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2024-08-27 15:36:21

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CERN made a portal to the flat earth.

2024-08-26 19:52:00

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If you want to start a new religion, go for it. IDC.

2024-08-26 18:22:46

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Religion is participation, not affirmation. If you aren't in the Church then there's no reason to pretend to be a Christian, just adopt a different worldview.
She already said her husband is the one who actually wants to do it lol

2024-08-26 16:03:54

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If you've been open with your catechism teacher about your past religious practice, and they're doing their job, you will literally have to make a public recantation at your baptism (or confirmation, if you've already been baptized)

2024-08-26 15:52:28

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They don't. You'll have to renounce everything except Catholicism, that's part of the deal with Christianity, it's the entire polemical purpose of the Old Testament. No mixture allowed.

2024-07-31 05:37:43

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They have. It's a parody of itself now. I can't keep up.

2024-07-31 05:08:41

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I told her about John Dee.

2024-07-30 03:28:36

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I promise I will answer later bc it's a topic I have strong feelings about, I just got busy today. Woman problems + Xanax are just a bad combo for thinking clearly.

2024-07-29 16:40:52

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He openly has bickering fits with his wife on live stream and spends every waking moment online harassing bigger Christian ecelebs to debate him on Youtube, so much that they basically blacklisted him.

2024-07-29 16:36:22

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Even aside from the current True Orthodox schism, when you look at the ancient saints, their character usually isn't very impressive either. They're just really autistic.

2024-07-29 16:32:50

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2, a bishop and a priest, and don't get me wrong, they're cool and all, but they're also both kind of retarded and overly-hostile over everything. They're like Internet autists except they're even that way in real life.
They haven't really transcended fallen mankind or whatever, they just have a big encyclopedic knowledge of Greek and Russian Church History.

2024-07-29 16:29:40

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If you take it as an axiom that someone has come to a certain (lowercase) transcendental insight, it makes sense to take their word as higher than others.
I think most Catholic (or Orthodox) saints were just autistic though and lived extreme lives bc they were too autistic to be normal.

2024-07-29 16:14:53

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The exact same problem has always existed in every period of history, even at the height of Eastern Orthodoxy. We aren't uniquely deviant now, and the sacraments themselves are meant to temper that deviance, but they don't seem to. It seems that it's just the same whether you're Christian or not.

2024-07-29 14:35:31

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I don't know if Jesus was God, but if he was, and his mission was to unify the world into a single hierarchy, he would have done something very like what the New Testament claims he did. He is the myth of the king in its highest possible instantiation. If it's a myth, it's amazing that primitive people were able to conceive of it. No one **today** could conceive of it if we didn't already have it.
My main gripe is just that the world wasn't unified. In many ways it got better, but in many ways it also got worse, and the idea that we have to wait for a return for the effects to magically come into being doesn't make a whole lot of sense, unless the 2nd Coming is nothing more than a metaphor for the sacraments, then there might be something to it.
I've been a Christian too, though, and the sacraments don't actually do anything, much to the chagrin of trads. Maybe they cause some kind of psychological effect, but no one who participates in them is changed, they're still the exact same assholes they were before they went in, so I have a hard time with that interpretation too.

2024-07-29 04:23:22

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Jesus said the kingdom was not of this world but then he went onto say "actually, I'm going to come back in your lifetimes and fuck these assholes into the ground"
Then he didn't.

2024-07-29 03:32:48

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Because that's what the question was in the first place.
Why are you trying to answer a question that wasn't asked?

2024-07-29 03:28:27

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You can describe the order over and over again but you can't give an account for why set rules and patterns exist. You just keep reasserting that they do.
Yeah, I agree with you that they exist. Certain worldviews can account for why. Zen Buddhism and Stoicism cannot.

2024-07-29 03:20:56

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If there's nothing underneath it, then there's no reason for any single phenomenon to cohere with any other phenomenon, or for them to even exist in the same time-space, or for a time-space to exist at all.
Patterns are real things, so they have to be accounted for in whatever their origin is, and you'd have a very hard time not getting back to a monotheistic God from that.

