... and and and and ...

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Is it a sheep? Is it a raven? Is it a lizard? How many of you are there? Questions that you won't get answers to and more.

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2026-05-09 17:31:48 GMT

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All I can think about is how I would use this for tagging and tracking assets in a game

2026-04-06 01:40:51 GMT

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yup, and that kinda lead me down the rabbit hole of Type-4 grammars (which there seems to be exactly one citation for so). @npub1ll6…jjcy had built a little bit-oriented stack machine. And it could only make decision on 1 as 0 wasn't "in the language". However, I discovered you could expand the language using an encoding scheme such as 1 -> 10 and 0 -> 01.
Basically, you always have to encode unmatchable information into the system by expanding your symbol set.
https://www.sheeeeeeeep.art/finite-choice.html

2026-04-06 01:30:57 GMT

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This is also true of Petri nets. They are all about tokens flowing through a system. It creates a contradiction in the model if a transition can assert you "don't have any tokens".
How can you have a token representing the lack of tokens?

2026-04-06 01:29:13 GMT

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This is kinda what I meant by "shuffling control-flow". As you have to create resources to take a transition, then consume them to make that transition fail.

2026-04-06 01:28:00 GMT

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Logic systems don't like the idea of "this is *not* true". Generally, you lean on disjuctions "f(x) and nop(x) or h(x)" rather than not f(x) and h(x). This is why for my check on the hailstone function I phrased it like this:<code>done [n^2]/[n^2 done] [Halt]/done </code>
I have to construct a token representing a choice, the destroy it to represent its negation. With a "not" in Fractran, I could have written:<code>[Halt]/n^0 </code>
However, due to Fractran's encoding, this is the same as [Halt]. *^0is always True.

2026-04-05 03:33:27 GMT

<code>( Hailstone function in Rejoice ) n^7 @Hailstone .#n .\n done [n^2]/[n^2 done] [Halt]/done @Parity [a^2 Parity]/n^2 even [odd n]/[even n] @Parity.A->N [n Parity.A->N]/a [Even]/even [Odd]/odd @Even ( n = n/2 ) [a Even]/n^2 @Even.A->N [n Even.A->N]/a Hailstone @Odd ( n = 3n + 1 ) [a^3 Odd]/n a @Odd.A->N [n Odd.A->N]/a Hailstone @Halt </code>(cc @npub1z8r…mrq6)

2026-03-30 18:05:10 GMT

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I could see a ring of macros that are binded to whatever button combos Juxta needs.

2026-03-30 14:55:17 GMT

Organize your stacks, concatenate your code, and mark your calendars. The Catjam, the concatenative programming game jam, is gonna be from July 4th to September 7th.
#Catlangs #GameJam
https://social.nouveau.community/system/media_attachments/files/116/318/691/434/939/022/original/6bff9dd7dc7b25b7.png

2026-03-29 20:37:45 GMT

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Cognitive bombardment: The tool you cognitively offload to outputs information fast then you input it, leading to an imbalance of labor and risk cognitive surrender when it's correct enough.

2026-03-28 00:46:01 GMT

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If color goes to more than one scene, a random choice is applied to the link.

2026-03-21 18:45:09 GMT

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You only "destroy information" when it has to leave the bubble it exist for.
So like Game World destroys information to hand stuff back to the Host Language which destroys information to hand it back to its Runtime which destroys information to hand it back to the OS which finally destroys information to put it away into RAM.
Then you turn off you computer and return the electrons you've been borrowing.
If you know a higher being, you could send some matter to them as a little treat.

2026-03-21 18:27:32 GMT

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Heavily tangential, but I have been kinda mulling over feeling that "destroying information" is vital to basically anything computation shaped (live, computers, etc). I mean it's not really that novel of a thought. But, it's very much in juxtaposition to how many computing projects have a pathological fear of information destruction.

