Welcome to my swamp. Enter at your own risk. The author doesn't bite, but is known to occasionally try to lick. Subema means "someone who likes submissiveness". Mostly memes, slice of life, #flr wannabe, #nsfw friendly (images tagged, text not).
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Last Notes npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Here's the Milovana link for those following at home. https://milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=79521 #nevent1q…ufhn npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Yesternight was the last day of red tide, and by extension the last day of us playing with the new regime. She played dirty the day before - read: used Her mouth, or rather stopped using Her mouth when I stopped spilling out from mine - and got me to confess about Milovana teases. Just said, "Oh, that sounds interesting. You'll show me tomorrow." And in spite of the Universe trying to wrench any advance, it ended up just as She ordered. ♥️ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Both kids home. Mother-in-law came to help, so I can work from home and don't have to stress about the kids. And for sure, I'm not stressed. At least not about the kids. But she means well. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Are the uploads encrypted to provide blossom providers plausible deniability? Something like mega had(has?) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://media.tenor.com/lsHW-ywVwwsAAAAM/you-say-that-like-its-a-bad-thing-alexis.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://media.tenor.com/6043Ft4HhaMAAAAM/bring-it-on.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema OK, now what - picking up the other kid to take him to practice, and the teacher mentions he's red-eye tired, and he says it's fine, just his throat is hurting. Have I already spent this week's good karma allowance, or what? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema The universe has a perverse hobby in bait-and-switch. Was looking for some mindplay She set up for today - got two servers gone in flames and now a call to pick up the kid from the middle of a week-long school trip because vomiting everywhere (likely "just" sunstroke, but better safe...) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Thinking about getting Her a voucher for a pedicure. Just 'cause. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Whoa, that's almost a nipslip! That could get you banned on some networks (other than nostr) https://cdn.azzamo.media/d6fa6176d218cc4ba8fc9de8c3159d103c94fa0716006fff58feab51bb992906.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema First thing after a good-morning kiss was instructions for the day, so it looks like She's taking on the role full frontal. Nothing fancy - just edge once while at work, and wear a red ribbon somewhere (currently tugging at my every step with a toe/ankle crude shibari). Observer-me would be cynical about whether this time it'd hold up (it isn't the first foray into these waters), but let's not spoil the yearning. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Partly for sure, early adopters are like that. But not everything early birds gets is going to be good, otherwise everyone would do that. A lot of people are looking for a familiarity. If they are the ones that nostr benefit from onboarding? That I don't know. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It's duality of men, man... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema The secret ingredient is to produce content that would usually get you demonetized ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean, isn't there already script on Xtoys for that? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I was, again, projecting what we could do after Her return on Friday night, but it was straight to bed - so the friskiness overflowed to the morning. That got me moving, and I started something that quickly peaked with some FLR-themed use of a fleshlight. This morning we touched on the debate about how we handle sexual energy differently, and how it made me try to tame my sub tendencies. She came up with the idea that we could focus on this side of mine during red tide regularly - and, to prove Her point, made me show love to Her oiled thighs, which ended with me edging over Her tummy. Twice. Each time She insisted on my tongue being on clean-up duty, which is yet another surprising turn of events. Maybe the wind really is changing. 😶 #flr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Kids got a metal detector for Children's Day. I got the greatest idea to throw some spare coins around the garden so they'd have something to find and keep. Pro: kids got an hour of fun and parents got an hour of coffee time Con: not all the coins have been found, endangering lawn mowers in the future Pro: daddy got to play with the metal detector for another hour #parentstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://media.tenor.com/olnkZI1dcQQAAAAM/arrested-development-david-cross.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Still alive? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Well, the macchiato didn't help. Yeah, with milk. I'm not lactose intolerant - I just lack toes. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Would kill for coffee. OK, not exactly kill. Passionately suck a girl's toes maybe. But then I'd do that for free, so it's not really any mark of desperation. Or maybe it is? 🤔 Can't think, need coffee first. Would kill for it. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema On a trip passing through revitalised countryside. There's a parallel bike/rollerskating road dotted with street lights. From time to time there's a switch on the lamp post. Supposedly to light up the road - maybe on a timer? Must feel like magic when you flick it and light shoots like wild fireflies marking the path. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Should I be worried that one of my first thoughts was "where is her other hand"? I mean, a few of the best documentaries I've seen started this way... https://media1.tenor.com/m/XlthzTw_bicAAAAd/the-simpsons-principal-skinner.gif #nevent1q…2y74 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/57c34b31039d560336b950907d94cc2a50e4910bfc098acc74378872a3626a04.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I'd need to translate it, and I'm not that optimistic about my wordsmithing skills. Also, it makes me want to write about someone else having that feeling - not sure if that's a defence mechanism or not, and I'm too afraid to ask. 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I think both is good. Evidence around me strongly suggest that the cultural trend plays strong role. At least I know of two dads around me that are not into FLR yet they are really challenging previous generation's idea how to behave like man of the family. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Men only want one thing... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://media.tenor.com/1yZL0TNnZ3EAAAAM/lucifer-morningstar.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Always a little sad when I find out that some mystical gal who posts interesting #ThursdayThighs photos - cropped for anonymity, but revealing likeness of her reading preference by a bookcase peeking in here, or a romantically isolated homestead there - is actually doing OF, where she spreads so hard you can actually see her tonsils. #MysteryIsBetter npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I got goosebumps just remembering the riff playing when you first load up in to the town. https://media.tenor.com/dBC9qb2cyxcAAAAM/anton-ego.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Forgot my EDC bag at home. Luckily I can bootstrap the day with my phone. Pay, pull up driving license, etc. Were I left on a barren island I'd probably die. But if there were an internet connection, I'd probably build a civilization. Not much of a backup plan. When the solar flare hits, the plan is to curl up and die. I have plans to plan something more feasible, just after I finish planning the handover package for if I get hit by a truck... only every time I get to that, I get stuck researching Shamir's Secret Sharing and never actually move on. #adhd npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Rushed shave, but shaved still. #littlewins npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Nostalgia hits hard with this one npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema While risking looking like that one person who comes off as condescending to others because "everything is so simple - if you just use the tools that he masters" - I'm thinking about red-green-refactor development in real life. Bear with me. You first think about what you want to do, and you write down tests/beliefs that currently don't hold (red - stop). Then - most importantly - you move inch by inch to flip those colors to passing green. One test at a time. Finally, when everything is green, you do intellectual hygiene and rewire everything so it looks nice, understandable, and maintainable with the least amount of energy moving forward. If that's not a personal change recipe, call me Shirley, grease me up, and take me to the back alley. (Actually, can we do that anyway?) npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema > I too choose this guy's wife 😁 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema This song somehow wakes the eternal-soulmates feeling in me. Were I less drunk, I would write some cheesy, predictable, and pathetic 50 words about it. Just because that's the feeling I get. #ItsOkToHaveBottomToSpruceFrom https://on.soundcloud.com/vbqFaTT8HxnALl6jRg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema For today's #drunkstr, nothing to point out. Just a lot of education chit-chat. How and what schools should teach. . Still, beer is beer, but II'm a little sad it'll make the rest of the evening as predictable and dull as a rerun. Maybe I should take a home-office day tomorrow too? Eh. #whatsthedifference npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean, I wouldn't blame them. Just curious. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema From whoever. Like, are the others actually responding due to genuine interaction, or due to the scarcity of it? Were we on a less connection-barren net, would they still see this npub as a peer, or would they ostracize it? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema That's the third icon updated to some new look in my android launcher, and it makes me irrationally angry. Maybe I AM getting old. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Wondering how many people would interact with my outside-of-the-normal-box npub here if there were more activity from others. I think my deviancy now paradoxically hides between the few numbers. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I think I am in love 🤩 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/57904b06dbd75befbb0800e851889b0e46de5c20aa7244fc30b20a406d791b18.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/a9a044365a0563392d95878a5cbdbf1a31f615f55ad6037b0798bed5022b5a03.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Is she trying to threaten me? #itsnotworking https://cdn.azzamo.media/09202282515dd1b799ec11b26c1d47437e868b63ffbfa8ce695be2271ad15c8d.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #dateidea https://cdn.azzamo.media/f19ddc3971ff560feb8f28c6c10652c9a9120fb0cb366ffa6e97e9f6f9db2780.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/522c39e413d7c114b972f41e191ef9552f7909361bfc39444e4c1a3930a3a872.mp3 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕🌥 https://cdn.azzamo.media/f5c02db6494ff583e688291f5163e7b6e9b33e7c62628ea09566f9db29c04d05.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema So it's audio? Would be surprised they wouldn't have better tech at launch then. Voice generation is pretty far in that, as far as same style/balanced output goes. I mean it's accessible for end user willing to pay pennies. The bleeding edge models with scriptable intonation/speed/volume/idontevenknow are circulating in the papers and huggingface demos. So, if I were to bet, voice quality wouldn't be the reason for fail npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean with the heap of JOI videos this may actually be a profitable niche market. #friendsays #nevent1q…83rm npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Cloud gazing during #forcedleisure. Thinking how they're perfect metaphors for yearning. Looking great, even or especially when partly obstructing the light. From afar. While for those within, it's only just a crapload of vapour. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I kinda like a woman who can communicate her intentions clearly. https://cdn.azzamo.media/8ec81897fa59caede30df6d31c9b0ee8f7a85a2f881a7965c7b23edc0db696d7.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Had a late-night thought about describing my relationship through the lens of sexual energy. I would say I like to play with it - comfortable toying with it, shaping it, enjoying its aura. She leans more into spending it, and given time/place/mood constraints, it's sometimes in bursts. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM 🌥☕ https://cdn.azzamo.media/71fec493f48fd6daeb7878f6de1b340c38e25fabea6b5d913ccb73059db7b859.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Seems that works! Thanks 👍 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Unable to zap from #amethyst and @nprofile…lv8q for more than week now. It seriously hinders my ability to appreciate shitposting. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Wondering when local AI gets so advanced that I could ask how it would imagine FLR-themed porn, but shot in the 80s. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You see, understanding doesn't mean accepting, nor endorsing, nor I-would-do-the-same. In this case, however... https://cdn.azzamo.media/a89f7343fdc7db72206996a260a5a3932587b0ff13dc8c867295f03a286fea40.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/61dd8c1370fd838b6d4f28336268d83ed0b29fff7ef541345050186111c1b478.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Much more on the submissive and desperate side. The double-edged sword of submissive girls is that they can get A LOT of attention, which can steer them away from searching for a scratch IRL (at least that's what I believe). (and dominant too, for that matter - not sure how/if they have problems in real life.) Wondering if @npub1qvm…cfkt - when she moved away from nostr - made it to the country she wanted. Wishing her luck wherever she ended up. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema While browsing Tumblr to test the Nostr highlighter bookmarklet, I found a blog that could be run by me from an alternative dimension - and an eerie reminder of how fucked up I could be if I were female yet with the same preferences as now. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Playing Besiege for the first time. Alcohol and friends included. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕🌥 https://cdn.azzamo.media/39146c4c1b6c24ce2c5a94145989e2f85662374e4c4ac8df66e0f5ec9f988ade.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Took the kids for a trip to get Her some time to regenerate and clear Her head. Regretting that I forgot my monocular in the car (just spotted a sunbathing woman in the middle of nowhere and need to confirm if she's really in her birthday suit #forscience). npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema 👨: Do you want honey or cocoa in your yogurt? 