2024-07-29 03:16:36

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You're saying there aren't transcendental goods but then you're sayin there are goods relative to the structure.
But the structure isn't relative. Evolution through mutation and natural selection isn't relative, it's an actual process that exists as a consequence of the order, as you said. But what is the source of that order? Transcendental goods. Complexity, beauty, non-contradiction.
These are things that cannot simply be on their own, they have to be accounted for by a superstructure, or a first principle.

2024-07-29 02:55:48

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Yes, it is. I'm the one who posed the question, it's about emptiness philosophies.

2024-07-29 02:54:34

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That's more or less what Nietzsche thought iirc, it's also possible that different potentials are actualized in the cycle.
We don't really have any mechanism for contraction observed empirically so it's most likely not a literal contraction of space, if that's what happens. It's probably something more fundamental than space as we see it that will create something new. It's possible we'll find whatever that thing is but it might be imperceptible, we're already reaching the limit of how much senses can be directly amplified by tools.

2024-07-29 02:51:16

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I don't believe in fake believers. People embody spirits, or archetypes, or whatever you want to call them, and those can be both self serving and intellectually devoted.
John Dee fully believed in the angels who told him to start wife swapping.

2024-07-29 02:49:35

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The fact that the Big Bang happened in the first place means there's something more fundamental than entropy that will likely prevent a total universal death. Presumably there was total equilibrium before the explosion too, if there was anything (if there's even a difference)

2024-07-29 02:47:23

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Brigham Young is wild and I don't think even he agreed with himself from sermon to sermon. The dude was on smth.

2024-07-29 02:46:46

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You're describing how things are, but not why. There's no particular reason things should be that way. You have to take St. Augustine's theory of ontology for this to work, where there are ontological goods grounded in God (or something like a God) that things fall further into dysfunction as they move away from.
It's a similar problem to "Why is there something instead of nothing?"
Whatever the precondition for being is, it has to account for this structure. It can't just be because it is, unless you want to say being itself is God.

2024-07-29 02:42:21

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Yes, and this is based on Joseph Smith being philosophically uneducated. He didn't understand what God was, but he did have a myth of eternal progression without sacrificing the things that make life great, like companionship, inheritance, etc.
I would say, like in Buddhism, that there is probably a non-personal God underneath the system that makes it work, that isn't the god at the top of the formal hierarchy.
I would, of course, be called a heretic for saying this in either religion, but it's a logical necessity. If you called it anything other than God they'd probably be fine with it.

2024-07-29 02:29:57

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The Wotan myth is amazing but the practitioners are cringe. They're just thinly veiled fund raising organizations for radical political movements. Not that there's anything wrong with radical politics, but it's not supposed to be the highest thing in a hierarchy.

2024-07-29 02:28:26

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If I were picking based on what I wanted I'd be a Mormon. Not for polygamy stuff I just think their cosmology and teleology is the best and they surprisingly don't have the mythical pitfalls of other modern religions. Their only weakness is their retarded origin, which has been so thoroughly proven false that you have to engage in wishful thinking.

2024-07-29 02:25:45

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Paul provides important context, his experience with Christ is clearly something akin to what became the Merkabah tradition, the universal mystical experience of the ancient prophets in that region, but a lot of that context is lost by the early Christians. People are only making the connections recently because we finally have old jewish and Christian literature for cheap and in the same language.
Anti-semites won't like this, but you really do need judaism to understand what's going on in a lot of the New Testament, even though it's also true that the two schools disagree on some fundamentals, the Church Fathers, even the earliest ones, are missing so much context right away.
I looked into Buddhism seriously but the problem I found with it is that it can't account for transcendental goods, neither can Stoicism.
Why do patterns converge on complexity even when it shouldn't. Fundamental patterns are more likely to replicate and survive. Why are there universal positives that every being, even non-thinking ones, work toward?
Whatever the precondition for the world is has to account for these things, and it has to do so at scale, from planets to life to atoms, and below even that. Emptiness philosophies do not account for hierarchy in nature.
I love a lot of things about Stoicism and Zen insofar as they're useful personal philosophies, but their accounting for universals is their weakness.