2026-03-14 15:17:51 GMT

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Paradise? :stacky_peek:

2026-03-06 16:18:04 GMT

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Bidirectional text

2026-02-28 18:47:23 GMT

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That the stub on the catlang wiki mentioning the purely functional canonical b-tree?

2026-02-27 02:59:32 GMT

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Also, I won't lie, back filling a notebook has some weird energy to it. Feels like you are breaking some silent rule about the linearity of a notebook.

2026-02-22 18:41:44 GMT

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I recal crystal has macros that can be bounded to the name space of a class and stuff. Languages with namespacing and macros will sometimes support "this macro exists within specific domains".

2026-02-16 00:33:57 GMT

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should keep a little patch of it to tie / stitch to your new backpack. A good luck charm.

2026-02-13 18:52:07 GMT

Discord has switch from K-ID to Persona, a Palantir product.
Edit: my bad, they are just heavily funded by Palantir. Not much better, more a horitonal step.
https://piunikaweb.com/2026/02/12/discord-uk-age-verification-persona-vendor-shift/

2026-01-31 17:19:05 GMT

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Bruh, I can't believe Left supports tag wrapping but bloody codium does. It's made with web shit, da fuck 🥴

2026-01-28 02:08:03 GMT

Y'all mind if I just take a moment to scream about how Itch.io should not be the sole pillar of all indie art (especially marginalized art), how we learned nothing about the culture execution of flash, and how internet pornography is at risk of going totally extinct on most platforms? Especially small ones like Itch.io?
If you woke up to a GameJolt Moment or "Itch.io Winds Down Operations" would you still exist as an artist? Or will you be executed.
https://www.sheeeeeeeep.art/you-should-consider-what-would-happen-if-itch-is-gone.html

2026-01-20 18:16:04 GMT

Programming language idea: You sit quiet in the wilderness taking note of the bird songs around you. These songs encode some sort of program. Assemble your program into a new bird song. Sing it where you recorded your notes. The call you get back is the result of your program.

2026-01-11 17:20:47 GMT

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It really just reminds me of my manic episode from May to September of 2018. I was stressed, depressed, and burnt out. Then I read a book called "In Defense of Food: The Eater's Manifesto". And my world view collapsed into a burning hot point.
(tangent: thank fuck it was a book about diversifying your diet with fresh produce and not some self-help blackhole)
I became locked in at running at 200%, then 300%, then 400%. Faster. more. faster. more. faster. bigger and bigger and bigger and and and and...
Then, I crashed. And cratored for years. I lemented that time I could move so fast. Eventually, however, I accepted that period for what it was: a toxic little dilusion I could be more than human.
And that's kinda how I see the whole LLM thing. People don't want to accept it's sometimes good even neccessary for things to be slow. People don't want to accept that perhasp we are alone in a cold uncaring universe. That what we have is what we got and we have to care for it or have nothing. ...also, a concerning number of people want a slave...
I guess a short way to put it: LLMs are disdain for the human scale and limit.

2026-01-04 19:20:55 GMT

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I have not see that, and I love it. Reminds me of the website that sends back a fake segmentation fault message alongside its webpage.

2026-01-04 19:14:27 GMT

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Additionally, those computer errors usually begin with human error. Thus, my name exist to trap bad assumptions about names and to prod at the nature of grammar.

2026-01-04 19:13:20 GMT

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reminds me of my motivation behind "and NULL". and was chosen to be confusing, purposefully kept lowercase to confuse a human reader (possibly machine readers as well). NULL was picked for it's tendency to confuse computer system. A value misinterpreted as empty when it may actually represent a value (databases interpreting the name Null as the value NULL) or misinterpreted as a value when it's actually empty (JavaScript's typeof null == "object").

2026-01-02 19:27:25 GMT

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👀 would make for fun interactive poetry.

2025-12-29 03:16:31 GMT

Who up stacking their lang?

