Sarah. Transbian. Poly. Autistic (undiagnosed), ADHD (diagnosed), British (regretfully), aspiring Portuguesa, member of the Cult Of Amphetamine, old, tired.
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Last Notes npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Just seen someone saying they support bans on trans healthcare for under 18s because “let kids be kids”.
By the time I hit puberty, I had KNOWN for a decade.
I also knew that telling anyone would be profoundly dangerous.
So I hid who I was and, am almost grateful that the neurodivergence gave the other kids something else to latch on to. They were so busy calling me a “mong” that they didn’t notice I was trans.
Because that might have got me murdered.
Or pushed me into a position where I felt I had no options other than the same end result.
So I hid it.
And I hid it really well.
And one of the things that happens when a 5 year old child is terrified of their parents, or their families, or the school bullies finding out who they really are is that they end up traumatised.
A 5 year old child. Traumatised and ashamed.
Ashamed because adults openly talked about them.
Or people like them.
And what they said was horrific. What they said made it very clear that they would regard their own kids as subhuman monsters if they ever found out.
So we hid. And an important part of ourselves died in childhood. A light that should have shone, went out.
I’ve tried my best to rekindle it.
I’ve managed somewhat but it will never be right. Not really. I’ve made peace with that.
“Let kids be kids”. Trans kids like me never got to be.
Because of people who say things like that. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Imagine being one of those academics who realised in the 80s, or even earlier, that software development needed to be an engineering discipline.
And then you watch as the tail end of Gen X and the early Millennials teach themselves to code and some of them you can convince of your worldview.
But they end up working not as engineers or scientists, but as artisans in an industry that comes to depend on them working as artisans.
And then gets greedy.
And then decided it needed a million or more artisans.
And there just weren’t.
And because nobody turned it into an actual engineering discipline you then got an industry of senior artisans with a million idiots working under them
And now the idiots are being replaced with idiot machines that somehow, despite being computers, forgot how to even do arithmetic.
And then the ageing artisans are replaced by the idiot machines redigesting their own multiply ruminated “stack overflow from
2015 in a blender” over and over and over until it’s just whatever the silicon equivalent of drool is.
Imagine being one of the people who tried to prevent this and nobody listened to you.
It must be infuriating. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown UK TERFs hate this one simple trick! Use your workplace toilets legally by adding the word “cleaner” to your job title and carrying an emotional support mop.
Very normal country. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown In his culturally significant work of 1995, Mr Cocker gives an allegedly autobiographical account of a night spent in a field in the southern English county of Hampshire. The account is based on a claim, supposedly overheard, that someone makes detailing their abundant possession of a number of substances which probably include a mixture persil and chalk dust.
These, however, would generally be regarded as excipients, resold considerably above their retail value. The significant active ingredients of the mixture would be 3,4 methelyne dioxy N-methyl dextro alpha metyhl phenethylamine (“Molly”) and its base compound, dextro alpha methyl phenethylamine (“Benny”)
These are both monoamine neurotransmitter releasing agents and monoamine neurotransmitter reuptake inhibitors, with significant efficacy on the monoamines, dopamine and noradrenaline.
Mr Cocker elaborates by noting that in the middle of the night, the experience of consuming inadvisable amounts of these substances is an agreeable one. Their relatively short period of efficacy, however, results in levels of the two aforementioned monoamine neurotransmitters becoming clinically depleted at around 6am.
In a phone call to his mother, perhaps from a BT phone booth as this story occurs just before the wide scale adoption of cellular telephones and certainly ones that would still have significant charge at this point, the storyteller laments to his mother a “horrible feeling” which “grows and grows” and leads him to deduce the absence of an “important part” of his brain.
That Mr Cocker describes monoamine insufficiency as a “horrible feeling” leads your author to regret her lack of mastery of the tiny violin as she, perhaps understandably but uncharitably contributes, “welcome to my normal life, you daft bastard. Sucks, doesn’t it?”
