⚡️ Can’t kill my vibe, it’s immortal. ⚡️ Be open minded, but not so much your 🧠 falls out. #bitcoin
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Create the life YOU want. I’m happy we have enough chairs in our home to host a full table of loved ones. That’s not larping, loves, that’s living. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy lol npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 🫶 gfy https://video.nostr.build/9d9360e3a6e9221c180df4c7782f54b740c5bfe0761dee6e885d271cee15d516.mp4 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Grade A amber lol npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 100% pure grade Amber 🫡 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy You are amazing!! 🤩 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy The Thanksgiving Menu: Maple bacon glazed turkey roasted over carrots, garlic, and onions Garlic mashed potatoes Cornbread stuffing with maple sausage Cast iron buttered Brussels sprouts with bacon Dessert: Tres Leches cake My guests are bringing a salad, sweet potatoes with marshmallows, macaroni and cheese, and another dessert. Let the games begin! npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy You’re the third person who’s said this npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy My plan is to taper down until 12/1 and then it’s cold turkey from there 🙏 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy You’re so sweet lol If I get there and I remember I will lyk 🫶😍 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I don’t drink that often but I smoke daily. It’s the worst thing I do as far as my health is concerned. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Thank you, this is a really humbling journey for me but I really want to get over it. 🙏 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy lfg 🫡 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I’m giving myself until the end of this year to quit smoking cigarettes. I will not be a smoker in 2024. Enough already. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Nope, why? npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 🫡 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy If your turkey is > 10 pounds, you probably wanna go move it from the freezer to the fridge right about now. https://media0.giphy.com/media/xT5LMx5PPk9r7BTPC8/giphy.gif?cid=2154d3d7ufofmniaaay0kpebof4c1aqosgdfu884cb0y02xu&ep=v1_gifs_search&rid=giphy.gif&ct=g npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Kids will always get you on a technicality lol npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy True. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy What’s beautiful about bitcoin is it removes the trust variable, simplifying what complicates almost everything else. In this regard, it’s the most pure thing we have. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 🙏 FEAR: false evidence appearing real FEAR: face everything and rise I meet few people with similar stories, thank you for relating. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I grew up in an abusive home, causing me to be placed in foster care and group homes at various points of my childhood. From the earliest years I learned that I could not count on my mother, the system, or anyone else to save me. I refused to stay in either environment until turning 18. I got legally emancipated as a teenager, which is not exactly easy or common. Looking back, I still have no idea where I got the strength to do this. I had zero self esteem and despite how smart I might have been I was still just a child. I just knew that I’d be destroyed if I didn’t seize control over my life. So I did. I saved myself. I never had the luxury as a girl to consider whether I wanted to be a traditional woman or a working woman. I’m truly not sure what path I’d have chosen for myself if not for my circumstances. I just did what I somehow instinctively knew I had to to survive. Nothing has been handed to me, ever. I started off with so many disadvantages, yet never have I ever let them define me or limit my potential. There are so many things I experienced and saw that shaped me, some even misshaped me. At the same time this gave me a heightened awareness of certain truths that some people never awaken to. I chose to be responsible for myself when I had no idea what that would even really mean. I worked harder for every step, weighted down by the burden of my situation. Over years, decades of time… I have worked to try to identify red flags in myself and others, because when you grow up surrounded by red flags as an adult they just look like… flags. There are survival mechanisms I created to protect myself and get through what I endured that I’ve seen no longer serve me well as an adult. I really do my best to resolve those things, and I have truly seen myself grow profoundly over time. There are things I will always have to work on consciously too. Healing work can never undo trauma, but it can give you awareness and skills