2025-12-28 02:44:56 GMT

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Yeah, this was less a direct reaction to *you*. Like, I got the intent, and I appreciated it. But then ideal thoughts began to mull about.
I grow worried that people won't reach out (as June said) to say "come draw with me" but rather "get good loser". A passive buzz in the back of my skull that we'll see another GamerGate moment before the renaissance. Hopefully that thought just stays the scars of past paper cuts.

2025-12-28 01:07:40 GMT

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I keep coming back to this. I know what "poorly made things" you are thinking of. But there is the cold cynical view of that. "poorly made" as in "you don't have years of drawing experience, this looks awful, why did you bother?". It's a bitter note I've long seen online.
When I was a kid, I drew without shame. Every drawing was made with heart and passion. But when I started to look back as an adult, all I can see is the poorly made things. Sloppy art, sloppy anatomy, sloppy this sloppy that.
But, I've been trying to take a kinder approach. Appreciate that coarseness. To enjoy impassioned sloppiness that is found in raw self expression. Something doesn't have to carefully crafted and stitch together to be good or enjoyed. It just has to be made from the heart.
I am possibly one of the only artist I know that enjoys looking at their old art. Everyone else cringes in shame, embarrassment, guilt? perhaps. Guilt at having made something so carelessly.
But, I've come to look back almost with envy. The lack of understanding, the pureness of my attempts at expressing myself. I look at it and go "man, I don't even think I could draw like this if I tried.". I kept an old composition notebook full of Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends x Super Mario fanfiction.
It was all written in 2007. It's insane nonsense. Errors I'm not even sure I could earnestly recreate. I spelled virtualized as "verchooliesed". I don't think I could even imagine spelling virtualized so badly now. If I saw that in a book trying to "write like a kid" I might scoff at it for being to absurd.
But, there it is, written by me nearly 20 years ago.
I like to occasionally look through this notebook. Remember what it was like to just *firehose* creative energy without a care for Good or Bad. Just wanting to birth an idea into the world, tell a funny story, share my feelings.
From the time that story was written to about the start of college. I was paralyzed with fear. A fear of expressing myself in words. I internalized the endless judgement of others. In another timeline, one where I didn't have an English lecture to pull me out of my shell, I may have perhaps found GPT models to be liberatory.
I luckily found freedom in messy 4-5 people ERP in discord backrooms. Rooms that I'd eventually find my BF in. I now shameless put up pages that may contain spelling and grammar errors with no intent to fix them unless they cause major errors. My wikithing is wreckless self-expression.
My best will be learning to create with careless, reckless passion. Accept someone will always find what I make to be poorly made no matter how hard I try. To accept that sometimes "making something poorly" is possibly the goal. That all things start "poorly made" before they have a chance to be made well.
I want to be able to write "verchooliesed" with heartful passion and not a care nor guilt for how poorly spelled that word is. Illustrate a story without worrying how poorly drawn each thing is. Narrate without fear of how ill-structured the narrative is.
I wish people would embrace poorly *made* things instead of turning to destructively generated slop. The world would be a much kinder place for it. It's not a fear of effort, but a fear of sincerity. A dark numbness to expressing yourself, both the well-put-together and the horrible-crashout-5am-screams.

2025-12-26 22:48:05 GMT

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uxn was so good it finally got uxn2

2025-12-25 17:25:20 GMT

Finally, a dictionary has been acquired.
https://social.nouveau.community/system/media_attachments/files/115/781/363/970/393/016/original/884bd9d0721e7336.jpg

2025-12-24 23:39:48 GMT

I bring an important message from Juxta the Combinator Cat.
#catlangs #art
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2025-12-23 03:17:19 GMT

Licensing all my code under MIT + Trans Rights is a fun and silly little thing. I don't understand the consequences of
> The above copyright notice, this permission notice, and the affirmation that TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS shall be included in all copies or substantial portions of the Software.
Nor do I have the means to even bring consequences. But it's a silly little thing that might be a legal problem for someone else anyways.