2024-07-29 02:09:35

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I don't think they slander the true God because the true God isn't bound by an identity. YHWH and Allah and Brahman have different attributes but they're talking about the same conceptual being, even if they accuse the other names of being frauds. It's a case where the designators are flacid.
I think Christianity and Judaism (and even Islam, though its *so* disorganized and detached from history that I have to parenthesize it) are good in their symbolic representation of the world. The idea that the way to world peace is for the highest possible king to commit the highest possible human sacrifice is undeniably true, because that is how history progresses. A king performs a mass human sacrifice to create an empire, and the world stabilizes and advances in the aftermath. That king often ascends to godhood too, or at least legend. Even though I don't like it, the death of all other gods fits perfectly into this pattern.
Christian saints like Ephraim the Syrian do describe the perceived world as it's integrated with mythical thinking with near 100% accuracy, and Kabbalah (insofar as I can tell, bc a lot of the texts are untranslated) is legitimately the best symbolism for explaining metaphysical categories ever created, which is why there are still a minority of Christian Kabbalists in the Catholic Church to this day despite it being a foreign tradition.
I legitimately don't know what to make of how well it represents the world, Christianity is almost a perfect worldview, my only real contention with it right now is that it failed. World peace didn't happen, we've still had to have smaller kings come and do human sacrifice the old way to keep ourselves going. Christians (and sort of Muslims though the details are different) have the cope that the fulfillment of that comes during his return at the end of the world, but that raises so many plausibility issues about the specifics of what Christ and the early Christians taught. It seems like they had this amazing archetypal revelation, and thought it was going to manifest in their lives, but it didn't, and now we have to sit around and cope in the meantime. Same with Muslims since they basically inherit that same eschatology, with a few things added.
Jews don't have this incompleteness problem but they also don't have such a perfect archetype in the "Christ as God" figure.
So Idk. I'm at a loss for what to make of it. I think if Origen and Gregory of Nyssa's school of thought had won in the Church and the jews had maintained a better relationship with the Christians throughout history instead of backstabbing us at every turn, we'd have a somewhat shared tradition here that made a lot more sense.

2024-07-29 01:45:12

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Most of them are but some think it's actually a real thing. They're stupid though, they're exactly the same types as Neopagans.

2024-07-28 20:38:33

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I know, it's just a funny idea.
The main schism in Satanism is the normal edgelords who just hate Christians, and the actual schizo-mystics who got too into the occult and decided Satan was an unironic deity, which is rare but it happens more than you'd think.
It's dumb bc most occultism comes from Christian Kabbalists, many of them Jesuits, and then neo-Hermeticists just took it and mapped that stuff onto folk mysticism, and now somehow that's the "counterculture."

2024-07-28 01:04:56

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If you are not buying Bitcoin right this minute, you are a retard.

2024-07-28 01:04:08

Uh guys https://t.me/disclosetv/14167

2024-07-28 00:39:53

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>I'm a bigger asshole
<No I AM
>NO I RAPED MORE CHILDREN IN THE NAME OF BA'AL!
<NO I DID!!!

2024-07-28 00:38:03

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An aggregator is one of the few legitimate functions but most people have insane expectations.
I had a debate with someone a couple months ago who thought LLM's were going to be solving engineering problems within 10 years. His proof? GPT 4 could accurately solve an equation THAT IT WAS ALREADY TRAINED ON.

2024-07-27 16:33:14

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I initially stopped using it because they're auto-sync app always crashed my pc when I installed any Linux distro.

2024-07-27 15:41:10

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I was pro India until an Indian joined my Telegram group chat and immediately started harassing the girls with his foot fetish.

2024-07-27 15:15:21

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I will never ever do that.
Actually, I have half a dozen backups of actual important documents and stuff, but Telegram is the only place I have my ex fiancee's pictures and I never want to lose them ☠️ so I probably will reopen a Mega acct or smth.

