Girl Lover :gl: :tgl:, MAP :map:, Korephile AoA = <14ish, prefer 9-13 Lesbian Progressive Romantic Grey Asexual/Demisexual Hedonist Writer, Artist MAP Activist suffering from burnout Christian, but not a perfect one DO NOT SEND ME ILLEGAL CONTENT!
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Last Notes npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…9f0z Why am I being tagged in this? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…9f0z Living in a world that hates and oppresses us is not ideal. But if we shut out everyone who oppressed us, we wouldn’t be able to participate in society whatsoever. And that’s not practical or feasible. What we have to do is work to gradually change people’s minds. And until we’re able to change their minds, we have to survive and exist under cover in the world as it is. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…9f0z Almost all the people I’ve found on Bluesky are pro-trans. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Just saw this on Bluesky. No he’s not. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/116/262/048/535/281/369/original/ce8ea354116581d3.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Keep your data safe from government spying and client-side scanning. https://youtu.be/CtJj-mjH-2Q npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Merry Christmas and happy holidays everyone. I hope y’all are spending it with loved ones, and that it is a joyous day. Merry Christmas Feliz Navidad Feliz Natal Frohe Weihnachten Joyeux noël Mele kalikimaka Vrolijk Kerstfeest God jul Mutlu Noeller Siganisucu З Різдвом Христовим С Рождеством メリークリスマス 聖誕快樂 Giáng sinh vui vẻ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…4elx Lots of good impressions there. The Stevie Wonder and Michael Jackson impressions had me laughing. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…dusl Seeing your posts about Red Dead, made me wanna play. I had bought Red Dead 2 a long time ago for Xbox, but barely played it. Been playing it for the last 5 hours or so. It’s getting addictive. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz New alert from MAP Merch Shop regarding potential fake merch sites started by antis. #MAPMerchShop https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/662/557/528/687/295/original/911fb86bf03bc2e3.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Miners DNI. Solar power is the way to go. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/629/016/672/698/514/original/634e5af0060f4f3b.jpeg npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz So Sly Boy contacted my mother, and she’s being more diplomatic than I would be. I feel kinda pathetic, I’m like pushing daisies over here, and my mommy is fighting my battles for me. Oh well. I guess that’s what mothers are for. Maybe someday someone will call me mother (without anything after it), and I can pay it forward. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…4elx Muito Bom LMAO npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz And the worst part… everyone is hating on me because I’m a MAP who is also trans, because my MAPness is inconvenient to the trans community. Well, don’t fuckin blame me. I never said I was trans. I always portrayed Katie as a cisgender female for three reasons: 1. To throw people off of my real identity. 2. So those who read my blog could understand that women are MAPs too, without being distracted by my being trans. 3. So people wouldn’t target the trans community because my intersectionality is inconvenient to them. But all you antis doxed me. You don’t get to bitch about my intersectionality being inconvenient. You all wanted to expose me. Well you got all of me. And I will apologize for neither my orientation nor my gender. In the words of ICP: “If you don’t like me, you can fuck off!” 🖕🏻🖕🏻 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I might be opening a can of worms with this topic, but I want to hear the community’s thoughts. Marjorie Taylor Greene, is a congresswoman from Georgia, who from the start has been a staunch proponent of MAGA. She has supported Donald Trump and his agenda, since Trump’s first term. Over the years she hasn’t just been a voice of far-right ideas, but her rhetoric has also been quite toxic toward the transgender community, Muslims, and Jews. Her toxic rhetoric has put these marginalized communities in danger of violence. Despite this, she has long been an advocate for the survivors and victims of Jeffrey Epstein, calling for justice and the release of the Epstein files. In the last few months, she has made a heel-face turn, breaking with Trump and MAGA on many issues, including showing support for reauthorizing the Obamacare subsidies to keep people’s healthcare costs low. Because of Greene’s support for releasing the Epstein files, Donald Trump has turned on her, and is calling her Marjorie Traitor Greene. She states she has started receiving death threats from Trump supporters. In a recent interview, she apologized for her previous toxic rhetoric, stating she now realizes the power her words have, and has committed to civility going forward. https://youtube.com/shorts/G0wASrM-_L0 I’ve long considered Greene to be part of what’s wrong with our country, even putting her on the level of Trump as a vile human being. I still don’t agree with her on very many issues, but her face turn over the last few months has earned a bit of my respect. If her mea culpa is genuine, do we forgive her? I know it’s hard to forgive someone who has done so much harm. But I think forgiveness is necessary for us to survive and function as a society. It seems she has learned and is taking responsibility for her previous conduct. She seems committed to a more civil discourse going forward. She is making strides to correct her past mistakes and build bridges between political ideologies. If we continue to condemn and ostracize people who have done wrong, eventually there is no incentive for them to learn and grow. If someone has genuinely learned and is making an effort to be better going forward, we should welcome that. What say you? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…3xs9 @nprofile…rhug Why did the character limit return? https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/551/559/127/293/763/original/e67b3f7c5bbc1d72.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I was scrolling through my phone and found a meme I made during the pandemic in 2020. (Watch with sound) https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/513/848/724/802/531/original/d2c23a73fcd93384.mp4 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I’m gonna be candid with y’all. I’ve been very stressed these last few months, with all the antis targeting me. This has been amplified by my chronic health issues. I’ve spent nights crying over voice calls with other MAPs. I’ve contemplated walking away from the MAP community, giving up on all the activism I’ve done and have planned. I’ve contemplated offing myself to be over it all. And had it not been for my mom, I probably would have done it by now. I can’t bear the thought of taking away my mom’s only child. But that reason to stay alive is getting harder to uphold. I’ve gotten so much empathy, support, and forgiveness from the MAP community. People offering their time. People saying they appreciate what I do. People saying they admire my integrity. People saying my blog helped them accept themselves. All of this encouragement is what keeps me going, and I thank you all for that. You don’t know how much it means to me. I seen Lecter’s post about Ozzy, taking their own life due to the harassment and abuse by antis. My first reaction, without even thinking is “✊🏻 This is why we fight!” And that’s the right reaction. We’ve come too far to give up now. This community has come too far to give up. Too many of our people are dying because of the systemic abuse we receive from society. We can’t roll over when we face injustice. I’ll do my damndest to make sure none of these deaths are in vain. I’m not going anywhere. We fight on! ✊🏻 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Speaker Emerita Nancy Pelosi is retiring after 40 years in Congress. This is one of her most iconic moments. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/503/973/994/553/197/original/8ed1b909b2d8dfe9.jpeg npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Don't mass report. Don't try to get it taken down. She spoke her truth. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz One of the main goals of this would be to show the humanity of MAPs in an empathetic light. Some of the topics I think should be discussed: Stigma - Social Reaction, Pedo Hunters, Language Mental Health - From the point of view of MAPs, mental health professionals, and a wide societal view. Intersectional MAPs (MAPs who are also LGBTQ and part of other marginalized groups) npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I've long had an idea for a video targeted toward mainstream society. I think with all the attention and hate our community is receiving, this would be the time to capitalize on that to put our truth out there. This would be a documentary about minor-attraction, to create a public dialog. I want to have interviews with MAPs, mental health professionals, activists, and others to tell the story of who we are, why we exist, and the struggles and mischaracterization we often receive from society. I want it to have journalistic integrity, and high production value. This will not be a film that endorses changing laws, though it may discuss those with that goal. I am a filmmaker. I have the equipment to film and edit. I am able to travel within the US (and maybe Canada) for interviews. Though this may also depend on my health. Other interviews can be done remotely. I will need help and participation from the MAP community. I would need input from the community on the direction of the film... questions and topics of discussion, research, history, videography and editing, music and score, narration. Some of these roles would put you in front of the camera, others would be behind the camera. If you are in front of the camera, we can hide your identity, though we would like to minimize the anonymous interviews, because we want to put a face on the community. (Yes, I know that's a large ask.) npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz New hoodie and poster released. "Katie Cruz - The Worst Example of LGBTQ" #MAPMerchShop #MMSHoodies https://mapmerch.shop/product/katie-cruz-the-worst-example-of-lgbtq-unisex-heavy-blend-hooded-sweatshirt/ https://mapmerch.shop/product/katie-cruz-the-worst-example-of-lgbtq-posters/ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…4elx Nooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! I was always a fan of the American version known as Power Rangers. A few years ago, I watched the dubbed Kyōryū Sentai Zyuranger. This makes me sad. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Well, I was hoping to upload this as a shirt and maybe a poster, but technology is giving me problems. I'm too excited to wait to share this. Eventually, it'll be on a shirt and poster. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/454/186/603/237/575/original/a54cc375a59fc989.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz One of the antis who made a video about me said, "Katie Cruz is the worst example of LGBTQ. I'm gonna put that on a shirt. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz My Bluesky account just got nuked for no reason. I'm aware of their policy about MAPs, and have refrained from posting anything MAP-related on this account. I told them to show me proof. Unfortunately, as has been the case with all the other MAP accounts that were banned on Bluesky, I'm not holding out much hope that this will be restored. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/452/905/622/769/986/original/a5fa59d6897dce7f.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz What if antis keep defaming me, and I keep suing them and winning large sums of money, then use that money to fund the MAP movement?… https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/449/824/728/532/419/original/bfd81cab962f85a7.jpeg npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I wish I had an attorney to sue Google for being complicit in the defamation, by taking forever to remove the videos and banning Sly Boy’s account. The longer they’re up the wider the audience and the greater the chance of bad actors initiating violence. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I’m temporarily removing the “Blogs of Friends” section, and the “Other MAP Sites” section from A MAP In Love, to help protect the privacy and security of the community. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Who wants me to make an image gallery of screenshots of dumb trolly things I say to antis? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz #KatieTheTroll https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/432/152/304/795/600/original/faec5173328c8231.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Had a pleasant and respectful conversation with a commenter on YouTube. People like this are the ones we should try to reach out to. They're the ones who are open to listening and could be convinced. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/431/943/331/478/647/original/4116b057a6abe6ce.png https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/431/946/841/447/269/original/1c26de0ea3bb6619.png https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/431/951/877/567/842/original/d42954cf6f8b79d9.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz LMAO NotKatie made a video about SlyBoy on FST. It's hilarious. He's already seen it and made a video about it on Youtube. I appreciate the parody, but please, don't poke the bear anymore. We need to stop instigating him, so this whole situation can die. https://fstube.net/w/e5ZAexqRjH7mKin5ozquEh npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I’ve filed several privacy complaints with YouTube over the last several days. They have never required me to share my ID. Today, they asked for my ID. Either it’s because I’ve filed so many reports, they want to make sure I’m not abusing it, or it’s because instead of taking down an individual video, they’re going to nuke his whole account. Or it could be because the latest video has his claim that I’m going to “murder” him, and they’re setting me up, to turn me in to the police. Lol. I hope it’s because they’re finally nuking his account. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…4elx Best screen cap ever. LMAO npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz This guy is obsessed with me. What a fuckin creep. I've already been to the police station 3 times this week. I'm filing a no-contact order today, along with the suit I filed this morning. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCd6Cz6N-vk npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I just figured out that I can file my suit online, without having to go to the courthouse in Indianapolis. So I did. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…4elx He’s just digging his own grave. I’ll get this one taken down, and get him another YouTube strike. And all of this is just more evidence for the suit. He’s exhibiting malice, meaning he’ll face punitive damages along with the normal civil damages. And he says he’s smarter than me. Lol npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Now we wait on the last one. And hopefully I can get him served for this suit before he even tries to come to my home town. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Sly Boy says he hates losing. Well he’d better get used to it. The Queenpin always wins. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/411/371/028/912/546/original/1f6a0d18effa9cb5.jpeg npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz This one’s dedicated to you Sly Boy. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/409/822/603/419/517/original/249d6563957769f6.mp4 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz And the first video we had taken down is back up. What the fuck?! Please report this one as well. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Ob2NU9u3FQ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…4elx I dunno, my MAP views are well-documented on A MAP In Love, and they can easily tie Katie to my real identity. Very few in mainstream society will have empathy toward me. That is, unless the community can rally and make me a martyr. But I don’t foresee that happening. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz People in the comments of Sly Boy’s latest video are encouraging him to follow through with coming to my town. Someone told him to carry a gun because I would likely have one. He said he’ll be carrying. This might turn into a bloodbath. But I’m not gonna capitulate to a bully. I don’t negotiate with terrorists. I’m not giving in. I won’t back down. If I die a little earlier than I was already on course to do… well, such is life. (Or is it “such is death?” 🤷🏼♀️) npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I got an idea for a parody video for Sly Boy… Since he likes to make cardboard cutouts of me… why don’t I make one of him? Then we’ll take him on an obnoxious, embarrassing date, followed by a kids’ self-defense class where he gets repeatedly kicked in the balls by children. I can animate his face, and add a bunch of cartoon sounds for comedic effect. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Checkmate. He’ll either need to remove the videos, or it will go to a review. He’s already got one strike for the first video about me we had removed. With two videos going to a review, they will find him in egregious violation, and he will likely lose his whole account. #FAFO https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/399/585/952/218/786/original/45d269a88fb413ea.jpeg npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…4elx Apparently you have to be law enforcement to use this one. And I'm sure my little town ain't gonna fork up the money for an account. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Does anyone have a picarta.ai account? Does anyone know of any other AI reverse image search sites to pinpoint a location by photo? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I went to the police to file a report for harassment. "Oh there's nothing we can do, because we don't have his real identity." Here's a bounty. Whoever can find this asshole's real identity, location, phone number or anything useful, and shares it with me, gets a flag or an equivalently valued item from MAP Merch Shop. If you find his information, DO NOT post it publicly. DO NOT target him with harassment and/or violence. https://www.youtube.com/@slyyyboyyy/ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Report this one while you're at it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhopGTSvnlY npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Mass report this motherfucker! Repost so others can mass report. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cxcn54i7Qlo npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Everyone who is protesting today, please stay safe, stay hydrated, and have fun. #NoKings ✊🏻 https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/396/385/768/138/621/original/8342dc2a0568ab43.jpeg npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…4q6t “If you don't work, and you're not also breaking the law somehow, then your risks are mostly just other people judging you. Which I've experienced, and survived just fine. It was awkward but here I am.” I can attest to this. I let my guard down when I realized I was disabled and could no longer work, leading to my being doxed. Since then, I’ve received hate and death threats. But no one has ever had the balls to follow through with those threats. I’m still here. To be fair, part of it could be because they know I’m armed. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Let’s do a thought experiment. Tomorrow, we wake up, and MAPs and paraphiles are now widely accepted and celebrated. Hollywood is making a biopic about the community. Which actor, actress, or celebrity plays the part of you, and why? I’m going with AnnaSophia Robb. She’s beautiful, a great actress, and the way she carries herself as a celebrity is how I would like to be known to the world. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Went to the gas station to get a drink. There was a mother there with three kids, two girls and a boy. The younger girl was about 5, had brown hair and a tight shirt that accentuated her flat chest. The older girl was about 9, had long dishwater hair, and was wearing a loose, long, pink shirt, probably a night shirt, and some rainbow leggings. She was so cute. I was wearing my Love is Colorful hoodie with the MAP Flag brush strokes. I walked by her, and we exchanged smiles. 🥰 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…hcym No worries npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…hcym It’s pretty well common knowledge thanks to my doxes, and among anyone who knows me, but it wasn’t something I had made public. I’m not too worried about it though. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…hcym Hey, who said I was trans? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Kamala Harris “These Motherfuckers are crazy!” https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/336/624/769/208/426/original/40e71f84093d1481.mp4 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I've written an open letter, that I hope to make public soon. But I'd like a few people to review it and provide some feedback before I do. Do I have any volunteers? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz If you're someone who regularly talks with me on Matrix/Element, this is your notice: I am migrating to Signal. Matrix/Element is jank, and I'm tired of messing with it. Signal is far superior. https://signal.org A phone number is required for setup, but can be removed from your account. It can be a burner number. https://www.burnerapp.com/blog/signal-without-phone-number npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I swear, FUCK ICE!!!! They zip-tied kids together in a Chicago apartment raid. When bystanders protested, one of the agents said "fuck them kids." Come try that in my town, tough guy. https://newrepublic.com/post/201258/ice-zip-ties-children-raid-chicago-apartment-building npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…anfm Your video isn’t loading for me. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz For the last few weeks, I’m not getting as much fediverse interaction as I was before. Are some of the instances down, or are they blocking each other? Or are people just busy away from the interwebz? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz For once, I think I agree with Ted Cruz. Too bad it was a gaffe. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/296/094/200/756/227/original/726ab6906d142328.mp4 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Trump posted an AI video of himself promoting QAnon’s Med Bed conspiracy theory. This theory states that there exists a futuristic technology in a bed that can heal all sorts of ailments, de-age someone, and even regrow limbs. Our President is a nut job. Seriously, why aren’t we invoking the 25th Amendment to remove him from office? What The Fuck? https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-news/what-is-med-bed-conspiracy-theory-trump-1235436966/ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Faux News host turned Secretary of Defense Pete Hegseth has ordered all of the military leaders to Quantico Marine Base for an in-person meeting next week. No agenda has been presented for the meeting. The mainstream media has barely reported on it, and none of our elected officials have addressed it. I don’t want to be conspiratorial, but with the way things are going this sounds ominous. Trump has recently “renamed” the Secretary of Defense as the Secretary of War, in a show of power. He has been making threats toward Venezuela, and the US is involved with the NATO conflict with Russia in Ukraine, and Israel’s war on Gaza, among other issues throughout Asia and the rest of the world. And Trump has also deployed troops to American cities to quell protests, and assist ICE in their Gestapo-like tactics against immigrants. With the assassination of Charlie Kirk, Trump and the MAGA regime have upped its rhetoric against the left wing… LGBTQ people and groups, left wing media, and the antifa movement, labeling them all as domestic terrorists. With all the of the conflict happening globally and fascism taking hold domestically, it’s really unsettling that the Department of Defense is calling all leaders back home for an unprecedented emergency meeting. Do what you have to do to protect yourselves. Take care of your neighbors and loved ones. We have to take care of each other. https://www.reddit.com/r/MarchAgainstNazis/s/iqMbA71HAx https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2025/09/26/hduo-s26.html npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz How to get doxes and defamation taken down from Archive.org. Send'em an email. https://help.archive.org/help/how-do-i-request-to-remove-something-from-archive-org/ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz See, violence only spurs more violence. It's unsustainable. Several historically black colleges and universities have reported receiving threats today after the assassination of Charlie Kirk. https://thehill.com/homenews/state-watch/5498638-hbcus-campus-threats-charlie-kirk-shooting/ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I am very disappointed in a lot of you. I’m checking out of the fediverse for the day, because I don’t want to be around this glorification of murder and violence. I urge all of you who are celebrating political violence to take a look in the mirror. Political violence is unsustainable. Look at what happened in Northern Ireland. Many people died, and for what? That is where we’re heading if we don’t course correct. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…gxv0 Um, I can do without the wang, but thanks, I guess. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…v256 As a matter of fact, I have read that passage. It's not talking about literal children, but those little in faith. https://amapin.love/2023/08/07/is-minor-attraction-a-sin-in-the-christian-faith/ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…v256 @[email protected] I'm sorry you feel that way. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Holy crap, I was playing with my music visualizer, and it did this. Watch til the end. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/155/244/447/363/613/original/b4173112358eabad.mp4 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz The latest Department of Homeland Security statement indicates they are targeting pedophiles. Due to the current social climate that often uses pedophilia to describe child molestation, it could just be a poor choice of words. But with all of the corruption we have seen in the Trump regime, it isn't far-fetched that they could target pedophiles who have done nothing illegal. These words are chilling. https://www.newsnationnow.com/us-news/immigration/chicago-federal-immigration-enforcement-surge-ice/ https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/115/107/656/571/628/909/original/0adc02261957b576.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Prayers for Minneapolis. But I’m tired of prayers. Faith without works is dead. Common sense gun laws now! https://www.cnn.com/us/live-news/annunciation-catholic-school-minneapolis-shooting-08-27-25 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…6xnj One of my favorite films. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…hcym Arden, what are you doing out of the kitchen. Get yo ass back there and make me a sammich, bitch. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I've got a funny idea for a parody video.... https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/114/995/333/087/556/748/original/781331261ad53c71.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I've been so burnt out and dealing with health issues, but I'm slowly getting back into activism. Expect something new from MEDAL in the coming days. And that's not all. Stayed tuned. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz The MAP community should band together and take over an abandoned oil rig, and start an off grid communal living space. Build tiny homes on them. Setup wind and solar power. Plant communal gardens. Make it into an industrial art installation. Yeah it’s dangerous, and the standard of living would be lower, especially starting out… but so is every new frontier. But it’d be the adventure of a lifetime. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz If you get a random DM from someone claiming to be me, or see an account claiming to be me... check to see if it's listed on my site. If it's not listed, it's not me. https://amapin.love/contact/ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz New product idea for MMS. LMAO https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/114/911/035/302/859/794/original/af6ebbf614beeea1.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz If you see us in person you’ll what? 1. Probably not even know we’re MAPs. 2. Be too much of a pussy ass bitch to do anything. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/114/841/616/216/148/396/original/d1669a2d3974025a.png npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…anfm @nprofile…ermq @nprofile…4lq0 I’m not well informed on this issue to have a meaningful opinion. To me, everyone should be allowed to feel an attraction to anyone else. And they should be allowed to express that attraction, as long as they respect the boundaries of the ones they are attracted to. I hope there are safeguards in place to protect the children, but those safeguards aren’t too overbearing that it prevents them from happiness and opportunities. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Why are feminists silent on female MAPs? | A MAP In Love https://amapin.love/2025/05/13/why-are-feminists-silent-on-female-maps/ #aMAPinLove #Blog npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…4lq0 Yep. I talked with the one who ran it, about ways to keep it going, but we lost contact. Hopefully the site will return in one way or another. PIP going down is a huge loss for the MAP community and the GL community. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…ermq My post wasn’t a call for armed revolution, nor a call to out oneself. It was quite the opposite. It was a warning to take precautions, especially if one is particularly vulnerable by being an immigrant or an out MAP. I’m an out MAP. My identity and location is freely available on the interwebs. And with our government no longer affording due process, and the executive branch disregarding the courts, we can’t rely on the courts to protect us. The second amendment - the right to bear arms - was designed to protect us from government tyranny. If one is at exceptional risk, and can’t flee the US, then carrying protection is all we have left. I’m not saying go out and intentionally get into a gun fight. Just be armed in case you need to. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz If you are an out MAP, or other marginalized person living in the United States, you need to arm yourself, or get out of the US. Recently the Trump administration rounded up and deported many immigrants to a brutal prison in El Salvador, under the guise that they were gang members. Most of the people rounded up were not, in fact gang members, and have no criminal record. In 2019, a man from Maryland named Kilmar Armando Abrego Garcia was granted asylum by a Federal Court, to protect him from the gangs in El Salvador. He is married to an American citizen and has to American kids. Recently while driving his autistic, non-verbal son, he was pulled over by ICE, and disappeared without due process, to be sent to the brutal prison in the country he had fled. Later that week his wife recognized him on the news, and hired a lawyer. They sued the Trump administration, claiming Abrego Garcia was innocent and not afforded due process, and it went to the Supreme Court. The Supreme Court ruled unanimously 9 to 0 that the Trump administration must facilitate getting him out of that prison and bringing him back to the US. The Trump administration has refused. https://www.cnn.com/2025/04/14/politics/what-to-know-about-the-kilmar-armando-abrego-garcia-case/index.html The Supreme Court has no independent enforcement arm. If Trump doesn't comply, there is no army to enforce their will. We are in a constitutional crisis. Now Trump wants to send US citizens, presumably those he deems as bad people to these foreign prisons, out of US Constitutional jurisdiction. They could spend the rest of their lives in a brutal prison. If they can do it to immigrants they can do it to any of us. It seems quite plausible that a MAP, even one who acts ethically and within the law could be targeted. Even more so if one is an activist. Arm yourselves. Go buy a gun. Go buy a few guns. 3D print guns if you have to. Learn to shoot them, get comfortable with them, practice marksmanship, and stock up on ammo. You can never have too much ammo. There may come a time when we have to shoot our way out of life or death situations. But only use your gun for self-defense or defense of others. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/114/340/712/592/575/548/original/7d7d9c0c0fceb76b.mp4 npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz AMA: What happened to Lucy? "It vaguely mentioned that her parents cut off contact, but why and how did it happen? You two seemed very close and happy together. It’s sad that you both lost contact just because of her parents." https://amapin.love/2025/04/04/ama-what-happened-to-lucy/ npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz This is a great video that explains what we should be doing as the resistance, and as the MAP community, if we ever want to be free. #ThisIsOurStonewall ✊🏻 https://youtu.be/By1Z1nk31iE npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz More drawings with the Apple Pencil and iPad. I’m actually pretty proud of this one. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/113/860/250/287/971/179/original/a518906a83b03631.jpeg npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…p32f Is this a pic out of Los Angeles? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @nprofile…p32f What about the sound of children and babies playing and laughing? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz Do you ever interact with someone online, and you just get this feeling that they smell bad? npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz It's likely that things are going to get bad for MAPs, LGBTQ, immigrants, and other marginalized people. The likelihood that we'll need to defend ourselves is growing. If you can... arm yourselves. All MAPs, LGBTQ, paras, queers etc should be armed. Go to a shooting range and learn how to shoot. The 2nd amendment doesn't just apply to Republicans, it applies to all of us. If the authoritarian government, or the antis come to harm you, or take you to internment or concentration camps... don't go without a fight. https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/113/438/720/841/099/872/original/34a91c65f6b26d48.jpg npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz @npub17rr…7wsy @npub13yy…m882 @npub1mh5…233h Except corporations are controlling the wealth. npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz If you didn't have to worry about stigma, would you wear Girl Lover Bell-Bottomed Jeans designed similar to these? This is only concept art. Design is subject to change. Concept art doesn't mean these designs will be produced. #MAPMerchShop :gl: https://mapsupport.de/system/media_attachments/files/112/347/493/770/560/616/original/c8ba3c3f6a4001b1.jpg npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I just watched the film "Oppenheimer" last night. Tonight the news is saying there are explosions in Iran attributed to Israel, further escalating tensions in that region, and possibly the world. Oppenheimer just kind of hits differently tonight. "Now I am become death, the destroyer of worlds." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lb13ynu3Iac npub1cc3aljkuqgvlrqu9avmlf3wlspys4jsakgptx40tgz393zcq609sgdgg9d Katie Cruz I was finally able to recover my old CuriousCat account, but I can't change the profile or banner pics. FML. Anyway, ask me questions. Don't be a douche. https://curiouscat.live/KatieCruz