The host of #PennedPossibilities for fellow authors. Just as weird and whimsical as you were probably imagining. TTRPG fan. Witchy. Disabled; living with MS and AuDHD. Enby; she/they. @aperfectsong's other half. #BoycottAI #AISucks #AntiAI #NoAI #NoBots
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Last Notes npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 Life's been a bit too insane lately. Just for this month, I'm going to focus on the hashtag I run. I'll take a break but I'll be back with the other ones next month. Love y'all. It just puts a little less stress on me for the month. x npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…4gas Yeah, they had it down yesterday for scheduled maintenance, which I had an email about, but today the site seems broken and they're trying to figure it out. I'll let you know if I see some random update on the server page about it being back up again and fixed. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 Little update from the AO3 status page: npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 All I wanted to do was post a chapter for my WIP a few hours ago, but AO3 has been down (again) today. No reasoning, just because. They didn't even post about it on socials. Something must have failed or messed up from the server maintenance the other day. Some kinda bug, maybe. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WordWeavers 3.2 — Do you write scenes out of order? If so, how do you decide their arrangement? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WordWeavers 3.1 — What is your greatest fear about your characters? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WordWeavers 2.28 — Would you like to meet any of your characters? Would you tell them who you are? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WordWeavers 2.27 — Which of your characters do you find especially interesting? Why? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 946 — Do any of your characters have food allergies or sensitivities? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 My country is at war, things on the homefront are just as bad, and everything feels wrong, but there's nothing I can do about it, so I'm gonna sit my arse down, watching some Doctor Who, drink that cup of tea with a bit of sugar that I usually deny myself because of the calories, and relax for a while. I might even read or write. It's snowing outside, so it's not like I can even go for a mind-cleansing walk. That's all. Because self-care in the immediate future will help bolster you for the long-term. Little things matter just as much as the big ones. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 945 — MC POV: What do you need right now? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…nr2l Okay, wow, nothing could have made me happier than this little (more like huge) review. I somehow missed this other day because I haven't been on much, and I'm so sorry about that. You have me over here kicking my feet and giggling as I read your message! That never happens for me, I swear. Only with the super sweet, super special reviews. You're too kind. I'm so glad you're enjoying this story, you have no idea. Thank you, bby. On another subject, I'm glad I posted the chapter at the right time, when you needed a little something to make you feel better. I'm sending you massive hugs. I'm sorry college is kicking your arse right now. You've got this. I know you do. You're amazing. 🫂 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I'm so hungover this morning... 🫣 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I went to karaoke, and now I'm far too tipsy to post a prompt tonight. We'll pick things up tomorrow. x npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I have a new chapter for "Wings of Quiet Longing" ready to be uploaded later. How exciting. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…n744 Thank you so much. I appreciate it. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…fqs3 Omg! So cute. But the eyes of a killer, I'm telling you. He just LOOKS like he has a mean streak. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…qrdr I'm very thankful that we don't have to shovel anymore. I physically can't do it now, and neither can she. We live in a condo village, and they actually do the shoveling and plowing. Thank goodness... You be careful as well, please. Take it easy. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I have Olivia Rodrigo's Vampire stuck in my head. It's never leaving. What a great song, though. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I've had two texts/calls today about people I know going into hospice. One of them is my great-aunt who I'm VERY close with, and things have been very tough for her lately. It's been a horrific day. And on top of that, one of my nana's best friends since childhood passed away as well. She got the call from his daughter early this morning. It's been a shit day and I'm ready for it to be over. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WordWeavers 2.26 — Who in your book is most like a real person you’ve loved IRL? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WordWeavers 2.25 — How is light created in your book? Candles, electricity, magic, or what? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…fqs3 Sashayed, you know! God, what a badass cat. She was the center of the world for sure. That whole description of what she probably was in a former life just cracked me up, I swear. The image has me laughing. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…qrdr I know you definitely get it. You guys get a lot of snow. We normally get more than this, so I should be happy that we only had around 28 inches in total. But for the rest of the week we have a forecast of snow as well, so... npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…qrdr From the blizzard, or this morning, you mean? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I need to ramble about something for a minute. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…0rde I know, yeah, TZs are wild. I hope you had a lovely dinner. :11111: npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…0rde Crazy, right? And it isn't even 1 pm yet. Thank you. 💕 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I've had therapy, eaten a healthy breakfast, showered, gotten some new appointments made with another therapist (for long-term care) and doctors for my MS, and now I'm about to do some laundry. Maybe I'll get lucky and I can write and do some at-home PT later. Maybe. Just maybe. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 Gotta love New England blizzards. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WordWeavers 2.24 — Tell us something about your MC that seems unimportant but really is crucial. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WordWeavers 2.22 — What word/phrase do you use too much? Has it changed over time? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WordWeavers 2.21 — Have you ever created a character that you really didn’t enjoy writing?] npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.21 — Share an unexpected critique you’ve received. 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What do you do to achieve that balance? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 936 — Tell us about something that disgusts your MC. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…m644 I was thinking the same thing after I finally, really took a look at what had happened in the garage. I think they just overestimated the issue because they didn't really know what they were talking about. The maintenance guys here don't deal with that kind of stuff, so I guess it's understandable, but thanks for putting the fear of god in us, right? Thank goodness for the guy who came and was able to fix it. Even if we have to replace some stuff later on, which we probably will, at least it's working for now. Thank you so much. Sending you hugs. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.17 — How do you write about ecstasy, in a spiritual, artistic, or sensual context? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.15 — What's the most ridiculous place you've tried to sneak in some writing? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.13 — How big are your settings? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 934 — Do you have a book cover for your WIP? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 933 — Share three facts about your MC with us. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.13 — Do you use maps as reference materials as you write? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.12 — How unique is the setting of your current WIP? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…mhmm I had the same thought, omg. 🤣 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.10 — What time of day is most productive for you? Why? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.10 — Talk about a work which subverted your expectations, in a good way. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…qrdr Thank you, Rich. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…l2dj Thank you. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I made it through my therapy a little while ago. Somehow, I survived. That was a tough session. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 927 — Is your MC proud of who they are? Why or why not? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I just brought home my kitty's ashes and pawprint from the vet's office. Feeling pretty low, not gonna lie. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…jrqn I hate getting behind. We have far too many good writing tags around! But I'll always *try* to post nightly for the one I run. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…jrqn Always a good feeling. 😁 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 All caught up on my writing tags now. Phew! npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.9 — Do you subscribe to 'show, don't tell?' Why, or why not? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.9 — How imperfect is your pacing? Do you consider imperfection a sign of your humanity? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #WritersCoffeeClub 2.6 — From start to finish, how much time elapses in your current WIP? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 926 — Do your characters play any sports, or did they play any in the past? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 925 — Would your characters enjoy camping? Why or why not? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 924 — SC POV: Who do you think would be the most likely to start a food fight, and why? What food would they reach for first? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 Moooo! 🐄 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…a0u9 Thank you. She's had about nine surgeries in the past 2 years so it's an old hat at this point, but it still scares you, you know? npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 Good morning, by the way. My Aunt Laurie is in surgery now. Fingers crossed. Without going into detail, she had a full reconstruction surgery and there's a bit of scar tissue that needs to be fixed (yet again), but the team of nurses and her surgeon take very good care of her. She's close to them at this point. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 #PennedPossibilities 923 — Tell us about something a characters of yours feels confidently about. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…58nz So cute. Thank you. 😚 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 Infusion therapy time. ☕ npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…mhmm I couldn't agree more. All very true. Thank you, love. And I bowled well today, so it was a fun time. My nana and I really needed it, honestly. Just some time away, with friends, enjoying ourselves and exercising. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…n2fr Thank you for saying that. It made me feel so much better, honestly. Sending you big hugs and lots of love. And I will, I promise. I'm trying to take care of myself now. And my nana. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…a4x5 Thank you. This is kind of just how it is now, and I don't mind it. I tried the gel and the cortisone shots and nothing really seemed to help my knee much. KT helps so much, though. I can't recommend it enough. I've been using it for years. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 Four strips of KT on my knee (wrapping around the kneecap) and one on the ligament damage on my ankle on the same side. I think we're ready for today lol. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I have bowling in a bit. 🎳 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…plky Thank you so much, love. You're so sweet. I gave her catnip and churu snacks last night and she was so happy. She was purring and hungry, which made me feel so much better. We said goodbye to her today. She's at peace now, and so am I. It's never easy, but I know we did the right thing. 🫂 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…n2fr Thank you for that. You're so sweet. And they do, they might break hearts, but it's more than worth it for the entire journey and the time we spend with them. Give your sweet doggy a kiss on the head tonight for me, please. I'm so glad she still has that puppy personality that she's always had. It's so heartwarming. We said goodbye to my kitty earlier today. She's at peace now and that's all that matters. I'm at peace, too. We did the right thing. 🫂 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…mhmm We said goodbye to her today. I stayed up late last night, just to spend as much time with her as I could. Thank you so much. 🫂 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…fmnj Thank you. We said goodbye to her earlier today. She's at peace now. And I couldn't agree with you more, honestly. There's never enough time. 🫂 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…8tzl Thank you so much. 🫂 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…s9qc Thank you for that. You're very sweet. I actually brought her to the vet today. She's at peace now. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 So, I'm home again, my nana and I both. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…n2fr You're so sweet, thank you. I wrote up a post about how things went earlier. I'll copy/paste a bit of it here for you. 🫂 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 Update: I'm home, and Esmeralda came home with me. The doctor ran tests, did an x-ray, and then did an ultrasound. She told us to bring her home and enjoy the last few days with her, and gave us some new meds to help her feel better. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 I have a vet appointment for 4:00 today with Esmeralda. This is absolute hell. I feel sick to my stomach, and I can't stop crying my eyes out. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…qrdr You're so sweet. I can't tell you how much that message means to me. Thank you, Rich. I wish I could give you the biggest hug right now. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 On another note, and I'll make this very brief because I've been an emotional mess, Monday morning is the time to call the vet. Esmeralda took a turn for the worse. She isn't doing okay. It's probably time to say goodbye. Labored breathing, pudgier tummy (could be cancer, if that's what she has), being uncomfortable and lethargic, not having an appetite, lungs sound weird, etc. I can't stand the sight of my little baby obviously in distress and pain, but my vet's office isn't open on the weekends. It's been hell. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…xe8u I will, for sure. My cat requires bed cuddles. 🐈⬛ npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…xe8u Sleepy brains never work properly. Worst feeling ever. Also, before I doze off, I think I figured it out. I put the two links that way on my profile. Thank you so much for the advice. 💜 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…xe8u Wait, my sleepy brain pretty much just understood what you were saying now. I'm gonna facepalm. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…xe8u You're actually going to laugh at me right now, but I swear to god, it sounded like you just spoke a totally different language. I think I got the gist of what you're saying, and I'm fine with only having four links on my profile. I don't need to have more than that. It's all good. Thank you so much for reaching out, though. I do appreciate that, even if I am so totally *not* a tech savvy dude and didn't understand it. 🤣 npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 PSA time for everyone! On my profile, we now have two separate ways to access the #PennedPossibilities prompts for the community. If you're against Google, this might be a bit easier for you. npub1s2lpma95y7ksvxeffmkajlz8psefrhyd2mmua3klt4fywqvlvkcs7thyaa Spooky Panda 🌜 @nprofile…cm0q Yeah, far, far too soon.
