i only have faith in my ability to question whether i have, or have not misunderstood the data i'm receiving
if that is Christ then ok, but it's not the Jesus i heard of, it's obsessive self doubt... not stupid crowley doubt, i mean SELF doubt, i doubt myself, i check, does this fit, does this match, is this consistent?
i have forgotten many things, and a few things come back that i lost, now and then, but the essential things never are lost, because they are so essential to every understanding
if that is jesus, then i'm in
mleku / mleku™️
npub1fjq…leku
2024-06-02 00:36:44
in reply to nevent1q…mryc
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