2025-12-17 21:05:01 GMT

can anyone reach the esolang wiki?

2025-12-16 16:32:35 GMT

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All the tech-freedom types have no interest in protecting those freedoms from exploiters. The things AI companies are doing to get data would be a felony misuse of a computer if any individual was doing it for personal gain. We are witnessing literal cyber attacks go unpunished. Even free-software types will justify it cause it was "freedom to exploit" not "freedom from exploitation".

2025-12-16 16:28:01 GMT

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People buying into the idea of "computing is unlimited and cheep" failing to understand so much of it was predicated on "so long as everyone plays nice". And the technolibertarians had no intention of playing nice.

2025-12-16 01:17:51 GMT

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The black box of luck is a cruel entity. Uncaring if you just spent one coin too many without knowing until you need that exact one.

2025-12-14 17:11:50 GMT

Programmers just invent the darnedest of terms...
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizophrenia_(object-oriented_programming)

2025-12-12 23:41:22 GMT

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MAKE has at last reappeared \@/

2025-12-10 00:01:05 GMT

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We're going insane and going insane and going insane and going insane and going insane...
https://www.linuxfoundation.org/press/linux-foundation-announces-the-formation-of-the-agentic-ai-foundation

2025-12-09 23:59:56 GMT

My BF is informing me of the worst news ever I'm installing BSD anor just throwing my computer out a window.

2025-12-09 16:49:12 GMT

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I'll have to go and do that when I'm back home. Should spread the word by writing a little page about html journals. I'm sure the decadv crowd would be into them.

2025-12-09 16:45:26 GMT

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Oh, dang. I've actually been using the journal format for my sketchbook and had plans for other pages with it. Shame that it's winding down and the community disappated.

2025-12-09 16:40:02 GMT

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What even was this? I've bumped into it a few times but never understood what it was about or how people even used it.

2025-12-04 17:17:08 GMT

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Could probably write an assembler for a Joy-like language using threaded code for quotations.

2025-12-02 16:15:16 GMT

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Anyways, my tombstone will be written in papyrus with a comic sans subscript.

2025-12-02 16:14:33 GMT

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The demand for everything to be appropriately professional, well-designed, and aesthetically good has left a hole in the hearts of millions of people that generative image services have come to fill.

2025-12-02 16:11:52 GMT

Generative AI art is the consequences of the anti-comic sans reactionary movement. *send post*

2025-11-22 19:02:34 GMT

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I won't lie, I kinda vibe with the handcam. Had a long video on in the background about "media for fictional video games". And one of the earliest examples was the work of Suzanne Treister:
https://www.suzannetreister.net/Ampages/Q-WYRAVP.html
There wasn't a way to export images, so what she did was photograph the screen, then printed the photo.
(also, the video in reference: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hkkCbxoaz0)

2025-11-17 17:46:49 GMT

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I realized I have been pranked after opening up /now to see if there was a new update 😔🤝

2025-11-14 17:27:20 GMT

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Program an uxntal endless subway surfer loop and keep it in the corner.

2025-11-12 16:24:28 GMT

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Not good, but I can't help but imagine the laptop making a bunch of cartoonish sounds before finally kicking on like an old jalopy.

2025-11-11 16:31:38 GMT

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Interesting, this is kinda like it's own style, tbh. The logical equivalent to this in Lua would be something like:<code>local current_enemy local function enemies_bind(which) current_enemy = which end local function enemy_mod_x(x) current_enemy.x = current_enemy.x + x end </code>
And the "active" object is still accessible under @enemy/ptr (and in Lua it's current_enemy). I think having a page on this style of uxn would be cool to read. Especially with how you apply it to different situations. Situations like:<li>Iterating over an array of objects</li><li>Following nested pointers (assuming you eve do that), so <code>a.b.c.method()</code>.</li><li>Adding and deleting objects from storage</li><li>etc.</li>
[@wim_v12e](https://merveilles.town/@wim_v12e )

