Panda-monium. Fiction author. The Host of #PennedPossibilities and #MiniMasterpieces. Published in #DoctorWho books and magazines. You can find me on AO3. Podcast Host. #TTRPG Game Master. #PeterCapaldi fan. Wrestling. Nordic Pagan. INFP, word nerd, and daydreamer. #ActuallyAutistic. Managing my Multiple Sclerosis and OCD. Pan, non-binary, she/they. #LGBTQ+ AF. ½ of Pandaresa. The peanut butter to @aperfectsong's jelly. AKA @botanica's Malcolm Tucker. Forever @strangeseawolf's soul sibling.
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Last Notes npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Doing some late-night writing because I can't sleep. Oh, well. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub15wt…7rek Thank you, lovely. 💚 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I can't sleep. 😑 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1gpn…h3ym I bet you can do it. I believe in you. The RPG will be awesome when you've finished. 💚 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub15ax…lqq5 That might just be the best word ever. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Do you ever start writing and it's like your entire vocabulary suddenly disappears from the mind and you're struggling to put good sentences together? Because that's me at the moment, apparently. My brain isn't operating correctly. brain.exe not found = me. #AmWriting #WritingCommunity npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I have to remind myself to take a step back. You can't edit something to death. You just have to go ahead and release it into the world, sometimes. #WritingCommunity #AmWriting npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I have my infusion therapy tomorrow morning. I'm not looking forward to it. 😩 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub15ax…lqq5 My girlfriend says the exact same thing to me, though. So at least you aren't alone? 😂 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I sliced my ankle shaving in the shower DAYS AGO, and the pain is still unbearable. It's still bleeding, too. Worst spot to cut. Send help. 😭 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub10d5…vvxa Thank you. This isn't the opening of the book by any means. Not at all. It isn't a chapter or anything like that. It's more of a blurb to cause intrigue. Not a chapter, I promise. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Day number two has arrived! Have a laugh with me. We all need it. #WritingCommunity #PennedPossibilities #WordWeavers #WritersCoffeeClub #Funny https://a.mindlycdn.com/media_attachments/files/112/765/513/856/726/906/original/4ac374d7504b0156.jpg npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: There's too much going on with our current political climate, hurricanes and storms, etc. I'm going to toot a funny meme, quote, or post every single day. I want to make everyone smile or laugh — just because we deffo need it at the moment. Day number one... https://a.mindlycdn.com/media_attachments/files/112/760/125/275/529/466/original/8261fa0f83008ae5.jpg npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm a bundle of f*cking nerves right now. My girlfriend is dealing with this horrendous hurricane right now. No power, spotty cell service, and no data. I hate this for everyone in its direct area. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k24…26zw N'awww, thank you! I'm in love with this story. I also have a new chapter to post soon for The Past is a Wound as well. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k24…26zw AO3 is doing everything correctly. Bookstores NEED to take a page out of their book, pun intended. It's about time. Things need to change. You're right. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k24…26zw You're welcome, love. I can't wait to start reading it. The dedication page had me in tears, not going to lie. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub19m5…28dy You're more than welcome. I just love knowing that for as much as it's helping me with my stories, writing, characters, etc, that it's also helping other writers just as much. The community is so lovely. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1kr9…m3ye You are simply the sweetest! Thank you so much for that shout-out. I appreciate it like crazy. Sending you the biggest hugs! 🥰 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k24…26zw Thank you, bb. I'm doing alright today. Just super tired and sore, that's all. 💚 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I've been sleeping all afternoon from my infusion therapy, but I promise to answer everyone from this morning when I'm feeling a bit better or I'm at least a bit more awake. 😂 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1a22…nez9 You're so very welcome! I love doing it. We're officially at a year now, which is mind-boggling to me. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm just leaving the house now for my infusion therapy. I'm crossing my fingers that it won't be too rough on my body. Hoping everyone has a good day. ✌🏻 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1xn6…lyx3 I'm ridiculously happy to have you along for the ride. It's been a lot of work, but I'm so happy with it. 💚 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I woke up with Rammstein's Ausländer stuck in my head and it's probably going to be there all day. 😂🖤 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.29 — Is your current book turning out the way you expected it to? It is. It's a co-written story with one of my closest friends in the world and we love writing this tale. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.26 — Does your MC truly fix stuff, or are they a duct tape type of fixer? He has never been good at fixing anything. That goes for both broken furniture and broken relationships as well. He's a mess. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.25 — When in danger from another, does your MC fight, flee, or fawn to escape? My MC (Ludwig) has never been afraid of a scuffle. He would fight. His temper is atrocious. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.24 — What would it take for you to give up writing your current book? Nothing — because it won't happen. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.22 — Could your MC manage keeping plants alive? Ludwig? LUDWIG? Ha. Haha. Nope. They would be dead after a few days. Period, end of. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.20 — Under what circumstances would your MC side with the antagonist? To help further the musical career of Anja. The Asshole Husband™ (as I call him) only cares about Anja making him look better, but Ludwig genuinely loves and cares about her. He wants her to be happy, and music brings her joy and comfort. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.18 — If your book came with a small toy, what would it be? A small piano for Ludwig, I think. It would be a toy piano, maybe even one that's in a tiny music box. It would play a melody from one of his compositions as well. That would be so cute. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.16 — Do you ever get meta in your stories? (Like the MC thinks they're in a book.) I have, actually. In various other stories, but not the one I'm referencing in this tag. I do love breaking that fourth wall because it's a fun thing to incorporate into a story. It's engaging for the reader as well. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.15 — Do any of your characters deal with insomnia? How do they handle it? Ludwig occasionally has issues with sleeping. Generally, however, he would turn in around eight or nine and go to sleep at a normally hour, waking early to have breakfast (either at home or in a local pub), and then he would begin his work. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Life was nuts. Time to catch up on #WordWeavers posts for me. Ignore my spam that might happen to the tag. So sorry! npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Even if it's the middle of the night, I just uploaded a new podcast episode. Yay for me. Happy end of the month! I'll post on Instagram and the blog soon. In the morning, I think. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Even if it's the middle of the night, I just uploaded a new podcast episode. Yay for me. Happy end of the month! npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm finally editing my podcast episode for the end of the month. There's nothing quite like waiting until the last moment, eh? I also have to record an outro. We'll see how that goes. #podcast #podcastlife #podcastodon #podcaster npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: It's three in the morning and I have PT around 11. I should probably be asleep but I'm not even tired. Having sleep issues again. (As if they ever stop.) I've been dealing with sleep paralysis, and I'm so done with it. I don't get enough REM, only light and deep sleep. So, if I nap, I fall right into REM and it causes the sleep paralysis. It's awful. I napped earlier, and it was a bad idea. I'm in the mood to write, oddly enough. I'm wondering if that will get me all sleepy and chill me out. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.13 — If you weren’t a writer, what other creative avenues would you pursue? Ooooh, fabulous question. Gaming, probably. I'm already doing that. I might be a serious gamer that streams or posts stuff on Instagram. I already do the latter, but not with videos. I only post pictures of cozy games, my Animal Crossing island, and my setup and stuff. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.12 — Which of your hobbies / interests would your MC find the most boring? Ha. Excellent question. I imagine Ludwig would either loathe with a fiery, burning passion or be absolutely enthralled by the concept of gaming and the stories to be found there. There's no in-between here. That's very interesting to think about. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.11 — Which of your hobbies / interests would appeal to your antagonist? I have none that would appeal to Anja's bastard of a husband. He's more the hunting, shooting, and cheating on his wife sort. We honestly have nothing in common. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.10 — MC POV: if you could wipe something from your memory, would you do it? Ludwig: As much as I would love to say yes, my memories have shaped me into the man that I am today. I hesitate to offer a single memory to rid myself of. I don't think I would ever be able to do it. Painful or not, they're /my/ memories. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.9 — Who has the best meals in your story? The local pub, of course. Stews, homemade bread, fresh fruit, and things of that sort. The best food in Vienna, according to Ludwig. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Who needs sleep? I'm up at 2 am playing a ton of BR matches on #CODM and listening to music (or bitching out toxic teens on mic). I'm going to blame it on the caffeine in the green tea that I had around lunchtime. 😬 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I need to catch up on writing tags. I've just been so massively busy lately. I suppose I needed the break for a bit. I've missed actually being around. x npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1acq…0tnv I can only imagine. You could do with any and all stress relieving and good vibes. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1acq…0tnv Oh yeah, you definitely need it. I'm sending you all the good vibes right now. I'll do a tiny spell for you later. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm back on my Korean Drama kick again because it ALWAYS returns. I love Gong Yoo so much. Such a handsome fella. 😍 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1acq…0tnv I'm doing my best. I'm manifesting for you lol. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Uh oh. I had caffeine, so I'm totally buzzing right now. I could clean my entire house, go for a long walk, and then come home and clean some more. Let's just... try to relax. Maybe I'll put some laundry away later. 😂 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1kr9…9y58 Thanks for the follow, ooky spooky writer buddy. I'm glad you decided to take part in my hashtag too. That made me really happy to see. 🖤 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.8 — Where would your SC go if they had a bad day? The local pub. It's where all of the "group" will meet on a regular basis, either for a meal, to talk, or to simply have some pints. Every one of Ludwig's close friends or acquaintances live nearby. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.7 — What can make your MC cry? Either his hearing loss or the frustration and pain from his tinnitus. Aside from that, perhaps any emotional development to be made would be enough to bring him to tears. (I wish I was kidding about that last one there. Emotions weren't a strong suit of his.) #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.6 — MC POV: When was the last time you laughed? Ludwig: People see me as someone who's so severe and serious. With friends, I /do/ laugh. Amusing me isn't the toughest job in the world, which isn't always the best thing for my students. The last time that I laughed, though? It was with Anja during our previous lesson. She never fails to make the mood lighter. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Working on a new podcast episode and I literally recorded an "intro" that was 25 minutes long yesterday. I spoke AT LENGTH and barely took more than a breath between sections of the intro. Go me. I recorded a spirit box session with my girl last night as well. I have some editing to do, and an outro to work on. It's a ton of work but so worth it. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm home from my bowling banquet now and absolutely knackered. Gonna do the nightly Penned Possibilities prompt soon and head off to bed. x npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I have PT (for my knee and ankle) and a doctor's appointment in the morning, and then later I have my bowling banquet. I should really go to bed, only I'm not that sleepy. My insomnia has returned with a vengeance. 😅 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.4 — Antagonist POV: is it easy for you to apologize? Can you apologize to someone right now? Anja's Arsehole Husband: What would be the point of apologizing? Why should I bother? I'm usually in the right, anyway. And if I wasn't? I couldn't care less. #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k24…26zw Oh my god oh my god oh my god. Alert alert alert. It's really happening! I can't even tell you just how ecstatic I am for you. I'm so damn happy, bb. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1mvs…35k5 Thank you. I've been napping on and off over the weekend. It was more than needed. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k24…26zw I absolutely love that, so much. It's just so... fricken awesome and regal. 😍 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: #WordWeavers 5.2 — If your MC listened to your favorite music, what would their reaction be? I listen to quite a bit of opera and classical music. He would enjoy that about my musical taste. (Let's not think about everything else I listen to, though.) #RageOverALostLove npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k24…26zw They really are. They've done so much art for me over the years. One of my besties, honestly. This piece is TOO GOOD not to be the cover. I'm in love with it. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k24…26zw I'm in awe. Wow!!! npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I had a two-hour nap today because I was so knackered when I got home. I suppose that means I'll have trouble sleeping tonight. MS is fantastic. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: This was my reading from this morning. I'm feeling good. It was very comforting. 💜💚 #pagan #oraclecards #nordicpaganism #heathenry #odinism https://a.mindlycdn.com/media_attachments/files/112/536/290/723/004/442/original/77c8573ae5b6a963.jpg npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm home from my treatment now, and I'm utterly knackered. I might nap later on if I can't keep my eyes open. My head aches so badly from the infusion therapy, but I'm worried about not being able to sleep tonight if I close my eyes during the day. The struggle is real. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1dzj…4cun It really used to be for me. I think it kind of helps me get into the mood to write again when I've been away for a while. It helps me for whatever reason. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: There's something so therapeutic about rewriting or editing older work of yours and making it better. (At least, that's how it goes for me. I love it.) npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1acq…0tnv You're totally okay. I love explaining stuff, so I don't mind. LOL. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm in the mood to write. It's taken me by storm. Having a new gaming / writing keyboard to "officially" try out on a long typing session is a great feeling as well. It has custom linear switches as well, so the sound is so soft and creamy. It's so nice. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1kgu…aj8a Thank you. You're awesome. Nice to meet a fellow bowler who's also a writer as well. Thumbs up for that one. 