

2024-07-13 02:42:59

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2024-07-13 01:10:03

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@npub1pt6…6mf6 I agree with you that FL farting noises is better on earbuds. But rock is better on headphones and speakers by far

2024-07-13 01:07:50

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@npub1pt6…6mf6 Wat

2024-07-13 00:28:47

I legit thought I stopped liking rock and metal entirely but it’s just because I was listening with earbuds and not headphones/speakers 🤧🤧🤧

2024-07-11 04:43:24

Most cathartic book u've ever read?

2024-07-10 05:18:39

I think I am going to have to take time out of my unbelievably busy week to visit the police and have them do nothing

2024-07-04 05:18:15

my femcel score came in
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2024-07-01 18:28:27

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2024-06-30 21:56:33

It's frustrating when people compare themselves to you and feel bad from it and then you have to comfort them

2024-06-30 16:54:29

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@npub1mew…gjf7 @npub175d…wrtj Because they're edible

2024-06-30 01:49:43

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@npub175d…wrtj The only drug I've done today is 10 dandelion roots (they taste like shit)

2024-06-29 16:28:30

I have an autistic friend, not fake autistic like us like actually autistic, and I am really struggling. He’s an incredibly kind and thoughtful person but he’s also the most draining person to be around I’ve ever met because he can’t match the room at all and says the same few catchphrases over and over again. Idk what to do. (This is me coming to the fediverse for advice)

2024-06-29 06:49:01

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@npub12kq…f4j5 I don't really get the message of the tower of Babel!

2024-06-29 06:23:58

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@npub10fa…qg2x All of them, but DUNC is the worst

2024-06-29 05:57:26

Leaf Lord wants you all to know he thinks the Dune movies suck

2024-06-29 05:33:05

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@npub109x…wvvl @npub1wn8…57c3 Honestly you're right Nabokov is overrated

2024-06-29 04:44:41

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@npub1wn8…57c3 IS THIS REAL

2024-06-28 06:34:38

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@npub1ell…9cmd My advice is to start by reading the entire Dao De Jing and then work your way out from there

2024-06-28 06:32:55

I hope you're all having a lovely night. Today I did a ton of weeding and cleaning on my hands and knees like a proper maid and I'm feeling great about how much I got done at my new house :) My garden is huge and the tomatoes and carrots and onions are really tall already. Then I spent the evening practicing Chinese characters. I would post in Chinese but I don't know how Chinese keyboards work and I'm afraid to install a Chinese character recognition spyware app on my phone. Maybe I can write on a piece of paper and take a picture of it.

2024-06-26 00:40:48

Should I play the Elden Ring dlc... I'm scared... I hear the bosses are really annoying....

2024-06-19 18:34:52

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2024-06-19 07:12:17

Have you considered not making a Faustian bargain, hmm?

2024-06-18 05:13:20

Kafka's diaries and letters are so clear and lucid, perfectly capturing so many beautiful ephemeral feelings; yet his fiction is so claustrophobic and numb and disorienting. I always find it an interesting contrast

2024-06-17 19:43:04

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@npub1ell…9cmd Uh it's in reference to a conversation i had with a friend there was no way you'd be able to read it

2024-06-17 19:41:58

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@npub12kq…f4j5 I'm usually very kind but i don't see a point in being kind if I don't mean it so I will very occasionally be a huge ass

2024-06-17 19:37:37

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@npub1grl…h2vl Dicey locked in an eternal holy war against the autists of the world (His blade is a sock puppet, his steed is his social skills)

2024-06-17 19:36:35

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@npub1grl…h2vl Wat

2024-06-17 19:27:08

I hate that feeling when I try to say something nice but it somehow comes out all wrong and I sound like I was suddenly possessed by a demon

2024-06-17 00:23:26

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@npub1jda…20qt @npub12kq…f4j5 I have read the the Eddas!