Thank you for coming to my TED Talk. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown 20th anniversary of social transition
As one does npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown It is with a solemn voice that I must announce that the amphetamine do be like that again.
Would have slept more, but there was this cat …
[url=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photos/goatsarah/image/119756086269175296b0448205749611][img=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/119756086269175296b0448205749611-1.png]An Apple health sleep graph showing a 1 hour nap in the afternoon[/img][/url] https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/119756086269175296b0448205749611-0.png npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown The cruelest thing about how ADHD, the neurological disability with the stupid name, is treated by doctors is that they know how to stop our brains being in a state of civil war, and the best ones ration relief to as much as 12 hours a day before dropping us back in the shit. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://fedicy.us.to/cy]Cy[/url] It's not that good always. It just put me to sleep in the middle of the afternoon for no particular reason. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://fedicy.us.to/cy]Cy[/url] it does. That photo was taken 15 minutes after 10mg of dexamphetamine npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://fedicy.us.to/cy]Cy[/url] Not really? The thing that wrecks my sleep cycle is it stopping too early so I get racing thoughts and hyperfocus before bedtime and then I’m screwed. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Amphetamine is clearly known as “speed” because of how quickly it puts you to sleep. Obviously.
[url=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photos/goatsarah/image/229276495168ffe5e2bb630011236096][img=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/229276495168ffe5e2bb630011236096-1.jpeg]a selfie of me lying on a bed struggling to keep my eyes open[/img][/url] https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/229276495168ffe5e2bb630011236096-0.jpeg npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://fedicy.us.to/cy]Cy[/url] @[url=https://tacobelllabs.net/users/marlies]marlies[/url] As in feeling overstimulated and looking like you’ve done every serial killing within a 25km radius? npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://tacobelllabs.net/users/marlies]marlies[/url] Any long term reduction in efficacy? I seem to have settled down after 6 months. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://tacobelllabs.net/users/marlies]marlies[/url] And look up its systemic name on Wikipedia having taken loads of it. Anyway, very fond of it npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Alpha methylphenethylamine
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_M_ethyl
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_Et_hyl
_Amine_
A_M_Ph_Et_Amine
Obvious when you realise! npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://aus.social/users/Susan60]Looking for explanations…[/url] They're not confused. Not at all. Hanlon's razor is a useful guideline, but in this case it does not apply.
This is quite deliberate. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://oldbytes.space/users/kianryan]kianryan ☑️🐙🏳️🌈[/url] The UK Supreme Court decided that women like me had always actually been men.
A number of members of the government, who themselves had voted for the 2004 law that requires me to live as female, agreed with it, presumably because they have some sort of memory lapse. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown I want to explain a few things and then it might be clearer why UK trans people are upset.
In 2001 I married my wife, Sylvia.
In 2005 I started medical transition. For the state to recognise this I had to submit to standards of "care" which were humiliating, degrading and which placed me at risk of violence.
But I did it "by the book"
As I did it "by the book", the NHS agreed to reregister me as female, which makes sense because my anatomy now is.
In 2007 I had sex reassignment surgery. This had to be signed off by two mental health professionals, "by the book", and it was.
In 2008 I applied for gender recognition. This involved signing a statutory obligation, stating that I promised, BY LAW, to live fully as female for the rest of my life. As this was done, "by the book", the government promised that it would treat me as such.
Its first act as treating me as female was to annul our marriage because it was a same sex marriage and those were not allowed.
The state then reissued my birth certificate, correcting the "mistake" it had originally made when it recorded me as male, "by the book".
In 2009 Sylvia and I married for the second time, in a same sex civil partnership, which was done "by the book", because the state regarded me as female and I was bound by law to be female.
In 2013 we married again, because the state decided that same sex marriage was in fact allowed after all. This was done, "by the book". Despite having been married for 12 years, we had to submit ourselves to individual questioning to prove our relationship was genuine, "by the book".