👧: Yes. Ooh, that's sweet, kids are getting into expression logic just like their daddy! #ProudParent #orNot #ThouShallNotKill #parentstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Intellectual battery drained into the negatives after yesterday's kid shenanigans that overreached into a late-night parents' debate. Feels like there is currently no other actionable way of recharging, other than the default trickle. #SuchIsALifeOfAnAdventurer npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok, I should really pick up my drawing attempts again. https://cdn.azzamo.media/524f6e53d41152ba194ddf42a573e32fb6ad680a16c44aa17cca01c59e6c4f51.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Looks like the #writing tag is still full of spam and notes by/about AI. Not sure which one I should post under then. #asknostr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood https://cdn.azzamo.media/ec2aa6cbeccb140118e669ed35957219054a1f7b1e34a68ae4ebbdd283f5961c.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I know it could be long ntoe, but still searching my way to them 😅 #nevent1q…0zvw npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Girl in her blooming years, traded for some divine intervention - or maybe just a favor for the village - by the main city monastery. Queued to be trained as a priestess of love. She's OK with it, maybe even volunteered, since she knows she's terminally ill and is fine cheating the gods out of their favor when her own fate is short and already decided. Divine blessing cures her, though, and she is subjected to the full training, angry that her path has been stolen from her. The culmination of the training is - after receiving a tattoo band from her ear down to her hips - to retreat to the sealed catacombs for three days under a vow of solitude. Only to open the door and find the monastery razed to the ground. Making her the only surviving member of the order - highest representative by default, while not actually being sworn by the order's vows. Only priestess alive, tattooed, not sworn, and yet head of the order. So she is theoretically a powerful person - which no one dares to challenge as long as she doesn't make too many waves - angry about the sacrifice she had to make (that turned out to be much bigger than she intended), possessing all the secrets of the order while not being bound by any vow not to reveal them, and finally lost in a world where part of it sees her as a holy saviour from church clutches, part as a dangerous outlier to be silenced, part as a puppet to be controlled, part as a resource to be mined for all the carnal secrets she has in her head and can share without her mind being blown to smithereens by some ancient blood magic (not that the church would admit to doing such a pagan thing). All while she only wants to be left alone and breathe freely, at least for now... #writing npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I wouldn't say I prefer full-scented cheese :D, but I don't mind it. Creamy or hard, not too overly mild, unless it's to pair with something. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Are you not into cheese? https://cdn.azzamo.media/b0445d2cd335ea3d31f84d041d461c3fb246d60b66bf3bb51206d20732f8509d.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/aa97007faca34cb97298fed2e08394a06f4fec2ef360b17a85fd85ad652c9a4f.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Well, not this one, but you get the gist. https://cdn.azzamo.media/23df4df35f9b504d7a5ee26008b6c918ffdea5c53b0f1670bfc1cb31cc847057.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I swear half the tutorials are like this 😅 https://cdn.azzamo.media/c6ac97764d7e4f6f2da67159510582fd434f604f0eedef668110e15a2ab304f4.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕🌥 https://cdn.azzamo.media/f7ca23a1fd0ecb7bea5aceb1001687997d152700f961ec7afe124d75d6b4512a.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It was focused more on the act, ngl, since there wasn't anything else. I was half expecting to be just wellness retreat in a nun mode, so how it turned out was pleasant surprise. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Yeah, I may have certainly gone into it trigger-happy. Wouldn't change the outcome though. #noregrats npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean yeah, I'm glad 😁, but also already scolding myself for over-projecting, so I'd call it net zero 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Today's #drunkstr in the sign of yet another teacher from highschool showing up. It was interesting to see the previous generation's POV. Seems like everything is in decline. One is to be reminded of the ancient Egyptian texts (as well as others). Wondering how mighty the civilization must have been before youth corrupted it. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema We had a nice Sunday at friends', and from Her interactions there, I decided I need to be more proactive. So I ordered some new toys. Naturally. (OK, I did other things too, but right now I want to share this one.) Usually there's a fair amount of tiptoeing, waiting for some special occasion, but this time it was fuck-it-I-buy. First of the toys is a penis sleeve, based on my fantasy of pleasuring Her with a strap-on while I'm in a chastity cage - and since chastity isn't currently an option, this is the second-best approximation. As for Her part, She enjoys being filled with four or more fingers, venturing into the whole-hand territory when the moon is right, so I didn't expect complaints about the size either. We got to use it while the kids were taking their bath. It left Her speechless. Well, not at first - if you catch my drift. Haven't had much chance to talk about it; She brushes the topic off shyly, so waiting for the right time to get better feedback. As for me, I got what I thought I wanted, including not being able to come. Didn't even need to use numbing condoms. Firstly, it's smooth inside - no bumps or ridges. Secondly, it loops around the balls to set firmly in place, and I challenge you to try to come with your sack being actively pulled from your body. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh - late due report from wellness! It was so good I can't wrap my head around it. Had more action there in two hours than in the last half year combined. On the couchette, in the steam chamber (almost got my calves burned while kneeling), in the shower, in the massage bath. Some places repeatedly. Didn't run a tally, but pretty sure the fingers on both hands wouldn't be enough to count Her satisfactions. Glad to report that my finger exercises and oral-skills practice really improved my stamina in the respective areas (although there's still room for improvement in the latter). There was a little more action during the following weekend, too. All that leaves me a bit baffled, because it was basically everything I wanted - more than I'd have been brave enough to hope for given Her usual intimacy levels - but after the fact I was left with a little empty feeling. Like when you achieve something you've long yearned for, but it turns out the fantasising about it was SO MUCH better than the reality. Maybe it was the sudden occurrence and the uncertainty of a reprise? Don't know. But I need to start appreciating these things more. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema False alarm. It wasn't a raunchy mood, but rather good news about resolving some staffing issues at Her work. Which is good too - just different. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #nevent1q…p5jq npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema She's at some talk tonight, so I'm on kid duty. A little bummed from I don't even know what - and suddenly a message from Her to put some drinks in the fridge. That's so unusual that on the scale from normal to raining toads, it ranks at "call the police, someone kidnapped my wife." Not going to complain about the blessing, though. #moodturnover npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Just us boys having a conversation https://cdn.azzamo.media/abd152a543dd7cd944807bfd809d6566f99ab653d7639112a17da82a405c5fe9.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema At a business breakfast in a tall building on the city outskirts. The panoramic windows showing the lush green all around make you think it must be nice to be rich. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Saying it like it is 🫡 https://cdn.azzamo.media/4af92f03f1481c0c5ca6124f1043d9a94a3fe799e7e35bf275e2db11f33005dd.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕🌤 https://cdn.azzamo.media/20a804ae904362acc97c955b1856679f873d024906b964ee121177814552d931.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood https://cdn.azzamo.media/90bf42ecefd294555f51a042c0a1aa469c79c9072778bec73c298c28c429f1e8.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I should really start noting again. Once I lose momentum, it's really hard to get back up to speed. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ⛅☕ https://cdn.azzamo.media/ba484945ac4c03e02c8d6d293f4bf72af6e3efae09b88590681f9695856aadff.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/41cc0a706f0625f50e706d97bb4b49b1bfc8ffd5427a17eb38ed0e226f7701a7.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM 🌤☕ https://cdn.azzamo.media/ccf53443be04ce185461c8da62ed11a4e156c283758e3d14fbecdd946286844d.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/1d17b4122294ab05560670dcff4b475dd1c1b7e45c5a0153d07112073f679ed5.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/8bcdf2cc886a6588774636847333b96aadbdc09607ece01dec556a0ec4efdb18.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok, that's solid lineup. Or recipe for a great Friday night, idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Dreamy
https://cdn.azzamo.media/d946d458d855a7c2c698b3e3db2b64c164cb7f9abba4b85742ee757f881d4e49.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema And women knows that 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I like her determination. Also it scares me a little... #scaroused
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