2024-06-17 00:18:28

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@npub12kq…f4j5 The Tao is like an ineffable void that the universe was birthed from, because the universe comes from it everything ultimately follows its patterns, and daoism is the practice of working in harmony with those patterns rather than resisting them

2024-06-17 00:15:16

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@npub12kq…f4j5 I'm a Daoist (As much as you can be at least, it's not much of an organised religion anymore outside of a few temples hanging on by a thread under the boot of the CCP). But I like to read about all religions so that I can learn about different cultures

2024-06-17 00:08:51

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@npub12kq…f4j5 Noooo 😭 I'm a big believer in the "Different religions are actually different" school of philosophy

2024-06-17 00:03:07

I just wanna walk and read religious texts I really was meant to be a fucking monk

2024-06-16 23:29:34

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@npub1ell…9cmd I forgive you, may your growth be fruitful and eternal

2024-06-16 23:26:40

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@npub1mew…gjf7 @npub12an…kg0m LMAO

2024-06-16 13:04:45

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@npub1sl8…5emg Sorry friend but French is completely random. Just slur like you’ve had 3 bottles of wine and pronounce every word precisely how you would doing a racist accent and ignore all consonants (consonants in french are all fake and to troll you) and you’re good to go

2024-06-16 02:43:52

I smelled so many wildflowers and found so many ducks today

2024-06-16 02:42:24

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@npub1al5…klcc @npub1a8x…vqj0 Thank you Bungler, I just picked it up!

2024-06-16 02:41:45

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@npub175d…wrtj ??? I DONT GET IT BT OPKAY

2024-06-16 00:10:58

It was funny when the "cult of death," saying became popular since, by all rights, we live in a cult of life. Our society is obsessed with avoiding anything even symbolically reminiscent of death, preferring to preserve mere numbers on a spreadsheet, or mere facts to list in a bio. People seek love without sacrifice, freedom without risk, change without action, religion without piety, life without death. Dangerously out of balance, the safety of the image is prized over the depth of reality. To "live," this way is not to live at all, merely to walk like the undead.

2024-06-15 07:07:08

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@npub1qn0…l9h8 You studied it to follow in the footsteps of Miura Anjin and help the shogun take Japan

2024-06-14 19:36:41

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@npub1ell…9cmd I DONT THINK THERE IS ONE

2024-06-14 19:34:13

If I go from reading 6 hours a day to reading 8 hours a day will it fix my brain fox

2024-06-14 19:32:43

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@npub19vd…48uu This makes me wanna cheer them on

2024-06-14 19:29:35

I get the sense that lots of philosophytards are trying to assemble a soul instead of just having one

2024-06-14 18:56:48

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@npub1mew…gjf7 It's been 15 hours and I can still breathe, checkmate botulism

2024-06-14 18:56:05

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@npub1mew…gjf7 Nah

2024-06-14 04:25:36

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@npub1nts…y4mr Well if I'm still here a week from now, we'll know

2024-06-14 03:52:39

Just had 3 year old jam. Delicious,

2024-06-14 00:54:36

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@npub1wpz…swm8 By the people who believe in him, yeah. Imagine creating a mythology where some snakey boy made flowers and animals and humans and mountains and then HATING HIM ??? Insane to me

2024-06-14 00:49:53

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@npub1wpz…swm8 Demiurge haters are infiltrating the algorithm

2024-06-14 00:31:55

Wow I love you guys

2024-06-13 23:24:44

Trust only in the path. Abide only by the path. Seek only the path. Everything else will fall into place with it, so long as you follow along. Stray, and whatever you stray for will crumble to dust in your hands.

2024-06-13 19:40:50

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@npub175d…wrtj Rink access yeah and paying the people who are coaching and organising and stuff. Equipment is very very very very expensive too and you need to buy it again every year if you're not an adult yet

2024-06-13 19:34:37

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@npub1lc8…92pf And also avoid the gaze of God lest their penance be swift and painful

2024-06-13 19:32:59

Royal Bank of Canada released an analysis that said the average cost of playing hockey in Canada costs $4,478 (Canadian) per child and that can vary widely depending on age and skill level; for 13- to 16-year-olds, the number was $7,371.