In April of 2025 the state turned round and told me that I had been mistaken. That it never regarded me as female. That I was male the whole time. That the marriage it annulled because it was a same sex marriage was never a same sex marriage (but it stays annulled). That the civil partnership in 2009 never really happened because "opposite sex" civil partnerships were not allowed in 2009.
And that the legal obligation I have to live as female for the rest of my life, which I signed and gave up my marriage for, is still in effect but also if I keep following it, I am breaking the law and subject to arrest. As it's still valid, presumably if I don't keep following it, I am also breaking the law and subject to arrest.
The law of the land simultaneously requires me to be both a man and a woman and if I do either then I am breaking the law and subject to arrest.
At every stage I did what the state asked me to, even though it was humiliating, degrading and cruel.
And it kept moving the goalposts, and reneging on the agreements it made, whilst continuing to hold me to them even when they are now mutually contradictory.
Apparently this is "all my fault" and I should have known that this would be the consequences of my actions when I started medical transition 2 decades ago.
Perhaps you can now appreciate why we are upset? npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown You know how neurotypical people talk about how they make and hold eye contact?
It’s a lie. They do no such thing. I can do it on ADHD meds and if you don’t look away it really freaks them out. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://techhub.social/users/negative12dollarbill]Negative12DollarBill[/url] The meds turn me into a competent adult for 12-14 hours a day. They have helped more than I could have imagined possible. I had not known that people could be like that (and it’s now becoming like THIS because I’m feeling it start to hit) But I guess it’s like if one transitioned, but at the end of the day had to revert to what you were before. That reversion is tough. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown At some point in the last 4 months since starting ADHD meds the state I regard as normal has swapped over.
I’m currently in the post medicated state and I feel like some confused scared shadow of a person terrified of her own emotions which she doesn’t understand and bemused by the world.
This used to be who I was all the time.
That’s a lot to come to terms with. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Watched S03E01 of Amazon’s Wheel of Time thing.
Well, it was on while I played with my phone.
Problem with streaming series is they don’t have enough material to fill the seasons they’re given so instead of filler episodes we’re moving to entire filler seasons.
It’s just boring. It’s all boring.
And with years between seasons, nobody can remember what is actually supposed to be happening.
Let’s get back to TV where they get the fuck on with it. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown When you have a moment of clarity and realise that "Rockstar Programmer" means "This is someone with ADHD who we haven't burned out yet". npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Seeing the number of self service checkouts in UK supermarkets is freaking me out a bit. Obviously we have them in Portugal too, but humans are still very much the default. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown What’s the easiest fediverse server to install in a docker container?
I have my Friendica server in docker and I’m used to it, but it’s three containers and there was a bit of a learning curve.
What wise is out there? I’m mostly curious. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] I made a decision to defederate some of the worst HOA clusters a year or so ago and never regretted it. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Oh Reddit, never change!
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https://www.reddit.com/r/ExplainTheJoke/s/y5rSnx9Pvl
[/img][/url] [attachment type='link' url='https://www.reddit.com/r/ExplainTheJoke/s/y5rSnx9Pvl' title='Reddit - Dive into anything' publisher_name='www.reddit.com' publisher_url='https://www.reddit.com'][/attachment] https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/41649913266787a9ff2d462991243963-0.jpeg npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://tldr.nettime.org/users/tomjennings]tom jennings[/url] Auto exposure will always try to make the bulk of the image medium brightness. This is usually what you want, which is why cameras do it. If you do not want this, dial in some exposure compensation. Dunno about android but in iOS you do it by swiping up or down after doing long press for focus and exposure lock. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://awscommunity.social/users/TammyGentzel]Tammy Gentzel[/url] The closeup is the iPhone.
Uploading them to fedi has compressed the hell out of them. I took a load more (all raw mode) too, and on the big monitor the difference is very clear.
The phone is good, but it’s good for a phone. It can’t compete with big glass in front of a big sensor.