to overcome the symptoms of trauma. I still struggle with cptsd, mainly when in circumstances that parallel the abuse I experienced. My circumstances also instilled in me inherent feelings of not being good enough, deserving, lovable. They’ve left me with a constant mellow sense of shame around things that were not even at all my fault. These insecurities cause me to show up as a naive people pleaser in situations where I'm emotionally vulnerable. It's an unfortunate truth that this desperation for being truly loved and accepted makes me an ideal target for exploitative people. As an adult, there are so many ways my beginnings have made me a strong, direct, brassy person. There is also a very weak, vulnerable, pathetic side of me that is dumb as fuck about certain things. All this said, it was my proven resilience that gave me the strength to be a mother on my own. I knew I would do anything and everything it took to raise her with all the love, protection, and validation I never had. From the day I found out I was pregnant there was never a question as to whether or not I would keep her or could do it on my own. I always knew I wanted to be a mother, and when I look at this incredible, whip smart and witty, friendly and curious, kind and loving child I know that for all my flaws and hangups… I'm doing an amazing job. You never know someone's story until you really know them. I've taken things that break people, statistically, and turned them (mostly), into gifts. None of us are infallible, but I am proud of who I am. Be careful how you judge people you don’t really know. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy GORGEOUS work!! I crochet, but can’t do anything close to this. Respect! npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy PS If you’ve seen the movie you understand that this scene is about the way a father handled what the Don was trying to do. He knew he was going to die anyway, but he did so on his terms in a way that protected his son as his last living act Impeccably performed by both actors npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy One of the best monologues from one of the best movies. Period. “Tell me… am I lying?” https://youtu.be/Jsh4SvPdfl8?si=pKuIHpzUtFRiaQ95 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Stuffed cabbage tonight 🥬 This isn’t the most visually appealing when served but… trust me, it’s phenomenal. ✨👌 #foodstr https://image.nostr.build/fec77594e21ee42467836b7c654a34015b5172efb8b6f8f104bff958aa54cf68.jpg https://image.nostr.build/6bdbc200479ed0e32bd5a777f7fe1f47998323e1c32548bf2411a6ae4781e692.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy That must be it 😂 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy weird flex but ok https://image.nostr.build/72a78690cebf3616534e2662d2fd25b7d26c971b129a70de8d918563f27a3b0e.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy DYOR bitcoiners: Dudes in the group chat so it must be true 😂 https://image.nostr.build/d75aaf9161e1fbb3084d762f2ee8cd942bd131ac9b9674419a959b045352b8a4.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy https://image.nostr.build/f8b5de55522ce43d7b9b50c5997fc651315d61622e8ed9c32f5461e24d1012f4.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Oh shit, same. Luckily I did already get a turkey but… 🙃 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Yup, no school for the past two weeks npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy She’s so cool tbh 😎😍 https://video.nostr.build/233fd31bf2ec65313bd74e8dc3dbb6d564387704fea59a41b929240b6c130878.mp4 #note1a8n…22jt npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy We’re two weeks into the teacher strike, so I finally caved and got her a skateboard. https://image.nostr.build/f54e6ffe69e4ae16283cee118fcc6e7fa4edb8db12dd7bb45d795191f14af303.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 😂 I don’t know either, tbh… npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy corn star 🥲 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy hbd 🥳 https://image.nostr.build/49072526c513f549f41458c8596259f1d0b9c0788149751210a727699c383a99.jpg https://image.nostr.build/55233c77b5a04ed2ad0b4e8c63674daafba3e897ad27250c190dfb80006183df.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 🌽 https://image.nostr.build/519e20e3b2853f332a9ee7190c1f70d1815e12bba7848ff96cb77014e3f23c2d.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Not many single fathers out there. Respect! Very happy for you that you found your person. 🙏 Thank you for sharing. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy They are serving a higher purpose 🫶 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy IDK who needs to hear this but single people over 40, especially those with children, are not and should not be playing by the same dating rules as those looking to start a family. My biological clock isn’t ticking. I’m not counting on a partnership to provide me a nice life. I’m looking for a partner, not to adopt another dependent. At this point, you need to be adding more than you’re taking or what you’re taking from is my child, whether that be energy, money, emotional capacity… Don’t feel bad about yourself for not having the same playbook as someone else. In fact, feel good about it. There’s no one size fits all path to happiness or success. If you’re going to take relationship advice from anyone, take it from someone who’s been in a successful marriage for 10 to 20 years. Don’t take parenting advice from someone who has no kids, etc. There are certainly things to learn from these people, but when you are in a different era of life you’re playing a very different game. It’s not a feminist take to want *at least* an equal at this point. It’s an ROI calculation as head of household and the person truly responsible for another life. You know best what is good enough for you and yours. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Mothers don’t argue with children, we raise them. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy https://image.nostr.build/d851129f6dbde41d0e1ea9bc76016ff75b8b4977ad14ab8292545b6bbe3c6cfd.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 🍝 thank you too! npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy It’s hit or miss at Trader Joe’s. I like trying their seasonal stuff though. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Aww I’d send you a plate if I could 🧚🏼♀️✨ What cereal though? npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Thank you! 🙏 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy creamy tuscan garlic chicken over spaghetti 🍝 #foodstr https://video.nostr.build/c4689454074659cc8b50c902fb46ba0e38eda4785c4fff1a2c3e2690b52f3c20.mp4 https://image.nostr.build/387442107bcf262908da6d6ae237e7ced0a0321f930fc931bb88ad06c8561c97.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 🫶 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy “Your whole idea about yourself is borrowed - borrowed from those who have no idea of who they are themselves.” - Osho ➡️ Take it back. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy fuckery is isomorphic with the complex field https://image.nostr.build/8e91ea0edb8b72cc6cd4aeedda65ebab1d4e18f0669f02cb3f02ecbbda91a87b.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy What are you basing this on? Me saying that what I got from his post is that foss = freedom = a life raft? Do you think bitcoin will be fixing all the things this year? Next? npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 😂 try me https://image.nostr.build/714a3d2221670455c92da1cb088f94350a9f89c668f34a834630faecb3ef0434.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Hard pill to swallow. Some conveniences are indulgences. Empty pits. Some make aspects of life more efficient, optimizing time (the most scarce) which can be applied in other areas. Still, I like how this confronts habits of consumerism or inefficiency. Love this. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy lol I haven’t but as you can see I’m not offended by it 😂 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy https://media2.giphy.com/media/PkLPBuyozY7F31wCxF/giphy.gif?cid=2154d3d7n9q3ljc0puxhnzltjtzll7vw2hrke81tnl9sn8j7&ep=v1_gifs_search&rid=giphy.gif&ct=g npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy If you think you’re in on the psyop you probably got played too. No one ever thinks they are the mark. That’s the whole point of a psyop. Like a pyramid scheme, you can never be sure how close to the top you are. In this essay I will… npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Don’t let conformity kill your creativity. 🫶 https://image.nostr.build/3e8aa6da05df36adee133bb94af2f9e9fa8c5015b4030229b00d43c682f46971.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I think the more aware we are of how we’re prone to bias the better we’re able to think a little more objectively in real time. You’re not broken, you’re awake npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy If someone bought land adjacent from mine and didn’t have road access, I’d be completely within my rights to treat their use of an area of my land to leave theirs as trespassing. But if they have to choose between starving because they’re trapped without resources and the freedom to live or facing those consequences, can’t say I’ve made an actual good faith effort. I’ve left this choice: die on your land or die on mine. Sure, I could say it’s not my problem. But if they decide maybe instead of dying on either side they try to kill me instead that’s a problem. One that could have been prevented. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I’m not an expert on history. I’m not religious. I’m not the one who can debate well on either front. But I know what I’m seeing in front of me with my own two eyes. It is inarguably, ethically wrong by all standards of decency for anyone, least of all a people that experienced the murdering of millions of their own to do anything, ever, for any reason that could remotely be considered genocide. The use of that term at all in the narrative should be a wound itself causing every party involved to ensure it stops. It’s somehow worse because of this, to me. It’s the most morally corrupt, ethically confusing thing I think I’ve ever seen in my lifetime. The dissonance of it… npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Frozen pizza tonight because I’m exhausted. Put all the ricotta on one half because my daughter hates it. Real. Fucking. Life. 🍕 Just out here living the larp! 🫡 https://image.nostr.build/0ebb2f71c40dafe3bc461ed66062f9c9ee69ba1fb779442688665c9ff9c74a7b.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy This not only illustrates the illusory truth effect, but also anchoring bias: the tendency to be overly influenced by the first piece of information that we hear. https://video.nostr.build/ae410897e87b4e8677e57ef006b82ef6422f90982759cafa4a0e5703756bfac0.mp4 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Ugg-ly af https://image.nostr.build/1599661df229f9007682a7d1ab9f0d638f24aabb565f836ee0c99c08a3d3e5ef.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Sending a big thank you to the asshole who, a year or two ago, told me I wasn’t a “real bitcoiner” because I didn’t have an air gapped multisig setup. The gatekeeping condescension probably saved me from getting rugged. This is the only toxicity we need in this space. It’s actually about protecting people: from themselves. Or not, ya know, like, fuck off. I could have just deflected. I already *was* a “real bitcoiner”. Facts. But from that I fucking educated myself and it ended up protecting years of my proof of work. Some of you have lost the narrative and it shows. If I ever meet the dude I’ll legit thank him. He’ll probably tell me to go fuck myself. I wouldn’t have it any other way. https://media4.giphy.com/media/it8307a0XxlVS/giphy.gif?cid=2154d3d7wjxdkl6fchzcf98zg3tpad5v5zbui3oc56k3ex53&ep=v1_gifs_search&rid=giphy.gif&ct=g npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 🤡 https://video.nostr.build/78a3a445c5c1ff83d75c969dfb9bd6665292ffcc191a8d32b3bbf96a8609e8d2.mp4 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Big. Parma. 😂 https://image.nostr.build/5ed744275aa6761fda684064e44ee4cb80f67ba2876977693d10155f35b6e66d.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy It sounds like you’re describing higher generalized anxiety in greater society, which is a symptom of a dysfunctional society not a disordered person. I’m sorry for your loss… I’m sorry she couldn’t find her hope. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I literally just saved this to my phone like 10 mins ago 🫶 https://image.nostr.build/32a92282d2429d53c309f4e0ad8087880b13d43a161b483ac38d9400cf3067dc.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Being able to name something, even a set of symptoms or anomalies, is important because what we *should* be doing from there is benefiting from the available information around tools, management etc enabling us to do whatever we’re able to improve our quality of life: maintaining gainful employment and adult independence, healthier relationships with family/our children/friends/spouse, better self-image and self-worth etc. Naming it means we can look at what’s been successful for others like us to achieve getting out of our own fucking way so we can truly live our best lives at our fullest potential. Instead, generally I’m seeing society go from being completely against mental health, seeing participation in it as a sign someone is “crazy” to normalizing every idiosyncrasy and insanity as a cop out. “Well, I’m (label) so that’s just how I am and it’ll never change. Deal or don’t.” Reality is in the in between. We’re all a little crazy. Everyone has a story, and if don’t have one yet… brace yourself. No one makes it through life unscathed. If you don’t do the work in your own mind daily with whatever tools work for you, you’re defeatist, you’re stagnating, and you’re holding yourself back. And a society is only as strong as its weakest. No matter what your deal is, improvement is always possible. That requires active investment in ones self, active reflection, personal accountability. Few. These labels should be empowering people to better themselves but instead it’s given them a ticket to ride, to cut in line, to excuse vile behavior, to enable their struggling, all while telling greater society that they are the weak ones if they don’t lower the bar and tolerate it like saints. It’s enough to drive one crazy lol npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy When people yell they don’t suffer from yelling, they are failing to regulate their emotions. It’s all about how we frame it: to ourselves and to others. It’s about ownership. People will literally self diagnose their ineptitudes and then use that moniker as an excuse for ongoing poor behavior instead of going to therapy. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy The “undiagnosed” or “self-diagnosed” ailments are wild to me. Like, taking an online quiz is a diagnonsense… npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy That’s not yelling, THIS IS YELLING!! npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I can’t stand it when people say “As someone with anxiety…” Anxiety is something every single person feels. We are ALL someone with anxiety. More honest would be, “as someone who struggles to manage feelings of anxiety…” Thank you for coming to my TED Talk. 🫡 npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Having a conscience: I feel badly about that Having empathy: Here’s what it probably caused for you/made you feel Having integrity: Here’s how I’m going to set it right npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Trying something new on salmon. https://image.nostr.build/a193c6e4ebe4e2ef1c12245a87b13336ccc1c9e4fcc9d967939e78d5d9bb8505.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy SBF art by Beeple 😂 https://image.nostr.build/f20a19f95b89ef69e287dab84daa383ebc8dcdc68c0395fd00f310002ff9b34b.jpg https://image.nostr.build/781e059b469dc8536f2e620814b2c186fa9eb6088294358ceacb0bfa2a161c03.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Most people have 4 grandparents, I had 6 (step dad)… Only my maternal grandfather is left with us and come hell or high water we will be making it out to visit him for Thanksgiving or Christmas. I keep wondering how many more times me and my daughter will ever get to be with him… Whether by blood or pure love, family is everything. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Whoever did this must be stopped npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I think it’s important to consider that the most oppressed countries will find the most real world value and necessity in bitcoin today, whereas in the west, we are stacking as a way to save. A lot of these people may not have access to Twitter. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Inside me there are two wolves: my ♥️ and my 🧠. I’m trying to find my balance. We’ll repeat the lessons we don’t learn from. I might be naive, but at least I’m not stupid. https://image.nostr.build/3913b322ac8d28d36e7088db8ac5ee798df10b48218fb564498ce9db4b13005d.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Solid take npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I’m certain you’re right to some extent but also: My cousin has trickled fiat into bitcoin here and there since 2013 when I insisted she buy $100 of btc and she’s never sold. She’s also never used Twitter. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy See maybe we think that because we’re immersed in bitcoin in a bigger way than most, but in reality there’s a massive amount of people who, even speculatively have bought and held bitcoin who have never used Twitter. npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy THAT high?? npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy Give me your estimate: Bitcoin Twitter represents what percent of the overall bitcoin user base? npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I saw this on Instagram and Google’d to see if it was real because, what? Imagine the layers of broken involved in doing this with your day to day life 🤔 On the other hand I bet he’s expert tier at excel spreadsheets 😂 https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9503305/amp/Boyfriend-dated-35-women-arrested-fraud-Japan.html https://image.nostr.build/75ce8adade65d1913c01a1aa19883520118efb630065c00f59baf163031b56fc.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy 😟 oh wow, looks like I just found a research hole to fall into later npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy This isn’t classroom snack time, it’s all about the candy on Halloween!! npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy https://image.nostr.build/6aeb7424f9486f292929070bdd57b4f33e1223b689ba40fc320a80545abca74d.jpg npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy "People go mad in herds, while they only recover their senses slowly, and one by one." - Charles Mackay, Extraordinary Popular Delusions and the Madness of Crowds npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I just read a bit about this, thank you so much for sharing. I’ll be looking into this more. I’ve always thought it went: stimuli - brain - emotional response - physical response. If I’m understanding correctly this seems to take the view that it’s: stimuli - brain - physical response - emotional response. So instead of rewiring the neural pathways you’re rewiring the chemical reaction, a survival response stored in our physical memory? npub14xu4ykvj5jr2594nc8fln5mqf09q3u7ptdcj6ur3rwdwekxrm3zq86428l alanajoy I’m extroverted for sure, I love participating in life and interacting with the world but it’s within the context of an overall very introverted life. To me though these are more personality traits, not indicators of where you’re most secure. It’s also not binary. You can be secure about certain things and irrationally vulnerable about others. Idk