😊 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1acq…0tnv Oh my god, I swear... I just snorted and laughed out loud at this! npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub15ax…lqq5 Maybe. Ha. I was at a festival, so I spent the entire day on my feet and having a good time. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I got so much cardio in yesterday from dancing and singing my heart out. I saw that number and my eyes almost popped out. https://a.mindlycdn.com/media_attachments/files/112/508/192/512/589/495/original/022b188e8e063505.jpg npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm back from my festival, showered, and in pajamas. Oh my god, it was amazing. I'll never tire of seeing Mumford & Sons live. What an experience, every time. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm recording and editing today before having a family member over and going to karaoke tonight. Also, oh my god, I'm seeing Mumford & Sons at a festival with my cousin tomorrow! We're seeing a few different bands that we love. I'm so excited! Mumford & Sons are my bbies. My favorite band ever, honestly. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub197p…rj95 Oh yeah, they were. I had quite a few strikes. I was so happy. It was the last night of my bowling league for the season too. It felt like the season just went by so quickly. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Sorry for the late prompt this evening, guys. I was bowling! #PennedPossibilities npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Happy late #Caturday from Esmeralda. You can't even tell me she's not the cutest thing on earth. 🥺 #blackcats #blackcat #blackcatsofmastodon #catsofmastodon #catstodon #cats #catmom #catmum #chunkymonkey https://a.mindlycdn.com/media_attachments/files/112/466/006/117/710/871/original/ccd65ef2ea6916dc.jpg npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub199v…peux I just wanted to say hello and to thank you for liking posts about my podcast. Very much appreciated. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1a22…nez9 I'm sorry to hear about work being so trying and exhausting. Good luck with your new cosplay build that you're trying to finish up. What's the build? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I love not having a single thing to do today. I've just been relaxing, listening to classical music, and getting a bit of writing done. I needed this so much. I do have a friend coming over for dinner, though, which will be nice. I had another friend over yesterday and I cooked dinner for us, too. That was a nice treat. Horror movie night seems to be our specialty. We love getting spooked at night from terrifying foreign (especially Asian) horror films. The best. *chef's kiss* How is everyone? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I haven't been posting about my podcast on here lately. I've been talking about it, but I haven't been posting links to everything once the episodes go live. I need to remember to do it. It's just been too much for me to remember. Oopsies. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1xra…zgvp Best statement ever, I swear. I'll for sure be napping later, I just know it. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: My eyes are so tired. I changed the Instagram messages to send people to my blog for links to various articles and what have you, made a ton of blog posts for some of the episodes (couldn't do more because I'm just knackered), and now I need to edit and record for the new episode. Can I just... take a nap, instead. I have a massive headache. I still have my cold and it's trying to kill me, honestly. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1urg…tznf Thank you, my friend. <3 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I've been in bed all day. Not feeling too well after my treatment. I'll be around a bit more tomorrow if I'm feeling up to it. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I'm absolutely knackered after chemo today. I'll do my other replies in the morning. 'Night, guys. x npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: It's chemo / infusion therapy day. I'm up at six after a late night of bowling on my league. I'm gonna be so sore later. 😅 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: I just edited and polished up a podcast episode to upload tomorrow. I love the way it came out, too. It was worth all the work. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k4e…4d28 You totally aren't alone. I'm the same way. I answer everything as well. 😂 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1k4e…4d28 We might have had a similar question. Sorry about that! New people have joined in here. Plus I'm almost on 300 days so stuff might be similar, sometimes. 😅 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Animal Crossing, yummy coffee, a spooky video in the background, and some time to chill... That's all I've needed for a while. It feels good. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: Animal Crossing, yummy coffee, a spooky video in the background, and some time to chill — that's all I've needed for a while. It feels good. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub15ax…lqq5 It's gonna be fantastic when it's finished. I just know it. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub15ax…lqq5 Hey, I'm always open to trying new cuisines! And I definitely want to hear what Slal has to say afterward as well, just saying. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub15ax…lqq5 I love this. Food first, always! npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Panda Bear :veripawed2: @npub1acq…0tnv I found the link for you. https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/radiopandabear