It’s also annoyingly prone to lens flare. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Been meaning to climb up on the hill overlooking the Arade bridge at sunset for some time. Needed the right tide and light and a round tuit.
Got all of them. Two of these are from the Fuji XE4, one is from the iPhone 16 pro
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[url=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photos/goatsarah/image/519724356767759d047eebd194161568][img=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/519724356767759d047eebd194161568-1.jpeg][/img][/url] https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/790941180467759d068c053576508158-0.jpeg https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/923606377967759d0495e13543581796-0.jpeg https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/519724356767759d047eebd194161568-0.jpeg npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://mastodon.well.com/users/ianb]Ian Betteridge[/url] The misogynistic men who use the "what is a woman" question think it's a total gotcha until they get the answer: someone who covers their drink when they walk into the room. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://mastodon.well.com/users/ianb]Ian Betteridge[/url] reversing women’s emancipation is one of the main goals of the whole transphobia thing. Lots of us have been trying to warn cis people for years, but nobody takes us seriously. 🤷🏻♀️ npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Were there a fancy Greek term for “government by middle aged women who are sick of your bullshit” then the world would be a better place. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://techhub.social/users/negative12dollarbill]Negative12DollarBill[/url] @[url=https://mastodon.social/users/fesshole]Fesshole 🧻[/url] call it an educated guess npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://mastodon.social/users/fesshole]Fesshole 🧻[/url] Are all heterosexual people like this? Do you need an intervention? npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Apparently there’s an outbreak of Americans thinking that aircraft are alien spaceships.
First they elect Trump, and now this. Is there something in the water over there? npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Bluesky T&S have shat the bed and basically told all trans people on the site to go fuck themselves.
I've turned off my fediverse-bluesky bridge. Still have the capability to crosspost there, but I'm not planning to now. Am getting better engagement here anyway. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Need a catchy name for the group of countries like the US, Russia, Israel, North Korea.
I’m thinking “The Axis of Can You Just Not?” npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Yes, even TERF island. [share author='Trans Rescue' profile='https://mastodon.social/users/trans_rescue' avatar='https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/122411041863cb7663361bc175825385-5.png?ts=1724905604' link='https://mastodon.social/@trans_rescue/113475210112255259' posted='2024-11-13 10:38:14' guid='52acf9cd-a7282390451d3aa9-bf2e672f' message_id='https://mastodon.social/users/trans_rescue/statuses/113475210112255259']We are getting some #[url=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/search?tag=trans]trans[/url] folks writing who are terribly concerned to find the 'safest' #[url=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/search?tag=EU]EU[/url] country. Everywhere in western #[url=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/search?tag=europe]europe[/url] is safer than the #[url=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/search?tag=USA]USA[/url] by a significant margin. You are better selecting a destination in Europe based on other factors than just some "safety" ranking. You are going to have to live your life once you're out. Don't pass up the great job offer from Germany because a website says Portugal is 1 point higher on a ranking. #[url=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/search?tag=TransRights]TransRights[/url][/share] #note1htp…hnq0 npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown So glad I got my nervous breakdown response to this shit out of the way after the Brexit referendum.
My deepest, most profound sympathies for anyone going through anything similar today. It’s fucking horrible. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] It made the C64 so, so much more usable. Could snapshot the entire machine state at the push of a button and save it to floppy. Specifically Action Replay 4. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] TBF, those of us who spent our formative years with C64s got stuff like Action Replay cartridges which sped the 1541 drive up to the point where it would load 64K in 9 seconds. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Cis gay “feminist allies” be like, “if trans women are women, why haven’t they made me a sandwich yet?” npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] They’d just done the N64 and were crowing about its hardware 3D graphics.
As a side project they had us design an integrated RISC and graphics system for a handheld gaming successor to the Gameboy. We got some local games devs you’ve definitely heard of, but who I’m not going to name, to knock up a few 3D demo proof of concept games. There was a very fun racing game for example.
This was showed to the CEO of Nintendo who, as we were told, was impressed, and asked how we were doing the hardware acceleration for the 3D graphics because it was better than their N64 titles.
