shota+loli/bdsm/noncon, occasional incest. Maps, zoos do not interact. COMMISSIONS CLOSED. I post whatever I want, including venting and if you don't like it you can leave. If you are rude coming here telling me what to do I'll block you on first sight. Arriba el porno y ARRIBA ESPAÑA (ok broma) No sexting/rp or irl stuff. Do not reposts in other social media. Friend is Strudents.
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Last Notes npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] I wonder if it's valid to be into straightshotacon when you want to be the woman taking his virginity and not the shota being molested... I noticed people wanna be the shota in most cases #straightshota npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Look I know no one asked for this but I literally have nothing else to show. Sorry for the cringe (They are doing it in a dark alley in the second one and in her parents' bedroom during a fancy party in the last one) Humans have bigger butts, let's say that #sonic #oc https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/943/516/178/901/959/original/8b69212d4537816b.png https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/943/522/412/809/444/original/8f80a2dd361b2e7f.png https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/943/523/738/032/046/original/f38056ef5e5d0c4b.png npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Posting something I had on my vault to not let this site abandoned Their first time 👅 #oc #sonic https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/867/546/281/894/620/original/1d8065e1d436ce31.png https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/867/548/316/607/157/original/787b37908529197b.png npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] actually... I know I shouldn't be drawing oc x canon stuff, I should be creating stuff that most people like, but it just brings me so much joy and comfort. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] I know most people see interspecies as some sexy fetish, and it is, but I actually see the potential for a beautiful story under that pretext. Like two lost souls finding love in eachother's differences. Defeating prejudices and healing together. Kinda like... Some type of forbidden love with societal racism undertones. Specially in a world where anthros are seen as second class citizens. Sorry, just babbling as always npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn I'm drawing something about this and .... Mnnnnn... I dunno. Either Silver or Sonic, reason why they're less eager to be touched by Amy. But I feel like it's Sonic actually. I just feel like all that cockiness disappears once he's melting in pleasure npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…5rxf you're right. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…5rxf lol I do the same! Well, in that case maybe it's not so bad, thank you. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…5rxf oh damn. Yeah, I'm also cautious, even here. I just wanna enjoy my kinks in peace npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…5rxf but I enjoy Male Anthro on Female human on a self indulgent way, I'm just shy about showing it. Then I have nothing to post because it's mostly MAOFH and I feel bad npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn anyways, I'm only sticking to based people like you here. But at least you see what I have to deal with npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn I'm like whatever. I don't think it looks that bad. Although I personally don't click on fetishes I don't like, specially when I put massive warnings. But that's just me npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn well at least someone is as freaky as me here lol I'm honestly convinced that I scare people, too much juice for Baraag npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…d7zp One person can be into rape in fiction but harass others if they draw a fetish they don't like. It seems stupid but a lot of people work like that. I'm anti harassment or proship and darkshipper, but sadly it's not as common as one would think. It's common to see lolibros fighting with proshippers on twitter since a lot of them are alt righters and can't fathom they having to respect art they don't like, even from the opposite political party (queer art for example).The just like lolis npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn really? 😳 I was scared of him looking a bit like a gremlin lol I personally love fangs like here https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/671/722/489/503/291/original/de882aae739e8a4a.jpg npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] My mind be like: rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape Cute boys need to be raped :brazilian_dog: npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Sometimes I forget that not every Sontails fan is anti harassment and that makes me sad. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] I can't take the "Sonic is a big brother who raised Tails" rethoric seriously because we have better examples of this dynamic in fiction between different species: Finn and Jake, for example. In this type of situation, the big bro acts like a surrogate father, doing what a parent would do: Jake cooks for Finn, emotionally cares for him, saves him etc. Not only Tails is completely independent, but he's more responsible than Sonic. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Although I don't like Jaxxs as a person he's a very well written character and I can see why people would like him. Honestly I think some Jaxx haters are even more unhinged than the fans at this point, harassing actual people and the creator. Bro he's a fictional character it's not that serious. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…9p74 most people who actually know me for real know I'm quite nice actually. I never understood people who called me intimidating considering how people on Twitter generally act towards eachother. Like I'm basically an angel in comparison npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] "you're not being professional" I never intended it to be ? This is my personal account. "You're not using your account normally" Good, because I'm not normal. I would be insulted otherwise. "Your account is trash" Great opinion, but I didn't ask. Meh, I should probably stop caring about randos being rude. I doubt they speak for everyone here npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] After being attacked by two morons in a row and being called names and because I'm a stubborn bitch I decided to not leave because no one gets me out of this account. I stay on my lane that people should block me instead of telling me how to use my account, if you have a problem with that... Well I don't care. Still, I'm locking comments here so I only receive comments from my mutuals (I'll follow some people). I'm sorry but it had to be done. But I'll also try to post on Bluesky more. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…c2dz let me guess. You acted like a rude ass bitch, telling me how to use my account instead of blocking me and now you're telling me that I can't leave?? Sorry now but are you r word? Like I'm going to listen to you now npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] A friend is telling me to main another site type Bluesky and just post here like lolisho and the problematic art. Using it to talk and post sfw. I don't know if nsfw art is allowed there tho. Or cub. How Bluesky works anyway?? npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Seriously, you're not forced to stay, to like my stuff or anyone's, you're just forced to be civic and be kind to people. You can literally silence, unfollow , block me and I won't care. Why do you need the impulse to be hateful? And assume everyone is as shallow as you? Are you really that miserable? I just don't get this because I never do it npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Apparently incredibly unpopular opinion online but nsfw artists are human beings. They aren't just art machines that are here to turn you on constantly, they have feelings and problems, political positions, opinions. I suggest you to silently leave if you don't like what they post instead of acting like a moron in the comments npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…hgem I only hope that if people (that aren't friends) hate me just leave me alone without being little bitches. I didn't know people on Baraag were so hateful. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…hgem thanks. But now my mind doesn't stop obsessing over them being right you know ? What if they were just very brave and told me what everyone is thinking?? It would make sense npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] But seriously This interaction did a tool on me, more to the edge of deleting this fucking place I swear. It seems my fears were right and people just fucking despise me npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn :donald_boner: oh god yes please. *Tries to run away to rest and gets grabbed back* lmao npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn either a crazy power bottom or a very gentle dom (because he needs to contain himself a lot to not hurt someone). Choose your battle :blobthinkingsmirk: npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Me on my way of losing followers because I don't push my body to its limits I guess npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 don't get me wrong. I agree with you, I just don't get people who want to excuse everyone using empathy as a weapon to allow more abuse npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 even if they claim they are "sowy " or that they did it long time ago? Like I doubt a person like that can change personally specially if they didn't go to a professional npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] I know most people hate child molesters and with a good reason. But what do you think of child molester enablers? The kind of people who know someone is a dangerous predator for a fact and still expose children to them because they think they won't molest THEIR child? npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] The opposite of kinky/freaky is vanilla. Not "normal" or "not a porn addict". You're vanilla npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 interesting Did you know that holding the pee during sex can help women reach orgasms easier because it stimulates the G spot? npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Pair of bears hunting their prey. @nprofile…r9jn this is your fault No idea how to call male Ruth, open to suggestions. #oc #sonic #noncon https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/550/502/286/114/129/original/91c11570fe36b285.png npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Said this... Since the dick gets out of the sheath for sex and for peeing just the same I wonder... Would it be common for their brains to associate pee with arousal? Like some sort of Pavlov effect? npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] My Mobian cock headcanon is that their balls are internal (some animals work like that, hedgehogs specifically) and their dicks are covered in a small almost not noticeable sheath (fur) regularly. Then the dick gets pushed out of the sheath in erect mode if they are trying to have intercourse and in semi erect form if they just gotta pee. The sheath gets pushed down to the base, because I refuse to colour the dick as the fur, looks hairy and feels uncomfortable. They're all growers basically. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn awww that's cute, not even horny that's just adorable :fox_tailwag: npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn same or at least I would feel better and safe, specially if he's petting my head. It's so fascinating how Japanese people are so into Tails and Sonic's tummies I love it npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn good good you did good Bet it's very soft npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Honestly if people will hate me here anyways whatever I do I prefer them to hate me for what I actually am or think. Fed up with not being able to be a human being with opinions because I draw. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn lmao bet you would , horny demon! But nah, they are probably just scared lol On the other hand, well at least they know how I actually am npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…r9jn I dunno dude npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Unrelated but I'm starting to suspect that I genuinely scared people yesterday with me being horny in comments without putting the tmi lewd CWs. Maybe I should have kept it on PM with my mutual I dunno. This is why I avoid doing it here, people aren't ready for my goonin. I also got inspired by it so I don't know if that's a good or bad thing honestly npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] I'm not sure if I should tag so many things here, but I'm afraid anyone who's not interested in that fandom sees it because it's untagged. But I don't want to saturate the tag what a dilemma npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] What happened during Forces I don't know if I'll finish this #noncon #sonic https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/540/669/179/980/404/original/c03a8cd2e5467913.jpg npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…2tsm actually... I do have such a thing, did animations with them actually. And yes, I agree, shit is good npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…fca7 lmao sorry dude. Me and my mutual share the same braincell in what concerns to fucking Sonic npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…fca7 entering this thread and reading the comments unprepared surely will be an experience lmao npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Men moaning is food for the soul npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…dved ah yeah totally. I was talking about it romantically. I'm very picky about that npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] It's why I don't understand Sonadow. Like Shadow needs someone very compassionate, communicative and patient in his life, Sonic is nothing of these things, I'm sorry (compassionate as emotionally intelligent, not as kind). Amy on the other hand... Same way Sonic and I won't make a good romantic pairing, but excellent friends probably. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] When a great artist draws one of your favourite niche kinks and got you like: #meme https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/529/803/869/420/023/original/e524014499bc66e9.jpg npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] I'm alive and I deserve to be. I deserve to show my happiness npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] And well... If people only liked my shit because they were expecting to fuck me or have a parasocial relationship with me... Then trash took itself out. I want it to shine on its own. I honestly don't want to believe I need to leave this place, that I'm not welcomed, that I'm a problem, that I have to keep my shit to myself like my fucking existence is shameful. Who cares if literally no one likes my porn? Seriously, who cares. I'm fed up with feeling shame npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] I always tried to be kind and warm to followers but it seems like it's not actually worth it. People love to take advantage of your kindness so I understand when artists never reply or talk to anyone. I used to think they were selfish but actually they're protecting themselves. I guess it's a bit lonely but peaceful. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Maybe the way is being as obnoxious and self indulgently horny as possible to actually scare them off. I have the sensation that the more you feel sorry about existing the more these mfs appear. I mean, I could try. Not sure if it will work npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] I have a random Sontails idea for an animatic that doesn't leave my mind, not necessarily porn. I doubt I will finish it but I think it's interesting npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…h80k hedgehogs can eat some fruits and vegetables but they are into meat and protein more, they are omnivores and love worms and other bugs, even eating 2/3 of their weight in these critters daily. The herbivores are porcupines. It's why I think Sonic loves chili dogs and savory food. Mmm maybe some spicy alcoholic drink? npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 yeah, makes sense, I just love 2D animation. (If I leave I'm doing stuff) npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 ah yeah, these aren't from my time. Seems a nice time if you love action npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 damn, grandpa you have good taste. Just kidding, I also watched some these due to repositions npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 lol It was a reference to old school animations but yeah I get that npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I guess she would have to hit you with the good ol' roller as in the classic days if that was the case, old man j/ npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 lol https://media.baraag.net/media_attachments/files/116/510/205/007/483/280/original/1e16e740c511d7aa.jpg npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I mean... I have been hit by old men before but don't worry. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 these are the best type of friends NGL And yeah, not for so long because I'm not that old but I will npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 exactly! I don't collect people, they aren't Pokémon npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I don't even think you can actually have 100 friends (like close friends) tbh. Most people call friends to anyone who's remotely friendly or hang out casually. But I'm an introvert so maybe it's just me. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 same here, I feel the same as you. I always walked at the pace of my own heart, doing my own thing without hurting others but not caring about "appeasing stupid constructs". But it's true most people wanna "fit in" in an hypothetical global idea npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 or maybe it's just me but I really really appreciate my friends, I rarely call people that. It sucks society only considers strong love to the romantic one. Not saying it's not a good love but you can feel a strong connection to a friend, family member or pet and be completely platonic npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 "you cannot MAKE someone be your girlfriend. " Exactly. Specially when you are so desperate for having a partner itself (probably for status or societal expectations) rather than actually loving someone for themselves and wanting them in your life. If I love someone I LOVE that person, not the partner label. I think people should be more grateful of the good relationships in their lives, instead of wanting to turning them into another ones unnaturally. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 it feels like being a sexual object sometimes NGL Like I understand they can't help feeling attracted but it sucks when you genuinely wanted a friend and care about them as part of your chosen family and they get mad or consider it unworthy because they were faking it to get into your pants. I suffered from sexual harassment and being demonized for not letting randos touch me so I know how shitty it can get npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 although I must admit it makes me a bit insecure because... What if friendly people here just want to fuck me? Not because I'm specially attractive but it makes me feel stupid for assuming they just want to be friends. A girl friend said to me once that all men are waiting for an opportunity to mingle with you and it scared me npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] If Sonic got drunk what kind of drunk would be be? A lot of people say he would be lightweight but what if he isn't npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 you kinda reminded me of Steven Universe on the last part (sorry if offensive). What you said was sweet. Yeah, life would be better without baggage npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 planning to leave but it's hard, specially nowadays. I always wanted that but COVID happened and getting into an abusive situationship. The world is crazier too. Thanks for the support btw npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 oh fuck, I'm sorry. See it that way, at least one of your parents didn't suck. I didn't feel safe anywhere basically. At least now I know I'm a separated different person from them npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 it's interesting because I had people telling me that "your family couldn't have been so bad because you seem pretty functional". Oh boy I'm not even telling like the 40% of it all, talking about extended generational trauma. I may seem fine outside but my body is hurting and experiencing weird shit after years of stress. People just focus on what's on the surface npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I think we had similar families then. The worst one was my father but my mother definitely has fleas seeing her upbringing and the worst part is that she's convinced she's a virtuous person. My father kinda admitted he was a monster. I relate on the scapegoat thing. I only can try to be a better person but it's so hard to value yourself sometimes npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I always use the bear in a cave metaphor. "If you go to a cave where a bear sleeps and you start poking it with a stick don't get surprised it bites you". But sadly some """adults"""" never passed high school levels of emotional intelligence and it sucks they were the ones who had to raise you. Now I'm realising I'm probably more mature than them and I'm not specially high EQ so lmao npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 meh, don't feel so sorry for me. It's just something I have to deal with and get better at not react or at least under it's not normal behaviour npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I guess I feel like I'm a bad person for being angry sometimes because some members act like they are saints basically, while blaming me for everything and not taking my emotions seriously. Which made me feel like I was a bad child for reacting to abuse, till I saw it from an outside perspective and went: wait, that behaviour of theirs ain't normal, everybody would react like this. They are really good at appearing goodies from outsiders so it contributed npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I never said I was a bad person. I'm talking about reactive abuse, I don't know if you know what that is. I know who I am, maybe waaaay too much, I just need to be better with grey rocking (ignoring provocations) my stupid family npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I never saw it that way actually. I just assumed I'm both the same person (since that anger is part of me, not an "act" I'm not faking the rage) but certain people get the worst of me. And vice versa. Technically I shouldn't react to abuse and go grey rocking/NC but it's so fucking hard. Humans are complex creatures with multiple emotions. But sometimes I forget my kind side and I over focus on my mean one. It's a guide to know if I'm with the right person tho, if I feel unhinged npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 thanks. I have been told by these abusive people that I'm grumpy when they're the ones who provoke me constantly. Talking about blame shifting and similar stuff. If I'm treated with care and love I'm totally a different person npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] Abusive people gotta like: I blame you for everything under the sun and make you feel like shit constantly and now you're mad at me and you hate me! It must be because you're a grumpy angry person lmao I'm more and more convinced now that I'm actually really chill around the right people, because I'm told that. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 mmmm interesting The only unrealistic part there would be me being accepted by these two lmao Leaving that it sounds really hot npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 you mean like a poly relationship??? Sure why not lol npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 yeah, I have a peculiar way of seeing things lol Not saying Tails isn't attractive or anything but you know, you made me choose. The best possible solution would be having a threesome XD npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 that's torture dude Although If it's also romantically (apart from sex) I think I will choose Tails NGL Like I love Sonic he's hot asf and I bet he fucks amazing but he's not a good husband material for me imo. Tails would be a great partner tho If it's ONLY sex... Probably Sonic npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] I guess whoever followed me expecting my account to be not self indulgent and """"cringe"""" (I hate the word) will be up to a disappointment. I don't draw/talk about "popular or regular" stuff here. In case it's a revelation... I wanna fuck Sonic and Tails here npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I simply can't. I don't obtain a benefit here from doing it. Irl I do because I gotta mask to survive, but I use this place as an outlet. If I can't be myself here I can't do it anywhere npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 it's because I associate cringe with "weirdness". Which is... Well I'm a very vocal weirdo, I don't know what do they expect following me. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 it's not that they don't like what I post which is valid it's the fact that they expect normalcy on Baraag. It's hilarious. They are in the wrong site, just that, so I will ignore them. Lame people. npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 I just thought we were all over that stupid way of thinking here, considering it's a non censorship site but sure let's go with cringe npub17clarx7y7w86ysy2mltju6lv9c6qn2eu5uumj8vc778vgkh4f4fsm3zld4 🪻 Momma 🌷 [hiatus] @nprofile…4za2 ah well... I didn't know there was cringe culture on Baraag lmao