2024-07-27 15:04:10

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Btw Telegram has unlimited cloud storage. Few know this. You should be on Telegram, give the feds your phone number.

2024-07-27 15:02:36

I had a dream that Telegram had a security breach and they deleted all my cloud storage.
Nightmare fuel.

2024-07-27 03:38:54

>The origin of all things has to contain an account for everything it creates.
Quote I heard today. Very good explanation for God.
There are two likely probabilities: The first principle behind everything that exists contains archetypes, or forms, of every particular. Or alternatively, there is no archetype, but every configuration of matter is actualized (simultaneously or in every possible sequence, it doesn't matter.)
The former makes more sense of experiential reality but our experience could be wrong.

2024-07-26 17:29:07

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no one cares

2024-07-26 17:22:41

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You're schizophrenic. That's 2. Figure out the others.

2024-07-26 01:27:10

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in 2021 I think. Gab was huge in early 2021 bc of J6 and Trump's ban, lots of ppl joined then left a few months later.

2024-07-25 19:23:03

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Fwiw, it's not that there's anything special about books. Women will use anything as porn. You can give them a traffic cone and they'll find a way to goon to it.

2024-07-25 16:46:14

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It did work for a time in history but those traditions came more from natural philosophy that proof texted Christianity ad hoc to support foregone conclusions. It could just have well been any other Middle Platonist or Neo Platonist cult with the exact same result.

2024-07-25 16:44:04

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Jesus told everyone to run away and give the Prince of the World his due until the Kingdom of God had come.
It's a uniquely poor religion for fighting against any kind of social degeneracy at scale.

2024-07-25 15:54:25

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I'm fine with that though. People have to choose between Christianity and survival, and they should choose survival because Christianity is gay.

2024-07-25 15:53:03

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They basically did the same thing jews do with the Holocaust now. Christians would commit vandalism and other crimes, then when the authorities were called and one of them wound up "martyred" they'd cry victim and use it to rally.
Wash, wrinse, repeat.
It's a strategy that works so Whites are welcome to adopt it, but it wasn't actually very Christian in the sense of What Christ directly taught.

2024-07-25 14:03:48

Conservatives are right when they say wealth inequality is caused by a competence hierarchy, but they're wrong when they say it's harder work.
I've never run a super big company or anything, but I've more or less been on both sides and the main difference is the importance of the tasks, not the difficulty.
The most difficult jobs are in the middle of the hierarchy, where you have enough freedom to make serious mistakes AND enough of a leash to amplify any fuckup you could possibly make is amplified 10x bc you can lose it all at someone else's discretion.

2024-07-25 14:00:53

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It would be so so sad if the poor shareholders and CEO's had to take a hit :blobcry:

2024-07-25 12:10:51

I'm having a little Xanny problems and big memory gaps so if I post crazy shit I hope grips tolerates me while I work through this 🙏🏻

2024-07-24 23:54:45

Marital rape is a contradiction in terms.

2024-07-24 20:24:48

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No point in being racist over a scenario that will never ever, **EVER** happen.

2024-07-24 20:24:01

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My wife cuts herself and has selective mutism.

2024-07-24 13:25:03

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I hate traffic so I bomb roads.

2024-07-15 14:58:23

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Autism is on such a rise I doubt it will even be noteworthy in their generation.

2024-07-14 01:42:43

All I wanna know is "was the shooter vaxxed?"

2024-07-12 10:43:01

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He's just playing to his audience. Faking a terminal disease for clout and money is one of the worst things you can do though.
Personally I'm not so sure he's lying. Boogie is self destructive. It's possible he lied, but it's also possible he's just stupid, spending money on redundant tests for nonsensical reasons, and is choosing to die on a retarded hill bc he was having a histrionic episode anyway.
Destiny was bullshitting on the treatment for the two diseases being significantly different. Boogie was right about that.