2025-11-11 15:58:35 GMT

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Like if you had an array of structs, and you wanted to do entity[3].x += 10 using OOP style code.
[@wim_v12e](https://merveilles.town/@wim_v12e )

2025-11-11 15:56:10 GMT

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I have a question: if you had an array with multiple entities, how would you define a method to move one of them?
[@wim_v12e](https://merveilles.town/@wim_v12e )

2025-11-11 13:56:16 GMT

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In theory, Factor (or any compiled language really) *could* preform the same optimization I describe here *if* the compiler can detect that buf is a global singleton *and* that buf[i] is finite. Thus, buf[1].append(str) would be the same as buff-append-1(str) but optimized to erase indirection. This is actually a trick I've used in Modal and Nova from time to time when trying to load-balance rule search and rewrite cost.
https://social.nouveau.community/@andnull/115531381085282074

2025-11-11 13:53:07 GMT

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(also buf[i].append(str) could be expressed syntactically as buf.at(i).append(str) to "unify" everything under method calls. This could then desugar into append(at(buf, i), str) and still generate the same code. In catlangs, however, the difference is moot. Methods in Factor exist more as short hand for manually writing out if chains or cond blocks, which the compiler can optimize on and erase)

2025-11-11 13:49:34 GMT

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It's also worth noting that if the list of buffers is static then you still have the same equivalency as now i become the target of append (acting like a pointer). so<code>i.append(str) <=> append(i, str) </code>
to access the i-th buffer and append str to it. The buffer access and bounds checking have been internalized. If the list of buffers is a fixed size, you can then "unroll" each entry into:<code>append-1(str) append-2(str) append-3(str) . . . </code>
So this is kinda two tricks mashed together (OOP with monomorphization and inlining).

2025-11-11 13:41:57 GMT

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Wim is correct. Tho, the example given is operating on a globally shared buffer that can have its access inlined to speed things up (vs having to shuffle ;buf and ;cap into the correct place with SWP2). If you had a list of buffers, however, there would be no difference between append(buf[i], str) and buf[i].append(str). As noted, Raku (and also Nim) have Uniform Call Syntax because method invocation is the same as "pass a pointer" outside of static singletons such as this buffer example.
(And many OOP languages that compile to machine code will monomorphize into "pass a pointer to static code" where possible cause it's more efficient than dynamically dispatching on the type of the pointer)

2025-11-08 01:12:23 GMT

My brain violently demanded I replant some pages after going through and cleaning up wikithing stuff. Replanted some pages on Joy, now I am tired and need a break from wikithinging.
https://www.sheeeeeeeep.art/replant.html

2025-11-01 21:23:47 GMT

Thinking about some hybrid catlang doglang (applicative) thing where you can drop value onto a stack, and chain methods along a singular target.<code>3 ; 4 ; ((#1) * (#1)) + ((#2) * (#2)) sqrt ; (*) println ; </code><code>(Random) number ; (*) > 0.5 ; (*) when true do ( (Console) print line ("Heads") ; ) ; (*) when false do ( (Console) print line ("Tails") ; ) ; (*) discard ; </code>

2025-10-31 16:09:17 GMT

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Wait it could be called BAP 😺

2025-10-31 16:08:11 GMT

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pee is stored in the bag

2025-10-30 23:38:24 GMT

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Also, fw: @npub1z8r…mrq6 since you asked to see this sketch.

2025-10-30 23:37:25 GMT

> Nobody knows when the structure was built. Carbon dating of its concrete seems to show that "was built" is wrong. Its being built. A building. Not a building. But a Building. Its existence seems to construct both forwards and backwards in time. Ancient text mention it despite that being impossible.
https://www.sheeeeeeeep.art/sketch-book.html#the-building
#Art #Drawtober
https://social.nouveau.community/system/media_attachments/files/115/465/738/382/300/313/original/b26e8bfd377c1f08.jpg

2025-10-22 17:04:12 GMT

Finally, my kind of esolang.
https://esolangs.org/wiki/Signals

2025-10-08 03:04:01 GMT

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I think this could still count as short-circuiting (the concept). Since any one of these statements returning true would trigger a bail condition (skipping the inner checks).