He was then told it was being done entirely in software on this little 32 bit chip that was barely more powerful than a 486 (although the 486, of course, ran Doom just fine).
Apparently he did not take this well, and as we thought at the time, buried the project.
Then suddenly, a couple of years later, the GBA launched, but pretty much only with 2D sprite based stuff. We knew what it was capable of, but it seems there was still a determination to not have it show up their consoles. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] I was working at ARM when the game bot advance was designed. We made the mistake of humiliating their N64. Delayed shit for years. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] I think I met like one person who ever had one. They were not common. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] Archimedes was the successor to the BBC Micro. It’s what said Guardian reading PTA chairs upgraded to. The original BBC Micro was a 32k 6502 based thing built like a tank so that school kids couldn’t break it. Its thing was that it was very easy to plug home made hardware in. It’s kinda the original inspiration for the Raspberry Pi.
Every school had one, or a few if they were well funded, but they were rare outside that environment where most people either got a Spectrum or C64. The BBC Micro, beyond schools, was bought by a VERY specific section of the British middle class.
This whole thing repeated in the late 80s, with the Amiga, Atari ST and Archimedes playing the roles or the C64, Spectrum and BBC Micro respectively. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] I mean, it was a really weird market to try and compete in. The BBC Micro sold to people who ran the local PTA and who also read The Guardian.
There were not actually very many of those people.
And they’d already bought BBC Micros. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] basically the CPC is Alan Sugar (the British Donald Trump, literally: he was the boss in the UK version of The Apprentice) trying to make his own version of the BBC Micro out of a box of bits he found cheap somewhere.
The thing is, he actually did a half decent job.
It’s just that nobody wanted a Z80 based BBC Micro clone, and certainly not when the 8 bit era was drawing to a close. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown It appears that there may be an issue with Google Chrome not starting for some users of Mac OS Sequoia.
I have found a workaround. In the Finder, open the Applications folder, locate Chrome, drag it to the bin, then empty the bin.
Fixed npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] Isn’t basketball one of theirs as well? npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] C. Japonica makes pretty passable green tea too, but the leaves are too waxy for it to work well as a crop. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Nothing quite illustrates the desperate need for proper civics education than a man with a policy platform of “stopping imaginary transgender immigrants eating your cats” being neck and neck to be US president. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] you mention Beethoven. Maybe not the first pop star, but I think he was definitely the first [i]rock[/i] star, down to smashing up hotel rooms and everything! npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Saw someone elsewhere assert that Britain is “one of the least corrupt countries in the world”, and couldn’t let that go unchallenged, so here’s what I said:
Only because of this one weird loophole, which I will explain below:
For the last decade, the previous government has been awarding public contracts for infrastructure, etc, to what are essentially shell companies run by their mates. These companies then do the bare minimum for as long as possible, which if you drive round the UK, is why you see all those road “improvement” works which do nothing and take forever and never seem to have anyone working. It took two years to replace a roundabout with a set of traffic lights near my apartment, for example. Other examples: large amounts of “PPE equipment” during Covid which turned out to be useless junk.
Obviously they aren’t actually spending anything but a trivial amount going through the motions, so what happens to the rest of the money, which let’s remember, was raised by taxes.
Well, it gets donated back to the ruling party as “political donations”, and then if the pretend contractor does a good enough job of this, they get an knighthood, or even a seat in the House of Lords for “services rendered”.
Now you might think that this sounds corrupt, and you would be right. It sounds deeply corrupt, but apparently it’s not because a lot of the global agencies which work out corruption indices are based in, checks notes, London, and are probably in on the scam, and get to define what “corruption” means, and define it to mean, “not this”.
Et voila! You have a country with one of the biggest wealth gaps in Europe funnelling vast amounts of public money to populist spaffers in government, all legal, laundered and sanitised.
