Despite the no gf poasting skyrocketing the last couple of months on my end, I'm actually much less desperate now than I was in January/February I've realized when I was coming off of a couple of months of taking time off of lifting for the holidays/injuries and was like 10-15lbs smaller than my current peak size due to not lifting and eating right.
I realized this because a fat chick I was talking to a couple of months ago messaged me today saying that she was finally free and after looking at her pics again I only felt disgust not excitement that a girl was messaging me first. We are in that unusual stage where my self esteem is too high to go for the absolute grenades that normally would raise your self esteem but too low to feel good enough to 'just go up and talk to her' with normal girls.
Woman for your timeRT:
https://poa.st/objects/653af934-2d5d-4e53-8f3d-488a3f137bf8
>I did it again
I think I've changed my mind on tomboys (not in the sense where I've become a retarded coping faggot who thinks liking them is gay).
I no longer like them in their IRL form.
When you see one IRL you always think to yourself 'Woah, a woman with the same interests as me, I have a shot with her!' and yet they always end up having a boyfriend that's a tall skinny twink that makes no sense, but because you think you'd have a shot with them it's extra annoying.
Believe it or not this is not because of an IRL incident of this happening today but rather something that I've been thinking for many days now after noticing a pattern.
Woman for your time as usual.RT:
https://poa.st/objects/5b3dcc27-18be-4ec6-a55b-b77403f8166d
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