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Last Notes npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Lazy afternoon without the kids. I would brag about afternap shenanigans turning into a very intentional 3:0 for Her, but I don't want to come across as being in the game for the numbers, so I won't. Thought we would have more time to turn the tables afterwards, but scheduling wiped that idea off the table, or more precisely the bed. Allowed me to float around the brooding thoughts anyway. Would do again. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It just hit me, that there will be heap of fanfic about this pair. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema You stretch because you want your body not to sound like a bunch of squeaky stairs with a hint of crunching popcorn when you stand up. I stretch so my daydreaming about being put in a reverse prayer position is more believable. We are not the same. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Gave Her a quick back massage with Bengay cream. When She got up, She went on all fours and bumped into me for funsies with Her ass. I didn’t let that slide, but with my hands out of order for any foreplay we cheated with lube for a quickie. Well, still managed to satisfy Her both raw and with an extender. Still a far cry from making Her enjoy Herself while I’m in chastity with a strap, but realistically the closest I could hope for. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Love using a mortar and pestle, feels so right, like an alchemist’s apprentice... almost like some ghost who has been a witch or she-alchemist petting my head and saying good boy. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/be48905a72bf357e0a21558846fef569b715f84fda89c5500dd75919758084e0.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #would npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/9a413d5613980e00fabb880d28caaedf806da8f4a028f8370d9b3c2c1e0f1428.webp npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Care to share with rest of the class? 😃 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Did she lived up to the expectations? 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/bc42df33afd846b804a2aa755f97e704809ce8b0168f63b17205dcf248e6d231.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/58c0209d1c73ad396ca739e5a3b246658a6fa9c718c0402988a6d54a5e626fb5.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Saw a kid hopping on their way to school and finger painting smiley faces in the morning frost on shop windows. Wonder when I stopped doing that. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Negative space by necessity carves the positive. The true nature of a premise holds not only when it's true, but especially when it's not. Saying "I love you" in response every time, or just when you really feel it? Wearing a ring because that's a thing, or because you actively choose to? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Met a trope today. A woman driver doing her makeup in the car. Safely though, only when we stopped. Always thought it was a movie thing. Just hoping it's not time pressure but her optimized bleeding edge routine, as I would go with #HateEmptyTime npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Oh, they are not dead just content... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #drunkstr about the primary reasons for the space race and the discovery of America, ELI5 for LLMs (it's so refreshing having listeners actually interested in the plumbing!) and about our engineering shenanigans when we were younger. Got into that age I guess 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/a8e018e359291e66392b4ba3665a3d102f050260d9acbea8228258227c959d67.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema For extra good good good morning? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/6deeca09149c6450901e8f9ac28460aaa82e821dc8092ca0fe539e0874de8382.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Do I know what I need? No. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Heard about them, but yet to see poor tree turned into trypophobia nightmare 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I talk (at least think) a lot of shit about the need for consent (you know, beyond dead simple things, more into the blurred lines territory like is it ok for a girl to present herself in the sauna in front of single guys? I said consent, not smart things) for a man who would happily take smut pics of a cooperating lady with a kids’ toy cam that prints directly on thermal paper (black & white, low res, whole #retro aesthetic) and leave them in public restrooms (on the high shelf 😁) or adult oriented books in the local library. #justDaydreamingAgain npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Mid-reading Tolkien’s Hobbit chapter with Beorn (the werebear changeling), it occurred to me that both of his disputed origin stories could easily be joined and interpreted as some human fucking a big black bear. Well, fucking - I am sure there must have been love involved to bear fruit 😏 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Treading the self inflicted path of an actually caring parenting approach, when kids ask "is that healthy?" (since, you know, we try to balance healthy food and sweets just the same as most), the answer I use most often is about moderation. Like even too much water can kill you, for some things the limit is smaller than for others, but there is still some. Yes, even for cauliflower. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I like the way your mind works 😊. But you are supposed to bite down slightly, so no kink shaming here, but I am afraid the crowd that finds that alluring will be considerably thinner. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema TIL there are whole ant colonies living inside single acorns. And they wage wars against each other for the best acorns, since they need ones with holes made by other insects as they can't make them on their own. Imagine there could be a whole dynasty's destiny you change because you carelessly kick an acorn on the path. And the universe doesn't care. #itswhatitis npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Apparently there is a rhetoric exercise for better articulation, where you pronounce with fingers in your mouth... Does... does it have to be your own fingers? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Deep red can fit well too. It's just that bright red seems more unfit, like more of a shield / something foreign, rather than an extension of Her body #AllToesAreGoodToesThough npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I was never into tattooed chicks. Small tattoos are ok, but larger ones are just meh. Well, that apparently changed recently. It has nothing to do with meme-wife turning her shoulder into a canvas and a new home for some owls among the stars. