I have discovered love
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Last Notes npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Life. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Control. Sadness at no control. Anger because of sadness because of no control. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Be Aware. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Unless you have reached Kenshō, beware of the term "reality". npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Enlightenment is available to you right now. It's not what you think it is. You should probably look into it. I recommend Angelo, but there are other. He looks pretty normal. He woke up at 24 and spent 15 years just living his life as a doctor before he started teaching. He seems like an ordinary dude. The truth is, he's not there at all. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Thanks. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love OK maybe I should read the bible. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love You know that meme where people are asking desperately for answers to why the world is the way it is, and underneath is written "Bitcoin, you dumb fuck!" npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I can't say much to that. What I can say for myself is the only way I'll come to knowing is via introspection. Specifically not thoughts, but feelings. I don't need convincing. My mind already rejects what you're saying (I'm a physicist... Bla bla). So it's the heart that has to see it. The truth in the words is not revealed though argument or debate. Words are nothing. Thank you for your words, however. Something in them will get past the mind. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love The great thing about divine truth is, it doesn't matter what others are up to. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love See? I never read the bible. I was an atheist till July last year. No need to read it now either. I know what's in there. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love No need to wear a flowing robe and have a long beard or read books or sit this way or that. There is no church or secret knowledge. When in fear, be in fear without resistance. That's it. No seeking for god or truth. Be still, and god will come to you. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love He's not wrong. Worked for me. Works for lots of people. No need to wear a flowing robe and have a long beard or read books or sit this way or that. There is no church or secret knowledge. When in fear, be in fear without resistance. That's it. No seeking for god or truth. Be still, and god will come to you. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Exactly. The book is screaming "wake up". There is no religion. There is no secular. There is awake (Jesus, Buddha etc) and there is delusion. I used to call myself an atheist. Turns out, that's a scam too. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I keep repeating this story. I need to relive it because I want to go back there. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love One day I woke up and after a few minutes I realised I hadn't had a thought yet. I looked around. Everything was... Different. I didn't know what was happening but everything around me had changed in quality. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I had ten followers. Now nine. Someone didn't enjoy my last post. I hope they find out why. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I didn't have a concept of what awakening, or liberation is until I admitted a deep, painful paradox to myself. Then, without effort, I woke up one day and had no concept of what I was experiencing. It was as though I was seeing for the first time, hearing sounds. All sensations were new. There are no words for it. It is real. Holy shit it's real. You don't need knowledge or practices or holy men to tell you what it is. It was grace that brought me to it. Know you are eternal. Know that god is real. Know that belief has nothing to do with it. Once the veil drops, the cosmic joke is revealed. Everything you thought, is a scam. Even what you lought love is. Except #bitcoin of course. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Layers and layers of thought. None of it real. Sets and groupings off things. None of them of the other. Not seeing they they are not of the self. Paradox is the end of thought. Intelligence is thought to be the ability to hold the conscious paradoxes in your mind and not go mad. That too is a thought. There is no self. There is no thought. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love It didnt work npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love This is a test. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Stomach ache. Deep in the gut. Lower back pain. Tightness. Twinges. Twitches and tetchiness. Searing inner rage. Loss of control. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Back again. Lost my private key, realised I had it on my old phone. Thank god. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Only the ego lives in time. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I need to stay here to be safe. I need to buy this or have that. To feel I exist, I require attention, so I shall have these clothes, that car. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love There is no try. Noticing is all that is needed to throw off the chains of ego. Embracing the need for the ego to survive, it must do what it is doing. Say what it is saying. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love It has returned. An overwhelming sense of peace, love and tranquility. I didn't know for certain it would. Not as strong as last time, but powerful. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Not with this alt. Pay me back by purging all the "?" In your life. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Don't fight the feeling. Notice you're not in control of your own actions. Notice you are a slave to your own impulses. Don't fight it, sit in it, embrace it. You procrastinate because you are avoiding a deep truth. You enjoy wasting your life on news and other people's lives so you don't have to face...? Heal. Then you'll sepearte yourself from the corporeal impulses. Twitter isn't the issue. It's your mental illness. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Being in the UK exposes just how much I miss British culture. I ache to be home. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Spend more => love more npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love A mother makes her daughter responsible for her feelings of self hatred. Grandmother to mother, mother to daughter. All victims. All aggressors. All hurt and words and discussions and needing to feel understood but talking past each other and never moving forward. So much poison. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Love dies in anger. Unresolved rage. That's what we fear to go towards. That's the gift of my day of enlightenment. I released immense rage. Hate for the other. Annihilation of the duality of love and hate. Perfection and an unfathomable hell. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love This is what I tell myself. This is a lie. A lie that perpetuates pain. What I mean is: I feel lost and need to know where everything is. To have that overview I can only have few things.It's control. It's safety. It's wanting to feel like I belong. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I don't lose things. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Today she calls me to say we should live separately for a while. I did not believe her. I remained calm. I am able to observe and transform my emotions. They cannot rule me. We end the call with her admitting she's using toxicity and drama as a cry for help. She's in pain. She is the source of that pain. Only she can convince herself she is loved. I will not feed the monster. She is such a beautiful soul... But like this an evil cunt. I don't want it anymore. I don't think she does either. This is our healing process. We've been through so much. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Perfectionism is a mental illness that stems from trauma. It is the need to feel perfect - not be perfect. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Now she is in a dual role. Mother and daughter. She needs everything to be sacrificed for her. Everything for our daughter (her again). I enable this behaviour and now I struggle to find myself. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love My wife has a rule: everything for the child. Sacrifice everything. Even sanity. It comes from her mother, who cannot separate herself from her daughter or her granddaughter. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love My wife is emotionally abusive. I can finally admit it to myself. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I experienced a complete lack of love this morning. My wife is unwell. She confuses me forgetting things with her father abandoning her. This leads to some extremely agresive behaviour from her. She is abusive. She repents later. The cycle continues. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love This body feels pain. It is the heart chakra. I sit with it. The pain intensifies over days. I have a minor panic attack in the super market. It's the first one I've had in over a decade I think. It's a turning point. The pain is transformed into heat. It tickles. Is this pain? This body feels release. The feeling rises to my throat, to my eyes. Tears well up. The pain is transmuted. No words necessary. My heart is bruised. It needs to recover. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Love is the fabric of the universe npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I forget many things because I'm not present. The day of enlightenment brought a flood of memories. If I've forgotten something it means I'm blocked in some way. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Connect to yourself and to others. Meditation will help. Don't fight the emotions or the thoughts you attach to those emotions. This too shall pass npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Love yourself, get GrapheneOS. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love All three of my alts agree with you npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love If you have to think you've missed the point. If you have to define, you discriminate. Freedom is a state of being. There is nothing but the now. All else is illusion. If you live now you are free. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Free are those who choose it. Money or not. There is no "more free". You either are, or are not. Nothing in the material world changes that. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love It took me until my 40th year to have the veil lifted for just one day. I saw it. I knew it. I finally met myself. Then slowly the ego took over again. Before that day I wouldn't have truly understood what Alan means. He is 100% correct. We are mostly all under a terrible, self-imposed spell. A waking nightmare. Even if we believe ourselves happy it is just one side of the delusional coin. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Paul seems devoid of love for his fellow man. A life, wasted on the pursuit of personal gain at the expense of others. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love When all internal dialogue is gone. When there is nothing of the story of you that remains, love is all that is left. This is a truth I had no concept of until it happened to me. I never uttered the word god with meaning until that day. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love They get exactly the result they want. Which is why they keep doing it. It's the people who will take up bitcoin. Forget the politicians. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love We came to the ocean. I needed to let it know I'd lost my job. Two kids. One newborn. The reason doesn't matter. We are where we are. All we have is love. Surrounded by luxury. With wealth. It is irrelevant. We may live on our bitcoin. I'd rather not. This is no prayer for salvation. It is a meditation on the now. We are loved. We is love. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love There is only one protocol: Now. Unfolding now. Forever now. Infinite now. Now is all you have and all you lose when you leave the now. The now continues. The now remains. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Instagram perpetuates and magnifies mental illnesses. All social media platforms do. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love "Inflation's a great asset. Stupid son of a bitch." - Biden npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Works fine npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I'm sorry to say pro freedom leaders in south america tend to find themselves skydiving without a parachute. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love God help us all in whatever is to come of this npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love If you're not enlightened you are listening to voices in your head telling you who and what you are. Essentially we are almost all mentally ill to one degree or another. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love The cleanest calendar is an empty one. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Then have I got some good news for you! That world exists right now. Live it and it shall be your world. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love The future is an illusion. What desire is it you're trying to bring forward to today with that thought? My illusion is quitting work. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Number of followers is a condition you put on others for you to obtain freedom from immorality? Freedom is yours to give up. Choose. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Nostr has given me the freedom to write my heart. Don't underestimate the explosion of creativity technology like nostr provides. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love The same is true of enlightenment. FYI the bottle reads "quiet, now" npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love We are all perfect. Our minds are just too loud. We think we are what our minds tell us they are. Nothing of what your mind tells you you are is real. No mind is perfect. But the mind can be quietened. Turned off. Then you are perfection as are we all. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love That poor man. I hope he gets better. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I hadan profile called secessio plebis. I was fighting to let go. Now I have. Now I am love. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Copy and paste scams seem like a bad idea. Until you realise all scams are a copy and paste. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love You're perpetuating airtime and headspace. Let it go. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Go watch your kids play outside. Better yet, go play with your kids outside. Watching sports is a distraction from living. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I've been in a state of grief for as long as I can remember. I've only ever used proxies to true self determination. Ever searching for someone to blame. A cause. A reason why. Bitcoin and Nostr are tools that I have used to begin to get out of this self-induced internal hellscape. My child. My wife. They have been the catalysts for change. Only I may be the motive force. I choose to take responsibility. I choose freedom. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love You've been in a deflationary collapse since 2008. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love When did he say this? npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Robert Habeck in disbelief! Those damn capitalists npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I used to work so hard I'd sleep and be ill for a week when on holiday. So I stopped working so hard. But actually I just lost the will to work. Same problem, different solutions. None of them worked npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love The self destruction of the west will only be surpassed by the horrors we try to inflict on the developing world to keep them poorer than us. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love I'm *this close* to John Galt-ing it. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love To have something to read while on the toilet. npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love Smash bought to celebrate npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love How many people called farooq don't have a father who wants them to become a doctor? npub1d6gdnx8877xrqlg34zv0vkfrzwn9tkag2gyp7jshu7927k7zj3rqthmuqw Love My ancestors bravely ran away