2024-07-11 10:53:56

Gm. I made a Telegram channel and group chat. The hope is to bridge it to other platforms but I haven't looked into that yet. https://t.me/NiggyChat

2024-07-11 03:47:22

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If so there is no hope for you.

2024-07-11 00:34:20

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The Southern Baptist Church is the name of the mainline Baptist convention in most of the USA. Idk why it's named after St. Christopher but he's a saint in most traditions so it's not that surprising they'd use him.

2024-07-09 10:58:23

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Uncovering a man's nakedness is usually a euphemism for fucking his wife in ancient semitic literature.
Moses is calling the Canaanite's inbred, that's why they're cursed, not all descendants of Ham.
Incidentally, the Hamites are niggers though.

2024-07-09 07:06:42

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Threads will have some but we've all been banned pre-emptively.
You'll have to make a good boy account somewhere.

2024-07-09 06:09:45

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Yeah but it’s a very *you* kind of weird.

2024-07-08 23:23:52

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Why is the narrator so fat?

2024-07-08 10:45:40

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Cao Cao is metal. I need to reread, I actually got through the whole thing but after a while it blended together, I was probably 14 or 15, too young to appreciate it.

2024-07-08 10:40:15

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That could've been from one of the other Three Kingdoms novels though come to think of it. It was so long ago I can't remember.

2024-07-08 10:37:30

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The main story I remember is near the beginning IIRC where Cao Cao thinks someone is going to poison him so they kill the entire household.

2024-07-08 10:20:14

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I read it as a teen.

2024-07-08 10:00:18

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At page 78 he’s trying to draw a distinction between wind in spirit in Confucious. I don’t know how recent this essay is, I suspect fairly old, because the conflation of the two also happens in the Old Testament, and he doesn’t seem aware of this, whereas it’s a Bible translation issue that everyone knows about now.
A learned Christian should already know this implicitly because it’s also the premise behind both eucharistic theology and the iconographic tradition. The wind *is* Spirit.

2024-07-08 07:52:46

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Abusing your students until they awaken is pretty based.

2024-07-08 04:20:45

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I know very little about Chinese philosophy/religion, I'm referring to Indian religion bc it clearly shares a common ancestor with Greek thought, so they're easy to compare. This might not map onto native Chinese thought at all beyond the Buddhist influence on it.
I can't comment on anything before I read what you sent, but I will, tonight if it's short enough.

2024-07-07 04:30:11

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They should call themselves "non-committal."
I have a close relative who is a non-denominational pastor, he gave up a great career as a cleric in a huge denomination, one of the biggest and fastest growing in the world, where he could have positively influenced thousands of people, because he had friends in multiple traditions and he was terrified of disappointing and alienating any of them.
He instead spent his career a big fish in a tiny pond. Always made a modest living, but never grew in his curiosity, or his knowledge, or his practice. It wasn't the modesty of a saint, it was the modesty of cowardice and stubbornness.
That's what non-denominationalism is about. Not just in Christianity, that's agnosticism in general, or any unwillingness to participate in a tradition.

2024-07-07 03:17:52

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Mama JF is alive and well exploring Alexandrian caves for ancient manuscripts.

2024-07-06 10:27:57

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I usually see references to them speaking of the difficulty, not the strict logical impossibility, which I think is a much weaker point to make. Theravada is the only school of Buddhism that **could** be true, even in theory.

2024-07-06 10:04:00

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I’m not sure what the 1st paragraph is referring to, but I didn’t assume that. It’s not a location, it’s a state, but the logic applies either way bc you cease to be incarnate. It’s a fundamental change and in an eternal universe, if even 1 person finds a way to transcend
What you’re describing re: the asymptotic approach toward 2 is not Nirvana. It’s good, but it’s not what the Mahayana monks vow to accomplish. Incomplete solutions are condemned quite strongly in the Buddha’s biographies.