The whole of UK society is like this. It’s how it works, and once you see it you either join in, or walk away in disgust. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Remember when we thought that the internet was going to be a wonderful thing for the advancement of human knowledge instead of the Library of Babel, with Hitler as the librarian? npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://atomicpoet.org/users/atomicpoet]Chris Trottier[/url] Lemmy mods are the worst for this IME. Think they’re the Reddit HOA or something. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Room with a view.
[url=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photos/goatsarah/image/203868566166b24bdc5827e638837122][img=https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/203868566166b24bdc5827e638837122-1.jpeg]A Ryanair 738-800 on the apron at Stansted below a dramatic and menacing cloudy sky. The image is framed through the porthole of a second plane.[/img][/url] https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/203868566166b24bdc5827e638837122-0.jpeg npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://mastodon.green/users/christineburns]Christine Burns MBE 🏳️⚧️📚⧖[/url] one day it will be our turn. Bloody scary. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown @[url=https://mastodon.green/users/christineburns]Christine Burns MBE 🏳️⚧️📚⧖[/url] golden age stuff. Very cool! npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Cass deserves to go down alongside Wakefield in my opinion. This is a wholly biased piece of work, produced to order, and to suit an agenda, and that agenda is profoundly hostile to trans people. https://www.erininthemorning.com/p/british-medical-association-calls [attachment type='link' url='https://www.erininthemorning.com/p/british-medical-association-calls' title='British Medical Association Calls Cass Review "Unsubstantiated," Passes Resolution Against Implementation' publisher_name='Erin In The Morning' publisher_url='https://www.erininthemorning.com' publisher_img='https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F86667743-b8b4-4e30-9389-5ade28e1a964_399x399.png' author_name='Erin Reed' author_url='https://substack.com/@erininthemorn' image='https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F2d7b48b5-32c9-414e-b3d9-e7a90c8a9802_800x595.jpeg']The British Medical Association, the professional organization representing doctors in the United Kingdom, has called for a public critique of the review and to bar its implementation.[/attachment] npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Turns out very much not. As in we don’t get change from about 800 Euros for the three of us. Apparently the correct answer is “train to Nantes, Ryanair to Stansted, then go get the car at your leisure”. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown lol, no. Tomorrow we are sitting out an extended stay here and then working out how we get ourselves, minus boat, back to Portsmouth to pick the car up. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Tréguier is where we’re going. Tide won’t cooperate to Roscoff. npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown The fuck am I supposed to know? I’m an expert in microelectronics, not human sexuality, gender and psychology. And that’s at the age of 50. At 5 I barely knew my own native language. You seem to expect a lot from toddlers. Since you seem very interested in sexuality, let me quiz you about yours. Presumably you have a preference with respect to who you fuck? How do you know? npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Some points, and a question for uk politicians;<li> There are around half a million trans people in the uk, including eggs.</li><li> There are a few thousand TERFs.</li><li> Trans people will vote for you if you treat us like human beings.</li><li> Nothing you do will ever satisfy TERFs. </li> And so to the question: why are you so bad at basic arithmetic? npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown I see that the press is once again trying to present terfism as nuanced: “we don’t want to stop trans women wearing skirts, we just don’t want them in our (SIC) spaces”. Stop press, Joanne. They’re our fucking spaces too, because as we’ve been explaining for fucking years: trans women are women.<li> ]Trans women get breast cancer, therefore we need breast cancer screening.</li><li> Trans women get gynaecological problems, therefore we need gynaecologists.</li><li> Trans women get raped, therefore we need raps crisis counselling.</li><li> Trans women suffer disproportionate levels of domestic violence, therefore we need DV shelters.</li> And so on, and so on. Do you fucking get it yet? npub1342jtvm7ane9dpk66lpl95j2u4fhmlswer8h4t4wvd0lmwypjelsctlngw Sarah Brown Guys, you can’t have Erich Honeker back. He’s dead. https://thegoatery.dyndns.org/photo/1116152603666726253a826393571687-0.jpeg