lilli

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2024-07-10 04:00:13 GMT

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that would either be the most absurd experience of my life or the end of my life

2024-07-10 03:54:13 GMT

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that's okay with me. i assumed you don't like me, and i don't expect you to like me. all i really have to say is that, to the extent you don't like me because you feel i've personally witch-hunted you, i apologize, because i don't actually want anything bad for you. to the extent you don't like me because i come off badly from a distance or you dislike my opinions or vibe or positions in fedi meta, that's whatever. i'm just taking the occasion of actually talking to each other to express that much

2024-07-10 03:26:15 GMT

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i have, so you're probably thinking of the right person

2024-07-10 03:23:58 GMT

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the point of this conversation for me hasn't been to accuse you of anything. i've mentioned the history of why i thought certain things, however i don't expect to control what you post about, let alone throw you out of here (as though i could even if i wanted to, lol). i strongly dislike certain types of edgy posts and wish they weren't a feature of this part of fedi, and i have expressed that opinion. and you've sometimes made those posts. but i don't want to hurt you and am not pursuing any kind of vendetta against you. if that's how it's turned out in the past, i am sincerely sorry. it wasn't my intent and i don't want to keep going like that

2024-07-10 02:54:55 GMT

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i say "nazi-sympathizing" because the first time i registered who you were was right after you deleted your Disqordia account, where the day of you'd been posting about the merits of Hitler's arguments in Mein Kampf. i posted without mentioning you saying that that sort of content was gross and shouldn't be a thing here. but it wasn't personal bc i didn't know who you were, so when you deleted your account, i genuinely assumed you were gone. i truly knew nothing of maija
i've been accused of having been the one to make you anti-semitic for having made that post lol. my influence on you is incredibly powerful

2024-07-10 02:41:37 GMT

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eh, i was just guessing. it's hard to know what someone you've never talked to thinks about you. it's possible you felt i was trying to run you out of fedi spaces and that that's the issue you had with me. and i do feel antisemitic/racist/nazi-sympathizing content is a black mark on this part of fedi. but i don't want to separate you from your friends, i just pray that one day your posts will be less fucking latvian

2024-07-10 02:23:12 GMT

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on two separate occasions your posts inspired me to write sanctimonious rambles about how hating Jews and praising Hitler isn't okay. generally speaking i think we're both repulsed by each other's politics and style of posting. but i don't wish you any ill personally and never have really. clearly you're going through it and don't need more shit from me

2024-07-10 01:55:35 GMT

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well i hope the withdrawals aren't too bad. that's gotta suck to deal with. probably best if you don't try to get even worse, considering

2024-07-10 01:48:10 GMT

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i'm kinda glum for a couple reasons, so i'm trying to count my blessings to pull myself out of it. how are you?

2024-07-10 01:39:07 GMT

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i like that this is technically the first time we've directly interacted. hi maija

2024-07-09 08:03:12 GMT

i'm not sure what i want out of fedi anymore, so idk what i'll ultimately end up doing. but to accommodate a vibe shift and also to keep this account as what it is and always has been, i think i'm gonna start using @npub1k9a…6u0d