2024-07-06 07:12:01

If the world is timeless, and all beings have the potential to escape Samsara, it raises questions about the current state of the world. Given that the possibility of escape has always existed, it logically follows that all sentient beings would have already transcended Samsara from eternity past because there is no earliest point at which the bodhisattvas would have developed the plan to end all suffering long ago in eternity, therefore they also would have completed the plan long ago in eternity, therefore the world as we know it would no longer exist, and never would have, because the bodhisattvas always would have liberated everyone.
By the same line of logic, there must be an infinite number of sentient beings. If there were a finite number of beings, a "leak" would have occurred forever ago in eternity, therefore everyone would already have transcended in eternity, therefore the bodhisattva vow fails.
This paradox is present for any permanent categorical change in an eternal universe, because in that system, for a category to undergo any permanent change, the conditions for that change always had to have been present, and then it will already have either happened or not happened because the full length of time necessary will already have passed in eternity. Particular instantiations of a form might be able to undergo permanent change, but the totality form itself cannot, or it already would have, and the prior state couldn't have existed at all. It's a logical impossibility.
God creating a teleological world within a fixed set of time has a different paradox. If God transcends time, he cannot influence events within time. To do so implies a will that changes within time, otherwise everything would reach its telos instantly with intervention. If God is subject to time, then in a cosmos of theistic origin, there has to be another God above this Demiurge, one who eternally generates time. At that level there can be a few solutions, ultimately you have to pose a cyclical model again that the linear model is contained within, but you're already outside the realm of surviving worldviews at this point, so there's no point now, although in the ancient world this would have been a position worth exploring.

2024-07-05 07:20:34

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You're both incredibly autistic and gay.

2024-07-05 06:39:47

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Not smth I would send you now but like, shortly after Wristcord maybe 😭

2024-07-05 06:36:54

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This looks like something I might've sent you.

2024-07-05 06:14:16

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I’ve seen enough of her to know it’s a w*man. A very autistic woman.

2024-07-05 06:02:10

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none of them will believe you though

2024-07-05 05:59:58

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If you want to prove you’re a woman just lie about your weight and try to explain how something technical works, like leap years.

2024-07-04 22:56:11

I still get emails about my old Discord breaking ToS.
It’s been banned for 2 months.

2024-07-04 07:08:17

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Why do you think it? Just internal examination?

2024-07-04 07:06:38

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Interesting theory. I think women are just horny and most of them want to be abused in any way you can possibly conceive.

2024-07-04 07:04:32

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I've lost too much over the years to be insecure about much of anything, so maybe.

2024-07-04 07:03:51

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Even though she seems to dislike me now, I still have a soft spot for the girl, so I hope she does alright whatever ends up happening.

2024-07-04 07:01:31

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I wonder why it didn't work bc they both seemed rather enthusiastic. Can't be the flights, I'm pretty sure her parents have a lot of money. They both have great jobs IIRC.

2024-07-04 07:00:17

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I've been doing it for 11 years.

2024-07-04 06:57:12

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Yeah I noticed Vriska and her don't talk anymore. She's kind of like, retarded. Actual autism not the Internet kind, I don't think she can be with another person romantically like that.

2024-07-04 06:50:06

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We did meet and have some fun together but I was too immature at the time to even try a move really. I was in a bad place at the time, homeless and I was still obsessed with another girl who used to post on here.

2024-07-04 06:44:30

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He's just too shy to tell you how fucked up he is. There is definitely smth wrong with him. You wouldn't want a man who wasn't broken.

2024-07-04 06:43:11

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Every man craves little sister cunny we've been watching stepsibling porn since we were 11.
I've got new and innovative retard shit.

2024-07-04 06:41:21

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I used to talk to a lesbian on here I liked, she's still around but she has me blocked on everything so I guess she hates me. Anyway I told her I'd give her my sister to groom in a few years bc I felt bad, she was a real autismo truecel. 🤣

2024-07-04 06:38:25

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That's wild but if it's any consolation I also seethe about the stupid shit exes did constantly I just don't talk about it.

2024-07-04 06:35:30

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Presumably you're commenting based on things he's said recently.

2024-07-04 06:33:35

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Why are you still stalking pedophiles and thinking about them?