DIY ambient & experimental musician (AngstBang). Err on the side of compassion. Be kind, please rewind. 🇺🇸➡️🇯🇵
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Last Notes npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 The spiders are mobilising npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…el3w I may be the rare exception here, but I used the bassinet on an international flight when my son was 1. He slept in that thing almost the entire flight and it was fantastic. Absolute opposite of the horror I was expecting. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…el3w "catastrophic decline" - title of my sex tape, punk band, and memoir. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 I wonder if there's anything I could do to convince Iceland to take me in npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…el3w The more I think about it, the more confused I am. But however they get that .04 yen, I'm willing. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 7-Eleven does not disappoint. Their cherry blossom cake is delightful. I'd show it to you, but it's gone. Look for it in the bread section. Only 149.04 yen! npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 I don't know how to get help with my life anymore. Getting out of burnout seems hopeless. Everything takes so much energy and communication, and I'm already well past my limits. Every day there's too much stress and pressure and arguing, too many things happening. I feel like I can't even calm down until it stops, but my heart will stop long before the stuff does. Parenting is an absolute disaster. Everyone hates me. I can't do anything right. I hate waking up. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…y095 You won't be winning any lemon beauty contests, but they look healthy and hefty. Great job persevering. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 This is your reminder to check in with your McDonald's cream pie enjoying friends and family. They are not okay right now or ever. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…el3w @nprofile…t2mx While you wait, here's some baby news: today, a baby had one of their animal crackers stolen by a full-grown adult. And it wasn't even the cock! npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…y095 @nprofile…0ryn You are leaking your DMs, Chris npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…gzza That's what she said. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 I'm so tired of apps and websites autotranslating things. Are we not allowed to be multilingual anymore? Is this bad for capitalism somehow? Or just general enshittification? npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…zvku @nprofile…gzza @nprofile…3kcu I have one of the mint green ones. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 You're looking at a legal, card-carrying resident until the year 2032. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 How can it be best to get to immigration right when it opens, if everyone plans to get to immigration right when it opens? Is it that some calm, mentally stable people just waltz in at 2PM after a siesta? npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 I made my first dentist appointment since the move. Over a year late. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 How can we make things creepier around here? In the fun, escapism sense, removed from the horror of the physical world. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 Mentally I’m here npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…c93k You've got a lot going on, and sleep is important for life and stress management. I do recommend giving it a go when things settle down, though! npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…c93k Do you keep a dream journal? npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 Every time I wake up, there's another song in my head npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 Someone invent quiet ice. The free ideas just keep coming. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…vmgj Nail instrument in the streets, rail instrument in the sheets. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 What's MY secret? Magnets. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…949v @nprofile…vfmd I do not get an eye towel, BUT I get emotional support nitrous. I think you have to be visibly unstable for that level of service, but I've got that covered! npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 I can tell which budgie has landed on me without looking. Thalita lands gently with grace. Hens slams into me heavily, nails grasping my shirt. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…uhf2 I hope you get what you deserve. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…949v I'm so frustrated. Not dealing with it in the shower, but in my room. I don't know what the fuck else I can do except get rid of all my belongings and live in a mostly empty room with fans and AC running 24/7, plus daily cleaning. Life is hard enough. Maybe the mould should gain sentience and take me out. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 Free idea for a goth with money to burn or a passion for home DIY: the Headstone Headboard, a headboard for you bed fashioned to look like granite with the inscription, "Here Lies [your name here]," or something. Because you do indeed lie there, get it? You're welcome. Follow for more amazing and free human thoughts. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…uhf2 @nprofile…vfmd @nprofile…z7hj I'm a 9AM guy and the modern world has destroyed me. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…949v I have a long list of ones I want to try! But naturally, the first thing I did was look for something Twin Peaks inspired, and not only did I find one, but it comes in English and Portuguese (which I'm learning): https://gcpcoelho.itch.io/little-town npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 The existence of solo TTRPGs has been added to the list of things I can't believe no one ever thought to tell me about. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…c93k At each and every club meeting, I will remind you it was not your fault. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 I still have moments of intense guilt (or is it shame?) for reproducing and passing on my genes. I have no control over my DNA, but it was a risk I took without understanding the seriousness with which it would impact my life and the lives of two new people. It's one of those things; It was not my intention, but I am accountable for the results. It was not my fault, but also it was. I know my guilt-shame eases nothing but my need for penance, but still I hold onto it. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…c93k Are you sure it's missing? I remember things regularly taking a month to arrive, with extremely vague or non-existent tracking. This was many years ago, but I can only imagine it has not gotten any better. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…c93k It's hard out here. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…c93k Come back when those are buttercream cupcakes. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…949v @nprofile…u8zs But it's only a fuck Chambre if it's within the locality of La Chambre, otherwise it's just a fuck closet. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…c93k Thank you!! I missed that. I guess I should be safe. No honey, just legal-to-import herbs well below the threshold. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 iHerb now has a scary red warning in the shopping cart that duties and taxes may be collected at delivery. Has this happened to anyone here in Japan? npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…949v Link us when the Kickstarter is live. npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 Mercari has a function where you can privately request a specific price for an item. The seller can easily accept or reject this. I requested 10% off a small ticket item, putting it in line with others on the site. Again, no one else on the site can see this exchange. The seller blocked me, then put the item on sale for 15% off. Something about that made me very uneasy. That's weird, right? Should I block them back so they can't hunt me down and wear my skin as pyjamas? npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 Yeah @nprofile…949v so HYPE you retooted before you even got the FREE SECRET 😂 npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 I'm here to tell you what THEY don't want you to know. The SECRET to answering 1 of the most devastating job interview questions that trips up even the sweatiest hustle culture grindset bros. And I'm giving it to you for FREE. Because I don't play by the rules, I BREAK them. Keep reading for more! npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…949v @nprofile…c93k I'm missing a bone in my body alright 🥁 (sorry) npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 Speaking of breakfast routines, mine is broken. I had roughly the same breakfast every morning for years, and suddenly, I want nothing to do with it. I need a new breakfast that is equally as easy as toast. I can't afford to lose breakfast! Lunch and dinner are pure chaos! npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 3:33 npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 3229071 npub122t8fnmp0q4a0ed2lx6cvh3m2c085v42y5e59s7e0ste7e5jl3fsay4m6q Jack・怨霊見習い中 @nprofile…949v We joined on the same day :jyouzu:
