❤️FiestaBun❤️

Amateur arts and laments.
"Special" Nordic bun and a nuggie enjoyer
Still looking for friends and boyfriend

Comissions? Scared, but yes.
Are they good? No

My arts and crafts:
#artoffiestabun
My life:
#lifeoffiestabun
#soulofbun

Back up: https://nicecrew.digital/@FiestaBnuuy

🔗 bridged from [email protected] (fediverse)

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Last Notes

2026-09-28 11:39:08 GMT

saw my two crow friends today again. Fed the brave one treats
#lifeoffiestabun
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2026-09-26 12:59:35 GMT

With rising need to self harm, I instead pack my drawing book and pencil case. I don my rare gothic look and head towards McDonald's hoping I wouldn't feel so alone.
On the way I couldn't stop my usual wonderment of nature. I pick up beautiful red leaves and admire their crimson color, nearby I notice stunning red fly agaric, or toadstool. It's starting to rain lightly, so I open my umbrella.
On a sandy road my eyes notice unusual looking stone, lime green, something I have never seen before. I just stare at the stone in awe while people walk past by me. I pick up the stone and put it into my pocket.
At the McDonald's I realize I picked up a very busy time of the day, place was full of people. I place my order and sit on a small table in a corner, seeing the whole place from there. It was a sad reminder of things I didn't have or could never have. Friend groups socializing with each other, couples eating together and families sharing time together.
I open my book and start drawing. I sketch out a grim looking bunny. While chewing on french fries, with sad eyes, I secretly admire handsome men in the room. Little girl points at me and calls me a very sad lady. I agree In my mind.
Opening another page I sketch a cute lil crabman, since I wasn't sure what to draw next.
Walking back home I decide to visit the field. Water dribbles down from trees yellowed leaves. I find more pretty fiery red leaves. After walking for a bit I stop in shock. I notice the taller grassy areas had been cut down. I feel anger inside, there is absolutely no point cutting it this far into the autumn. I had wanted to gather more Greater plantain's seeds, but also all the precious little flowers had been torn down that still worked as a last life line for some bugs.
In vain I tried to look for some, but all the flowers were gone, claimed by human hands instead of finding rest in winter's arms.
I do find but one rare sight of a last dandelion on a patch. Walking back I notice one soul taking a rest on a plant gone by. It's going to be soon your time to have an eternal sleep...
#lifeoffiestabun
#soulofbun
#artoffiestabun
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2026-09-26 07:07:27 GMT

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2026-08-30 14:33:16 GMT

Growing more dicks
#lifeoffiestabun
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2026-08-30 13:11:45 GMT

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2026-08-22 15:15:25 GMT

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2026-08-09 18:24:30 GMT

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2026-08-04 03:36:19 GMT

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2026-08-02 01:51:56 GMT

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2026-08-01 18:04:35 GMT

Bought some fancy tea from the tea house and a tea cup.
...I know I have cups, but this one has legs!
#lifeoffiestabun
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2026-08-01 14:13:56 GMT

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2026-07-31 15:39:02 GMT

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2026-07-21 18:09:38 GMT

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2026-07-21 08:19:33 GMT

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Dude, it took me 32 years to get a bf

2026-07-21 08:19:32 GMT

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I don have a man :sadkot:

2026-07-20 16:29:37 GMT

Second pain round is starting
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2026-07-18 18:30:41 GMT

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2026-07-15 16:33:36 GMT

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Go to public... alone? Have courage to talk to a human being?
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2026-07-15 16:28:43 GMT

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How do I do that? :sadkot:

2026-07-15 16:11:34 GMT

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I suppose I presume

2026-07-15 13:30:28 GMT

I really want kissies and huggies :sadkot:
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2026-07-14 07:33:20 GMT

Why are men scared of me :sadkot:
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2026-07-12 07:07:33 GMT

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I don't know why you try keep helping me, it's hopeless for a audhd woman :sadkot:

2026-07-12 01:55:44 GMT

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Both?

2026-07-11 04:21:55 GMT

How do women find a committed man with flaxen hair to plap with! I'm angy! :saddercat:
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2026-07-03 13:49:34 GMT

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2026-06-29 19:22:36 GMT

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2026-06-29 19:18:36 GMT

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2026-06-29 19:09:53 GMT

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Nah, nothing makes it go away..
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2026-06-29 18:59:36 GMT

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Not that good at writing, but talking is something I can't do at all, that is a huge problem with me. I don't have anyway to express anything, so I have kept everything inside

2026-06-29 18:42:36 GMT

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I haven't journaled about any personal things like that

2026-06-29 18:38:36 GMT

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2026-06-29 18:35:36 GMT

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2026-06-29 18:32:36 GMT

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2026-06-29 18:30:36 GMT

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2026-06-29 18:23:47 GMT

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2026-06-29 18:09:56 GMT

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I didn't talk about incel stuff?

2026-06-29 17:24:36 GMT

I hate going on a walk, I start crying often because it gives me time to think about things, mind gets flooded with thoughts. I also see men and couples walking around, makes me depressed
#lifeoffiestabun
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2026-06-29 15:45:51 GMT

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@npub1j0g…sn0e @npub1qxd…fsl7
People keep making me feel bad for being weird and autistic, I don't know why I bother interacting with people

2026-06-29 15:37:50 GMT

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@npub1qxd…fsl7 @npub1j0g…sn0e
I had just posted pics of myself?

2026-06-29 15:30:37 GMT

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@npub1qxd…fsl7 @npub1j0g…sn0e
I expressed a worry?

2026-06-29 15:26:36 GMT

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2026-06-29 15:07:37 GMT

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2026-06-29 12:53:36 GMT

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2026-06-29 12:49:36 GMT

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@npub1cm0…5q7c
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2026-06-29 12:35:36 GMT

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@npub1j0g…sn0e @npub1qxd…fsl7
Gud
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2026-06-29 12:01:50 GMT

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@npub1j0g…sn0e @npub1qxd…fsl7
Did you goon to pictures of me? :sadkot:

2026-06-29 11:39:36 GMT

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2026-06-29 09:15:36 GMT

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Morning bish!
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2026-06-29 08:38:38 GMT

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@npub1kgc…gf58 @npub1j0g…sn0e @npub1q5a…2hhm
N-noo, thaaat never happens
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2026-06-29 08:31:36 GMT

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@npub1q5a…2hhm @npub1j0g…sn0e @npub1kgc…gf58
Come to Finland bish!
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2026-06-28 14:17:40 GMT

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2026-06-28 14:07:36 GMT

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Wha, I have a vag :sadkot:

2026-06-28 14:06:48 GMT

My boyfrien
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