2025-10-04 16:04:03 GMT

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At some point while thinking up all sort of wacky solutions, I kinda went "actually you can just count up all the solutions pretty quickly". You don't need to care about the permutations of FGHI since there is a limited number of valid FGHI that AB * CDE can produce.
Basically "why am I doing all this CS mumbo jumbo? It's a pretty simple question actually". The only fancy footwork I did in that solution was making it so I didn't have to allocate memory beyond a bit of space for checking solutions (i.e no strings, recycling the same table).

2025-10-04 15:57:03 GMT

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Yeah, nested loops and eliminating some trivial invalid conditions (5s and 11s and result greater than 987654321):
https://gist.nouveau.community/capitalex/54d49c3ae99b4724b76b9a9a4c9669c6/raw/HEAD/numbers.lua

2025-10-04 04:37:54 GMT

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Turns out, totally over thinking it. Got a solution that can do it in under 10,000 iterations.

2025-10-04 02:43:08 GMT

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Wow, this is a tough 8th grade course...

2025-10-02 02:30:53 GMT

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Also, drawing events rarely hold my interest mostly cause they are simply to forced for my taste. That and like, drawing is just what I do so like every month is drawtober. I want to say it averages out to a drawing a day already. If anything, I need a wrist-rest-ober where I do nothing but let my wrist rest.

2025-10-02 02:27:37 GMT

Decisions decisions.
#Drawtober
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2025-09-24 00:27:20 GMT

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Unfortunately the little service I use to make the RSS feed is throwing a 503 so oop.

2025-09-24 00:26:46 GMT

[The sewer gators are hanging out again.](https://www.sheeeeeeeep.art/sketch-book.html#sewer-gators )
https://social.nouveau.community/system/media_attachments/files/115/256/431/367/301/583/original/0e0897f4e4d6a10a.jpg

2025-09-23 23:02:49 GMT

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Rust is more or less in their hand as well with the Rust Foundation's platinum members being Microsoft, Amazon, Meta, and Google + the whole shit with Serde and ThePhD. Nim's BDFL openly makes transphobic jokes on the forms and the official package manager is a reference to Atlas Shrugged. Odin's developer seems to be a staunch McCarthist anti-communist.
We will only see more mask dropping as the technocrats decide to accelerate the problem.

2025-09-23 22:58:32 GMT

Ruby is just straight up getting captured by a fascist and it's kinda wild to watch unfold.

2025-09-17 15:30:27 GMT

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Any wild fires? Canada has been on fire non-stop for like 3 or 4 years.

2025-09-04 13:32:46 GMT

Technologist huffing paint every time a new hype cycle starts. Meanwhile,
I still can't copy and paste text from a PDF without the line wrapping fucking everything
up.

2025-08-29 20:41:49 GMT

Anubis, cloudflare, captchas, other things to stop bots are making the internet feel as fun as going through airport security.

2025-08-28 01:25:03 GMT

Dicking around with a bytecode VM and assembler for a very basic form of #Nova. It can successfully run my bubble sort program. The VM can also run without known anything about your symbols. So, you can switch them around freely.
#Rewriting
https://social.nouveau.community/system/media_attachments/files/115/103/764/235/736/569/original/8099de9a4a6b9513.png
https://social.nouveau.community/system/media_attachments/files/115/103/768/161/951/174/original/18f0952f46c44e7e.png

2025-08-20 21:59:13 GMT

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What's the hardness on them?

2025-08-14 18:58:38 GMT

my favorite instruction has to be jez (jump if equal to zero) just cause it sounds nice to say.

2025-08-14 15:52:10 GMT

broke: return stack
tenet: inverse stack