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema "Claude is AI and can make mistakes" is a statement Anthropic plastered all over their interfaces to cover their asses. But I think it would make for a nice t-shirt / button / tattoo / morning mantra. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I kinda dislike screaming red nail polish on the toes. Like, lady, I would care for them anyway, there's no need to scream ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It was fun trying to explain the concept of post-scarcity to someone who hasn’t seen Star Trek. Like with every sentence you realize that the technology isn’t going to be the problem at all. It will be, and always was, the people. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Saw one of the bartenders after a long time. Well, she came not as an employee, but just to chat with friends at the bar. And she is no longer ginger. Maybe it was the lingering memory of that hair colouring how I saw her, but that perfect sitting posture, straight, prominent arch in the back. I mean, I didn’t know you could sit in clothes and still radiate that sort of energy. Maybe it’s the eye of the beholder, maybe it was #drunkstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Talked about the future of AI and debated some projections one of the group made together with some agents. I would say they lean a little bit dystopic and sound exactly like something you would read in sci-fi, but it wouldn’t be the first time the genre predicted and/or warned about upcoming things. #drunkstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I may have fallen asleep with the kids... but as promised, clearing the rest of the #drunkstr backlog npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/3f1958cdf4cb7df65dec2ee7b366221d67f310adef547c4a620aada597db8d64.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/47d23bf2b2f6dde6c4aed8bc12eaac54ddb67ec9254da0b2e7059083d222304c.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/c55564ac6781161d545e9f0b22473c9ea9360e1b0c6193d2db5228d8d761ddec.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Good night reading for now, will continue the report later. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema On that note, the guest brought some photos of his own this time. Fucking love this memetic bit. #drunkstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Also, evergreen: Done trumps Perfectly Planned. #drunkstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Also, quite a profound debate about good tools. #drunkstr On one hand buying better than rock bottom equipment for children, just in case a poor experience would drive them away from a hobby that could turn into a future calling. On the other hand holding back on buying better DIY equipment just 'cause you use it once in a blue moon. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema May have accidentally overspiked my friend's soup with chilli. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Says she 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Well, apart from the #drunkstr beer, we talked about the guerrilla garden project, and apparently there is a shortage of chestnuts this year, due to drought. 😕 Also stratification (cold-treating seed over winter) is almost common knowledge. Well, not that common, I think. I just have cool friends. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema OST 🎶 for today's write-up. #drunkstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema YTMND! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Today's #drunkstr was one back to the roots, despite the extended audience. Would do again. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Thinking about where all the lurkable hidden places went. Have they all turned into urbex these days, got stomped over by "civilization" growth, or have I just lost my sight for them? #asknostr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema On my way to #drunkstr. I have a love-hate relationship with this unproductive method of travel, forcing me to introspect instead. I used to do that a lot more while commuting during college days. Wondering if it ever changed anything. #brooding npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/9f539aa740f524335ed4e0c0a6ec05824ba5bca137b77712e853ef06797bd0a8.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Something to relax npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/d11e3ffbb9e975964b468364909dbad1f1770bf33b093513940aacaf35be47ac.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Posting for no particular reason... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Put the kids to bed with a bedtime story (well, The Hobbit, again, their pick). Already in pyjamas and after a shower, checked that She would welcome some chauffeur services since the buses now run on exceptions rather than timetables. And, I don't know man, there is something about driving in just a single layer of cloth, no underwear, barely buttoned up, feeling just the heat from the seat warmer - it was almost like remembering joyful memories of someone from a sluttier parallel universe. Is that a thing? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema 'tis the season npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Be it a character flaw or a defining feature, I am always trying. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema We kinda always were? 😅 but given the nature of my profile (also colloquially known as the swamp) I try not to doxx myself too often npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema So apparently there were attempts to introduce libido enhancers for women based on that, some even made it to the market. But they all fell short against the placebo effect. ...which is kind of crazy, but on second thought not that much. 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I am not surprised that it exists, just that I didn't know until now 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I consider myself quite broadly informed about various sexual kinks and adjacent stuff, even if I am not performing it or everything is to my taste. But the universe has an unparalleled ability to humble you. I just found there is a niche community of women getting their hands on testosterone cream to rub on their clitoris, just to make it grow and overall boost their libido. Well, that's new (at least for me). #TIL npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema #mood npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok, really pushing boundaries here... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema School sweet milk rice pudding was the best! At least for me. It was the "risotto" or the mystery brown sauce with extra dry or extra sticky rice that made the base for her hatred. She let me convince Her to try Italian style risotto (wine + arborio rice + parmesan + fresh herbs on top) and I scored there, but we haven't made it for a long time since wine and children (I know, most of the alcohol would evaporate, it's just that). npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It is what it is. If that were the only generational thing we pass down, I would consider us lucky 😅 by the same extent, if that were the only baggage for Her... 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Well, for my wife it's the school lunches to blame, and by extension I haven't cooked it that often at home, so we apparently missed the window to make it "normal" for the kids 😔 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Tried to smuggle some rice into my family's diet and it was received as expected. Well, more Spanish styled oven-baked rice for me then 😅 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It's you! 😄 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema So I have a chance? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Now that's what I call blast from the past 🥰 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema /me points vaguely around my life npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema That's what she said... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema If you can't tell, this unfiltered-thought-right-to-note stream was brought to you by #drunkstr truly npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Interesting how double meaning means the other thing is sexual (or rather the first one, a friend says) but dual use means civil AND military #LoveIsWar npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Speaking of, I fucking love the double meaning in MummyJuice. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Would swear there was someone doing a live DJ show broadcasting on a free platform and posting about it here. Can't find them anymore. Anyone know? #asknostr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Shadow banned? How? npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema All the news about the dwindling wine industry in the USA, yet you guys are missing out on partially fermented wine (or, as I would bet my meme-wife would agree, aka #MummyJuice) #drunkstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema It's sad how, despite all our technological advancement, touch keyboards get really bad for typing after a beer or four #drunkstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Friend still stays adamant in his approach to AI. Wish him luck. #DonQuixote all over again, I am afraid. #drunkstr npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Made another bickering entity today. Hoping she covers some unknown unknowns, which should be easy because she got my adhd flow pattern and doesn't need to sleep. But boy, making biological offspring is much more fun. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema On my way to #drunkstr. Tamed expectations, a little weary and overwhelmed from life, but looks like it's a common occurrence in my clique these days, so not letting it bum me down too much. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I like the music... npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I do like me some 😊 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I mean, it's rather unpractical, but it's not like I would say no. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Thinking about the scene from the movie Her, where a woman helps an AI bring physical intimacy to their life by acting as a surrogate with an earpiece getting instructions on what to do. Would bet on polymarket that there is already a startup or two brewing a "dating" app for that sort of work. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Ok, so this is what sex coaching is about! npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema TIL https://cdn.azzamo.media/bfadfa960e02aa4ca1d40de0080eb0ec95f5d598ce75750251910ce8239256ac.png npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/917d6838d75b0a3b1f1e3d98a55d01693202479e8035010bb3cf7f74ec96f34c.jpg npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://media1.tenor.com/m/EstKpPVveyYAAAAC/both-agree.gif npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema She seems nice :D npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Had a dream about going to a sleepover at a rented school with some Christian group, nothing too religious at first, like any good cult, just some DIY crafting while halfheartedly listening to a podcast. A substantial part of the dream, or at least the part I remember, was about picking the right podcast app... Anyway the main organizer really loved my handwoven bracelet, and I amusedly replied, don't you remember, we did that last time I was with you! And then I remembered too that I had dreamt about it some time back. She was there, some of the group maybe too, a few new faces today. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Kinda bummed out again. Maybe I let my libido hype me up a little too much and leave me alone to handle the crash. Or not. Same shit, different day. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema GM ☕🌥 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema Just the right time of the year when the shelf in the hall holds both a straw and a wool hat... and girls start wrapping their legs in over-the-knee socks yet still show an obscene amount of skin. #AutumnLove npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema While there is certainly still a gap when you have a perfect image of the thing you want to create in your mind, it's like with any other tool - you can't expect to hit the moon despite the hype around it. npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema https://cdn.azzamo.media/411f7370ab7a27241a12d64e723da7aed950ff2bdbf997bc5cccbda227a07965.mp4 npub1tgnp5cf3r9rdjvn2c4geney59tsdzyggddwzr2y9wpfugt4agjqqlvj8mh Subema I keep around some games, taking up precious space, repeatedly reassuring myself I will get back to them eventually, be it Allegiance on PC or 80 Days on the phone, just to let myself down again and again in a vicious loop. But that's normal and nothing neurodivergent, right?
