I’m so sad,
I received a message from one of Nostrica organizers telling me I can not enter to the event.
1st saying because Nostrica is fully booked, I was one of the first person to register to be in person in the event.
Even I was banned so many times from the google doc, when we started to organize together, everything was open source and transparent.
Then, saying I am a security risk person because I’m asking for funds to deploy the project.
Then, saying I cannot DM people asking for support because is inappropriate.
As I send a letter to you all couple of weeks ago.
I’ve never had the intention to stalk anyone, just seeking to connect people, to build community, to support each other.
To find ways to work together, to build long term relationships, enlightened relationships.
I always question myself what motives me when I am taking action.
All I am doing comes from a place of love, If I don’t feel it from the most profound of my heart I don’t take action.
When I ask for funds comes from a place of love, to serve humanity, to help others, is not for me, is for all of us.
This is the question that guides me,
Am I doing this because I love someone or because I want something from them?
I apologized myself with you all if you were feeling I was so intense, but all I am doing comes from a place of love.
I address people with respect and dignity, I want the best for all of us.
I was banned so many times, from google docs, from telegram groups, and even in Nostr.
I got my first key December 17th, I was hacked and I had to create another one, you can check it here,
https://nostr.directory/p/npub1pkx92m60skq9pzs90m3yqq9tvwh03xhzc0haeqqc4exjcu7l6ntsanxwks

Why we cannot embrace each other and accept each other as who we are?
I cannot put more love in all my buildings.
I am here to serve.
Please, let’s take a conversation, we can get a consensus talking as adult human beings.
I will respect what we all agree.
I want to be in Nostrica, I have an important message to give.
I copy here all the organizers I see in the google doc,
I don’t understand why I was deleted from the organization.
I was number 17 on the list as organizer and I am not there now.
Is this an open source event where everyone can be part?
I would like to listen you all and I also would like to be listened.
I will take care of all community.
jack (npub1sg6…f63m)
mcshane (npub16vr…p2va)
Angela (npub19vv…t562)
mads (npub1rpe…2et2)
elidy (npub1a7n…vfnu)
N (npub1az9…m8y8)
Marce (npub1y67…q62h)
npub1xjfd6s75j63r0azyrlvqrag83d34gtp7zk8la2grevpq5xh5llws9lwuey (npub1xjf…wuey)
BitcoinJungle (npub14f2…v7lu)
rabble (npub1wmr…g240)
nobody (npub170l…u83a)
Reverend Hodl (npub1fdh…glhr)
thenostrworld (npub1nst…rg5l)
Please, are you available to take a call tomorrow or sometime this week?
I will adapt to your schedule.
Thank you all,
Sending love and blessing to all of us,
J