2024-06-13 19:08:16

I like the part of Indian culture where every time a white person invents something or has a crazy scientific discovery they're like "Sorry whitie, but that was already in the Vedas 💅"

2024-06-13 18:48:09

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@npub1lwt…q3ry They gotta play the monogamy game fair and square like the rest of us

2024-06-13 18:19:58

Polyamory drama is what happens when god decides to punish you for the pride and hubris of having multiple boyfriends. This is why it never will work

2024-06-13 08:52:01

Autists are so annoying some Chinese guy will be like "Yes I enjoy sitting and thinking about nothing beside a stream" and 1000s of years later autists are like 🤓☝️ "Ah yes I have heard of this 'apophatic meditation'"

2024-06-13 04:38:01

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@npub1wcf…equk I'm normal and decent

2024-06-12 06:05:51

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@npub1wh3…0yvx I haven't gotten any tan just a million freckles

2024-06-12 06:03:01

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@npub1gl2…06hc I love the feeling of being in the sun on a mild day like today, was 22 degrees, but now I am red and itchy. I'm a blonde haired blue eyed freckleface so

2024-06-12 06:02:07

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@npub1wcf…equk WOULD?

2024-06-12 06:00:49

How do all those anti-suncreen nazis even go outside. I get sunburned in like 20 minutes

2024-06-12 02:59:09

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@npub12kq…f4j5 THOSE ARE SOME VERY LONG BOOKS TO HAVE READ TWO OF THEM, very impressive!!!!

2024-06-11 02:43:38

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@npub1qfr…h2zd @npub12kq…f4j5 I've never met someone remotely similar to anyone else, but that's because of their nature, not their personality!

2024-06-11 01:10:29

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@npub12kq…f4j5 Facts, imagine caring about your "personality" LMAO

2024-06-10 23:56:02

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@npub175d…wrtj @npub1749…v4n4 I was not criticising you, merely asking. But fair. Have fun and stay safe kids.

2024-06-10 23:54:35

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@npub175d…wrtj @[email protected] @npub1749…v4n4 Grips why are you drinking hot sauce whiled on fedi

2024-06-10 07:14:41

Nobody talks enough about how self love is bad (Or at best, a very very misleading term)

2024-06-10 03:16:27

My step mom was telling me that when she was taking psychology in university I helped her write all her papers, I don't even remember lmao

2024-06-09 22:14:04

My irl friend (irony poisoned) was like "We can't be racist after death so we need to cherish every moment we can have," and I was like "Oh, there's a daoist thought experiment about this!" and he immediately started laughing for 40 minutes

2024-06-09 22:12:18

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@npub1nts…y4mr Okay well mist wants to catch up so we're doing a single chapter again
This is gonna be an infinite book club fr fr

2024-06-09 21:54:41

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@npub1nts…y4mr 169, this week was a single chapter cuz mist wanted to catch up

2024-06-09 21:35:50

How many pages of infinite jest are we reading this week guys please let me know before i make the post

2024-06-09 20:03:53

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@npub175d…wrtj Okay, I read

2024-06-09 17:05:02

I like reading book

2024-06-08 23:46:56

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@npub1ecj…fchy @npub12kq…f4j5 Me and the boys coming up with a system to get as much goth bussy as possible as unethically as possible

2024-06-08 23:41:05

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@npub100w…3xcp @npub15kj…zlnx I hate levels where someone shoots at you and you have to hide behind cover or dodge. That's basically it

2024-06-08 23:09:10

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2024-06-08 21:22:02

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@npub1mew…gjf7 Sorry sorry I'm a woman so I always lose to peer pressure

2024-06-08 08:41:38

Not a big fan of the Bhagavad Gita

2024-06-08 01:59:27

Some enby goth started chatting to me at the bookstore and I felt like such a /lit/bro cuz sheorthey were talking about like romantasy and Twilight and shit I was sitting there with Ovid's Metamorphoses like "Yeah it's a two thousand year old poem about rape"

2024-06-07 23:48:46

Can I still be racist if I think big noses are attractive

2024-06-07 19:30:51

I need to read Ovid

2024-06-07 08:08:09

Good night
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2024-06-07 06:26:29

Gonna be working on Sunday so my Infinite Jest post is gonna be at night again sorry guys just letting yall know